Lu Xiaofeng was in a bad mood, so he drank two more glasses of rice.

It is natural for a person to feel more uncomfortable when he drinks alcohol.

Zhao Mingyuan drank more with him.

You've been to me for both of you, and you've accidentally drunk too much.

Lu Xiaofeng confided the worries in his heart, Ximen Fuxue and Ye Gucheng were both his friends, and no matter who won or lost in this duel, he would be very uncomfortable.

And the two of them want to fight to the death, but many people not only do not stop it, but instead add fuel to the fire, just like watching a monkey show, gambling on their life and death to win or lose.

made Lu Xiaofeng very angry.

Zhao Mingyuan said with relief: "Do you think the White Cloud City Lord and Ximen Blowing Snow care about these things?" ”

Lu Xiaofeng naturally understood that neither of them cared about these gossips.

Zhao Mingyuan didn't wait for Lu Xiaofeng to answer, and continued: "Of course not!

Because they only have each other in their eyes.

Nothing else will get into their eyes at all.

What effect does the words of others have on them like a breeze?

As for their duel, that was their choice.

In fact, every battle since their debut, why not risk their lives?

But in the end they all won.

This time, the reason why you don't feel well is simply because both of you are your friends.

No matter who wins or loses, you will lose a friend.

If they're not your friends and who they're fighting against, you won't be so worried. I don't know how many people died under their swords, but which one do you care? ”

When Lu Xiaofeng heard this, he poured himself a large glass of wine, and said with a wry smile: "You said yes, it seems that I am just a selfish bastard, I only care about my own feelings." ”

Zhao Mingyuan sighed and said, "All living beings, who is not selfish? This is human nature, and there is nothing to be ashamed of. ”

Lu Xiaofeng felt that Zhao Mingyuan was a little different from usual, and he was more arbitrary and presumptuous. After looking carefully, he saw that Zhao Mingyuan's eyes were foggy, it turned out that he was already drunk.

Lu Xiaofeng was ready to persuade him to rest, after all, there was something important to do at night.

But I heard Zhao Mingyuan suddenly say: "When I got married before, you had some temptation in your words about me. ”

Lu Xiaofeng's expression was very embarrassed.

After all, being told by a friend that he had bad intentions and seemed to be a friend enough.

But at that time, they had just met, and they were really not friends.

It's just that now that I talk about it, it's a bit rude after all.

Zhao Mingyuan continued: "Actually, it's normal, after all, my origin is mysterious, and I'm not sure what my purpose is, and I have a relationship with multiple forces, just like a conspirator." ”

Lu Xiaofeng knew that many people had thought so.

For a moment, Lu Xiaofeng was not sure if Zhao Mingyuan was really drunk. Could it be that he was getting drunk to pour out his thoughts and dispel his doubts?

saw Zhao Mingyuan holding a wine glass and continued: "I used to live a muddy life, not satisfied with the status quo, but I was powerless to change, and I wasted my youth doing nothing all day long.

It wasn't until I got a chance to change my life that after years of hard work, I finally lived as the person I ever hated the most. ”

Lu Xiaofeng listened quietly, thinking to himself, watching him enjoy himself all day long, it turned out that his heart was not comfortable. casually continued: "Who did you hate before?" ”

"Rich people."

Lu Xiaofeng said angrily: "I also hate rich people the most!" ”

But I heard Zhao Mingyuan continue: "You think that you use the best and most expensive food, clothing, housing and transportation, accompanied by fragrant cars, BMWs, and beauties all day long." Am I happy in this way? ”

Lu Xiaofeng's eyes widened, isn't this happy?

"No, you can't imagine my happiness! Hahaha..."

The expression on Lu Xiaofeng's face was like eating, indescribable.

But seeing Zhao Mingyuan's voice, he said softly: "No, the sugar gourd I wanted when I was five years old, and the toy I wanted when I was ten years old." Even now that I've grown up and gotten it, the feeling I had at that time is no longer there.

If you want to buy osmanthus and carry wine, it is not the same as a teenager.

May you go away for half your life and return as a teenager. After all, it's just people's expectations.

There are a few people who can really go through vicissitudes of life and still have blood.

Even if I do it all over again, I will choose that way and I will not regret it.

But what is gone is not there.

These are the things I wanted, but I didn't get them in the first place.

It's been a long, long time.

It's been so long that I can't remember how I felt at the beginning.

