The raindrops the size of beans gathered into silk threads, dripping down the eaves, causing ripples.

The sky is not beautiful, it was still a sunny day just now, but when I turned my head, it was raining.

Su Ye and Jiang Baizhi ran to the front of the building to take shelter from the rain, and it had been twenty minutes. At present, I am waiting for an umbrella, and I just told Mr. Zuo the location of the two, and Mr. Zuo will ask a classmate to send an umbrella over.

There are also many people who take shelter from the rain, but their psychology is different, some people are waiting for the rain, some people blame the rain, some people are waiting for umbrellas, and some people are waiting for the rain to stop.

As for Su Ye, he was probably happy.

It is often said that time is like a reverse journey, and the past is not worth dwelling on, which is also Su Ye's creed and cognition in the past. We often have regrets, we often regret them, but that's what life is all about, and it forces us to make every choice carefully.

But it is undeniable that everything in the past leaves a mark on the present self.

To give an inappropriate example, a person who does not have a childhood may spend his whole life healing his childhood.

As for Su Ye, whether he admits it or not, the secret love of the past ten years will inevitably leave some kind of mark on him.

Some people may become extreme as a result, and some may become decadent as a result. Su Ye is very good, this is very good, it means that compared with universal values, there is no change. I love you, but I respect you too. It is my right to love you, but it is not your duty to love me. After being with Jiang Baizhi, Su Ye has always been like this, although he is happy, but he is not out of balance.

But this doesn't mean that Su Ye's heart doesn't care about the past, that's also his youth!

But on today's campus trip, I accompanied Jiang Baizhi to meet her teacher who had a good relationship, and admitted that she was in love with herself in front of the teacher, accompanied Jiang Baizhi to class, rode a bicycle to take Jiang Baizhi for a ride on campus, went to see her impressive auditorium, and even now holding hands with Jiang Baizhi on campus and waiting for the rain to stop, all of this seems to make his youth come alive.

It is false to say that he has no regrets, and it is also false to say that the background color of youth is joy, but after today's trip, he can obviously feel that something missing in his heart is being filled, and he has been healed, healed by the people he loves.

Today, he saw his eighteen or nineteen-year-old self more than once, but his past self was smiling at him, and waving goodbye, telling him that the past was really over, and that he had to live well in the present

"What are you thinking, you can see the rain so fascinatingly?"

Su Ye came back to his senses, turned his head and smiled, "I'm thinking about something very beautiful." ”

"Tell me?" Jiang Baizhi showed an interested look.

"There is such a part in the movie "My Family Bought a Zoo", the little boy Dylan Mill after confirming that he was excited, on a heavy rainy day, ran to the house of the neighbor girl Lily, in front of the window, he was embarrassed and confessed loudly. He said: You must think I'm crazy right now, but I miss you so much, I really want to. My name Dylan is not from Bob Dylan, but my family dog is called Dylan. I love your hair, I love your signs, I love everything about you, I love you, Lily"

Of course, this is the story of Su Ye to cover up his thoughts and thoughts, but this part of the movie really makes Su Ye remember it vividly, because the little boy is very brave, and he is not brave.

But Jiang Baizhi listened very attentively, "Confessing to her beloved girl on a rainy day is very brave and romantic." Speaking of this, Jiang Baizhi turned her head and smiled, "Su Ye, I think you are also very romantic and brave." ”

In fact, this is a mediocre sentence, a very normal sentence between lovers, but Su Ye was poked.

Because of his former self and his former regrets, after being partially made up, he suddenly wanted to say something when he heard this

But reason controlled him not to say too much, so he chose to pretend to be relaxed and said, "Bai Zhi, do you know? Actually, I'm not that brave. ”

"Huh?"

Su Ye turned his gaze to the heavy rain outside, "In the short film "Corey and Lucas for the Win", the male protagonist has a monologue when he is in love, he says: You can't always get your wish, but just knowing people like her is a blessing. Hey, maybe I'll show her my heart when we're 80 and we'll laugh, even though we're just two wrinkled old people playing bingo. ”

"Bai Zhi, this monologue is the same as mine. Actually, I'm not that brave, and I've thought that we might not be together, maybe I'll confess to you at the age of 80. ”

Jiang Baizhi suddenly felt heartbroken, she understood Su Ye's deep affection pretending to be relaxed, she didn't think that Su Ye would love her so deeply, and she didn't think that Su Ye would have such pessimistic thoughts about the future of the two. Su Ye, who usually looks steady and reliable, must be under a lot of pressure, right?

But in fact, what Su Ye said was actually what he had when he had a crush more than ten years ago.

Jiang Baizhi took a deep breath, she didn't show any special emotion, or tears, or whatever.

She also joked, "Su Ye, you don't have to wait until you are 80 years old, because when I perceive your intentions, I will take the initiative to confess to you." ”

"So I'm lucky to have met you." Su Ye said with a smile.

At this moment, a classmate came over with an umbrella, probably because Teacher Zuo said that the two people were dressed, so he recognized it at a glance, "Is it Teacher Su?" Teacher Zuo asked me to bring you an umbrella. ”

"It's me, thank you, classmate."

"Teacher Su is polite, then I'll go first."

Su Ye opened the umbrella, "Bai Zhi, let's go first, and when we get to the gate of the campus, we will take a taxi." ”

Just when the two of them were about to step out of the steps, Jiang Baizhi suddenly said, "Su Ye, don't deliberately tilt the umbrella to my side later, don't let yourself get wet, let's get closer, you hug me tighter, this umbrella is enough for us." ”

Su Ye was stunned, Jiang Baizhi's words could be said to have predicted his actions. Whether it is politeness or preference for girlfriends, Su Ye will definitely tilt the umbrella towards Jiang Baizhi.

"Su Ye, we are not idol dramas, we are lovers who love each other, not everything has to be borne by you alone, it is a matter for the two of us. You're lucky to have met me, but I've been lucky to have met you for me. ”

The firmness in Jiang Baizhi's eyes, Su Ye's heart is so soft and soft, and an indescribable feeling of emotion and happiness lingers in her heart.

Su Ye didn't say anything more, he just nodded.

So, in the rain, in the hurried footsteps of men and women, there was such a scene, an umbrella, two people, side by side, in the same boat, both shoulders seemed to be wet, they seemed to be out of place with the world, but they smiled very happily, and the two hearts under the umbrella were very close

(End of chapter)