Chapter 132: I don't want life to be like a movie
Night, a light, not bright, but warm enough.
Su Ye was reading the materials and literature he needed on the desk, and stocked up for his next book.
It's just that this time it's not him, next to him, it's Jiang Baizhi who is reading, and what I'm reading is Mr. Wang Zengqi's prose collection "Life, It's Fun" that I touched from Su Ye's bookshelf.
Mr. Wang is known as the last scholar doctor in China, and aside from the honor, Mr. Wang is definitely a person with interest and true temperament.
It can be seen from his prose, such as the summer chapter of "Life, It's Fun", there is such a paragraph about gardenias: gardenias are thick and big, white, slightly green near the pedicle, extremely fragrant, and the aroma is a little unbearable. Gardenia flowers are thick and big, and fragrant dusters can't be dusted, so they don't take it for elegant people, thinking that the character is not high. Gardenia said: Fuck you, I just want to be so fragrant, fragrant and happy, do you fuck care.
So from time to time, you can hear Jiang Baizhi's laughter, Wang Lao's humor is not only that, some words and sentences can't even be pronounced.
There is such a passage in the movie "Once Upon a Time in America": When I am tired of everything, I think of you, I think of living and existing somewhere in the world, I am willing to endure everything, and your existence is very important to me.
This used to be a very real portrayal of Su Ye, so listening to Jiang Baizhi's laughter at this moment, Su Ye not only felt not noisy, but also felt very happy.
In the future, he will continue to think about Jiang Baizhi, but as long as he wants to see him, he can see Jiang Baizhi at any time.
Jiang Baizhi is no longer the person he imagined, but a concrete person, a person who can feel joy, anger and sorrow.
After a long time, Su Ye finished reading, and naturally shifted his gaze to Jiang Baizhi.
To be honest, he had thought of this scene that when he was working or reading, Jiang Baizhi was quietly by his side like now, with red sleeves and fragrance, in the lonely long night, in the long years, the time was quiet
It may be that Su Ye's gaze is too affectionate, so that Jiang Baizhi, who was immersed in reading, couldn't help but come back to her senses, and met Su Ye's gaze, she was a little embarrassed and said, "Did my laughter disturb you?" ”
"No, on the contrary, I think it's very good."
"Huh?"
Su Ye took Jiang Baizhi's hand and said seriously, "Actually, this scene has been imagined many times in my mind, I am reading, you accompany me, you may be reading a book on the side, you may be eating fruit, you may be wearing headphones and watching videos, but the important thing is that you are by my side, I didn't expect my dream to really come true." ”
Su Ye's voice was very soft, as if she was talking about a trivial matter, but the affectionate Jiang Baizhi in it was enough to feel it, but she only thought that this was Su Ye's thoughts for a few months, she couldn't think that this was something that Su Ye had been thinking about for more than ten years.
"As long as I am here in the future, I will always be with you." Jiang Baizhi patted Su Ye's hand.
Su Ye nodded, "Thank you, my girlfriend." ”
Jiang Baizhi seemed to feel the ups and downs in Su Ye's heart, or maybe she was just touched by Su Ye's gentle thank you, she couldn't help but smile and said, "If there is anything else you want to do, as your girlfriend, I will accompany you to realize it one by one." ”
Su Ye didn't expect Jiang Baizhi to say this, but this sentence easily pried Su Ye's thoughts, he had thought about a lot of things in the past ten years, when he saw a girl leaning on a boy's shoulder on the train, he also wanted to be Jiang Baizhi's solid shoulder; When he saw a couple hugging each other on the street on Valentine's Day, he also wanted to hug Jiang Baizhi; Seeing the couple leaving from the library in the middle of the night, he also wanted to be accompanied by Jiang Baizhi
In short, when he saw the beautiful scenery, he wanted to watch it with Jiang Baizhi. After eating delicious food, he wanted to eat it with Jiang Baizhi. At every festival, he wants to spend it with Jiang Baizhi.
But today, when fate wanted him to make up for these shortcomings, Su Ye seemed to have a stuck head, and he didn't know what to say for a while.
Because of a lot of regrets, there will be enough time in the future, and I will do it slowly in my ordinary life, and it is not worth talking about it alone.
Seeing that Su Ye didn't speak for a long time, Jiang Baizhi asked curiously, "Is it too much or too little?" I've been thinking about it for so long. ”
Su Ye smiled, groaned again, and said slowly, "If you insist on saying something you want to do, it is probably to go with you to your alma mater, Beijing Normal University, to have a look, fall in love when we are young, and take you to Cambridge, England." ”
This was Jiang Baizhi's unexpected answer, and she slowly chewed on these three answers in her heart. Going to her alma mater is probably where Su Ye wants to see where she once studied and grew up. Going to Cambridge, probably the same, is that Su Ye wants to take himself to see the place where he has lived and studied.
Deng Ziqi's song "How Far I Have to Be with You" sang well, saying: I want to listen to the music you have heard, I want to see what you have seen, I want to collect every moment, I want to see the world in your eyes. Thinking about the places you've been, and the time you've spent, don't want to miss every moment, and think about me being there for you all the time.
Su Ye estimated that this was the idea.
As for falling in love at a young age, it is probably because Su Ye felt that he had wasted too much time without knowing each other earlier and liking each other earlier. In fact, she also thought about it this way, and regretted why she didn't notice Su Ye when she was in school
Jiang Baizhi's guesses can't be wrong, but they are not quite right. went to Jiang Baizhi's alma mater because in those years that Jiang Baizhi didn't know, Su Ye went many times, and he never got tired of it for a chance to see nothing. Once upon a time, Su Ye really wanted that one day every time he went to Jiang Baizhi's campus, Jiang Baizhi was waiting for him, he could meet Jiang Baizhi with certainty, and even be able to take a walk side by side, and his journey could see the end, instead of betting on whether fate was willing to give him a gift every time.
I went to Cambridge because it carried a lot of Su Ye's thoughts. There's nothing easier to miss than being in a foreign country and being alone. In the library, in the Kang River, in the classroom, at night, in the early morning, he thought of Jiang Baizhi more than once. I took her there to tell those who were buried in a foreign country their thoughts, and to tell him that their thoughts were not in vain.
Talking about a young love is yearning, yearning for the love of young people, whether it is youthful, brave or vigorous, not as introverted as he is now. When Jiang Baizhi confessed to himself, Su Ye figured out a problem, everything is the best arrangement, some people hate to meet early, some people hate to meet late, he feels that the time to start with Jiang Baizhi is just right. Mature with each other, love each other, affectionate is still there, and the years make everyone more charming.
Jiang Baizhi went through Su Ye's answer, and said with a smile, "It's impossible to fall in love at a young age, and it's too late to go to the UK for a while, but it's okay to accompany you to my alma mater, and you can go tomorrow!" ”
Su Ye smiled slightly, "Okay." ”
"I want to read the book for a while, Mr. Wang's book is so interesting, can you accompany me?"
"Okay."
Jiang Baizhi pulled down the chair and leaned directly in Su Ye's arms, the long night was long, and it was still a little more comfortable in Su Ye's arms.
Su Ye sniffed the fragrance on Jiang Baizhi's body, and naturally wrapped it around Jiang Baizhi's shoulder.
At this moment, neither of them cared about what was about to be separated in two weeks.
The night was long, and the light wasn't on, but it was warm.
Wang Shuo wrote such a paragraph in "Looks Beautiful": I really hope to live in the movie, and the next shot is a line of subtitles: Many years later.
Su Ye didn't want to, he thought, slowly, slowly.
This chapter feels like it's back~
(End of chapter)