Chapter Ninety-Eight: I Miss You

Chinese New Year's Eve, ten thousand families reunited.

Jiang's house is very lively, the sound of the Spring Festival Gala on TV serves as the background sound, and there are two card fields in the living room, one table for adults and one table for children.

Even if he is in a wheelchair, he can't stop Jiang's father Rongcheng's love for mahjong in his genes, and he is scolding Fang Xuan on the mahjong table. And Jiang Baizhi was at the child's table, fighting the landlord with her cousin and cousin, whoever lost would stick a note on her forehead, the poor little cousin was already full of faces, but he still didn't give in, he didn't know at all, the two sisters were out of the old and deliberately targeted him......

The time soon came to half past eleven, Jiang Baizhi was obviously a little uneasy, yes, she wanted to say Happy New Year to Su Ye at zero o'clock.

There was a pair of cards out of the way, looking at the time from time to time, when the minute hand pointed to fifty-eight, Jiang Baizhi went out of the room and came to the balcony.

Even though the balcony is cold, Jiang Baizhi's heart is hot.

At zero o'clock, Jiang Baizhi pressed the video invitation on time.

Almost instantly, Su Ye wearing a high-necked black sweater came into view, but Su Ye in the video was at the desk, and he seemed to be reading a book.

"Su Ye, Happy New Year!"

Listening to Jiang Baizhi's crisp voice, the corners of Su Ye's mouth involuntarily brought a smile, "I was about to send it to you just now, but I didn't expect you to be one step faster than me." ”

Su Ye didn't lie, his blessing words had already been typed, and he just clicked send.

"Angelica Bai, Happy New Year."

"Why didn't you stay with your family?"

"At night, we had a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner together at my uncle's house, and my mother used to go to bed early, so I accompanied her back. But I'm not sleepy, so I'll just read a book. ”

Jiang Baizhi looked at the lively family behind her, the bright lights were in stark contrast to Su Ye's side, obviously she knew that Su Ye was also very self-consistent, but she was suddenly very distressed about Su Ye.

"Then I'll accompany you, and we'll keep the New Year together!"

"Okay." Su Ye bowed his head, "What have you been doing in the last two days?" ”

"My parents are directly used as coolies!"

Su Ye asked, and directly opened Jiang Baizhi's chatterbox, "Isn't my father's leg still hasn't recovered, this old couple has a plan, and the New Year's goods are not prepared at all, just waiting for me to come back." When I got up in the morning, I accompanied my mother to the supermarket to buy all kinds of shopping, and finally came back, my mother thought about making bacon and bacon, and was busy for a long time......"

It's obviously just a trivial matter in life, but it has become so interesting from Jiang Baizhi's mouth, Su Ye listened to it with relish. To a certain extent, he is a little envious of Jiang Baizhi's character, he has also seen Jiang Baizhi get along with her parents, and the atmosphere in the house is really good.

Although he is very filial, it is difficult for him to do this with his mother because of his more introverted personality. And the mother has to be strong in her life, not to mention the death of her father, to support the family, or she doesn't want to be her own weakness, and rarely shows softness. Of course, he has a good relationship with his mother, but he likes Jiang Baizhi's family atmosphere very much......

"What are you thinking, why don't you speak?"

"I think this is probably a particularly memorable Chinese New Year's Eve."

.......

On the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, at eight o'clock in the evening, four days have passed since the Chinese New Year's Eve, which is worth remembering.

On the first day, Jiang Baizhi went back to her hometown, followed by a visit from relatives, as the light of the family, she must come out to show her head, it was naturally a busy time.

So, she is now directly slumped on the sofa in the living room, so tired.

But it's not just tired, it's also boring, it's so much to look forward to the New Year when I was a child, so happy.

The TV was blaring, but she was wandering through the sky.

At this time, her mood is like the punk-style song "Still" written by Da Zhang Wei when he was 14 years old: loneliness surrounds the TV, dying and persevering. Emptiness beats against the will, as if time has stood still.

Eventually, Jiang Baizhi decided to go back to her room to sleep as a way to combat emptiness and loneliness.

Lying on the bed, putting on headphones, clicking on the collected Su Ye's playlist, and playing a random song "Never Be Alone".

β€œTake a piece of my heart.”

Take a part of my heart.

β€œAnd make it all your own.”

Put it with your heart.

β€œSo when we are apart.”

So when we are apart.

β€œYou'll never be alone.”

You'll never be alone.

......

In the past, listening to these songs could help Jiang Baizhi sleep well. But today, Jiang Baizhi, who listened to this song, was completely sleepy.

Because she felt that these lyrics were all what Su Ye wanted to say to herself.

But in fact, it's because she misses Su Ye.

In the past few days, she and Su Ye have not been completely in contact, she knows that Su Ye has returned to her hometown from the county seat in the past two days and is cleaning up the old house at home, so she doesn't want to disturb Su Ye.

Originally, Jiang Baizhi thought that she would not contact for two days, and it would be nothing if she didn't have a video, but it seemed that she overestimated herself.

After tossing and turning in bed, she still decided to send a message to Su Ye, just saying "I want to live" was too straightforward, but she had known Su Ye for so long, and she was still a little edified.

After a while, Jiang Baizhi wrote a sentence on WeChat: I seem to have seen begonia flowers sleepless.

After clicking send, Jiang Baizhi directly held the phone in her arms, she was very worried in her heart, she was worried that Su Ye didn't understand, and she felt that she was too bold, how could she say such a shameful thing.

This sentence comes from the famous writer Yasunari Kawabata's "Flowers Are Not Sleeping", and the last sentence is: At half past four in the morning, I saw the begonia flowers not sleeping. The next sentence is: I always feel that at this time, you should be by my side.

So someone tells you that I see begonia flowers and never sleeps, which means: I miss you.

A few minutes later, the message on the mobile phone vibrated and prompted, interrupting Jiang Baizhi's reverie.

There are only two words written in the chat box: Wait for me.

In an instant, Jiang Baizhi's whole person was filled with joy, all the loneliness and emptiness just now disappeared, and her eyes were full of only Su Ye, only Su Ye!

These two short words made her feel that it was worth it.

On top of that, she also had a guess, what did Su Ye mean?

Is he going to come over to see the begonia flowers with her?

But isn't he still in his hometown?

But Jiang Baizhi didn't ask again, but wore slippers and stood in front of the window unconsciously, her intuition telling her that her guess was probably right......