Chapter 74: What If (IF)

"Lin'er, tomorrow your uncle and aunt will come to pick you up and take you to their house......" The vice president's grandmother hugged Lin'er who buried her head in her arms, looked at the bright light and said: "Tomorrow, you will leave this place, when you get there, you have to be obedient, remember to come and see Grandma more when you have time~" She was so old that she touched Lin'er's head, Lin'er felt prickly, but a hot breath came from her hand to the back of her head, which was very comfortable.

"Well, Lin'er will definitely come back often......" Lin'er smelled the medicinal smell on Grandma's body, bitter, but also a little sweet. She doesn't know what will happen tomorrow, those two uncles and aunts are very good, she has no way to refuse, no matter what, she should leave, for her better future, Grandma will definitely send her away, leaving this welfare home, is her best destination.

"If you encounter any situation, you must tell your uncles and aunts, don't hold back to solve it alone, you know?" Grandma touched Lin'er's head, again and again, like touching a lazy cat, lying on her body and coquettishly. This child is really like a cat with a complex personality, sometimes she can't even guess what she is going to do and how she will do it......

Watching her grow up little by little, the emotion in her heart also hit little by little, and she found Lin'er the night after discovering the child, and the expenses of the welfare home increased sharply, but the sin of abandoning the child can only be borne silently for those parents, and her heart is also old, she is no longer like when she was young to denounce those wicked people who do not love life, she silently bears what they should have paid, teaches these children to be kind, and teaches these children the truth of life, Her original intention was not to let the children accept such a tragic fate, but to tell them that even if life abandons you, you should not hate it, you are a treasure that absolutely no one can have, which is important to anyone, not only them, the sadness in the hearts of the children who have suffered injustice should not follow them for a lifetime, they are themselves, they do not belong to anyone, right?

She looked at the lamp that was about to dim in her eyes, and her body became more and more unbearable, she was getting old, but she would still be there in this career.

"Grandma...... Brother Yu Feng, will you leave? Lin'er's whole face was in the arms of the vice president's grandmother, and the voice was a little dull through the clothes, the vice president couldn't see her face clearly, she didn't know why this child cared so much about the boy who broke her heart even more, but she didn't want to deceive, but in order to reassure her, those lies were still said sentence by sentence: "He will also be picked up by uncles and aunts, Lin'er don't worry, but when the time comes, you can all have a good home, and I don't have to worry about it......"

Lin'er's hand was gently placed on Grandma's clothes, she grabbed it tightly for a moment, and then let go, she didn't ask anything more, the vice president hugged her tightly, sometimes, there is really no way to tell this kind of thing, Lin'er's face is completely buried in her clothes, and I don't know what this child is thinking, she and that child are like a natural, mutual attraction magic, they can be regarded as growing up together since childhood, even if they are occasionally bullied, Lin'er's crying will become small because of the pain.

What kind of good little girl is this, so well-behaved, so kind, the torture of illness can be endured silently, if it weren't for this incurable disease, maybe she wouldn't have the chance to meet Lin'er in her life, she loved her like a granddaughter, and there was no way to offset the pain in her heart, should she be glad that Lin'er's illness gave her the opportunity to meet Lin'er, or should she be sad? The vice president doesn't understand anymore, some people say that the older a person is, the more he misses the old, and the days and nights of taking care of Lin'er by himself appear in front of his eyes little by little, deep love, and can not erase Lin'er's illness, but at least let her understand that the people who love her are sincerely in this seemingly absurd world, sincerely love her, and give her more, more hope.

In the dead of night, the vice president's grandmother left Lin'er's room, Lin'er lay quietly on the bed, the clock hands in the room walked again and again, this no more and no less night, many people have not slept, the lights in the security room have been on, the summer insects chirping, one by one to everyone's ears, it was a dull night, there was a cool breeze blowing, Lin'er pretended to sleep, and now slowly got up from the bed again, she now, eager to say goodbye to the boy, she secretly walked out of the room, the light in the corridor was a little dim, Just walk up this staircase to reach his room.

"Knock Knock"

"Is Brother Yu Feng here?" Lin'er knocked on his door gently, and the sound of slippers mopping the floor reached the door, and Mencada opened, she was stunned, it was a boy she had never seen, this boy was ordinary, even a little chubby, far less handsome than in her image.

"What's wrong? Chen Lin's little sister ......" said the chubby boy, his voice was very soft, but it made Lin'er very uncomfortable.

"Excuse me...... Did Brother Yu Feng sleep? Lin'er wanted to look into the room, but the chubby boy didn't hide it and made way for her, but he had some doubts: "I'm Chang Yu Feng...... What's wrong, little sister Chen Lin? How can you be overjoyed? Amnesia? ”

Lin'er looked at the boy in front of her in shock, who claimed to be Chang Yufeng, and took a step back, as if she had been struck by lightning: "No...... You're not Brother Yu Feng......"

