Chapter Eighty-Five: Green Orange Voices
Those who violate the mandate of heaven will cross by boat. 】
What should I say about this?
Actually, this matter is quite personal.
I was ...... I want to die......
Obviously, I am no longer a child, but I still play with those children in Bailing Mountain every day, how old are they and how old am I......
I feel bad......
It's just very unpleasant......
Of course, you might think I'm mentally twisted or something...... There's not much joy in spending all day with these kids, you know...... At first glance, they are lively and cheerful, full of youthful vitality, but in fact, they are going to annoy people......
Just say that they are not good, that's not good, I'm not the kind of person with a small belly, I don't hold grudges, but if I really want to say that they are good, I really don't understand where they are good.
I am...... Very...... Under the weather......
I don't feel well anywhere, my hands hurt my legs, my brain hurts, it's really not going well, and it's so bad to run......
And then......
So I went and looked for death......
I'm going to jump the [Qianzhang Cliff] of Bailing Mountain......
"You? Cliff jumping? Why? The fat man was puzzled, his face wrinkled, and his eyes were about to squint and he couldn't see.
"It's not cool...... At that time, the spiritual power of my whole body was declining, and I was arranged by that bad old man not to mess around in Bailing Mountain......"
"You are a girl's ......" The fat man leaned back, a little incredulous, looking at Junichi Tachibana's figure, petite and cute, not to mention, even getting along, the smile on the corner of his mouth is not necessarily a death-seeking ......
"Not really...... The girls who went out from Bailing Mountain were all the young masters of everyone's mansion who rushed to ask for them......" The fat man pretended to drink tea, and stared at Tang Chun with two pairs of squinting eyes.
"Tut-tut...... Ay...... Man, ......" Junichi Tachibana scratched the itch on his wrist, scratched his little hand, and looked at Nagawa Kaede, who had been staring at the three dice, he didn't seem to be interested, and he just smiled when he noticed her looking at him.
"Tsk, so, it's very personal......"
Junichi Tachibana scratched his head and rolled his eyes.
Anyway, I was brain pumping at that time...... Special Special Brain Extraction ...... I want to jump off a cliff......
I don't even know why......
I had no grudge against anyone at the time...... I also eat it every day, and my body is great, but I just have a very uncomfortable feeling, which makes me feel so boring......
It's boring, it's really boring......
Life...... How do you live...... You said, I was so anxious in front of me, I squeezed my head to cultivate immortals, and my cultivation was almost completed, how did I know that I would have to survive the catastrophe......
Cataclysm......
Heaven's calamity to man......
God doesn't want me...... I...... What are you doing alive...... I was originally engaged...... How do you know that the man is dead...... I still have his wife's name on me, but I haven't seen him at all......
I think......
I felt so miserable at the time......
When you enter the WTO, you have to stay alive and widowed, and when you are born, you can't cultivate anything, and the whole thing is a big waste.
Waste one, where is it uncomfortable......
But, let's be honest,
I'm not reconciled......
I......
It's so unpleasant......
Really, I don't see the point of surviving at all......
I'm so upset!
I just shouted at all the Bailing Mountains!
I'm going to die! It's all for the old lady to see!
Give it all!! Come and see! The old lady jumped off the cliff!!
"Poof......" Chang Yufeng heard this, and suddenly laughed: "Hahaha, it's really like you did something with oranges."
"Ah, this ......" The fat man didn't know what was going on, looking at the two of them, the second monk was puzzled.
"Hahaha...... I also think...... It's worthy of my ......" Junichi Tachibana patted his chest, rubbed his little man a little embarrassedly, and smiled: "Don't you look at me like this...... Really...... It's all very personal......"
"I know, you two are both gods, and compared to ordinary people like me, it's a mess of cattle......"
The fat man took the dice and put them in the box.
They all took the notes from their faces and folded them aside.
"You jumped off a cliff and met Lan Luo? Or did you come across that book? ”
"I didn't ...... I didn't make the jump......"
Only...... It's embarrassing......
The culprit who didn't succeed in jumping was actually that I was knocked out by the young master of Bailing Mountain at that time......
"Young Master of Bailing Mountain...... Have you ever seen the young master of Bailing Mountain? The fat man's excited mouth spat flew out, he wiped his mouth, and looked at Junichi Tachibana in surprise.
"Yes...... I'm sure I've seen it...... Ning Gongji...... At that time, the young master of Bai Ling ...... "Junichi Tachibana picked up the wine next to him, and drank half a bowl with a snort.
