Act 10: Crazy Words]

Bai Yutang......

Chang Yu Feng looked at Bai Yutang.

I wanted to say something, but the stem was in my throat, and I didn't know what to ask him for a while.

He didn't know the details of Bai Yutang......

What a sad thing to do.

He always suffers from other people's motives, and he always encounters a bunch of such.

Those who give him great pressure openly and secretly, always appear inexplicably one after another, and then disappear inexplicably, he wants to do a lot of things, he wants to know a lot of things, but he always fails unexpectedly, this annoying feeling, it is undeniable, has a certain relationship with himself.

But they always hide ...... Or completely disregarding his thoughts.

Everything in Bai Yutang made him feel disgusted for no reason.

Perhaps this feeling directly compared him to the Shadow Seeker. He can't, or even dare not dislike the Shadow Seeker, but he can dislike Bai Yutang.

Bai Yutang knows everything, he directly has a showdown here, the purpose is obvious, he wants to ...... Let yourself be confident in killing Lan Luo.

Why, why all the intricacies are intertwined in him, why, why can't each of you explain everything properly.

That's right...... This is by no means possible......

From the first day of his birth...... He should have understood such a thing......

The person who gave birth to him, that is, his parents, will have any love and hatred that will be associated with him, whether he wants to accept it or not, including his parents' cultivation and cultivation, his education, his guidance, his companionship, and even their financial resources and abilities, will affect his life as a newborn.

When he was born, he had nothing to do with himself.

This life was given by his parents, not that he wanted to come to this world, so he could come to this world, and when he came to this world, if he didn't get a good enough education, if he was out of his parents' education, out of the education of the education institute, then could he really think of this?

Or how much is he missing?

He was taught by Rajer from an early age to be a person who can protect himself, to protect his family, to be a brave man...... to face all suffering.

How ...... is that Sad thing......

He may have understood these truths a long time ago, and the source of his knowledge, after learning from Old Tom and studying in Bailing Mountain for a period of time, has not increased so refined......

It was, what a sad thing, that the reserves of knowledge were completely insufficient, that before he could get used to one place, he had to move to another, his powerlessness was magnified, his insignificance was magnified, he needed too much, and he could think of too little and too little.

This should not be, he may regret not having a stable day to acquire enough knowledge, or maybe he wants to be sufficiently cultivated, not just gentle.

This is so important to his shortcomings that his entanglements, whether they are sad, they all fall into a dead end with no purpose and no long-term goal.

Maybe he should understand such a thing, what he can have, is what it is, whether it is identity and wealth, or character and growth.

Or both.

He wants to be himself...... He regarded himself as an independent individual who could not be controlled by others, and he originally thought that he had had enough of the manipulation of the Shadow Seeker, but he never understood that what he had lost in the Shadow Finder was more and more time to allow him to settle down, even to the point that he could not recover it at all.

The more he wants to be himself, the more someone will pull him to make him grow up in a short period of time, or see the situation clearly, do it clearly, do it well, do it right, and make his own judgment.

But he couldn't always make the best judgment, he wasn't always right, and he didn't even know what important decisions or choices he could make.

He wants to find his true self independently and individually, but often fails because of his own limitations in controlling the situation.

The logical construct in his head has lost too much to make a good enough philosophy of behavior to follow.

He always ...... from the heart

Just like him now, he doesn't know the details of Bai Yutang, he doesn't know the details of the five major families here, he doesn't know the details of Seeking the Desolate Shadow, he doesn't know the details of Chen Lin, and he doesn't even know his own details.

That's why, he looks stupid enough.

A voice in his heart said to him that he should follow his feelings, but he could not get an accurate answer because that voice did not give an accurate answer or judgment.

Go with your feelings...... My own feelings are right or wrong, sincere or hypocritical, vague or clear.

There is a big misunderstanding here.

Some people, since childhood, have their own consciousness, realize that they are part of the family, work hard, have good conduct, and break out for themselves.

As everyone knows, his parents are not by his side, whether they educate him, whether the education is directional, whether the power of words and deeds has affected him, this is absolute, plus his education and experience in the academy, to pile up his character little by little and shine, he can not encounter setbacks, he can also encounter setbacks, when he recalls, it will also become different because of the influence of more and more people he has encountered as he grows older.

However, none of this is fate.

This is all the lifeline called life, intertwined by the change of the length of age, and everything that happens is so fixed because the lifeline has only one intersection point at a certain moment.

Therefore, when life can be reopened, the intersection of a lifeline and other people's lifelines becomes very different at a fixed moment, and everyone's lives are disrupted...... Important and varied.

Chang Yu Feng's lifeline is shining, and even the lifeline of everyone is shining, but this is not fate after all.

Fate is these lifelines, which entangle everything about themselves, and the early arrival or early end of those fixed intersections will change everyone's life.

But no one can reopen ......

Neither can Long Feather Kaede......

He should have died a long time ago...... It's just that he was forcibly implanted with memories by Shadow Seeker.

His life, from the time he lived again, was so pathetic......

His soul should be in the fiery dream called the Great King...... Demise...... There was no way he could resist the inexplicable fear in his heart.

Everyone called him a man who stood up to the sky...... Everybody wants to tell him that you're ...... King of Heavenly Benevolence, your bright future is shining so brightly, you only need to do a little bit to get it.

Do a little bit of what he is not willing to do......

That's ...... Kill Lan Luo before he wants to be himself......

Why is he...... Why kill Lan Luo!

If everything is arranged, you should tell him why......

Instead of being secretive......

Only mention this matter, not make it a sufficient motivation.

