"If you want to know, tell you as long as I know."

This is Jun Yu's attitude towards Yun Ya.

In his place, nothing is more important than a Yun Ya, even if it is to reopen his scars: for him, whether it is this life or the previous life, the matter of the mother concubine is an eternal pain in his heart, but because it is Yun Ya, he is willing to open his heart and tell her everything.

Yun Ya was frightened by Jun Yu like this, and she didn't know how to respond for a while.

She blinked at him, pursed her lips, and nodded slightly.

The monarch sighed, propped his hands on the eaves of the pavilion behind him, and raised his head to look at the sky, "My queen mother was married to the emperor by the first emperor, and it was the side concubine when he was still the crown prince. He was twenty-one when he ascended the throne, and I was born the year before he ascended the throne. However, rights can really make a person completely become another person. Once in that position, everything changed. ”

"He began to enrich the harem, treating my mother as if she were nothing, and leaving me in the custody of the queen, but he was not allowed to go back. And my mother concubine is not like a queen, she has no power in the harem, but as a concubine, she has a weak personality and everyone can be bullied. Gradually, she was left with only an empty title of concubine, and even those subordinates ignored her. ”

"Even if the phoenix is in trouble, it is still a phoenix, when will it be the turn of those pheasants to climb on the head!" Yun Ya was angry when she heard this.

This is how people are good at being bullied by others, horses are good at being ridden by others, and if they don't show their majestic side, even those palace maids and eunuchs have to climb on the head of his mother!

She took a deep breath and looked at the person next to her with a solemn face, "You go on." ”

Jun Yu's expression was complicated, and he continued to speak, "Later, gradually, my mother began to be afraid of contact with the outside world, and locked herself in her dormitory all day long, and she was unwilling to take half a step out of the threshold of the dormitory. ”

"But until she became depressed and committed suicide in the dormitory at the last moment, she didn't wait for the emperor's care."

As he spoke, he clenched his fists until he clucked, "And I, I was deprived of the last chance to see her before she died." ”

"Jun Yu ......" Yun Ya looked at her side distressedly, and her emotions were obviously starting to get a little excited.

She has never felt the love of her biological parents, nor has she personally experienced being abandoned by them; She doesn't understand the heart-rending pain of losing a loved one, except for what she talks about on weekdays, and she doesn't know what it should be like to really hate someone.

After all, her biological parents are like ...... to her Stranger.

Jun Yu slammed his fist on the eaves of the pavilion, and he was emotional, "And on the third day when my mother concubine was hanged in the room, the palace maid and eunuch outside only discovered the fact that she was dead!" ”

This situation is really completely unexpected by Yun Ya.

She looked at the trembling people around her in a daze, and finally mustered up the courage to lean over, hugged him with open arms, and patted him on the back, "Okay, okay, the past is over, I don't want to think about it." People always have to look forward, and they can't keep themselves locked in the past. ”

If it weren't for today, Yun Ya would never have imagined that Jun Yu would still have such a fragile side.

Sure enough, even if he is as cold as an iceberg on weekdays, he is also vulnerable to vulnerability, and it is the pain that he once suffered that made him now......

Thinking of this, she hugged his arm, tightening even tighter.

Jun Yu's chin rested on Yun Ya's shoulder, his eyes full of sadness, "All the way until I moved out of the palace, I heard the most sentence, that is, 'You were born until now, the emperor has never even hugged you, let alone look at you, what kind of prince are you.'" You're just a wild seed, what's there to make you arrogant.'" ”

"It's ridiculous, my birth, in the eyes of others, is just a stumbling block, since I was born I didn't keep my biological father's eyes, and there is a rumor that 'I killed my mother'...... I was born without any tolerance in this world. ”

"Who said that!" Yun Ya spoke firmly, patting him on the back to comfort him.

"Why can you only look at the past, shouldn't you look at the present? Xiaohong, Xiaoqing, Shi, Shi, Shui, eleven ...... They were all orphans and once felt that they were not allowed by this world, but the luckiest thing for them was to meet you. To them, you are like a brother and a father, and there is a place for you, which is better than thousands of rivers and mountains, heaven and earth. ”

She had probably never been so patient, "To you, their unrelated family is more precious and valuable than that of blood relation." ”

Everyone has a sadness that they want to hide but want to cover it up.

There has never been a person in this world who takes the initiative to make himself hard-hearted; But if one day, you meet a person who is cold and ruthless and has no mercy, don't be in a hurry to blame him, he was not like this before.

He just experienced countless injustices in this world, experienced countless dark and helpless times, and chose to be the enemy of this world.

……

Halfway through, the sky was already white.

In a noisy voice, Yun Ya slowly opened her eyes, subconsciously locked her eyebrows, stretched out her hand to cover the dazzling light in front of her, and sat up.

She subconsciously stretched out her arms and stretched her waist, and what caught her eye was the beautiful scenery of the back garden of the mansion......

Her pupils shook, she subconsciously looked to the left, only to find that she was still sitting on the top of the pavilion, and couldn't help but look to the right mechanically: sure enough, Jun Yu was lying on his side, with his head resting on his arms, and his face was gentle.

She and Jun Yu slept on the top of the gazebo last night?!

Subconsciously turned around and looked in the noisy direction, Yun Ya found that there were many people in the house standing under the pavilion watching the excitement, Xiaohong and a few of them wanted to stop them, but those people were in the mood of watching the excitement, so they were naturally reluctant to disperse.

Yun Ya subconsciously covered her cheeks and turned her back again, hoping to find a crack in the ground and get into it quickly, at least let her leave this place of right and wrong quickly.

"Don't sleep!" She looked at the person beside her angrily, and poured all the anger in her heart on him, "When is it, still sleep!" ”

Jun Yu was pushed hard in his sleep, and slowly opened his eyes impatiently, and the first thing he saw was Yun Ya with a sad face, and the impatience he got a second ago disappeared instantly.

He sat up slowly, "Awake?" ”

Awake?

What does this mean?

Listening to Jun Yu's tone, did he know about the two of them falling asleep on this pavilion?