Chapter 59: Courage
() "Yes, she's always been in the form of a little dragon in my house...... If you don't say it, I'll forget that she's going to turn into a beautiful girl. Changyu Feng put the cicada chrysalis in the ground, and the soil in the warehouse was also very hard due to the weather, he wanted to test whether the drill bit installed on the cicada chrysalis could withstand great pressure, if the cicada chrysalis could predict danger and could not transmit information, then the original intention would be lost.
"Huh...... Has she never changed? It's a little strange......" Tsubaki ran over again in confusion.
She was visibly hard to believe that a dragon was really like a child.
"So, is there anything missing from your story that hasn't been said? About her? Changyu Feng watched the cicada chrysalis quickly enter the ground.
He didn't care much about Elaine, Elaine had fun with the bear, and there was essentially no difference between her and her own inability to protect them, she couldn't be blamed, she could have her own choice.
"No, right...... However, there is one thing that really hasn't been mentioned. Tsubaki sat there again, looking at the small hole dug by the cicada chrysalis.
"What?" Changyu Feng glanced at Tsubaki, about Elaine's past, Tsubaki was the most vocal.
As the reincarnation of Tsubaki's mother-in-law, Tsubaki is still a thousand years old in age, and if Tsubaki remembers all the big things in Wenti County, he can be regarded as a legend.
Although the cultivation of demons and the cultivation of human beings are incomparable.
"Elaine is talking about her past. The dragon named Talmaka was in her past. Tsubaki took out the cookies from his pocket and placed them on the plate one by one.
"That's right...... Dragon...... It's been a long time since it disappeared......" Changyu Kaede sighed. The cicada chrysalis seems to have stopped halfway through, which should not be a problem of insufficient source power, but a block of the drill bit.
"She is the last female Ice Dragon, named Talmaga Icewind, also known as Isas." Tsubaki set up the biscuits, which had been baked by Emina herself, just because she had bought two extra packets of wheat flour.
After arranging, Tsubaki picked up another piece and sent it to his mouth.
"If you can, it's better to call her Elaine, the last female Ice Dragon descendant, there are too many things to carry."
"How?"
"What do you think, what mounts do the dragon knights of the Duchy have now? It must be a wurm species, if dragons mate with other creatures, hmm...... Forget it, you're still too young, I'll just say that. Tsubaki changed his position and lay on his side beside Wang Die.
Wang Die turned off his own power supply, like a pile of wood.
"In order to maintain the purity of their own ethnic bloodline, some races will do a lot of inhuman things at will. You can't imagine it at all. Especially the race whose bloodline is purer and more powerful. For example, the dragons. The Ice Dragon must be combined with the Ice Dragon to give birth to a purer bloodline, so something will happen here. Tsubaki seemed to say something very bad, very quietly.
In the entire warehouse, only Changyu Kaede was tinkering with the sound of the cicada chrysalis, so Tsubaki's voice was still very loud, and if he wanted to get smaller, he could only whisper.
This is called talking about sexual perversion.
Even demons can't be avoided.
"Listen." Changyu Feng looked at the drill bit of the cicada chrysalis and knocked it a few times with a small hammer, but there was no movement.
"I don't know how they did it, there is only one female ice dragon, that is, Elaine, who is going to be burdened with the responsibility of family reproduction." Tsubaki seemed to be thirsty and looked around for any water to drink.
"Hmm......" Chang Yu Feng nodded sadly and sighed.
"So, you can imagine why she's in Wentishire. She must have escaped, and it was normal for her to be reluctant to face the past. Tsubaki looked at the ceiling of the warehouse, turned his head with interest and looked at Changyu Feng and quipped: "She eats every day except for eating, and if she becomes a little fat, I guess no one will like it." When she wants to, no one will like her, it's sad. ”
"Dragon...... Will you gain weight too? No......" Changyu Kaede looked at Tsubaki in surprise, he remembered that Elaine, who was a little overeating, was a little scared.
"Hahaha, sure enough, you're panicking too. If Elaine is a big fat person, it is estimated that not many people will like it. Tsubaki laughed and rolled over Wang Die's body.
"No one likes a fatter person, after all, the first impression is not very good, and it is difficult to raise the score no matter how much you add it in the future." Changyu Feng put the cicada chrysalis into the box and covered it.
