The night was deep, like an ink tray, so thick that it could not be dissolved.

However, the moonlight is cunning, and the dark sky is a natural contrast, as if comparing the two sides of life, endless darkness and despair, and upward light and hope.

However, there is no light or hope in Zhuang Yue's life.

He watched all the good things fall apart in front of him, watched all the important people around him leave overnight, watched him alone in the huge world, and watched all his fantasies about the future sink into the sea......

Sitting alone on the roof of his guest room, Zhuang Yue looked at the fires that were extinguished one after another in the mansion, and sighed in his heart.

This imperial capital is bustling, and the three princes' mansions are bright, but no one is waiting for him to go home, and there is no lamp that is lit for him......

This is probably the saddest thing in the world.

"What is a man thinking here?" Yun Ya cautiously climbed up the bamboo ladder that Zhuang Yue had set up outside the room, walked forward with her waist bent, came to him and sat down, "The evening breeze in winter is clear, but it is not easy to blow, be careful of catching a cold." ”

"Sister, why did you come up!" Zhuang Yue couldn't help but be stunned when he saw the person coming, and then urged her to leave, "You are weak and can't stand the wind, hurry down, you will catch a cold!" ”

Looking at him and couldn't help but chuckle, Yun Ya didn't move, reached out and rubbed his head gently, "Silly boy, what are you thinking about being distracted here?" Tell my sister, although my sister's ability is limited, it's not a good thing for you to hold it in your heart like this. Thoughts are this thing, if you hold it in your heart for a long time, you will get sick. ”

While speaking, Yun Ya sighed deeply, "I have heard everything about your life experience......

Yun Ya's words made Zhuang Yue's heart pause, and he pursed his lips and turned to look at the person next to him, "Sister...... I didn't mean to hide it from you. It's just my identity, it's really inconvenient to say more, and I'm afraid that after I say it, it will affect you. After all, I was always a sinner in the eyes of everyone......"

"Not really!" Yun Ya shook her head firmly.

She reached out and patted Zhuang Yue's shoulder and looked at him seriously, "From the past to the present, from beginning to end, no matter what else happens, you have never been a sinner!" The things between the previous generation, no matter how much you get to the bottom of it, have nothing to do with you, and it shouldn't become your shackles. ”

This is probably the warmest and most touching thing Zhuang Yue has heard since he lived alone......

He slowly turned his head to look at the person beside him, and looked at her with emotion, "Sister, do you really think so?" Aren't you really afraid of being implicated because of me? ”

"What is there to be afraid of?"

Yun Ya waved her hand, and started talking serious nonsense, "Besides, I, Yun Ya, have never been afraid of anyone in my life, and I really haven't been afraid of anyone until now, and I don't believe that anyone can really defeat me." ”

Child's words are untaboo, children's words are untaboo...... God, don't take it seriously.

She is just to let Zhuang Yue regain his courage and confidence in his own future, not for self-praise, but not for floating, but not seriously!

Looking at Yun Ya with a look of admiration, Zhuang Yue couldn't help but sigh, "If only I could be as open-minded as my sister." ”

He raised his head, looked at the dark and unpredictable sky, raised his arm and stretched it up twice, and then put it down again, "This world is so big, I don't know when I will be able to go around, stand in the sun with the name of 'Rongyue', and shout to tell everyone that I am not a sinner, and it is this country that is sorry for our Rong family!" ”

Pursing her lips and looking at Zhuang Yue's side face, Yun Ya's eyes were full of distress.

This child is still half a year younger than her, but she has endured loneliness and loneliness for more than ten years, and has been accompanied by the sun, moon and stars all day long, and has been accompanied by herbal medicine books.

It's not that she is psychologically dark, so that those who come to her for medical treatment have to go through many dangers and die.

On the contrary, he couldn't get out of the woods, knowing that there was a risk of seeing people and encountering acquaintances who would be recognized, but he did it anyway.

Looking at her with one hand on her cheeks, Yun Ya said lightly, "Then, why are you willing to leave the woods with me this time?" ”

Ever since she inquired about Jun Yu and mentioned the matter about Zhuang Yue, she no longer believed that Zhuang Yue was willing to leave there with her, because she felt that she had a new family, let alone under the banner of conditioning her body.

"Because I'm tired." This time, Zhuang Yue is very honest.

He lowered his head and chuckled, fiddling with his fingers, "After so many years of dodging, I have always been cowardly and afraid to face everything until you appear." You say, "Even though you are an ordinary person, you cannot watch the innocent people of the imperial capital being infected by the raging plague, while the high-ranking officials turn a blind eye." ”

"At that moment, I suddenly figured it out a lot. I was put on a hat, but the people were innocent. Now that they are in dire straits, the doctors are benevolent, I should not turn a blind eye to them and watch them go to their demise step by step, I should also stand up. After all......"

Looking at Yun Ya, a faint smile rose on the corner of Zhuang Yue's mouth, "They keep calling me a divine doctor, it shouldn't be just an empty title, I should do something practical to be worthy of this reputation." ”

Such Zhuang Yue seems to have returned to the simple and innocent him who was in the woods.

The corners of Yun Ya's mouth also raised, and she patted him on the shoulder, "I know that the person I fancy will definitely not ignore the people of the world, on the contrary, he will spare no effort to do his job as a doctor, rescue everyone from the dire situation, and restore peace to the imperial capital." ”

Zhuang Yue shook his head and put his hands around his chest, "I'm not that kind of great person, saving everyone from the sea of suffering, that's God's job." And what I want to do is just my own job, speaking of selfishness, more, I still don't want you to take risks. ”

"I'm such a selfish person, I don't want the people I care about to encounter the slightest bit of harm and threat."

After all, now she only has such a family......

Looking at the people around her, Yun Ya couldn't help but feel a little moved in her heart, and reached out to rub his head, "You stinky boy, who did you learn this set of words from!" It's really ......."

She suddenly remembered something and looked at him seriously.

"I've already discussed with the king, from now on, you can stay here, this is your home. In your heart, do not be burdened. ”