Chang Yu Feng wanted to ask, but he held back, just looked at the box in his hand and didn't speak.
"Yo, how old are you? I know that people who cultivate immortals live a long life, but it's really rare for you to be so young and beautiful......" The fat man also drank, grunted, and drank most of it.
Nagawa Kaede doesn't drink alcohol, and he doesn't get sake on it.
For him, his current state is more like an outsider, and he spends his days worrying about that ......
Wearing a floral skirt and a small short-sleeved ...... Modern Woman ......
Looking at the face, it may be a girl, not much old.
This man is strange...... At first glance, the makeup is not a local, nor is it a spirit person, but at first glance, it is a person from another world.
The point is, probably the same as yourself......
It's weird......
Xu Jiaqing's banquet of heroes, is it so big? Can you invite people from other worlds?
"I ...... One hundred and fifteen years old...... I didn't expect that...... Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-" Junyi Tachibana came up with a strong wine, even more bold, and slapped the table: "It's good to cultivate immortals!" Cultivating immortals can prolong life, who wants to die? In order to survive, there are more people who have fought all their lives! Looking for death, it's all too full to eat and have nothing to do...... What do you think about...... I want to live for my mother! So much suffering didn't kill you, didn't you just suffer a little torture! You say, don't you? ”
Tachibana Junyi's face was slightly red, and he snorted, and spit out a sweet smell of wine in his mouth, and he didn't know if it was the fragrance of wine or her fragrance.
"Yes, yes...... This man...... It's not easy to live for a lifetime, it's not easy to ......" The fat man grunted and burped, he drank frantically, and somehow, now he has drunk and burped......
Chang Yufeng looked at the two of them, and he couldn't say helpless, he just shook his head gently.
The truth in this world has always been to give up yourself, so you will have no life.
But that's not always the case......
There is a saying that destiny cannot be disobeyed...... Some things are like being enchanted, and if the heavens are against you, you just can't complete them, and if you don't complete them well, you can't do them at all.
One thing, very important, is that the choice is still in your own hands.
No matter what you do, no matter what you have to choose ...... In fact, the final choice is up to you.
It's nothing more than how much you have to worry about it that will affect your choice......
As long as there is a choice, no matter what the other option is, there will always be an escape option in front of your eyes.
"Yes...... I say...... At that time, I was just stupid...... Don't pull a few ...... Really, no matter what others say, I don't think I can be shaken, but when Ning Gongji told me...... Suddenly I was enlightened......"
"What did he say?"
The fat man didn't seem to care about what Junichi Tachibana said about Lan Luo, and he looked at Junichi Tachibana with burning eyes.
He said......" Junichi Tachibana paused, "I...... I envy those who say they are going to die, they can let go of all the fetters of the world...... Without any reason, they will give up everything they love without hesitation...... They can be so free...... Even the fact of being alive can be given up ......"
"Ning...... Public...... Extremely ......"
Chang Yufeng said three words word by word.
Peaceful...... Pole......
Perhaps, this person should have had and must have an image since he was born......
However, in his mind, there was only a man in a white robe soaked in the wind and snow, smiling at him.
Perhaps, he should have called him father......
But......
He doesn't know anything...... All about this man......
He didn't want to know about ...... Such a man who is related to himself by blood.
Hearing that he might say something like this, I didn't feel a warm feeling in my heart. And then there is melancholy......
but the melancholy of nothing......
"Ning Gongji...... In fact, the story with his wife is quite touching...... Heaven and man are eternally separated, and they both know each other alive, but it's hard to see each other, hey...... It's like the Morning Glory and the Yarn Weaver Girl of the Qixi Festival, maybe even worse than that......"
The fat man was a little sad, and drank a glass of wine with his head down, and it could be seen that he was also a little sad......
Wine, wine......
That's what it is......
People are at the ends of the earth, urging people to break their bowels.
He said, why don't you try to think about enough good things in this world...... Suffering, this kind of thing, the most terrible thing is not its difficulty, but its suffering, if you feel bitter, then it is not in vain......"
Junichi Tachibana took a deep breath, as if at this moment, she was still standing on the edge of the cold and windy cliff, looking at so many disciples who had come to watch.
Whether it's puzzled, blamed, sighed, or encouraged...... She didn't listen to it, but only the young master of Bailing Mountain, the former lord of Bailing, Ning Ji, and the man named Ning Gongji also stood on the edge of the cliff and said these words to him very calmly.
