Chen Sui didn't notice Shan Jingjing's inquiring gaze, but hearing big words since she was a child has made her used to numbness, and there is really nothing to say, first replied to the New Year's wishes sent by relatives and friends one by one, and then ran to the bedside to charge the mobile phone before looking at Shan Jingjing.

"Happy New Year."

Shan was stunned and didn't know why, but he still replied: "Happy New Year." ”

Chen Sui returned to him and sat down, stretching out his hands: "Wishing you prosperity, my New Year's red envelope." ”

Shan smiled in surprise, and really took out a red envelope from the other pocket and put it in the palm of her hand, Chen Sui grabbed the red envelope and was stunned: "Really... Really? ”

"Whatever you want, I'll give it to you." Shan touched her face: "Don't be sad. ”

Chen Sui understood the meaning of the nonsensical sentence, she took a deep breath, and then spit it out: "I'm not sad." ”

"Have they always been like this?"

"Sort of," Chen Sui withdrew his hand holding the red envelope and lowered his head: "At that time, I was too young to understand why I was treated like this, but when I grew up and understood a lot of things, I could understand why it was this attitude, I actually don't blame them, and I don't have this qualification." ”

Shan shifted and took her shoulders around her and took her into his arms, resting her head on his chest.

When he was encircled in his arms, Chen Sui raised his eyes to look at him, and listened to his strong heartbeat and continued: "The day my parents died, it was my birthday, and nothing would have happened, but I took a detour to get the scheduled birthday cake, and then I was rear-ended, I actually have no impression, I just remember that when I rolled over, my mother protected me under her and let me live until now, so in a sense, it was indeed me who hurt my parents, if it weren't for me, they wouldn't have been able to meet this car accident." ”

Shan listened quietly, with mixed feelings, and he couldn't say anything to comfort her at the moment.

"So I really don't blame them, if they love me and love me, I will only feel ashamed and uneasy when I know the truth, they are actually very good like this, it is my atonement in disguise, my parents' unfinished filial piety, as a child, I should complete the ...... for them"

"Sad?" Shan was stunned and hoarse by a question, interrupting her self-explanatory, and Chen Sui's tail trembled.

"After so many years, are you sad?" He asked again.

Chen Sui couldn't stop at all: "Actually, I was sad before. She stretched out her hand to hug his waist, buried her face in his chest, and muffled: "When I was four or five years old, I just remembered, and it was obvious that I could feel their laughter disappear after facing me, I was confused, I didn't know what was happening, I was afraid, I only dared to hide behind my aunt timidly, and my aunt also tried to make them accept me, but as soon as I heard them speak to me, I cried in fear, and they were annoyed by crying, and they almost beat me several times, and then my aunt didn't dare to put me with them, and when I was older, My aunt and uncle moved to a new house, and the second old man is far away, only a few meetings on holidays and New Year, but every time I see me, there is no smile, every time I will be sad for a long time, and then I know the reason, I don't dare to go to them again, I should say hello, after asking, I will learn to find a corner to hide, this relationship has lasted until now. ”

Probably out of breath, Chen Sui rescued his buried face: "If you wear a fake smile for a long time, you won't be able to take it off, for so many years, I have long been used to how to get along with them, after a long time, the sadness has become numb, I don't go to them, and they won't remember that there is such a scourge as me, so I am not sad." ”

"You are not a scourge," Shan stinged her head and stroked her head: "You are a treasure given to me by God, they don't love you, I love you, they don't love you, I love you, not only me, you are also uncle, aunt, aunt, brother, sister and brother's most important relative, they love you like me, the most important thing is uncle and aunt, you are the treasure that uncle and aunt have worked hard to get back, it is their only sustenance and concern in this world, you said, their greatest wish is to hope that you are safe, Then my greatest wish is to hope that every day in the future will be safe and joyful, and everything will go well, and everything else is secondary, including your grandparents and me. ”

Chen Sui smiled and breathed a sigh of relief: "Actually, I didn't think about the future. ”

As soon as the words fell, Shan grabbed her shoulder and tried to face her face-to-face, but Chen Sui kept the posture just now and locked his waist: "Listen to me." ”

Shan stopped moving, tense and ready to hear what she had to say.

