Chapter 30: The truth is so, for me.

[In this world, there are no truly stupid people]

[I used to wonder why he was so stupid this time]

It's the sound of it.

Chang Yu Feng was dizzy, and he had a splitting headache as if he had woken up from a hangover.

He could only listen.

[Maybe it's because of me, my memory control is messed up...... No, it should be because of them, that contract interfered with him, I didn't expect Chang Yinglan to even be able to handle his own children, and he was so ruthless! Hey, Lu Xinzhai, don't look at me like this, okay! I'm telling the truth! 】

Is that guy named Lu Xinzhai also there?

Who are they?

[Okay, okay, it's really my fault, when he asked me, I was so weak, I was just a stupid goldfish! 】

[I'm saying that there are no stupid people, and I just said stupid goldfish!] I was still a stupid goldfish back then! Bastard Lu Xinzhai! You're still laughing! I can't laugh! He's all like this! I'm about to burst into tears! 】

It's always been its voice.

【Oh...... He's awake! 】

They're looking at me.

"Ah~" Chang Yufeng sat up with difficulty, he held his forehead, the smell here was unpleasant, there was a little familiar smell.

It's the breath of the sheepfold.

As soon as I opened my eyes, there was a bright light that almost couldn't see anything, and tears were forced out. But I quickly got used to it, and that's what caught my eye. It has completely changed its appearance, although it still looks the same as itself, but the clothes it is wearing now are completely the black shirt of the principality, and the imperial dress it used to wear seems to have disappeared all of a sudden, and next to it, is a long-haired man who is also wearing a white shirt, but his body is full of glimmers, this should be Lu Xinzhai.

They sat beside them, very pleasant, and it seemed to exacerbate Changyu Kaede's headache.

Looking down, I saw my appearance, there was almost no change, only the clothes changed, Bai Lingshan's special clothes were gone, but a very small coarse cloth clothes, there were obviously dirty things on it, I don't know what it was.

It's February, and there's cicadas.

"Where is this?"

For it, Changyu Feng can only accept it, although it is impossible to be like an old friend, but the number of times he has been kept in the dark is not once or twice.

Does he have what it takes to resist?

No.

In the end, if it can get along well with itself, everything is easy to say.

Should.

"That's the first thing you said? I thought you'd say something else, like how Lin'er is now, you followed Lin'er into Babel like a madman, I thought ......" It looked at itself with a mysterious smile on its face.

"Where are you going?" It looked at Changyu Feng, who stood up and staggered: "Lu Xinzhai, where is he going?"

The white-haired man shook his head.

Chang Yu Feng stood up, a little uncomfortable, and vomited.

"Damn! Lu Xinzhai, what's going on? "It was taken aback.

"Maybe he's repulsive to the space-time jump." The white-haired man finally spoke, his long hair glowing with a golden glow, and his snow-white hair also turned white.

"Is there something wrong?"

"Nope."

"That's good."

They kept talking to themselves, which made Chang Yu Feng a little annoyed, and the vomit was suddenly absorbed by the ripples of golden light on the ground, or rather, it was swallowed.

"You ...... Finally...... Talking ...... What? Chang Yu Feng eased up a little, and his voice trembled.

It glanced at Changyu Kaede, and the smile on its face was always there.

"Hmm...... You've failed...... So, into the ......"

"What?"

"Wait...... You're not a dragon, you're still a long feather maple? It said in surprise.

"What?" Chang Yufeng held his stomach with one hand, sat down slowly, and collapsed on the ground.

"It's over, it's over! Lu Xinzhai! It's over, it's over! It shook its heart frantically.

"He's not a dragon! Something went wrong! It's over, it's over! It shouted, and Lu Xinzhai looked at Chang Yufeng helplessly.

And Chang Yu Feng frowned painfully, he responded to Lu Xinzhai, but he squinted his eyes and didn't see the whole picture of Lu Xinzhai.

"Where did you bring me? Lin'er, still in that strange pillar of light! I need to save her! ”

"No...... You won't want to go......" It suddenly calmed down, like a madman.

Sometimes crazy, sometimes quiet.

"No, I have to go." Chang Yu Feng sat up, but collapsed in the golden light again due to pain.

"Don't don't, don't pass out, you've just woken up!" It crawled over and with great strength, straightened Changyu Feng.

Chang Yu Feng's face was very bad.

"Listen, now, I have a lot to tell you." It sat a little lazily in the golden light, which had just devoured the vomit of Long Feather Kaede.

"......" Chang Yufeng sighed, and there was a very strong pain that made his forehead sweat.

"You have to start with something far away, it can be short, it can be long." It looked at Changyu Kaede, and it put its hand on its face and wiped it.

