Chapter 91: Lin'er
[Duchy November 5, 2026 7:23:56]
I had fantasized that I would be able to find my parents all at once, no matter what world I was in, I used to think so, and even in another world, I still understood that lonely people have no long-term future.
Tonight, they were together, perhaps the longest night they had been together since they met.
"When I first arrived in the spirit world, I wondered if this was the real world. It wasn't until Emina's mother gave me the worst milk powder that I really believed it all. He put his hand on his knee and touched it, and continued, "I don't know how you came into this world, but I did live again...... I kept searching for their whereabouts, learning about it, but apparently finding nothing. ”
Lin'er looked at her, still didn't raise her head, and from her afterglow, he could see a very puzzled look.
"So, I was so confused that I even began to think that I was so small, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't keep anything." He looked at the dark sky, as if talking to himself: "I thought about becoming my so many ambitions, all of them were detained by Emina's mother, she wanted me to be ordinary and ordinary for a lifetime, our two brothers and sisters herded cattle and sheep, the days were moist but not energetic, I had a good ability to be friendly with the elements, I was stunned and had never learned anything, when I came to Bailing Mountain, I inquired about the whereabouts of my parents from them, there was no pride, no relief, only sadness in my heart, after that, I never thought I would see them again, We haven't been in Bailing Mountain for long, I see you silent day by day, absent-minded, sometimes I think, come to this world, whether it's good or bad, I don't have any reason to live in this world, and you, it doesn't seem to be, I don't know if it's really as they say, time will change a person, a whole decade, how did you come to this world, a whole decade, no matter how optimistic you are, in this suddenly strange world, What happened to make you like this. My only belief is to find my parents, it can't be counted......" He shook his head and said: "I think, I don't have any faith anymore, I'm alive now, there is no meaning at all, everything about me seems to be controlled, there is no room to fight back, step after step, starting from Wentijun, there are some meanings that cannot be changed." In Wenti County, I have no way to do my own things openly, I can only learn magic secretly, although I still have nothing, but I am still controlled, I can't do anything, in Bailing Mountain, I feel more and more that what they need is the young master of Bailing Mountain, not me who needs to be the young master of Bailing Mountain, Chang Yu Feng, I haven't experienced so many things in Wenti County, I live with my family, carefree, noisy and noisy, but I always feel that something is missing, in my heart, I can't find the answer. ”
Lin'er listened very carefully, and the light stood on his face, not so bright, but dim, so that his face was not in the dark.
"We may be lucky that we have come to a world that we have never seen before, we may be sad, this world has changed everything about us, changed us from what we are to what we are now, and to be honest, I have never been really happy at all, in this world, the only thing I wanted to find has gone with the wind." He looked at the bird that was shining in the night, and still said to himself: "The book that my mother left me, there is a sentence I remember very clearly, don't be sad, my child, there may be thorns on the road ahead, but when you cross the thorns, you will find that the road ahead is the sea of flowers in your heart."
His words were a little confused, and he didn't even have a clue, but Lin'er knew that he was telling her, even if he couldn't say anything philosophical, he couldn't say anything that could save her, he had always been a person who didn't like to talk so much, and he was always holding things in his heart and wouldn't tell others about the stinky child, but he was still trying to work hard.
It's useless, long-feathered maple.
"Do you believe in fate? Long-feathered maple. ”
Lin'er spoke, her red dress a little darkened in the dim light.
"Fate?" Chang Yufeng was not surprised by the question, he looked at Lin'er who still buried his head in his lap, and said slowly: "I don't believe it, if I believe in fate, maybe everything will not happen, but I still haven't disobeyed fate, although I have been moving forward, that's all."
"I don't believe in fate either, but everything about me is in fate, my fate, waiting for me, no matter how much I don't believe it, the line of fate is still there, I can't touch it, but I must abide by the laws of fate. It can't be changed. ”
"Lin'er ......"
It turns out that you don't believe in fate either? I have no way of knowing your past, nor what happened to you, and if leaving is what you think is part of your fate, then how can I stop it.
"Changyu Feng, you go back, I want to leave quietly alone, we don't need to say goodbye, we don't need anything, I just need to leave." It's good to leave. ”
"......" He got up, he didn't know what was going on, could it be that the so-called dream made Lin'er change so much?
"Hmmm......"
He knew that after tonight, he might never see Lin'er again in Bailing Mountain.
He walked down the steps step by step, he is such a person, little by little to accept this fact, little by little to do his best to change. Maybe he's stupid and always keeps things in his heart and hasn't changed.
He glanced back, and the white bird was flapping its wings, but she still didn't look at him.
This kind of helpless thing has been done too many times, whether it is the whisper of that voice in his ear, or the uncontrollable loss of spiritual power, or the way he is now, as he said, he has no way, he has neither the ability to change, nor the way to help others, many times, he is unable to protect himself.
The wind suddenly blew in Bailing Mountain, from the bottom of the stairs to the top, his clothes were blown up, the white plum blossoms were blown by the wind on his clothes, as if they were about to fly out, the sleeves and the corners of the gorgeous clothes were blown up, and the wind passed through his whole body, bringing him a trace of coolness that he had never had.
He could feel that Lin'er was obviously in pain at this time, but she didn't
【Void Box】
"Lin'er, it's time to leave Bailing Mountain...... Jin Qiu said, his light was very bright, unprecedentedly bright, and the entire void box was full of light.
The "......" black goldfish did not appear, but its panting sound still echoed through the nebula.
"What the hell did you say to Lin'er...... In her sea of consciousness......"
“……”
No response.
"Or, she's got her memory back?!" Golden Ball looked at the man holding his legs and curled up together: "You shouldn't do this, should you?" This is an absolutely painful thing for her, and if you still love her, you shouldn't add pain to her. She's been through so much, how can you bear it......"
“……”
No response.
The light of the golden ball became brighter and brighter, and suddenly it dimmed again, and a white hand took the golden ball from the nebula.
"I'm just reminding her of the price of this betrayal."
A white figure appeared from the nebula, his appearance was white and flawless, and he did not look like a black goldfish at all.
"That's all"