It was as if on countless rainy nights, all he could do was watch the ice dragon be pulled by the steel cable and resonate with the last breath of the ice dragon. What she was shouting was a despicable human ......

Why are humans despicable...... What did she do wrong......

Let her scream!

Let her cry!

Let her ...... Understood...... Why aren't humans mean......

Instead of killing her......

convicted her without hesitation, and even made something out of nothing...... Let her be in her own end...... Continued Death......

He couldn't do anything......

He thought......

Why can't he do it......

Is it just because they don't know each other?

Or is it his cowardice?

In the rainstorm, he clearly saw his final appearance......

Those blood-red eyes...... The torn corners of the mouth and the hideous face...... Can only look at ...... The torrential rain washed over their bodies.

What...... I can't do it either......

He lives......

It's like dying again......

No one came to tell him...... What should he do...... His parents were not with him...... His master, Old Tom, was not by his side, and only the shadow of the desolate in his heart was instigating him......

Let's kill......

Let's kill......

Let's kill......

He doesn't want to...... He forced his will and left everyone, and he still had enough good luck...... Someone was found...... Then retreat the terrifyingly weakened Shadow of the Wilderness.

Instead of...... Annihilated......

He simply didn't have enough reason to kill Lan Luo...... He knew that the Shadow Seeker had always been under duress, and he had only recently broken off contact......

All he could do was not be so ...... Serious ...... Terrible to expose yourself to extreme emotionality.

His restraint revealed his stupidity......

He knew, he knew everything, of course he knew that all the grievances and grievances in Longzhong City about Lan Luo would appear this time......

He is also one of them......

But so what. All he could do was stand here...... He can't react with enough agility because he's so passive, and all his resistance is so weak that he can't find his true self.

All he wants is peace in his heart......

Actually, it's not useful at all......

As long as he came into contact with everything about the Shadow of the Desolation, everything about the [Heavenly Emperor of Benevolence], he would inevitably come to such a situation, and let him fall into a deep quagmire.

Whether it's Bai Yutang, or himself, whether it's looking for the desolate shadow, Chen Lin, or everyone present......

In his eyes, they are all so vividly alive in his eyes...... Why can they be so assertive, why can they be so alert, why can they ignore the feelings of others and pour their feelings onto others......

There was no way for him to do it...... But you can't really be a bad person...... His softness and his affection have slowly melted into his bones.

When he realized that he had done wrong, everything about him began to become so extraordinary......

He had a nightmare, and in the red door, the bright red palm of the vice president's grandmother stretched out, grabbing his neck and refusing to let go......

He called Lin'er's name until the rainy night in Wenti...... Everything is reversing......

He came here with her, and she in the hospital bed......

He's changed a lot, and that's what he thinks...... Gentle...... Even if it touches the scar on someone else's heart, there is some scruples......

He became, the kindest and best kid in the world......

"Hey......" someone was calling him softly.

It's a woman's voice.

"This boy ......" The woman spoke to him softly in a nice tone.

When he looked over, it could only be her.

What a beautiful woman she is......

"Childe, if this girl needs painkillers...... I have it here...... I'll bring it to you......" She looked back softly, and put her white hand into her sleeve, a silver bracelet in her hand striking another small clasp brightly, making a small soft tinkling sound.

Chang Yu Feng was silent, and turned to look at Junichi Tachibana, Junichi Tachibana lowered his body in pain, and Chang Yu Feng caressed her lightly, not letting her fall.

"Whew...... Here......" The woman put a small box in front of Chang Yu Feng, who looked at the delicate box, took it, opened it with one hand, and there were many inconspicuous pills rolling around because of the bumps.

"I'll help you......" The woman quickly got up, put her sword on the chair, she was dressed in red, fluttering like a fairy, bypassing Xunhuangying and Wang Haoyun, and walked to his side as they kept staring.

She bypassed him and held Junichi Tachibana, so he could take off his arm and gently put a pill into his mouth, the bitterness of the medicine was too strong for him to bear, he frowned unconsciously, took another pill, and quickly walked around to the front of the Shadow of the Wilderness, and took a cup of tea.

When he ran to Junichi Tachibana without stopping for a moment, he gently put the pill on Junichi Tachibana's mouth, Junichi Tachibana pursed his lips and ate the pill into his mouth, Nagayu Kaede put the teacup on her lips, and the faint tea slowly flowed into Junichi Tachibana's mouth, and her expression was much soothed.

He also gently supported Junichi Tachibana.

"Thank you...... Thank you......" Chang Yu Feng spoke to her, he was taller than her, so his grateful nod was less obvious.

"Hmm...... Childe is more polite......" She smiled softly, leaned her whole body forward, and said to him, "Who is Childe?" Where do you live? ”

Chang Yufeng looked at her starry purple eyes, as if they were deeply attracted to him...... The fate of life and life......

"Eight wildernesses from all over the world...... It's all my hometown......" Changyu Feng also replied softly......

She frowned, and the willow eyebrows were also slightly slanted, and then Shu Juan.

"Good ......"

She seemed surprised by this answer, and she stretched out her hand and let go of her chair: "Let this girl do this...... She's weak now...... Give her a ......."

Chang Yu Feng glanced at Junichi Tachibana, Junichi Tachibana shook his head: "I don't sit, thank you......"

"But ......"

"Nothing...... I don't sit ......" Junichi Tachibana raised her head a little angrily and straightened her neck, like a big snake with her head up and spitting out letters in front of Chen Lin.

"Good ......" Chen Lin glanced at Chang Yufeng, and slowly, step by step, walked to the side of Xun Desolate Shadow, Xun Desolate Shadow laughed softly, and looked at her sitting helplessly, he smiled even more cheerfully.