Chapter 80: The Same Tangle [Mei Lang]
() "I learned a word." Mei Lang stood at the gate of Mei Lang Village, Majia Village, and looked at Anzi with some sadness.
Anzi saw him off.
He's going to leave Majia Village, and he needs to leave no matter what.
Perhaps, only by leaving can we find a way out.
"What word?" Anzi took a bite of noodles, sucked it, and ate it.
Today, noodles are eaten in the village again, and they are not specially prepared to practice noodles, and only Anzi is alone to say goodbye.
No one will come to send you, and you won't feel sad, and in order to find your lost memories, everything you have lost, you need to understand.
Whether it is what you have or what you lose, only if you remember it, you will ever exist in your own world.
"Be smart."
"Huh?" Anzi crooked his mouth and said in surprise: "What? Smart? β
What is this newly learned word?
"Yes......" Mei Lang nodded, raising his burden a little.
"Actually, I feel like I'm a bit smart about myself, I haven't learned anything, but I'm about to start wandering in this world on my own."
Mei Lang's words made Anzi chuckle, then shook his head, stirred the noodles of the mobile phone, the cabbage was stirred to the top of the noodles, he took a roll of chopsticks, sucked it, and ate a large lump of noodles.
There are many things that can be ignored compared to the Double Horse Club, such as the thirst for a big meal, the thirst for meat, and the desire to constantly reduce expenses.
The Shuangma Club is preparing to transport the goods to the Chaofeng Canyon, and if it is not shipped again, it may be that the Shuangma Club will fall apart, and it will only be an instant. There are not enough supplies, and Mei Lang is leaving, which can be regarded as the general trend?
It's a bit of a coincidence that he left by himself, which is in line with the personnel transfer of the Double Jockey Club, and it may be in line with everyone's wishes.
"It's bad, I really feel like I'm a bit of a self-conscious person. And there is no way to get it back. Mei Lang clutched his burden tightly, and there were still green tendons on his hands, it seemed that it was indeed as he said, and the current situation was a little heavy for him.
"What did the president say to you yesterday? Hit you so hard? No way...... Why am I a little bit incomprehensible? Anzi smiled and teased: "Being called stupid? You're kind of funny right now. β
"Yes......" Mei Lang's eyes were a little hesitant, deep bags under his eyes, as if he hadn't slept all night, he blinked his eyes, and said in a low voice: "If I don't pretend to be smart, maybe everything won't happen, and if I do something wrong, I won't even have a chance to make amends, which makes me ashamed."
"You...... Got your memory back? Anzi looked at him in surprise, saying such things, what happened to Mei Lang and the president last night?
How could it be...... So melancholy?
"No ......" Mei Lang shook his head gently, but no one knew what he was thinking, he was as dull as when he was just rescued to Majia Village, even stupid.
Yasuko didn't speak.
"Be smart, hey......" Mei Lang once again sorted out his outfit and officially hugged his fists and said: "Take care...... Brother Ann. β
"Alright, alright...... You go, I won't leave Majia Village, if you encounter any difficulties, you can still come back, you are flying outside, remember to come here to pick me up and enjoy a good life. Anzi also hurriedly put down his face and also hugged his fist.
"Either way, I'll be back to see you." Although Mei Lang is in a bad mood, this sentence is definitely true.
"Then me! Gone......" Merro turned.
I hope that I will never go back.
Isn't it?
saved his life, and he should have repaid him, but it's hard to say, everything has changed......
How can unspeakable grief ...... It's so hard.
"Take care! Mei Lang! Anko stood in the doorway and waved at him.
In fact, the encounter in the world may be like this, after treating others sincerely, you also hope that others will treat you sincerely, but how can there be so many people who are willing to treat you sincerely? And how can there be so many people that you are willing to treat sincerely?
In the end, there will still be a centripetal feeling, and people who tend to have a relationship with themselves, whether it is the past or the future, have already been divided into categories and levels in their hearts.
