47 First Snow
Chen Sui stared at the laptop, but her mind was empty, and the melody in the headphones didn't know how many times it was looped, but it couldn't pull her back.
After that voice call, she and Shan Jingzhen have not been in touch, she really doesn't know how to face it, after all, it is really social death.
Obviously, I had already said that I would return it to my friend, but I didn't expect that everything would be messed up after a drunk phone call.
It was also a loss that Shan Jingjing did not contact her for the past two days, avoiding embarrassment in this regard, but she was faintly unhappy, contradictory and entangled.
Thinking of this, she sighed thirteenth.
Hearing another sigh, Hometown and Shiya raised their heads from their respective jobs, glanced at each other, and sighed silently.
Hometown: You go!
Shi Ye: Why did I go? You girls are better at communicating!
Hometown: You guys are better at communicating with music cells, and I'm not free right now.
Shi Ye: What am I going to say?
Hometown: Find a topic and explain her!
Shi Ye: I may not be able to find it.
Hometown: The time has come to test the friendship of so many years! Believe in yourself, you can!
Shi Ye: She asked me a question at the head of the moon and I didn't answer it well, I'll go now, I'll talk about death in the sky!
So: emmmm, in this way, you can hold on, and I'll go find the blue bird.
Shi Ye: Then hurry up!
Looking at each other, the two squeezed their eyebrows and carried out this silent conversation, and they didn't know how the two communicated to each other's meaning, so they took the lead in standing up, walking towards the door, and waited for her figure to disappear into this room, only to retract their gaze at the night, looking at Chen Sui, who was still immersed in his own world in a daze, and sighed silently, the trouble was caused by himself, and I am sorry to bow my head.
Walked up to her and sat down, Shi Ye hesitated and said, "I'm sorry. ”
Feeling that there was someone beside him, Chen Sui came back to his senses from his thoughts, and looked at the apologetic gaze of the night and night, and didn't know why: "What's wrong?" ”
"I'm sorry, I didn't know the girl you asked was yourself."
Chen Sui understood what he was talking about, and took off his headphones: "This matter, I don't need to apologize, of course I want to answer questions realistically, your answer is very real and useful to me, I should thank you." ”
Shi Ye pursed the corners of his mouth: "The boy you asked, is it a single sting?" ”
Chen Sui looked at him and didn't know how to answer for a while.
"It's him, the last time we met, I could see that your attitude and emotions towards him are different."
Chen Sui lowered his head with a face, and his tone was instantly low: "It's not important, it's impossible anyway." ”
"Why do you feel that?" Shi Ye tilted his head and stared at her side face: "Did Shan Jingzhen tell you that his parents would not accept it?" ”
"Not really." Chen Sui shook his head: "We haven't talked to this point yet. ”
"If you don't, why do you think his parents won't accept you? Accidents are something that no one can predict and avoid, and you are very good, excellent in all aspects, these are enough to cover up what you think is inadequate, although I don't know why you think that this is your inadequacy, is it just listening to the gossip of those brainless trolls on the Internet? You're not going to listen to the gossip on the internet. ”
"The nature is different, as you said, this is not only my own problem, it involves my parents' generation, everything is different, why should I delay others."
"You must like him very much, I've known you for so long, it's the first time I've seen you haunted like this."
Chen Sui was silent for a long time, and nodded unprecedentedly: "Well, I like him, even I don't dare to believe it, I really like him, I like him, as long as I think that he won't like me anymore, I feel so sad, but I don't dare to be selfish, a sunny and bright boy like him, there should be a girl with a good appearance, good conditions, and a good background around him, anyway, it shouldn't be me." ”
"But are you willing?" Shi Ye kept looking at her lowered side face: "It's rare to meet someone who likes and likes you so much, are you willing?" ”
Chen Sui pursed the corners of his lips and pretended to smile easily: "Unwilling, but so what." I don't want to lose, but I know I can't win, and no matter how long the sun goes, it will always set. ”
It seemed that he didn't want to say more, Chen Sui put on his headphones and faced the screen again, and he didn't even have time to say a word.
Shi Ye looked at her side face blocked by broken hair, and could vaguely glimpse the redness in the corners of her eyes, reaching out to touch her head, and finally before it fell, the door was pushed open, and he withdrew his hand casually and looked at Qi Yu who walked in outside the door: "Why are you?" What about bluebirds? ”
"Tsai is a little busy, it's okay, I'll come too."
Shi Ye glanced up and down at him suspiciously, Qi Yu was very dissatisfied: "What kind of eyes do you have, I am also very serious!" ”
Listening to his words, Shi Ye smiled, nodded perfunctorily, stood up and walked out of the door, and closed the door by the way.
Qi Yu looked at the closed door, raised her eyebrows unexpectedly, didn't pay much attention, turned her head and sat down in the position just now, her eyes fell on the laptop in front of Chen Sui, half a screen of "woe" and "greed" information, not moved at all, and the open TXT file was blank, showing her master's absent-mindedness today.
Facing each other's eyes, Chen Sui first looked away with a weak heart, and moved the small computer in front of him to cover up, trying to make the interface disappear in front of Qi Yu's eyes.