I don't have spiritual power, so it seems that I should give up this kind of thing.
"So to speak, who doesn't love a handsome young man? If there is a choice, it will definitely be in line with human logic to exclude the least wanted to continue liking first. Tsubaki nodded clearly: "This is not just about making friends, but also about choosing people for life." It may still be different. ”
"You say, can Elaine, as the Ice Dragon, dissolve the ice and snow? How do I feel that this snow is not like an ordinary heavy snow? Chang Yu Feng stood up and picked up the plate and walked towards the gate, Tsubaki jumped up and followed.
Changyu Kaede seems to have given up on the detection of the cicada chrysalis, he thinks that he should think of a better way, if he needs to move, the drill bit of the cicada chrysalis will definitely not be able to withstand the long-term movement and follow.
He went home now, either hiding in his room and doing nothing, or he went to visit them and then, doing nothing.
Tsubaki was right, he did feel a little guilty, but it wasn't that serious, to be precise, the reason he cried wasn't because they were hurt like this, but because of themselves they were hurt like this.
The two feelings are completely different.
It made her not know how to face the reality.
The fact is that he is not very able to stand there and look at Lin'er and smile now, saying that she is fine, which is already an extremely cruel thing for Chang Yu Feng.
"Really? I don't feel like it, in the county of the same area of Wenti County, it has long been very bad cold weather, and the four seasons of Wenti County are all because Elaine needs to absorb the cold elements between heaven and earth to replenish her body and support her until she is resurrected. "Tsubaki is very tall, standing behind Nagayu Kaede, or side by side with it, it can only reach her thin waist.
"Dragon, by what did he resurrect? And the dragon heart bone armor, is there anything very special? Chang Yufeng looked at the door, it turned out that Elaine was sitting at the door, a little sullen.
"Ah, we just talked about you." Tsubaki ran over and picked up Elaine, holding her up in the sky, the wind and snow drifting, as if she was holding a baby in a dragon suit.
"Ah......" Elaine didn't seem to be very happy, she wasn't interested, she just glanced at Tsubaki very perfunctorily.
She wasn't surprised, Tsubaki's arrival made Changyu Kaede very surprised.
"What's wrong with you?" Tsubaki puts Elaine down.
The wind around them was still very strong, and Nagawa Kaede and Tsubaki stopped and sat down next to Elaine together.
"I'm so hungry, but Amina's mother says she can't eat yet."
"That's it?"
"What else can it be for? I'm going to starve to death. Elaine touched her little belly.
"I thought you were worried about the two of them. So unhappy. Tsubaki pinched Elaine's face, and could see that Tsubaki's interest was high, maybe she was like that.
Every day is not happy, but also over,
Live happily every day.
For Tsubaki, there are no worries anymore.
"Don't worry about those two little ghosts, they are now the key protection objects of the family, and everything is the best. What annoys me the most now is that the elements in my body seem to be starting to mess up again. Elaine continued to touch her little belly.
I don't know if she's dressed or not, but for now, she shouldn't care that much about it.
What she cares about most is still eating.
The loss of elements from her body seemed to speed up again.
Chang Yufeng looked at her sad face, and could only stare at her hands, in the cold environment, her hands had begun to show signs of redness and swelling, which was not normal, but it was normal.
A seven-year-old child, in such an environment, his hands will definitely be red and swollen.
And the problem is that he is a long-feathered maple, and his hands must not be red and swollen. That's it.
Perhaps, Elaine is more worried about the loss of body elements that her body can't bear.
However, it shouldn't be the loss, the pill given to Elaine last time can relieve her storage barrier to the ice element, and now, it has only been a few days, and it will definitely not be invalid.
It should be simply hungry.
"Elaine, you can try to absorb the ice element here, this is simply your natural cultivation ground." Tsubaki hugged Elaine, although Elaine is usually cute, but being held by Tsubaki is a little serious.
"No...... In that case, I won't be able to eat Emina's mother's cooking, I won't feel hungry, it's going to kill me. Elaine was serious about strange reasons.
"Ah...... You're going to get fat like this, and you're fat now...... It's really ......" Tsubaki pinched Elaine's little belly, and Elaine was a little shy and screamed.