Some people say that Mei Lang is just a horse manure who cleans the horse cellar, and Anzi will naturally be belittled when he gets along with him.
can come to see him off, and naturally he came under pressure to send himself, not to mention that Mei Lang deliberately found a meal to leave, everyone is eating at this time, Anzi will not be embarrassed, and they will not be embarrassed.
Right.
That's it.
Mei Lang shook his head, is he sad?
Is it sad to leave here?
No way......
Who knows?
Will my heart beat normally with everyone else?
Mei Lang touched his heart, and the sad feeling was unimaginable, uncontrollable, and even irreversible.
I have a wife who has passed away.
Although I don't know who she is, her departure has driven me crazy, and even now, there is no way I can't help but think about her face, or even everything about her.
What kind of person would she be?
What will happen to her?
How kind she is,
Could it be because of her kindness that I love her so much, even when I know about it, my heart can't stop aching.
Her everything,
If
If I don't take the initiative to find it back,
Will she be like a person without a trace, who has never existed in this world?
My wife.
Even so, I can't be like any of her demon kings, including everything in myself, is a dream with nowhere to put it.
There is no trace at all.
Pathetic?
Is it pathetic?
Is it ridiculous?
No, it's just me, I'm just smart.
I shouldn't, have a reverie, I should go down to earth with every step of my own, less thirsty, in order to seek my own past, and can't bear everything in the Double Jockey Club, any suffering, need to carry the past, instead of leaving so wisely.
Do I have the blood of a teenager?
Do I have the maturity of an adult?
I'm so confused.
I don't know where the so-called road ahead is.
Walking on the tree-lined path, Mei Lang sighed and thought wildly.
Obviously can't do a thing well, but he thinks he's smart and wants to pursue a better position, and he doesn't even know how many pounds and taels he has, that kind of potential, in his own body, is likely to be just a joke, if you don't follow the master to study deeply, you're a waste after you're done, isn't it?
Such a mood is so complicated.
Is this the sorrow of a person whose name is casually given by someone else?
Amnesia......
Loss of memory......
Lose all your memories......
It's like falling into a never-ending cycle.
Obviously there are no clues, but like this, people leave without understanding.
I......
Chaofeng Canyon......
Will there be an answer?
What did I do there?
What kind of reason will there be, but where to go?
Everything about me should be based on that.
Will there be any kind of powerful enemy?
Or, some people, some things?
Or...... Now I have no way of knowing.
Wouldn't it be funny?
The person who once lost his memory there, now, is going to go there slowly.
I'm scared about how to get the past, how to get into the future.
That's bad, isn't it?
My dear wife.
If you're looking at me from the sky, can you give me a direction?
So that I can find you, your past, your everything.
All yours have.
There is no future for me.
"I want you to remember! We're here! It's not about eradicating demons! It's for Ziming, he's still young! We have to take care of him! He is now the only heir of the Ning family! β
A voice said sternly.
"I know I know, but I'm so hungry right now...... Where can I find something to eat? There's really nothing around here, and further on there is the morning wind, and I'm afraid we won't be able to get through it at all. We're too weak......"
The other voice was a little more relaxed, but the second half of the sentence was visibly nervous, even scared, and it sounded like he was still complaining about hunger.
Merro stood and looked in the direction of the sound.
A very thin man is holding a small child, listen, is it called Ziming? A short, chubby man next to him was also looking at him in surprise.
"Human! Mankind! The fat man shouted loudly and circled around the thin man in a panic, and the thin man grabbed the fat man and whispered a word of idiot! We are human now, too!
Mei Lang listened carefully, and took a step back with some fear, it seemed impossible to pass by like this.
Goblin...... Monster......
No way......
Mei Lang touched his self-defense knife with some fear and grabbed it tightly.
"Oops. He wants to draw weapons! The thin man yelled badly, put a sleeping child into the fat man's arms and stood up by himself, he looked at Mei Lang, and did nothing, but his somewhat pointed monkey cheek face came out of the shadows, which made Mei Lang panic even more.
