Chapter Eighty-Five: Still
Leaving Lin'er in the dream world is the only meaning of my existence.
"Ahh The white-clothed boy punched the abdomen of the young man in Chinese clothes, he had no skin at all, only a white coat and a purple fluid medium, and his eyes had turned into a red evil light, flickering like a spot of light in the birdcage.
The meaning of my existence is only Lin'er.
Lin'er! So much reincarnation suffering, so many reincarnation sins, all because of this demon!! This damn demon!
"Give me death!" The young man in white punched the young man in Chinese clothes again, and the fierce wind blew on the long hair of the young man in Chinese clothes, and the black hair was messy and entangled in the dust of the scattered floating pillars.
“pa!” The young man in Chinese clothes took the heavy punch with his backfist, the momentum of the heavy punch made the cuffs fly and tear apart, he smashed his fist on the arm of the young man in white, his teeth were tightly locked, and blood splashed at the corners of his mouth, he finally understood that the purpose of the black goldfish was not for him to rescue Lin'er, he simply had no way to have enough strength to beat this person who was exactly the same as himself, this "impostor" who didn't know the name and didn't know the cause and effect cursed himself, if it was now, he wouldn't owe Lin'er, This strange man who has lost his appearance blames himself again and again for his debt to Lin'er, in the end, what are the things he doesn't know, how many are there, and how many things he doesn't know?
Why is this always the case? He will always be in the dark, from the beginning of entering the spiritual world, everything starts from the unknown, and no one has ever been able to tell him, where is the meaning of this?
Ten years of squandering of life, just like that purposeless squandering, and now the turning point of Bailing Mountain is just a kind of sustenance of life that those parents who have never met.
All of this has become meaningless, born blindly, and will die blindly?
Perhaps, he never understood why he came back to this world, from the rare joy at the beginning, to the current unexaggerated disappointment, obviously so cruel, but he wanted him to accept it without reservation, the woman who deceived him and couldn't see his face in the golden light never told him that this world is so dangerous, this world is so boring, this world has long been without his parents.
He Zeng thought that he could only blindly accept everything, this person who kept saying that he was for Lin'er, who was mocking himself for hurting Lin'er every word, his irritable heart was beating wildly, and all the pain cells began to go crazy. He shouldn't have had the irritable factor anymore, but a little bit of memories lingered in his mind, everything in the welfare home began to be vivid again, the stinky child squatting in the corner, powerless to face everything, no one to comfort him, even if he knew, comfort was useless, everything in Mousse Village appeared in front of him again, the angry goat was terrifying, those terrifying eyes, the desire for blood ran through the whole body to make the horror addiction drive him crazy. That terrifying feeling of powerlessness tugged at his whole body, despair tore at his nerves, why did he do this? No one explained it to him. After the collapse, only the rainbow-colored flowing clouds remained. The boy who was running in Wenti County, the torrential rain hit him like a pear blossom, the terrifying horns grew hideously in the mirror, and the blood-colored eyes were so conspicuous in the clouds of the rainstorm that no one could make him understand that what he had thought about once was an unsolved mystery after all.
"Why! Why are you showing up again? Lin'er should live in the world of dreams! All the suffering will have nothing to do with her! The young man in white's terrifying red streamer eyes stared fiercely at the young man in Chinese costumes.
The first time I lived, there was never anything again! Again! Isn't it?
The young man in the costume punched the young man in white hard, and the fluid face swallowed his fist at once, and through it, the anger that had nowhere to vent was all pressed on his body at once, maybe only being beaten could relieve him.
I! Long Feather Kaede! Everything, everything! There should be an explanation, even if it! No one ever told me how I should live! But me! Don't give up easily! That's who I am! A little human! The meaning of survival!
"You! Better figure it out! I've always been me! Whether it's me or Lin'er, you don't have any power to seize the meaning of living in reality! Chang Yufeng's eyes were full of tears, and a right hook hit the chest of the young man in white again! But as if it didn't make any sense, all in vain, he would fall out of the country.
Why do I want to save Lin'er so much? Is it really for her?
Chang Yu Feng fell to the ground, and was kicked by the young man in white with one foot, this time there was no blood, but the unprovoked splash disappeared in the dust at once, and the little dark traces that fell into the floating pillar were forever imprinted.
"Die! You shouldn't have lived in this world again, all the sins you inflicted on Lin'er! I'll be sure to pay it back! The white-clothed young man stepped on the sorrow of the young man in gorgeous clothes, the purple fluid-like feet were powerful, the wind on his legs scattered the dust, and the murderous intent made his red fluid-like eyes even more erratic.
【Top of the Birdcage】
It's not ...... It's just a little bit close......
Rows of little Meng'an tapirs climbed up Lin'er's hair little by little, this sleeping girl who seemed to be falling in the ocean, her limbs drooped weakly, the beautiful clothes slowly shiny, deep tears scattered on her face, Meng'an tapirs stared at her hair little by little, like a doppelganger, another Lin'er appeared like a ghost, she playfully looked at the sleeping self, imitating her movements, maybe she felt that the imitation was not in place, and she was very puzzled to touch her chin to watch the sleeping selfIn the end, the two Lin'er with exactly the same movements floated in the air, and the Meng'an tapirs cautiously looked at the two black and white shadows in the distance, and disappeared with Lin'er with a sigh.
Another Lin'er secretly aimed at the two of them, the young man in white scariously hammered his fist heavily on the body of the young man in Chinese clothes, she closed her eyes, as if she had been hurt, as if she was frightened, she looked at the part of the young man in Chinese clothes who was beaten, secretly touched that part of her body, and was very afraid to close her eyes and dare not look at it.
"Alright...... Grandma, fortunately, the young master in black entangled the young master of [Dream Rebellion], otherwise, it was really not so easy. He Chao wiped his sweat, looked at Erica who was sleeping on the ground, and happily looked at the old doctor and said, "I'll let Meng'an tapir go to Erica's dream now, and wake up Senior Sister Lin'er!"
"Good ......" the old doctor put his hand on Erica's forehead, and the healing power flowed into her temples, making Erica even grunt in comfort.
"Then, how did the young master in black enter Lin'er's dream?" The chief manager was very puzzled, it seemed that the black-clothed Changyu Feng was being beaten again and again, and he had no power to fight back, because he only had the perspective of Meng'an tapir, so everything was not very clear, and even from a distance, there were only two origins, one black and one white, fighting.
"I ...... I don't know" He Chao looked at a world of colorful pastries on the white curtain, and responded to the words of the chief manager: "Maybe there is another side that prevents [Dream Rebellion] for some special reasons, but there is no accurate conclusion, and it is really not clear." He Chao's eyes were very bright, in front of the colorful flower cakes, Erica's mouth was stuffed with flower cakes, and she couldn't take them down in her hands, Lin'er was lying quietly on top of an orange flower cake, sleeping peacefully.
Erica wiped her mouth dry, slowly helped Lin'er up, and shook it gently, Lin'er's fingers moved slightly, her eyebrows and eyes opened slightly, the world she saw was so gorgeous, so beautiful, or? Delicious?