() When she saw Yingzi's tattered bloody clothes, Anzi actually cried and laughed, Meilang's sadness was a lot more subtle, Yingzi brought her food, and chatted for some days, her smile that day really made a big difference in her work of watching the groom, she was very good, but that was also her before, she is dead now, and there is no future.

There are no dead bodies.

Mei Lang didn't know why Anzi was crying and laughing, and Anzi said he didn't understand...... Mei Lang felt that if he didn't understand, he didn't understand, he already had a lot of things he didn't understand, including, death.

Death......

What is it?

Anzi told him that in this world, there has never been a person who is not afraid of death.

He told a story, and since Mei Lang still couldn't understand myths and allegorical stories, Anko told a story that happened recently.

It's about an old man.

This old man has participated in the war, he is meritorious, and he lives freely every day. He has a tough body, respects him wherever he goes, and greets him very cordially. It is also highly respected in the village. He doesn't have any big problems with his personality, he just likes to drink, and when he gets high, he just lies there and doesn't cause trouble, and he is a very strange old man.

But as he got older, problems arose. And it's serious.

Although he is a battlefield hero, but his children have long been killed in battle, after old age, no one to take care of him, the age hits, he can only lie in bed, he is not far from death, the old man is stubborn, coupled with the sophistication accumulated in his life, he is still very lucky to be taken care of.

But...... It was as fate would have it, and one day, the little nurse who was taking care of him did something unforgivable.

On that day, the little nurse came to the old man's house as usual, and on this day, no matter how much the little nurse shouted, the old man did not answer for a long time.

Just as the little nurse was about to break down the door, a slow weak response came from inside.

The little nurse knocked on the door and went in, some things are so strange, the little nurse has not agreed for a long time, her mood has become very bad, and she is also being tried by the local famous chamber of commerce to let their hospital send her to take care of this war veteran, so on that day, the little nurse with a complaining mood deliberately "neglected" a lot of treatment drugs.

And the old man had no argument left to watch as this continued.

If the war did not bring the old man death, then the little nurse brought the old man a real sense of the word, heart death.

He was already weak, but now he could no longer stand up. I can only really lie in bed and wait for death.

This is not the end of the story, but at the end. When the old man died, it was like there was an end.

But Anzi was no longer willing to continue to tell the hope, and stopped the story.

"Death is a strange thing." Anzi looked at Mei Lang, his eyes were naturally full of enthusiasm.

"If you live this life in a mess, then your death is almost entirely your own business, the people you have involved in this life, the people you have lost in this life, whether you are worthy of them or not, your death will be meaningless. However, if you do not die on the battlefield in your life, but in a meaningless place, everything you have, no matter how wonderful the first half of your life is, will be worthless at the last moment. ”

"It's weird...... Brother Anzi. Mei Lang looked at Anzi with some confusion. "I don't think you're right about being worthless at the last minute, it's paradoxical and even incomprehensible," he said. Is it possible to deny the first half of his life because of his final meaningless death? ”

This is completely inconsistent with Mei Lang's cognition.

"People don't do that, but history does. Even I won't, but someone will. Anzi looked at the exploding test stone and turned it with interest, there was still a little light flickering in the already dark test stone, and it was so bright in front of Mei Lang's eyes.

"No...... It's not logical at all...... The value of death is definitely not interpreted in this way, Yingzi's death will definitely have value. Mei Lang talked about Yingzi, and what they discussed was about Yingzi's death, what to do......

Mei Lang didn't know the meaning of death, and Anzi only told him very vaguely, with a story, but he felt that this story was too strange, no matter what, the death of this veteran did not conform to the logic of morality, but the little nurse complained because of an old man who was too weak to respond to her in time, and even indirectly led to the death of the old man?

All the moral knowledge that has been learned is not the same at all, it is completely different! How can this be?

However, after seeing Anzi laugh softly, that kind of contempt was the first time he had seen it.

Mei Lang understood......

On such a day, the one who dies in such a demonic beast attack, Yingzi, is worthless to die. even dragged other people to accompany her to the funeral. No matter how good she was in life. No matter how innocent she laughs, no matter how good Mei Lang thinks Yingzi is to her.

He understood that Anzi was not a good person in the books he studied, and those outright indiscriminate good people could only be seen in books.

Why? Why is it that when everyone can't do something that everyone can do and obey, it has to be written in a book for everyone to learn?

He thought of a word, which was what Anzi called ordinary people.

Yingzi is an ordinary person,

In the face of danger, there is no way to fight back,

Yasuko is just an ordinary person.

He couldn't even stand in front of danger.

If Yingzi hadn't died, Anzi might still secretly hide his love for Yingzi, perhaps, and bravely express it, and when he realized that Anzi might have some thoughts about Yingzi's death, and couldn't solve it, and even had a very strange answer, Mei Lang didn't know whether to continue chatting, if the benevolence and morality he learned was not something that everyone could do, then what is the meaning of their existence for benevolence and morality?

Is it just a rhetoric that is needed to get along with each other? If you encounter an unimaginable situation, even for Mei Lang, such an unimaginable situation is really an unimaginable situation.

He doesn't know where people put benevolence and morality when they don't need it, and what do those who can't do it at all think about the morality they learn?

No, Mei Lang looked at Anzi in a daze, and suddenly thought of something......

Yingzi is possible for Anzi to become husband and wife, whether it comes true in the end or not, when the result is not known, Yingzi is Anzi's most valuable woman.

Think like this...... Is that right?

Benefit...... Can it also be applied to Yasuko? It was he who said that as long as the interests are connected, everything that is impossible, illogical, and unwilling to believe will become real and unchangeable.

No matter how unreasonable it is, it will become reasonable.