"My college roommate once discussed this with me, she asked me if I thought about the future, she said she thought she would be a very meaningful person, she held this belief to go through the first ten years, but after she actually went to work, she found that there seemed to be nothing that could reflect her kind of value, she felt that there was no room to live, there was a feeling of spiritual oppression, she asked me what to do, I remember I told her: I don't understand why she has this idea, everyone exists only for themselves, for their parents, Going to work is just a concoction in a long life, you have the right to choose to love and dislike, if you are not happy, ask for leave to rest, you really don't want to stay and change your job again, change the environment, happiness is the most important, I really didn't think about the future before, according to the current Internet, I should be a more Buddhist person, compared to her long-term and confused, I want to live more in the present, because no one knows which one will come first tomorrow or accidents, I didn't even think that I could live for a long time, so I can't think of things that are too long-term, I don't dare to talk about it, all I can do is live my own life and don't make trouble for others. ”

"It's a relief to live in the moment." Shan stinged, his voice low and echoing her thoughts.

"Yes, I always thought that way before I was with you, but after being with you, I started to think about the future."

This time, Shan was stunned and pulled her up, facing her eyes, Chen Sui did not escape, looked at his eyes, gentle and firm, word by word: "I want to have a future with you." ”

Shan stinged and kissed her lips, as if he wanted to melt all the love into his lips and teeth, and bound her in it, unable to advance or retreat.

Chen Sui was almost out of breath, patting his chest to let him go, Shan was stunned and let go, looking at her lips that were red and swollen from kissing, and laughed lowly: "My future will always have you." ”

Chen Sui gasped, looked up at him, and saw gentleness and firmness in his smiling eyes, probably bewitched, Chen Sui climbed his shoulder, straightened his waist, and kissed him softly on the eyes.

Shan Jingzhen didn't expect such a reward, took advantage of the current atmosphere to hold her waist, and said the long-planned words: "I won't go back tonight, okay?" ”

I could obviously feel Chen Sui's stunnedness, and then buried his head in his neck, didn't speak, and couldn't wait for an answer for a long time, Shan was stunned, "Huh? With a voice, she was bound to speak, but Chen Sui spoke in his ear, and his voice was a little soft: "...... I went to take a shower. ”

After saying that, he got up from his arms, squatted down in front of the suitcase, took his pajamas and walked into the bathroom, and closed the door.

Shan Jingzhen knew that she agreed, hummed a little song in a good mood, took his mobile phone and sent back New Year's greetings to his relatives and friends, and kept back, the humming song gradually stopped, and he remembered what Ye Chengxuan said just now.

On the day of Anchen's proposal, on the network that he didn't pay much attention to, something happened that made Chen Sui uncomfortable, so that the next day Chen Sui said those words, thinking of this, he switched to the Weibo trumpet and opened the three-year-old Weibo group, the group was showing off and shouting that he didn't grab the infield ticket or something, Shan Jingzhen is not in the mood to see this at the moment, he looked up the chat history of Xi'an keywords in the settings, thought about it for a while, and slipped to the day of Anchen's proposal, and saw the before and after records of that time.

Looking at it throughout, most of her fans are sensible, and there are no more extreme emotions and remarks, so the problem should be on his side, thinking of this, he quit the group, clicked on his super talk, and searched for Xi'an.

Shan was stunned and confused.

This...... Isn't it harmonious?

He still felt that something was wrong, thought about it, jumped directly to the square and typed a few words to confirm, and finally he frowned, changed the name in front of Xi'an to three years old, and then clicked the search button, and the big and small Weibo of the day jumped out, and Shan was shocked to understand why Ye Chengxuan was so angry.

Some of the words and tones are really not friendly, they are basically bad, and even some of them directly asked her to explain and explain positively at the age of three, and there were also those who asked her to reply to private messages, several of which were also familiar to him, and were often active in his super talk and comment area.

Private messages.

Shan looked at the chat box that was converted into a red exclamation mark from the second one because Chen Sui did not set up an automatic reply, his eyes fell on Chen Sui's mobile phone that was charging at the bedside, he got on the bed, reached out and took it, entered the password to open the lock screen, clicked on her Weibo, found this person's name in the search bar, clicked on this person's homepage and jumped to the private message, saw the first paragraph of her tirade, raised her eyebrows in a complicated mood, and wanted to bite her back molars.

After some operations put this person in a small black room, and blocked several other obviously abused ones, he put back her mobile phone, took his switch main account again, and first found those people to do the same before starting to edit the copy.

@单惊蛰: Happy New Year! I wish you all a year today, a year and a present day, many blessings and longevity, many children and grandchildren, and many wealth and luck!

