Hearing Erica's words, Chang Yufeng was a little unnaturally stunned for a moment, he leaned back, and didn't know how to answer.

Perhaps, this will be an opportunity for himself, the current situation is that there are two selves at the same time, Lan Luo's purpose is not clear, why he is here I don't know, but for now, I have encountered such a situation, it is not once or twice, I have experienced a lot, and I don't know if I am more mature or more naïve.

This feeling is very strange, and the even greater confusion cannot help but think about it.

This time, he really wanted to take the initiative and do something!

Without the existence of Shadow Seeker, he has nothing to worry about, that is, the pressure on Shadow Hunt is too great, and it really depends on his heart, he didn't seriously help Shadow Hunt "do things", and even to some extent, he didn't really feel the impact of his efforts, which was minimal.

Without any effort of its own......

It's just relying on the search for the Shadow of the Desolation, so what's the point?

Itself is just a more permanent container that can be deprived at any time...... The thought that was missing like that made Chang Yu Feng suppressed and couldn't be released.

It's not so much the oppression of the Shadow of the Wilderness, of course, the Shadow of the Wilderness is not oppressed, the strength of the Shadow of the Shadow has touched the blind spot of Changyu Feng's knowledge, and it is impossible for him to reach the level of the Shadow of the Wilderness in a short period of time, or please ask for the control of the Shadow of the Wilderness.

That's almost impossible......

Now, it's a sense of relaxation...... Although he didn't know what to do now, for now, staying by "himself" might be the most correct decision.

Of course, it doesn't matter if you stay in all its forms.

Now, it's for yourself......

Perhaps, from a certain point of view, it is indeed that he lives as another living being.

The boy named Jack, also known as Chang Yu Feng, was standing there, he was expressionless, and he didn't know what he was thinking, Chang Yu Feng looked at him, quite emotional, chewing the biscuit in his mouth, and he didn't know what it tasted for a moment, but he felt that if he didn't chew, he would lose this beauty.

Being able to face the past self is actually a very distressing thing, the beginning of all this, and the next thing to happen is blurred because it is too long, such a well-behaved teenager, in such a family becomes a "good boy", and then absent from the dragon conference, resulting in a sense of frustration from the inside out of missing a bright future......

Then there is the heavenly fire born by oneself, this unimaginable pressure, the tragic situation in the world makes my view of life blurred, the kind of insignificance that is getting more and more blurred, and I don't know how to live......

Confused......

It seems that he has never retreated......

Guts......

It seems that the courage to live for oneself has never grown, and that little bit of retreat...... It has also become extremely small......

I became such a self, and I didn't grow at all in the midst of the distress again and again...... Perhaps it was because the Shadow of the Wilderness was too powerful to resist at all, and even lost the motivation to resist......

In that memories-free shell......

What the hell are you?

In the body of this lamb......

What are you?

Will it be merciful? Seeing what this ignorant teenager is about to go through...... Long for everything......

Is that all suffering?

Is it in your own hands?

The Invisible Future......

Where is it?

Maybe it's in his own hands now, or maybe it's probably a dream, and although there is no logic to it, he really, really wants to do something......

Really want to do something......

There is no dismay...... The clouds and smoke of the past that are not over the years seem to be so confusing...... The feeling of eagerness to stretch out this time to show the way for the past self suddenly came up, and it was out of control.

The wrong way...... I've walked all over the ...... I really shouldn't let the ignorant teenager who stood there and didn't know what the future would hold back to go through the past journey......

The journey was too bitter......

Or even miserable......

This goes all the way down...... Can it really be?

Become who you are now?

Obviously working so hard, obviously wanting to work so hard to do something...... But it's really like having fate as a companion, and you can't do it......

Bitter...... Helpless...... Repression...... Do you really need this teenager to walk through it?

Now, he can stop it, perhaps, under his own teaching, everything will change drastically, he can remind those dangers that "he" may encounter, he can teach those moves that "he" must learn, become the best among his peers, maybe he can also let this child spend this life in peace, not to mention glory and wealth, but ask for food and clothing, and do what he likes......