"You are friend or foe! Why follow us! The thin man shouted loudly, and he looked a little scared.
Monster......
Mei Lang could naturally see the red aura emitted by the thin man and the fat man, which was different from that of other human beings.
That's the aura of a demon.
Even if you take on a human form, you can't hide it.
"I ...... Just passing through. Mei Lang has an ugly look, if he encounters a terrifying man-eating monster, he really can't deal with it.
And they seem to be hungry, and there is no food nearby at all.
"Since that's the case! Get me out of here! The tall and thin man shouted loudly, as if it never stopped.
"That's right! Right! Since that's the case! Get out of here! We don't mess with river water! The fat man agreed.
His writhing hands and feet were a little funny, but he was holding a baby and couldn't let go of his hands and feet.
"How offended...... Mei Lang looked at them, withdrew his hand with the knife, and hurriedly ran to the position of Chaofeng Canyon.
The fat man stared at him and ran out, hugging the baby in his arms tightly.
"Eh, eh! Where are you going? The thin man watched him run in the direction of the Wind Canyon, and suddenly shouted again as if to stop him.
Mei Lang had just run out not long ago.
Stop now.
How can you stop when you are called by a monster?
Oh my God, so, I'm really naΓ―ve.
"You're going to Chaofeng?"
The thin and fat are still in place.
"Yes...... I...... I'm going to ...... the wind" Mei Lang secretly scolded himself for such an obedient answer, he was used to being honest in the Double Horse Club, and now, I really don't know what to do.
Smart.
Is it?
Mei Lang didn't dare to make a move.
"Do you know what the morning wind has? It's messed up there now...... Are you a human who wants to cross the morning wind? The thin man was surprised, but also puzzled.
"I ...... Are you monsters so nosy? Mei Lang was also a little puzzled, his movements were stiff and not so natural.
Even, parked in the middle of the road, not knowing what to do.
"Chaofeng has long been unable to see any humans walking past, you will definitely die if you go now, even if you have the ability to pass through the sky, it is absolutely impossible to pass through Chaofeng Canyon, if you have nothing wrong, or something unsightly, it is recommended that you go back the same way." The thin man nodded as if pointing at the maze and stretched out his finger to point the way he came.
"That...... Then why can you go......" Mei Lang knew that he had met a better little monster, and he was not so nervous.
However, it is still a little strange why they can go to the morning wind?
Originally, I wanted to find a little clue, if it wasn't possible, even if I was buried here, it should have been.
There's nothing wrong with that.
If you come from the morning wind, then everything should have an ending.
Whether this ending is good or bad.
Well, he was really afraid of death. But so what? People who have no past, as always, should not ......
Well, no matter what, you should live so happily, instead of being worried, so anxious, or even innocent, and in a different place.
"We're youkai...... The monsters and the demon army have a contract, and they will definitely let them go, and they won't embarrass us. The fat man shook his shoulders and continued: Look at your appearance, why don't you know this thing?"
"I ...... It's hard to ...... words" Mei Lang shook his head, not knowing how to explain it.
Like the monsters explained, it doesn't seem to be much said about the past.
Everything now, for no reason, relied on some of his own ideas to execute, and even came to Chaofeng Canyon to find his own clues without any basis.
The abyss lies ahead.
It's such a strange thing, unbearable, even unimaginable for men, so complicated that it's confusing.
"As for me, I must advise you to go back as soon as possible, otherwise it will definitely be a matter of time before you are in a different place." The thin man shook his head and said, "How can human beings in this world be so stupid, they will run wherever the most dangerous place is, I am really convinced."
"However, I can only go to the wind." Mei Lang looked at the skinny monster and could only say like this: "Thank you for your kind reminder, but I really can only go to Chaofeng Canyon."
With that, he really turned around again and walked in the direction of the Wind Canyon.
"What a fool, not afraid of death...... I don't know what's wrong...... "The thin man took the baby back into his arms.
"Ming'er doesn't cry or make trouble, and I don't know which one it looks like! Hey......"