Qi Yu gently closed her computer: "Let's talk?" ”
"What do you want to talk about?" Chen Sui also took off his headphones and leaned back in the chair to look at him.
"What is the result of you and Shan Jingjing?" Qi Yu got straight to the point: "Your current state is even worse than before you went out to travel." ”
Chen Sui rubbed his eyebrows and did not speak.
"Completely out of play?" Qi Yu guessed and spoke.
Chen Sui pursed his lips and hesitated for a while before approaching him and asking: "I remember you said that you were also drunk and confessed to the blue bird on the phone, and before the blue bird answered you, you fell asleep, so after you woke up, how did you resolve this embarrassment?" ”
The sudden movement and low voice made Qi Yu couldn't help but look around the lounge, confirming that it was indeed just the two of them, hearing her question, he subconsciously recalled the scene of the year, and caught the point of her words after thinking about it: "Also?" He confessed to you drunk? ”
Chen Sui retracted his head a little uncomfortably, seeing that she suddenly turned into a quail, Qi Yu narrowed his eyes: "You confessed to him drunk!" ”
"It was an accident," Chen Sui muttered quietly.
Qi Yu sighed exaggeratedly: "Expand and talk about it." ”
“…… Just two days ago, I accidentally drank too much, called him, said some nonsense, and then I had already said that I could return it to my friend, but because of that phone call, we didn't say a word in the past two days, I don't know what he thinks now, and I don't know how to speak? ”
"Drinking too much? How much do you drink to be like that? ”
"Half a bottle."
"White?"
Chen Sui shook his head: "Soda." ”
"Soda? Half a can? ”
Chen Sui nodded.
Qi Yu was speechless: "Are you drinking a fake bar?" Half a can, or a soda with that low proof, you can drink it like this. ”
Chen Sui closed his mouth and didn't dare to refute, Qi Yu sighed with hatred: "Then what do you think now?" ”
“…… I don't know. ”
"So what did you think before you made this call?"
"I want to keep being friends again."
"Really, sometimes I don't understand you." Qi Yu frowned.
"What?"
"It's not just the stunning, including the previous ones, why do you think that the people you rejected can take a step back and return to your friends?"
"Because most of them are colleagues in the circle, if there is no cooperation now, it does not mean that there will be no cooperation in the future, if the relationship is too stiff, it will add a lot of embarrassment later, which is not good for both parties."
Qi Yu couldn't find the words to refute her: "It's hard to believe that you can handle it so beautifully, Shuangshang is really high, but why did you get a heel here?" ”
Chen Sui began to be depressed again.
"Give yourself a chance." Qi Yu suddenly became serious: "There is no doubt that Shan Jingzhen likes you, it just so happens that you also like him, since things have developed like this, then simply spread it out and say it, it is a good choice for you and for him." ”
"You don't understand." Chen Sui clasped his fingers: "Aside from the incident itself, there is a gap between us......"
"What gap?" Qi Yu directly interrupted her: "It's the twenty-first century, can you be mature?" In the future, it is you who will go on, not your so-called life experience, and outsiders will come to judge you by opening your mouth to judge not the benchmark for your future life, or your uncle and aunt are still alive, they will respect your own life, and it will not be anyone's turn to judge. ”
"Chen Sui! You are very good, you are thousands of times better than anyone who opens your mouth and scolds on the Internet or even in reality, they are not qualified to order and plan your own path, so don't be afraid, be firm, follow your own heart and thoughts, and boldly go the way you want to go. ”
"I..." Chen Sui's eyes were a little red: "I... But I..."
"Don't be, is your road as difficult as me and Zaizai? If you have it, hold on, me and Zai Tsai have persevered, what are you afraid of! ”
As if encouraged by that sentence, Chen Sui suddenly brightened up, stood up and took the coat, and walked out while wearing it, Qi Yu looked at her in one go: "Where are you going?" ”
"I'll go find him." Chen Sui did not look back.
"The first snow has fallen, and it's a little cold, so be careful."
"Okay."
Chen Sui took a taxi, braved the wind and snow to come downstairs, and bumped into Zhang Yichen, who had just come out of work: "Alas? Three years old? How do you have time to come? ”
"I'm looking for the stinger." Chen Sui wrapped himself in a coat and scarf.
"Shocking said today that he made an appointment with someone, and he finished work early, and he has been gone for almost an hour."
Chen Sui's hopeful eyes darkened: "That's it." ”
"Didn't he tell you?" As soon as this sentence came out, Zhang Yichen wanted to slap his mouth a few times, isn't it obvious.
Chen Sui shook his head: "Forget it, thank you, then I'll go back first, goodbye." ”
"Wait!" Zhang Yichen grabbed her: "Now that the snow is so heavy, and the weather is still so cold, let's go first to avoid it, and wait for the snow to stop before leaving." ”
Chen Sui looked up, this snow is not big.
Before the words came out, Zhang Yichen had already pulled her arm, shook the falling snow at the door, pulled her into the gate, and opened WeChat to send a message to Shan Jingzhen, seeing that he didn't reply for a long time, he called directly.