Thinking too much......

The corners of Changyu Kaede's eyes were a little moist......

Do you know?

Maybe...... It's too bitter......

All afflictions come from "innateness...... If I had to talk about it, it could also be said to be fate, but he didn't want to think like that, he was "born" to get things

——As a young master of the mountain gate who has subtly controlled the real power by the emperor, it is already a blessing to have no seat puppet

- As an elemental "genius" with an elemental affinity, he may be able to enter the Royal Academy called Fran to study, but it is in vain due to the innate suppression of the bloodline.

- As a time-traveler, he can only struggle in distress, and the layers of truth are too secretive for him to start and get a little clue close to the truth.

- As a puppet of the Supreme King...... The better I did, the closer the sense of oppression hit, and I didn't have a good night's sleep......

How do you live?

How to live it?

This life......

Or the next life......

How should I live?

Spiritual bondage, physical bondage......

It's too naïve to resist yourself......

He'd seen too many meaningless deaths, or the kind of deaths that bothered him...... The cruelty of this world...... It's always so cold, live, who to live for, how to live, what's the meaning of living...... It's all like a bubble, and no one can calm down and think about it.

I've never been hungry myself...... I am not the only child who has been abandoned on the street, but who are the same people who have been treated in welfare homes like myself? This kind of luck...... Become so precious, yet so cruel......

I came to this spiritual realm by myself...... I thought everything was going to be a lot better...... But because of his unwarranted identity, it is difficult to have a peaceful life......

Sometimes, the difficulty is to have a stable sense of distantness, which is also a kind of distantness that is difficult to reach, so that it is no longer possible to see how to go forward in the future......

Maybe you shouldn't let this old teenager be the same as yourself anymore......

Now, he can change ......

He remembered what Lan Luo said, what a lucky thing it was to have a choice? Maybe I've used up all three lifetimes of luck......

If you really want to say it, the little hope that I have always carried in despair is really always there, and this small, precious emotion has always blessed me.

Perhaps, it is not the inferiority complex caused by being too humble, but the rampant ones are too rampant.

There is still a long way to go and a lot of options to be made...... But that's not really important anymore, it's the right and wrong road signs...... You may regret what you took wrong, but as long as you find the signpost on the right path, you can move forward! There is no need to hesitate, and you don't need to care about the eyes of others, you are living for yourself, and you should live for yourself......

I have never lived so fully as I did on the top of Bailing Mountain.

No, it's for a living, for a future livelihood, for one word: to live.

Maybe every day of hunting, the money from the sale of the money can't be saved at all, just firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea need to spend most of the savings, and there is not enough future to consider.

But I never felt tired.

That is to live for yourself...... Every day, every minute, every second, he was thinking about how he was going to live, and he didn't want to find the rescue of the Shadow......

He never thought of going to the person who beat him to take revenge, he could have a temper, but after going through so much, among all living beings, it is rare to even live, and it is a transcendent relief not to care.

He didn't dare to guarantee whether he was living the right life, because whether it was right or not could not be judged, but the only point, that is, such a day, maybe did not disgust him, he knew that it was not misanthropy, but his heart came from the clouds in the sky, and he was at peace with what he encountered, regardless of the left and right, but the clouds did not know the way to go, and it was also the direction of his heart.

Seeing that the little lamb was sluggish, Erica also felt strange, her original smile was gone, and she was a little sad to touch the fluff of Changyu Feng with her little hand, help him straighten it out, and then looked at her parents and said, "Mom...... He seemed to remember something unhappy...... Could I have hurt him? ”

"Maybe...... The summoned beast abandoned by its master is very pitiful...... Maybe its former owner said the same thing...... Those little children ......" Amina touched Erica's head: "They don't know how to cherish it, they always use their friends to tame the summoned beasts, but they abandon them...... Or even bad for them...... Go and comfort it...... Anyway...... You can give a hug to a sad person~"

Emina pushed forward gently, and Erica also sensibly opened her arms and hugged Changyu Feng tightly, she rested her head on top of the lamb's head, as if her mother put her head on her forehead to comfort herself.

