Chapter 54: It's Good, It Doesn't Belong to Me
Jiang Qianrao's heart pounded, and she couldn't dodge under Qi Zhaolei's scorching gaze.
Such a heart-to-heart confession is very good, but it does not belong to her.
She is not the real Jiang Qianrao.
"No, Qi Zhao, don't ......" Jiang Qianrao subconsciously wanted to refuse, her conscience told her that she should not possess this feeling.
The sister Rao he had been thinking about for more than ten years and wanted to protect had already died, dying on a night four years ago.
"Am I being too direct? Did it scare you? Qi Zhao smiled apologetically.
Jiang Qianrao nodded, and quickly shook her head: "Qi Zhao, thank you very much for thinking about me all these years, but, but after all, we haven't seen each other for so many years." ”
"The gap in time exists objectively, and it's rare that our two families still maintain a good relationship as friends, how can you still force you to do so many things for me."
"Sister Rao." Qi Zhao frowned, showing a rare look of dissatisfaction, "Why are you pretending to be stupid?" Do I have to make it clear? ”
Jiang Qianrao's pupils showed a frightened look, she guessed the answer, but it was most likely something she didn't want to hear.
"Sister Rao, I like you. It's the love of childhood sweethearts, this heart, after so many years, is still spotless. ”
Rao is Jiang Qianrao was prepared, but she was still shocked by Qi Zhao's straightforwardness.
She didn't dare to be moved, and her first reaction was how to refuse.
How to refuse, so as not to hurt him.
"No, Qi Zhao, if my father hadn't died, I wouldn't have gone abroad with my mother. We are just playmates who grew up together, if this pair of playmates are lucky together, it is just a love game of childhood sweethearts, maybe it can make people feel the warmth of the moment, but after a long time, all kinds of problems will eventually be exposed......"
Qi Zhao stared at Jiang Qianrao intently, taking in all her subtle gestures in his eyes.
"Do you think so about our relationship? Are you so unconfident in our relationship? ”
"I ......" Qi Zhao's question made Jiang Qianrao not know how to answer.
This is completely different from Jiang Qianrao's ease in the face of Ji Xiaocheng, in front of Ji Xiaocheng, Jiang Qianrao's hesitation and embarrassment are all pretentious gestures and acting, and in the face of Qi Zhao's sincerity, Jiang Qianrao is really unwilling to hurt it.
Not for anything else, but for the sincerity of preciousness.
"Qi Zhao, we were just children before, and you may have misunderstood the hazy feelings of children."
"We're both kids anymore and I know exactly what I'm talking about."
Jiang Qianrao saw that this statement couldn't be explained, so she continued: "That's good, even so. The two of us, after so many years, are now two strangers! Utter stranger! ”
Jiang Qianrao tried her best to be more decisive in what she said, she hoped that Qi Zhao would understand. No matter what happened in the past, they are now strangers who don't know the roots, how can they cross the gap of time so quickly and fall in love?
"Even if it's a stranger, there is love at first sight, goodbye love. Isn't the meeting of a man and a woman and their hand in hand towards the end of happiness a process of two parallel lines that originally did not intersect and merge and extend straight forward? ”
"Qi Zhao!" Jiang Qianrao became anxious, no matter how she refuted, Qi Zhao wanted to find the most appropriate reason for his words and explain the reasonableness of their direct continuation.
He came prepared, and she couldn't resist.
"Sister Rao, give me a little confidence, and give you a little confidence, okay?"
"Don't worry, I will respect you and will not possess you arbitrarily; I will not take advantage of you, but support you behind your back, and be your backing and harbor. ”
"When the weather is bad, I am the harbor where your little boat that leaves its course in a storm; When the sun is shining, you can sail away in a small boat to the other side of your dreams. ”
"It's my promise and it will never change."
The fluttering words, but each sentence carries the promise of a thousand gold, and Jiang Qianrao, who is heavy, can't afford it at all.
Qi Zhao sincerely took Jiang Qianrao's hand and said these many words gently and forcefully.
Qi Zhao's palms were very hot, and the hot Jiang Qianrao wanted to struggle out of his hands, wanting to escape. But he was reluctant to withdraw his hand.
What Qi Zhao said was words after all. Language doesn't carry much weight, it's what matters what the speaker does.
Qi Zhao's words came out and dissipated into the air like this. But Jiang Qianrao knows that every sentence and word here has carved a deep imprint on her heart and will never be erased.
Jiang Qianrao looked at Qi Zhao in a daze, she only had one thought in her heart, she couldn't hurt him, she couldn't hurt him......
She and he, no matter what, will not be all the way.
Qi Zhao looked at Jiang Qianrao's distracted appearance, as if he was afraid that she would not hear it.
"Sister Rao, this time I'll protect you, okay?"
No, no—
You can't promise him—
Jiang Qianrao's heart had such a voice telling her.
"I'm not that vulnerable, and I want you to protect it all the time." Jiang Qianrao said, brushing her hair, moving her position back, and separating herself from Qi Zhao.
Qi Zhao watched Jiang Qianrao's hand take off his palm, and watched her move her body away from herself.
Whether it's words or actions, she's rejecting herself.
Qi Zhao was a little disappointed, but it was far from being disappointed, thoughts, he raised his head, shook his head, and chuckled: "It's okay if you don't believe me now, I will prove it to you with practice." ”
"Don't kill our relationship now, after all, who can say for sure what will happen in the future?"
He still didn't give up.
Jiang Qianrao looked at Qi Zhao's face and couldn't say anything.
She is not the real Jiang Qianrao, and she can't be honest with Qi Zhao.
"Okay."
She heard herself reply.
Since no one can say for sure what will happen in the future, then I will let the future tell you that giving up on me is your only choice.
When Qi Zhao heard Jiang Qianrao's answer, his mood jumped again. Although there is only one word, it represents Jiang Qianrao's willingness to give Qi Zhao such a chance.
"What are you two kids talking about?"
Qi Zhao was happily trying to say something more to Jiang Qianrao, Jiang Mu and Qi Mu had already finished talking at the door and walked over hand in arm.
"Mom! I'm not a kid anymore! It's too ...... to call me that way in front of Aunt Mu."
"What's this!" Qi's mother interrupted Qi Zhao's words, "You are your mother's son." In Mom's eyes, no matter how old you are, you are my child. Let the mother shout what is wrong with the child! ”