"Please understand such a thing...... It's up to you to choose how you want to live...... Although many times people can't change most things, your choice to live still lies with you...... Look at the female disciples who get along with you...... Their feelings for you are not the fetters on you, the sadness of those who love you...... Or maybe heavier than your own death......"
Ning Ji stood with his hands behind his back, indifferently, his heroic eyes were so bright.
Most women are meant to love him...... Isn't it?
The wind was cool......
"They're their business! You're just trying to provoke me with your words...... I die today! If nothing else, it is to call the injustice of heaven and earth! ”
Junichi Tachibana was resolute and about to jump, she was dressed in a yellow groomed garment, fluttering, like the rhythm of despair.
"Heavenly ...... injustice...... How......"
Ning Ji sighed, and did not stop it, but looked at Junichi Tachibana.
"The injustice of heaven...... How is it? Hum! You were born to be a smooth sail! Where do you know what destiny is unfair! Tachibana Chunyi was angry and stared at Ning Ji viciously.
and that anger, which is clearly unwarranted, will be sprinkled on him.
"You are born, this Bailing Mountain is yours! It's a good life! Of course, you will say that what about the injustice of destiny! ”
"The Father of Destiny, if the Duke is here, it is indeed the sorrow of Destiny......" Ning Ji sighed again, he turned around, and no longer looked at Junichi Tachibana, with the intention of leaving.
"Hey! Tell me! Destiny! Where is the male! ”
Tachibana Chunyi roared, her yellow dress swayed gently, fluttering up by the wind on the edge of the cliff, her divergence, green silk swaying, throbbing still existed, that wild beauty, suddenly appeared, making the coming demise of this beautiful face even more pity.
Perhaps, it's a pity......
"There is no answer...... Destiny is unfair......" Ning Ji turned around and looked at Junichi Tachibana's slightly surprised face.
"Destiny, where does justice come from...... Perhaps, choosing to die is a choice you have already made...... It's hard for me to stop you...... Although I will still do my best to keep you safe. ”
"Huh...... It turns out that the destiny you just kept talking about is also unfair in your eyes......" Junichi Tachibana laughed softly, looking at Ning Ji in front of him with disdain.
"Unfair...... Ning Ji seemed to answer, and said as if talking to himself.
So, things are far more embarrassing than I said, because I was looking for death at that time, and it was too ...... Cranky......
In the past, I concentrated on cultivation, regardless of what he had...... Whether it is cultivation or not, not to mention living happily, even if the life is a little rushing, I was also vulgar at the time, so I wanted to cultivate immortals, in order to no longer live a hard life......
However, when I was so young, it was time to survive the catastrophe, and my failure shattered all my illusions......
Have you thought about it?
I could have become a god, but now, I can only be a waste without the strength of the gold rank......
Of course I have the ability to distinguish between right and wrong, and of course I know that the god or the waste is more important, which is more comfortable for me......
I complain...... How can this not be complained......
I can't compare myself to anyone else...... Because I'm always the last piece of waste...... Others no longer disdain me to compare ......
The truth is, I did jump, but I didn't fall to my death, but I was rescued.
I felt embarrassed because Ning Gongji didn't come to me......
I just thought it was outrageous......
Maybe he really thinks that I have chosen death as the only option, or maybe he thinks it is a sad thing to save a person who is bent on death......
"Yes, it's a pity...... One of them is in heaven and the other is on earth...... It is estimated that they have basically not seen each other for the rest of their lives...... It's a shame that they love each other so much......"
Junichi Tachibana drank the wine and touched his little belly, where the burning heat of the wine was boiling, saying that it was not very comfortable, maybe the wine soothed his nerves. Makes the overall feeling better......
Chang Yufeng didn't interject during the whole process, he was quiet, and anyone with a clear eye knew that he had his own thoughts, and the two of them didn't mean to pull him to chat.
"What's next? Did you meet Lanlo? That peculiar book? "The fat man drank wine and knocked peanuts.
It's like a listener who has moved a small stool and sat down.
"yes, didn't I become famous later...... I just stayed in the library all day, and I soaked all day. ”
"Yo! I didn't expect you to learn to be rich and five-car......" The fat man teased.
"Where, where, I'm blind...... Just when I stayed up all night reading an ancient book...... You know what? "Junichi Tachibana sells the lawsuit.
"What's wrong?" The fat man was hooked, and the peanuts were not chewed in his mouth.
Teeth rattle.
"I met, a ...... God-man ......"