What it said next made every nerve in Chang Yu Feng begin to tense.

[Three thousand years ago, in this spiritual realm where there was nothing, the magic of time was not so frightening, and at that time, there were no gods and demons. Only everyone who is willing to live in this beautiful spiritual realm. We live with them, we share afternoons together, we travel the world together.

But

possible

The greatest pleasure of human beings is to find the differences between others and themselves, and then let this difference penetrate into the hearts of the people, build their own walls, and put their spirit above others and obtain satisfaction.

They are not content to live in their own sky, land, sea.

They wanted more sky, they wanted more land, and they even started comparing women to objects, bargaining with all those who wanted to get them.

They began to divide the world into light and darkness, they began to divide all races, they began to call us demons.

and compare himself to a god.

Someone rebelled, became a leader, he led us in the rebellion, and at one time they wanted to reconcile, by force.

Their shrine is inhabited by demons, where he meets his most beloved woman.

Can you imagine that? A great leader is defeated at the hands of a woman.

Their greedy nature has never been broken, and they have secretly plotted to overthrow everything, the leader of the demon has been pinned, and betrayal has followed.

What kind of calamity was that? I can't tell you, but there are seven more wells in this world full of chains.

The leader managed to escape, and when he was dying, he used his most powerful power of time and space to escape into the void, and the woman he loved was punished and fell into the boundless cycle of life and death. 】

"I am in calamity, I am the master, he said this, but the scars made him weak and fell into endless sleep. He didn't know when he would wake up or when he would die. 】

"What does this have to do with me? I'm Changyu Kaede, not the leader you said! Chang Yu Feng said, spending all his strength on this answer. But, even so, the answer is mildly scary.

"Of course you're not, but, I'm sorry, as Chang Yinglan's son, this is a fate you have to carry." The white-haired man spoke, he was Lu Xinzhai, and Chang Yu Feng saw his face at this time, her face was a little old, but she looked handsome, like a rapid change between adult and old age.

"My ...... Mother? ”

"Your mother left you a book, didn't she?" Lu Xinzhai said.

"No, Lu Xinzhai, you may not believe it, that book is a wordless book. There is nothing on it. It spoke very flirtatiously, and spread its hands along the way.

"......" Chang Yu Feng didn't speak, and when he got the book and the blue fish, he was also speechless with excitement, but it was empty, and he couldn't help but be lost like a dog in the water, shivering with cold, so since he.

As if he had guessed something, he was a little happy and confused, when the apple suddenly appeared in his hand, and in an instant, its cheeks bulged like a squirrel hiding food.

"For some reason, Chang Yinglan met the leader, that is, him." Lu Xinzhai looked at it, it ate the fruit, and looked at Changyu Feng.

"We made a pact with your mother, no, to be exact, with you." It chewed on the apple, its mouth moving, and the childishness on its face remained untouched.

"A part of me is integrated into you. I hated that part, so I gave it to you. ”

"Why? Why did my mother do this? Chang Yufeng was in tears, in fact, he felt that his parents who were no longer alive, or in other words, the disappeared parents who would never be seen, should harm his children like this.

Harm, Chang Yufeng thought of harm, and he was in pain now.

Lin'er waited in that pillar of light-like, invisible "pillar of light", she couldn't say waiting, she was falling, not stopping. But there is no pain. Instead, it's serene.

He needed to be saved, no, at least he needed to get there right now.

Then figure out what exactly is going on.

"It's not what your mother wants to do, it's what your first generation of family heads of Bailing Mountain asked for. He's such a genius. ”

Chang Yu Feng looked at it, behind it, the golden light shone, but he couldn't see what was behind it.

"We agreed to settle everything, including the gods." After eating the apple, it wiped it on its body again, Lu Xinzhai's body, but it was very careful, slowly, and secretly wiped it on his body, while Lu Xinzhai was not paying attention.

"Why......" Nagawa Kaede hadn't said yet, he wanted to ask why.

"Because they know the truth of the matter, just like you."

"I don't understand."

"It seems that you really don't have the talent to hear the story I just told me, I always thought it was very straightforward, and I didn't use the fable I told the first generation of the head of the family......" It looked at Lu Xinzhai, who patted his pants and did not speak.

"Well, in summary, we need, revenge! Through you! Come for revenge! It sat upright, but suddenly leaned back to the laziness of eating the apple.

"Am I your stand-in?" Chang Yu Feng thought of this word, in fact, he still wanted to use it.

He had always thought it was a takeaway.

"No, you're me, I'm you."

"I ......"

"You don't understand?"