And then spoil the atmosphere a little bit. An incident happened in the first two months, although I only found out today, but it still hinders my views and attitudes towards this matter: first of all, I have told you this problem more than once, I am just a voice actor, my duty is to give 100% attitude in my profession to complete every work that is handed over to me, you follow me, like my voice, like my work, affirm my value, I am grateful for this, in addition, I have my own life, I don't need to report to anyone, And I have the right to decide whether to share my private life publicly, so please follow my family, only pay attention to my works, don't point fingers at my private life, as long as it doesn't touch morality and law, what I want to do, what I will do is my personal privacy, no one has the right to hold it except myself, and finally, meanness and humor are two different things, don't take uneducated as having an aura, when humans evolved, did you hide?

clicked send, and only half of his breath was suppressed, and when he thought that it was because of these poisonous dream girls that Chen Sui was wronged, he had negative emotions, and even had the intention of retreating from this relationship, he blamed himself and was annoyed.

"!" He couldn't help but scold, there was a sentence in the private message that was quite right, he and Chen Sui didn't need to rely on firing cp to maintain each other's popularity, and it was each other's tacit understanding that there was no disclosure, but this doesn't mean that it won't be seen in the dark.

After calming down, he opened the chat box and reported his impulse to his boss, to be honest, he was afraid that his boss would jump to his feet and scold him for not being measured, and he knew what the consequences would be the moment he sent it out, but he didn't regret it, he spoiled fans but didn't flatter fans, he had his own bottom line, and this time it was indeed his only fan who went overboard.

Unexpectedly, his boss understood the whole story, and unexpectedly didn't say anything about him, but just persuaded him to be more cautious in the future, and then proposed a solution to him: official announcement.

As long as it is officially announced, people who have an impression of this matter will take care of his side, and today's nonsensical Weibo will also get the explanation and attitude it deserves, Shan was stunned and grateful, and sent three emojis of kneeling and kowtowing in a row, thinking that his boss didn't know if it was because of the bad scolding of the New Year, so he let him go so easily.

Chen Sui packed up, Shan Jingzhen had already changed into pajamas, was lying on the bed with a mobile phone typing, heard the movement and turned his head, sat up, and stretched out his hand to her, Chen Sui handed him his hand for some reason, and then was pulled into his arms by him, and he seemed to be in a good mood above her head and said: "Baby, is it official?" ”

Chen Sui was stunned for a moment and nodded: "Okay." ”

So there is such a new one behind the indignant Weibo half an hour ago.

@单惊蛰: On June 17, 2022, the person I liked at first sight became the person I would spend the rest of my life with in the future. @我三岁呀

The picture is one of the pictures taken in the Xi'an photo studio in November with the time and place of the shooting, ambiguous, bold but not erotic.

As soon as it was sent out, it exploded, and the groundless speculation originally because of the previous Weibo was confirmed at this moment.

— I'll go, Xi'an that's really you!

— This ......

— Blessings! 99！

— Hello brother-in-law!

— The cp I knocked is actually real!

— I'll just say that the person must be you!

— So the previous Weibo is trying to illustrate this?

— How could it be! I don't believe it!

— So that's why you're blocking me?

……

— This is someone's trumpet, right?

—Yo yo yo ~ Scolding someone's girlfriend and not allowing others to block you?

- Oh, no, no, no, there really won't be a dream girl who thinks that dancing in front of the main owner can still be pleasantly faced.

— Oops, what kind of big breach site is this?

……

@我三岁呀: I want to have a future with you, and have the warmth and love of each other. Retweeted the one that stung Shan stinged.

— My knock cp...... Be?!

— My knock cp...... He?!

— I was shocked, but the upstairs made me want to laugh.

— Blessings! 99！

— Hello sister-in-law!

— I don't steal or rob, I deserve it when the cp comes true!

— This photo is so! What a blessing to you!

- Wife-snatching revenge!

……

After posting Weibo, Shan ran to the bathroom to wash up briefly, came back and pulled the mobile phone out of Chen Sui's hand and put it at the head of the bed, hugged her and went directly into the quilt, and turned off the light under Chen Sui's confused gaze.

"Why didn't you tell me when you were in Xi'an?"

The lamp in the hallway is embedded in the wall at the bottom, and it can't shine on the head of the bed, and if you don't look carefully, you can't see each other's faces clearly, Chen Sui was held in his arms, listening to his question, there was not much surprise, and suddenly decided to make an official announcement, and also chose a photo of Xi'an, plus she talked to Ye Chengxuan tonight, she could guess that he should know what happened in Xi'an at that time.

"I don't think it's necessary."

Shan was silent for a long time, and finally sighed, propped up his upper body and looked at her in the faint light, his eyes focused: "Okay, we have met the parents of both sides, I don't care what you think, in my field, you can't regret it, we have already settled down in this life, forget the previous one, from now on, you can't hide anything from me, okay?" ”

"Okay."

Shan stinged her forehead, and the kiss fell, from gentle to breathless.