“? Are you leaving tomorrow and playing a game you don't know today? The fat boy looked at this scared little sister with some laughter, although he sometimes bullied her, but this hasn't been out of the welfare home yet, so he is in such a hurry to forget himself?

"No...... You're not Brother Yufeng......" Lin'er ran up in the corridor, and the fat boy followed in a little hurry, what's wrong with this little sister? Burnt and confused?

Lin'er watched the fat boy follow, his feet puffed out and wanted to run faster, this person was obviously not Chang Yufeng but wanted to pretend, which made her a little scared, but she couldn't run the healthy boy after all, she could only be forced into the corner, the sound of running in the corridor led to a lot of children in the welfare home poking their heads out, they gathered together to look at these two people, the fat boy stood there panting against the wall, he was anxiously looking at what was wrong with this very scared little sister Chen Lin: "Ha...... Little sister Chen Lin, what happened? What happened to you? ”

"You're not Brother Yu Feng, give me the real Brother Yu Feng quickly! aaaa" Lin'er rushed forward, she was cornered, closed her eyes and tried to push the fat boy away.

"I'm really a long-feathered maple...... Little sister Chen Lin, you won't really be confused...... "The fat boy turned around lightly to let Lin'er leave, and didn't catch up again, his words were very confused, like looking at a little fool.

"Brother Yu Feng, what's wrong?" A girl with a blue bow on her head walked up to the fat boy, looked at the figure who had already run downstairs and was puzzled: "What's wrong with Chen Lin?" Why is it so abnormal? Just came back from the hospital, and this is going to a psychiatric hospital? Her blue bow looked very much in line with her heart, and she wore it fairly, but her buckteeth made her herself lose some cute ingredients, and in this way, it seemed that the fat boy and the bucktooth girl had a good relationship.

"Lin'er, Chen Lin, what's the situation? Do you know? The fat boy looked at the figure that had already run down, and looked at the bucktooth girl suspiciously.

"Who knows...... Maybe it's really a neurosis, maybe she has a blister in her brain in addition to cancer......" Bucktooth Sister stopped looking at the figure that had come downstairs, and took the fat boy's hand: "Eh, Brother Yufeng, don't pay attention to her...... She's going to be picked up tomorrow, and it's normal to go crazy today......"

"Lin'er, I think this person is really strange, I read a book, there is a person who is the champion and goes crazy directly, Chen Lin is also crazy when someone adopts him?" The fat boy looked at the bucktooth girl with some doubts.

"If it weren't for the fact that she has the same name and surname as me, I really wouldn't have been so good to her before, and now it's okay to be crazy, it's just a little unlucky."

"......" The fat boy looked at the figure that was gone, with a complicated expression as if he had eaten, and the flesh on his face was squeezed together, which was very ugly.

Everything happened too quickly, the fat boy who claimed to be Chang Yu Feng was definitely not the brother Yu Feng he was looking for, even if the room was right, the name was right, everything was right, the whole world was right, as long as it wasn't him, it was wrong......

Lin'er hurriedly ran, went downstairs, and ran to the courtyard of the welfare home, she wanted to escape from here, this false world for a moment......

The little brother in the security room saw someone coming down, and soon followed, Lin'er was pulled, she struggled, but there was no trace of strength to struggle, she began to shout hoarsely, but she could only make a dry voice in her throat, in the moonlight, she was taken to the vice president's room in the arms of the little brother of the security guard, and once again lay in the arms of the vice president, she gradually quieted down.

"What's wrong? My child ......" The vice dean hugged her and shed tears in distress: "Did you have a nightmare?" Grandma is here...... Don't be afraid, don't be afraid ......."

"Grandma, Brother Yufeng is gone...... Lin'er sobbed, she shrunk in fear, her voice was hoarse, it was already the middle of the night, and more insect chirping seemed to be able to drown out her voice a little......

"Chang Yu Feng has been ......" The vice dean's grandmother looked at Lin'er very suspiciously, her wrinkles were a little wrinkled in the light.

"No...... That's not Brother Yufeng......" Lin'er looked up at the vice president, although there were tears in her eyes, they were very firm.

"What's wrong with you? Lin'er? Long Feather Kaede has always been there......"

Lin'er looked at the vice president aggrievedly, she broke free from her embrace, looked at her in disbelief, everything was like an illusory dream, the vice president looked at her, I don't know why.

With a buzz, tinnitus sounded in her brain, her brain began to go blank, and even in the whirling room, she suddenly saw a little boy in white standing outside the window, looking at her, the heroic eyebrows and gentle eyes were brighter under the moonlit night.

Every summer, the cicadas that have been lurking underground for years will chirp endlessly,

That's Summer's dream,

That's the noise of life.