It's nice that these two people don't feel any strangeness.
Chang Yu Feng got up with a smile and walked to the back room.
There are so many beautiful smiles in those painted portraits. It's about the family. Whoever they bring back will always have a painted portrait, whether they live here permanently or temporarily, Rajel and Emina's wish they were full of friends.
Despite this, he still has only a few friends. When you communicate with them, you will feel at ease, and you will not be afraid of yourself causing them trouble.
Nagawa Kaede looked at Amina, who was busy in the kitchen, and then at Rajer, who was using magical communication to communicate with the Wentishire messenger department about the migration.
Although it seemed that their conversation was unhappy, Rajer was still not very annoyed, and still spoke to the staff kindly.
Chang Yu Feng continued to go upstairs and came to the door of Erica's room, Lin'er was also recuperating in her room, they needed a long time of sleep to replenish the torture caused by the sickness and demonic qi, if they didn't sleep, they might still be able to feel the tremors in their throats and lungs.
Of course, this is what Changyu Feng guessed, and it can't be said to be guessed, if there is no channeling, it will definitely leave a shadow.
Can he only be silent?
Still can't do anything else.
If it does, it will be a very sad thing.
He couldn't ask, he didn't know what to do anyway.
There is no ** person, such a description is completely wrong for him, he groped in the dark, the enemy he needs to face, has always been too strong, his goal, his ** has always existed.
That is to defeat those who hide in the shadows. All of us have to pay a price that is a hundred times more painful.
He sometimes wonders if this is too cruel, but as long as he thinks that such a thing happens to someone who is involved with him, this kind of price can't be increased by a hundredfold.
He can't be depressed at all, and he will never lose motivation just because of self-blame, because now he, even if he has no strength, even in winter, his hands will be red from the cold, he is destined not to give up this idea, stupid, it does not belong to him for a long time.
It's just that now I can't make too many moves in every step, which will cause death at least and suffer with the people around me.
If it were someone else, he would definitely be considered to have a calamity attribute and be a broom star, but if he stayed away from other people, he would have a better explanation for himself.
The things that Shadow Seeker said to him, the sins of humanity, and the brilliance of humanity are too broad, and some of them are unclear.
But, one way or another, now, something does need to change.
Going with the flow is not that there are no changes, but rather a more natural improvisation.
Looking for the Shadow of the Desolation has the intention of looking for the Shadow of the Wilderness, and the Long Feather Maple also has the idea of the Long Feather Kaede.
It's not clear what Seeking Desolate Shadow thinks, after all, he didn't say it explicitly, and he won't say it explicitly, but Chang Yu Feng must know his thoughts, he wants to give himself more **, let those demon kings under the shadows guess a little, or, just let them change their strategy, don't blindly think that they only care about two people, as long as they target these two people, they can make themselves succumb.
This is absolutely wishful thinking, and it is absolutely impossible to succeed.
one's own feelings are not something that can be destroyed by ordinary emotional connections. This kind of feeling that life is worse than death, have you ever thought that it has been experienced thousands of times.
Even if you never succeed, even if you lack the courage you deserve.
Perhaps, the signal sent by oneself must definitely be changed.
On the surface, you can't be a warm-hearted person, let alone a child who doesn't have anything, you need them to spend the past few years safely, and if you leave, they won't have anything to do with you.
At this point, there is definitely a need for a strong enough change.
Instead of living like this.
Of course, he wanted to believe that Shadow Seeker was right to go with the flow, but now, he understood something.
He definitely needs to go through a catastrophe.
Spiritually, physically and mentally, an unprecedented catastrophe is needed.
It's like changing his Shadow of the Wilderness.
He needs to be braver.
Have the courage to leave all reliance, leave all attachments, and kill all the way forward.
If it can't be there, things like the Izuku Conference will inevitably go back and forth and won't be broken.
Perhaps, the current situation is very similar to Elaine, who was persecuted by her family.
If she doesn't have the courage to leave, she will definitely become a tool for the family to multiply.
For the sake of all those he knows, he must change.
Chang Yu Feng put down his knocking hand and turned back to his room.
Opening the door and looking at the scrolls in his room, he sighed.
If under the shadows, it is the enemy who is hiding, then now, what he needs is enough light.
And not a false corner of the peace.