But what if this speculation is to spend the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain? How can a guesser answer? Have they ever thought about such a question? Will they think about everything at the same time? They will think that the conclusions they have come up with are true or false, and even fall into the abyss of fear of untruthfulness as the logic of their guesses.

Merlang shook his head.

He didn't know what he was thinking anymore......

Originally, Yingzi's affairs were sad enough, although Mei Lang didn't feel too sad, but after understanding the concept of death, such a beautiful flower living in this world would be a little sad when it was cruel and more like a meaningless death.

Sad......

Saddened......

Could it be that I feel like I am now, as if something bitter is spinning in my heart?

Compared to those who were bitten to death by the Shadow King Snake, the girl who brought food to herself also chatted with her for a while, her smile.

She said, it's okay, just take your time, horses are very docile animals, as long as you are gentle with them, they will be gentle with you.

Mei Lang didn't speak, but looked at the red horse that almost kicked him to death, there was really no way to agree with what this girl said, but what could he do? He smiled slowly.

Didn't speak to her.

He is familiar with the people here, except for Xiao Zhang and Anzi, almost no one is familiar with him.

Yue Qingxue was not familiar, but even more confused. However, now that Yingzi is gone, what is the current mood? Obviously, he didn't even say a word, this is what Anzi said, after a person dies...... Glamorous?

Why is it called charm? Anzi ......

Anzi didn't seem to hear his words, at the entrance of this cave of refuge, even if there were not many people nervous, even if the atmosphere was very lively, Anzi's eyes were naturally only staring at the magician who exploded.

I don't know what he's thinking.

"I don't want to believe it." Merlang spoke again, and he lowered his head and looked at his hands.

"Don't want to believe what? Is this it? As if noticing him, Anzi put away the test stone.

"No, I still don't want to believe that their deaths are meaningless. It's something that they can't say for sure, it's something we can't say for sure, and it doesn't feel very good to me, and I don't know why...... I...... Actually, that's not the case. Mei Lang looked at the ant crawling on the ground of the secret passage with some sadness, the ant seemed to have been swirling here for a long time, and it was only now that Mei Lang noticed it, it turned out that his own blood was dripping on the ground. The ant may have wanted to gather his companions to carry away the sweet drop of blood.

"I don't know what you mean, but I want to ask you a few questions." Yasuko turned to look at the confused Mei Lang, and he watched as Mei Lang led the ant to his hand, and his body was lying with the kind of sweet blood that would attract ants.

In fact, Mei Lang wanted to ask Anzi a question more, but he still nodded silently.

"Do you know where Yingzi is from?"

"I don't know ......"

"Do you know who Yingzi's parents are?"

"I don't know ......"

"Then do you know what Yingzi likes?"

"I don't know ......"

"Heh......" Anzi smiled contemptuously again, and Mei Lang did not speak.

Pinch that ant to death.

"So, isn't that pointless...... The meaning of her existence and the meaning of her death disappeared without a trace, just because she met the predatory Shadow King Snake, and the Shadow King Snake was like us eating pork, eating her, we ate pork, it was natural for us to survive, so Yingzi's death was also destined to be natural for the Shadow King Snake. Because we're stronger than pigs, because the Shadow King Serpent is stronger than us. Such a death...... What's the point? Yasuko also began to lower her head and look at her rough hands.

There are calluses all over it, and even if it is as powerful as Kong Wu, it is useless.

"If you're saying that filling the belly of the Shadow King Serpent is a meaningful thing, then I don't say it......" Anko sighed, shook her head, and smiled again, the corners of her mouth twitching, tugging at his face, unable to hide.

"No......" Mei Lang shook his head.

"Are you confused? Knowing the meaning of death......"

"No ......"

"Man dies...... Can't be resurrected......" Anko fell behind the wall, banging her head against the wall and looking at the people who walked by.

In a hurry, the Shadow King Serpent fled, inspiring everyone, nay, the others......

"I don't know what to say anymore, what I'm thinking now, my head, my chest, it's all messed up and I can't control it." Mei Lang still lowered his head, his inch was as white as light in the light.

"Me too...... If only I could truly understand the meaning of death...... Whether it is such a life of inaction in the current Double Horse Club, or died in the belly of the monster, what is the meaning of such a life? Where is the reason why I don't die? What is the meaning of my life? ”

Yasuko closed her eyes, and a tear slipped down his eye. His voice also began to choke, and he said, "Yingzi...... Why is this happening...... Ah......h

Mei Lang heard the sobbing, and raised his head to see Anzi holding back tears, and when he raised his head, Anzi turned his head and quickly wiped his tears.

"I don't understand either...... Mei Lang lowered his head again to wipe the drop of blood away, the ant had slowly crawled on top of him, he saw it, and he didn't have any idea.

Could they be looking for the dead ant?

"Without the past, there is no suffering before amnesia...... How nice......" Anzi felt better, forced her throat to speak, and coughed, very big, like a fish bone stuck in her throat was removed.

"Death...... And not so far away...... I still firmly believe that even you should understand that you may have been a miserable person in the past, and not necessarily a rich kid. Anzi coughed again, but this cough was noticeably lighter.

"I know......" Meran replied to him, letting the ants crawl onto his arm.

"Do you want to know the true story?" Yasuko said slowly.

"What?" Mei Lang looked at Anzi in shock, shocked that he would say such a thing. So suddenly.

"Actually, there was never a little nurse, that old man, not a meritorious veteran, he was a deserter, and there were no respectable descriptions, he was crazy drinking, and he became disabled, paralyzed and unable to move. I can only lie in bed all day long. ”

"And then?"

And then ...... A hairy rat slipped into his house and slowly gnawed at his legs, but he was unable to resist and eventually bled to death...... Dead without a body......"