I just remember the feeling of powerlessness that I really wanted at the beginning, but I couldn't get it.

However, now that I have what I dreamed of, I don't feel anything.

I don't have any pursuits, no dreams.

Do you eat all day and wait for death?

Just like Jin Jiuling said, I got too much.

I'm young now, and I can still enjoy these luxuries.

But what about the next few decades.

One day I'll get tired of all this.

At that time, what could I ask for in the rest of my life? ”

Without waiting for Lu Xiaofeng's answer, Zhao Mingyuan continued: "Speaking of which, I envy Ximen Chuixue and Ye Gucheng, the kind of desperate look for the sword in my heart is also very beautiful.

Unfortunately, I can't find anything to do. ”

"Lu Xiaofeng, what do you think I should do?" Zhao Mingyuan seemed to be drunk and asked vaguely.

Lu Xiaofeng didn't expect to hear such words, looking at Zhao Mingyuan's painful eyes, he didn't know how to answer.

Zhao Mingyuan seems to be drunk, these are just drunk words, but maybe drunk words are the truest words.

Moreover, this is a real problem.

Whether drunk or not, it is the reality that Zhao Mingyuan will face.

Seeing him in such pain, Lu Xiaofeng couldn't wait to replace him.

When you think about it, this seems to be a problem that many people need to face.

Lu Xiaofeng couldn't help but think of his other friend, Huo Xiu, the richest man in the world.

He's already the richest man in the world, and he still looks normal.

Lu Xiaofeng thought to himself, next time he must ask him how he solved this problem, anyway, he also has a headache when facing this problem.

Indeed, what good will Zhao Mingyuan pursue next?

More money?

A more beautiful woman?

Lu Xiaofeng knows that when the money reaches a certain amount, it is just a larger number, and earning more money cannot make people truly happy.

As for more and more beautiful women.

When Zhao Mingyuan got married, Lu Xiaofeng participated, and when he visited the church, although he only saw the bride wearing a red hijab, a veteran like Lu Xiaofeng, just by looking at her figure, she must be a peerless beauty.

Coupled with the words of the Emei Sixiu and their little girls, and the evidence of Datong and wisdom, Lu Xiaofeng naturally knew that she was almost the first beauty in the rivers and lakes.

Now this Aunt Gongsun, Gongsun Lan is also a beauty not inferior to Mrs. Zhao.

Does Zhao Mingyuan still need to find a more beautiful beauty?

Beauty is something that can be met but not sought, and there are not many beauties who can be compared to the two of them.

Even if Zhao Mingyuan wants to find it, there are probably only the other two beauties mentioned by Datong Dazhi.

It's just that even if Zhao Mingyuan gets it, so what, does he have any other pursuits?

Power, fame, and fortune?

Zhao Mingyuan's name as the "Golden Son" was originally quite loud. Moreover, with Zhao Mingyuan's sword defeat of Dugu Yihe, the head of Emei, and the killing of the embroidery thief Jin Jiuling, the spread of these news, his reputation will become more and more resounding.

It won't be long before everyone in the rivers and lakes will know that he is an absolute master in the rivers and lakes, not some fledgling rising star.

Do you want to go after power?

It seems that Zhao Mingyuan is not keen on this, and Lu Xiaofeng does not want him to take this path.

It's just because he understands that the road to power is not so easy to walk, and the bottom is covered with blood and dry bones.

There seems to be only one option left, and it happens to be the most suitable option for people in the rivers and lakes. What's even more coincidental is that Zhao Mingyuan also practiced swords.

Do you persuade him to be a swordsman like Ye Gucheng, the lord of Baiyun City, and Ximen Blowing Snow?

Give up the desires in the world and go higher in the world of kendo.

Save it, the two of them are competing with swords, and they already have a headache.

Wouldn't it be asking for trouble for themselves to find another opponent for them?

In the end, Lu Xiaofeng didn't give Zhao Mingyuan any advice.

When Zhao Mingyuan said it, he didn't expect Lu Xiaofeng to answer.

It's my own business, it's just a matter of complaining to my friends after drinking too much.

After all, the road has to be walked by itself, and no one can walk for themselves.

The two stopped talking, just drank glass after glass.

As the saying goes:

The great thing about wine is that it's not delicious.

The cold liquid can make people forget all the unhappiness in their hearts.

In the past two days, I have only one change to my relatives, I hope you understand. Next, the update will be resumed as soon as possible, and the update will be compensated.

(End of chapter)