"Right...... I'm a time-traveler from Earth, you said that. ”

"Well, you are indeed a traverser, but you are not so vigorous in traversing, you have been frozen for a hundred years, your body is in the spirit world, but your soul is on the earth, but now the two are one."

"For ......"

"Why? I don't know. ”

"That ......"

"So what's going on now? This brings us back to the woman. It slapped its head as if relieved: "Oh! Oh, my God! Finally got to the point! I'm dying of exhaustion, Lu Xinzhai, I should really knock his brain open to see what tendon is missing. ”

"Hahaha, I think it's good...... Not as violent as the dragon, and although he looks stupid right now, he's pretty cute, isn't he? ”

It shook its head and looked at Changyu Feng, who was about to grasp the flesh of its stomach in pain.

"That's the problem. With the dragon, that is, the part of me, I have influenced you. You become violent, and it is not until you come to the spirit world that you start to get a little better. And Lin'er, no, Chen Lin, Chen Lin is the one who was punished, and the hope of the dragon helped her get rid of that cycle of life and death, so ......"

"Wheel ......"

It seemed that Chang Yufeng was about to ask about Chen Lin's reincarnation again, but it leaned back in some fright, its eyes wide open.

"Oh my God! Lu Xinzhai, come on! It plopped and collapsed in the golden light, on all fours.

"Lin'er's reincarnation is a god, and for her punishment, even if she betrays him and helps them sanction him, there is no way to escape that punishment." Lu Xinzhai's face became a teenager for a while, and an old man for a while, and his voice was also in between, and he said slowly, full of affection: "The gods don't know about the resurrection of the dragon, and the dragon loves her deeply, and wants to be by her side every life, helping her find a way to relieve the suffering of reincarnation, and in the accidental life, he found the answer, that is, the resurrection stone of the demon king to complete Lin'er's broken soul." That was the key to Lin'er getting rid of the suffering of reincarnation. This is also one of the reasons why we must kill them. ”

"Defeat with the dragon?" Chang Yu Feng said, putting his hand on his stomach, his voice was hoarse in pain.

"Yes, no matter how reluctant, but it is true, that the dragon has failed again and again. Because he's just, partial. Lu Xinzhai looked at it lying in the golden light.

"He simply has no way of defeating demons, just like you. Remember when Chen Lin said you were too weak? That's it, if you want to snatch their resurrection stones, then the only way is to kill them. Calamity, that is, Chu Chu you met in the Tower of Babel, is the only one who is willing to hand over the resurrection stone to you, which can be regarded as a kind of luck, but if it is Chen Lin, what awaits her is only death. ”

It rolled over and lay on its side in the golden light.

"Chu Chu, it's actually quite cute, it's just a little crazy. I'm not a big fan of madness, you know, I'm crazy myself. ”

Changyu Feng looked at it, its mouth pursed like a naughty child. His pain slowly faded, and to be precise, the pain passed.

"So, with the dragon, it has always been in reincarnation?"

"No...... The dragon is not in samsara. Lu Xinzhai replied.

"I'm talking about the dragon in Lin'er's reincarnation?"

"No...... He didn't, it was I who performed the time and space leap that made Yilongzhi look for a way out repeatedly in Lin'er's life. Because in this life, the demon kings have become active, and they are about to break through the restrictions of the sealed demon well, and it will become easier to snatch their resurrection stones, because for them, if they lift the seal, then the resurrection stones will be dispensable. But he failed again and again, again and again. In the end, Lu Xinzhai was a little sad: "In the end, we had to seal his memory and let him try." Not to be overwhelmed by the pain of repeated failures. ”

"But I'm not a dragon." Chang Yu Feng was completely fine, he sat down, and looked at it that had turned over again.

"Yes, I think so, the memory reconstruction failed, and the dragon didn't appear, you, or you, Changyu Feng." Lu Xinzhai said slowly.

"And where did the dragon go? If I had those memories, would I still be me? Chang Yu Feng said, looking at Lu Xinzhai.

"We have no way of knowing. However, you are who you are, and you should not be him. As for why this is the case, it may have something to do with the imperfection of memory reconstruction. Lu Xinzhai looked at him, completely different from when he looked at it, feeling less gentle, but trusting.

“…… Lin'er, how is it now? Chang Yu Feng asked, no matter what, he hoped it was so, exactly as they said.

"If you're talking about Lin'er in the Tower of Babel, by now, she should be dead......" Lu Xinzhai said slowly, but he couldn't see any change in his expression, and his face, which would be old from time to time, stopped in old age for a while.

"However, you don't need to worry, we have already traveled back to the past, and Lin'er at this time has just come to this world. We went back in time. There's no need to care about things over there. ”

“……”

If, I mean, the dragon knew, Lin'er died again, how would he feel?

