Chapter 182: Su Ye, are you angry with me?
As a believer in communication, Su Ye firmly believes that many differences can be resolved through communication.
But the problem he faced was that he didn't even think about how to communicate with Jiang Baizhi.
Or rather, he wasn't ready to tear himself apart in blood. Yes, bloody tear open. Jiang Baizhi reduced her work plan, and there is no doubt that the biggest reason is herself. He has always said to Jiang Baizhi, you can rest assured and boldly pursue your career, although we have parted, our hearts will always be together. But the deeper reason is that he actually has a little uncertainty in his heart.
From the bottom of his heart, Su Ye agrees with the sentence that the background of life is sad, although he is not a pessimist. He was just prepared for everything bad and still loved positively.
He has always believed that he loves Jiang Baizhi, and he also believes that Jiang Baizhi will love him. But who can say for sure what the future holds? Love, it's really a test of people. And if people have not really experienced it, who can definitely pack a ticket? After all, the current love, in the blink of an eye, like a passer-by, does not know how many.
Therefore, Su Ye can ask himself to give wholeheartedly to Jiang Baizhi, he is not afraid of losing in betting, this is what his heart desires. But he didn't want Jiang Baizhi to be like this, in case, in case the two people didn't really come together, he was afraid that Jiang Baizhi would lose too much.
Such a consideration is too realistic, rational and sober, so realistic that it is too embarrassing to bring it up in a sweet love, and it will hurt Jiang Baizhi's heart if you say it.
But Su Ye couldn't wait, he wanted to communicate with Jiang Baizhi immediately, and even persuade Jiang Baizhi.
It was morning at this time, the sun was just right, and it had been three days since Su Ye learned the news.
"Bai Zhi, it's been a while since your new play was completed, do you have any work arrangements for the future?"
Jiang Baizhi, who was reading a book while eating fruit, raised her head, "No, how about being ready to rest for a while, how about accompanying you?" ”
Su Yeqiang squeezed out a smile, "It's good to rest for a while, we are already getting together less and leaving more, what about the future, what are your arrangements for the future?" ”
Jiang Baizhi didn't know why Su Ye asked this question, but she did think about it, "In the future, I will reduce my work plan, at least you will give priority to the time for winter and summer vacations, so that the two of us can stay together and travel together." I've thought about it, you're going to go to a lot of places with me, you're going to go to Oboliang, which is the most like Mars, and I'm going to take pictures in a spacesuit; I want to go to the northernmost Mobei and experience splashing water into ice; I'm going to look down at the sea and see the blue tears with my own eyes."
Jiang Baizhi, who was immersed in the fantasy of happiness, didn't see Su Ye's face getting more and more ugly, "Bai Zhi, it stands to reason that you should be more and more busy after getting the nomination, let alone if you really get the actress." But you're planning to work less now because of me, right? ”
"Why do you think that?" Jiang Baizhi said subconsciously, even with a smile on her face, but when she looked up and saw Su Ye's face, her face suddenly changed, "Are you thinking about it, this turned out to be my plan." ”
In fact, Jiang Baizhi didn't tell the truth, although she planned to gradually reduce her work, but Su Ye was definitely a catalyst that made her advance this plan a lot. But the reason why she didn't tell the truth was that she didn't want Su Ye to be so burdened.
Su Ye took a deep breath, Jiang Baizhi understood him, just as she understood Jiang Baizhi.
"Bai Zhi, a few days ago, Senior Brother Ma came to me and said that he wanted to do a talk show with me and let me be a resident guest, and I wanted to participate."
"Huh? Why don't you discuss such a big matter with me? And you've never liked to show up. ”
"And what about your decision?"
Jiang Baizhi also took a deep breath, stood up directly, and pulled her hair at a loss, with an incredulous expression, "Su Ye, are you a child?" Are you angry with me? ”
Su Ye shook his head, "I originally had the idea of participating, but I had been thinking about it before. ”
Although Su Ye was telling the truth, he had been thinking about it before, and the reason for thinking about it was how to convince Jiang Baizhi, because he understood that Jiang Baizhi would not agree. But Jiang Baizhi is willing to reduce his work for him, and he shows up to improve his reputation, hoping to be less negative when the official announcement is made in the future, even if he doesn't like it so much? But this situation, in Jiang Baizhi's eyes, she would not think that it was the result of Su Ye's careful consideration, she just felt that Su Ye was angry with her.
Jiang Baizhi controlled her emotions, she didn't want to make the two of them worse because of her emotions, "Su Ye, I will solemnly explain to you now." I admit that there are reasons for the change of work plan, but you are not the only reason. You also said that I want to be myself in our relationship, right, the former Jiang Baizhi found herself in work, and now Jiang Baizhi finds herself in life, everyone's mood will change at every stage, do you understand? ”
Just as Jiang Baizhi didn't believe Su Ye's words, Su Ye didn't believe what Jiang Baizhi said. In this situation, Jiang Baizhi said these words more like comforting herself and letting herself not have such a big burden.
The more Jiang Baizhi thinks about herself like this, the more Su Ye loves Jiang Baizhi, and the more she doesn't want Jiang Baizhi to sacrifice and change for herself.
"Bai Zhi, I know what you really think, you don't have to explain. Speaking of the show, I also confess to you, the reason why Senior Brother Ma persuaded me was that if I appeared on the show, I might increase my fame, and maybe when we made the official announcement, everyone would think we were more compatible. But actually you also know my ambitions, and if I increase my fame, more people will hear me, and I can pass on my thoughts and ideas to many people, which is a big temptation for me. ”
Listening to Su Ye's words, Jiang Baizhi laughed angrily, she dared to swear that Su Ye's last reason was completely made up!
The atmosphere suddenly became silent, Jiang Baizhi only felt that her head was too big, and Su Ye also felt very uncomfortable.
In fact, there is nothing wrong with the two people, and the reason for the disagreement between the two people is that they are both thinking about each other.
It is precisely because of the consideration of the other party that Su Ye does not believe that a large part of the reason why Jiang Baizhi changed her work plan is because she wants to change, and Jiang Baizhi is unwilling to do things that she doesn't like because of her.
Maybe Su Ye's way is not quite right, he shouldn't have proposed to participate in the show in this situation, if it weren't for this, the two would not be as unhappy as they are now.
"I want to be quiet now, let's not talk about it yet." Jiang Baizhi dropped a sentence and turned around and went back to her room.
Su Ye, who was left in place, had a wry smile on his face, once upon a time he thought that neither of them would be unhappy, but he didn't expect this day to come so soon
(End of chapter)