"Don't be sad~ Little Lamb ...... If we become friends...... I will take care of your ...... for the rest of your life."

Chang Yu Feng was distracted, now he has eased up, surrounded by the heat wave, Erica's body has some sweet aroma of sugar, he is a little stunned, Erica's hand is on his back, patting gently, he is a little moved, but he doesn't know what to do......

This simple, innocent has never changed......

Rarity, good boy......

Chang Yu Feng smiled, although this smile was very bitter, but Long Yu Feng still smiled very naturally, and gently put his hand on Erica's sadness, his hand was very short, and could only be placed on the side waist, which made Erica a little caught off guard and itched, making Erica giggle with laughter.

"Okay, would you like to be my summoned beast?"

Erica let him go, Changyu Feng hadn't said a word yet, and when he was about to say a word, he could only see Erica's big face.

"Didn't you say you were good friends?" Chang Yufeng looked at this baby's fat face, and really didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

"It's all the same...... You be my summoning beast, and I'll be your best friend! Erica grinned, remembering that she had taken good care of the large number of dolls in her room, and perhaps it was the first time she had seen cute dolls that could move......

The round and cute little fur ball that even a macho man can't refuse will naturally attract this little girl......

"Then I'm really fooled~ Okay...... I don't have anywhere to go anyway......" Chang Yufeng chuckled helplessly, spreading his hands outstretched, making the family smile a little.

"People are small and big!" Amina tapped Erica's little head with her hand, and Erica smiled and grabbed Chang Yufeng's chubby waist and lifted it up: "Oh!! I've got a summoned beast! ”

"Mom, come here......" Rajel beckoned softly, Emina looked at him suspiciously, and Jack watched the sheep lean towards Erica.

"Brother!" Erica shouted, and gently put the long feather maple on Jack's head, and the long feather maple as an ornament sat on Jack's head, although it didn't hurt, but it was inevitable, which made this ghostly little girl startled.

"Okay, I see......" Jack also reached up to grab Chang Yufeng's waist, presumably trying to get him down.

But Erica picked it up again, and said with a word in her mouth: "Woohoo!" Like a shooting star, the long-feathered maple is undulating in the air, from top to bottom, from bottom to top, and like a mountain undulating and winding.

"Let me take a look!" Jack didn't go to grab it, just stared at Changyu Feng up and down, in Erica's hands, he was like a real flying sheep, up and down, happy, children naturally want to show off, just like a new clothes, they also have to turn around twice in front of others, if it's an acquaintance, it's even better, if there is a unique thing in their hands, anyone who doesn't have it next to him will become an unlucky person to be shown off.

And this unlucky guy is Jack, who just didn't say a word.

The child's innocence is still intact, and Changyu Feng is also appropriately tolerant...... Or even the matching of the open wings, imitating flight.

Jack is different, he has already transformed into the kind of sour innocent eyes that only he has not sent sugar, but just looking at it like this, it is inevitable that he will be a little arrogant, just ask, don't grab it, he looked at Erica, and also looked at Changyu Feng, but he couldn't get it.

"Okay......" Erica put Chang Yu Feng down, and the sudden pause made Long Yu Feng's stomach churn, after all, it was not a real doll, he was a little suspicious that he would be "tortured", if he didn't remind Erica.

This little guy ......

Really, there are naughty enough to make people love and hate......

"What's your name for him?" Jack grabbed Chang Yu Feng's waist and looked at it carefully, no matter what he said, Long Yu Feng felt very uncomfortable......

The past self is looking at yourself so truly...... It's a little creepy, and of course, more of all, that sense of shame......

To tell you the truth, Chang Yufeng looked at Jack's eyes at this time, three points of helplessness, three points of shock, three points of grievance, and the remaining point was ......

Shame.

After all, this little ghost has done all the shameful things he has done, and what is even more terrifying is that he has already done it in a desperate situation, and he has not done it yet......

I'm going to watch him do it again......

It's simply, shameful that we couldn't be more ashamed......