Chang Yu Feng's fist clenched and hammered to the ground, where the golden light dissipated and dust rolled up.

Chang Yu Feng didn't know if Lin'er was as they said, but just hearing it, he felt angry.

And sad.

"You need to make a choice now."

Lu Xinzhai's face stopped at the young man, so immature.

"Our time and space have jumped to eleven years ago, and this is also my limit, we need to snatch the resurrection stone of the seven demons and repair Lin'er's soul fragment. Complete with the dragon's, required. However, this road is unusually difficult. ”

"You don't have a choice." It also sat up and looked at Chang Yu Feng: "You are not using the dragon now, but Chang Yu Feng, for Lin'er, you must do this."

“……”

Again, there is no choice.

"I don't want to, I need to go to Lin'er! I don't need any plane-hopping! Lin'er, now you're in danger! How could I ignore it! Whether it's eleven years ago or not! Now Lin'er has encountered mortal danger! Why don't you go and save her! Even if the ending fails! Even if I might be in danger! But I couldn't have watched her die, and here I was, I couldn't do anything. ”

Chang Yu Feng said quickly.

It wasn't familiar with itself, and the number of times it appeared could be counted on one finger, and it wasn't a good thing.

Now, Lin'er is in danger! He had to go.

"You're too weak...... My long-feathered maple. That's why, it's not that we won't let you go. It said coldly: "Death is not a thing that can really be feared, loss is, if you die with nothing, then what is there to be afraid of death?" But once you have it, you start to be afraid, afraid of death that will cost you everything. ”

"Lin'er is fighting against her own fate, you can say accept this fate, but she still looks for the resurrection stone without hesitation and tries to resist." Lu Xinzhai continued with its words: "We don't have a choice. Everyone has no choice. Isn't it? ”

"I'm ......" Chang Yu Feng clenched his fists.

"I don't accept it, it's a complete evasion! Whether I am a dragon or a long feather maple, I believe that I will never abandon Lin'er. "Changyu Feng was a little loud, and the cicada chirped at first, and it began to be small.

"......" The two of them did not speak.

"Please don't play this trick, even if it is death, I will save Lin'er. If I have 10,000 choices, I will go to her 10,000 times. Desperate to save her. ”

Lin'er, who crossed over with me,

The boy who has always been well-behaved,

That cat-like girl.

It's all so in need of protection.

The fate she was carrying sounded so unfair.

She has been alone, and in the past ten years, she has gone back and forth, up and down.

I shouldn't, and can't, just hear the news of her danger and be indifferent.

I need to go, I need to save, I need to talk to her.

"You're not a dragon."

Only dragons would do such things.

It looked at the long feather maple, and its eyes were as white as the stars and moon.

"You've only lived with her for a few years, and a person has had memories since she was six years old, but during this time, the rate of forgetting is faster than that of a fish, and at the age of six, to the age of ten, how many memories do you have about her? Even if we meet you in the spirit world, you have only been together for more than half a year, and how many times have you talked heart-to-heart? Your relationship is just a gentleman's friendship as light as water, and there is not much to be nostalgic for, so you don't care about yourself. Risking your life. Besides, the time leap has already happened, and there is no difference between Lin'er here and Lin'er over there. It spoke quietly, as if to say another very old ballad.

Changyu Feng slowly lowered his head.

Silent.

The chirping of cicadas entered his ears more and more.

Is it really what it says?

Isn't there a difference?

"No...... You're wrong. Chang Yu Feng's categorical answer made everyone here look at him.

Whether it is Lin'er here or Lin'er there, the biggest difference is that one is not dead and the other is dying.

"How can I give up my feelings for her? Although I don't have much memory of Lin'er, but my feelings for Lin'er have been as strong as family affection, I look at her happy, look at her sad, the recent changes in her personality are from that heavy reincarnation memory, her small figure, sitting on the stone steps of Bailing Mountain, so thin, so lonely, I hate myself for not being able to understand her pain earlier, I hate that I didn't keep it, she is carrying such a heavy memory alone, the pain of one life after another came to her at once, what I can do, Just looking at it from afar, speaking those pale and feeble words, I hated my weakness, every day and night of her absence, I was trying to become stronger, and by the time I found her, she had become a different personality, she was tired of her memories of the ninth life, she called my name, so cold. Now I understand that, even so, with such emotions on her back, she still tried to deceive me quietly, willing to try to listen to my nonsense about wanting to find her way back to the present world. She told me to escape, how could I really escape? ”

……

So, no matter what, I need to save her, and there is no reason.

Why is it something that only dragons would do?

I'm a long-feathered maple,

Such a person,

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