Chapter 4: Backtracking

"What if, one day......

I'm so sorry...... I used the word if.

Ultimately...... We can't change the past..."

It was not so dark that it was still possible to see things clearly, such as the golden flowers circulating on the high vermilion walls, the delicate edges and corners of the glazed tiles that stood like gold teeth, and the soft flowers that bloomed and drifted quietly in the world suddenly appeared—with a bright light. Suddenly they were out of sight—they were gone, without a trace, and the purple-glittering nebulae shimmered like gold in a dim glimmer for a second, and then dimmed again without warning, merging with the darkness.

No one answered......

Even if he looks like he's apologizing.

In this world, the most dreary thing is nothing more than that.

"Like I told you...... Your insignificance, no matter how kind a person without hard power is, it can only be a cry of weakness. ”

A black shadow, like a ribbon shuttling through the dark nebula, he shuttled like a sharp blade, everywhere he went, it was like cutting the veins of the nebula, making the nebula turn into foam, it was he who was glowing, and those nebulae would glow brightly purple when they approached him, and then they would be scattered by him like a ribbon.

His shadow passed through the top of the golden glazed tiles, hovering above it without stopping.

"You want to be yourself...... But only if you are qualified to be yourself......"

The voice of the black shadow echoed in this dark world, and one palace after another turned into dreamy gold under him, gold illuminated everything that could be seen, and in the golden palace, a thousand strange treasures shone brightly, and with his departure, these treasures also became extremely dim, and disappeared into the darkness again.

As the master of the Three Thousand Palaces, he is too lonely and lonely after all.

"What if...... We can start over in history...... Aren't we going to be the way we are now...... Have a better result...... At least, at that time, you should probably listen to me, and I should listen to your dissuasion. ”

He was visibly sad, but his voice was so passionate,

"But it's a pity...... History cannot be repeated......"

"You go and be yourself!"

His dull cry was like a melancholy after helplessness......

"I'm here for you...... Clearing the way ......"

"Ahh

Chang Yu Feng woke up violently, he was sweating like rain, and even his whole body was soaked, and the whole bed and clothes were sticky, making his breathing even more rapid.

He had nightmares......

A dream so horrible and real.

He couldn't open his eyes...... But he could tell that there should be a person sitting next to him, whose muffled breathing sounded like it was coming out of his nose with a soft, annoying sound.

"Daddy......"

His tentative shout made Rajer a little stunned, Rajer was crossing his fingers, his head bowed with a dull face, and at this time his voice seemed to be glued together, a little hoarse, like a shriveled balloon, and said, "Boy...... You're awake......"

Rajer suddenly scratched the back of his head and said with some embarrassment: "Our boy is really smart...... Even if you don't have to look at it, you can know who's around him......"

"It's the sound of my father's breathing that let me know......" Changyu Kaede didn't want to fall asleep, but closed his eyes to Rajer, although he couldn't see Rajer's face, but now this man must be like a big boy suddenly smiled and apologized.

"Oh...... That's right...... Disturbing the boy until he sleeps......" Rajer lowered his hand and returned to his position, he looked at his fingers, the big hand as anxious as his heart.

"No...... No...... It's like what you see...... I have a nightmare......" Chang Yu Feng lowered his head, the quilt was full of the smell of sweat, and such a strong smell came over, that is, his nightmare lasted for a long time...... It has even just been relieved.

He was awakened...... It's just that the position of the heart is beating very fast, making Chang Yufeng sweat all over his body, and he simply lifts the quilt and prepares to come down.

As soon as he did so, his hand was pulled up by Rajer and touched the water glass.

"Water is here......" Rajer must have been preoccupied, otherwise his hands would not have been so sweaty.

"Oh...... Good ......"

Chang Yufeng was stunned for a second and took the water cup, he didn't feel thirsty, but he still took the water cup and drank it gurgling.

"Boy?"

"What's wrong?"

Chang Yu Feng listened to Rajer's trembling voice, Rajer, he wouldn't talk to himself in the middle of the night for no reason.

"Boy, I ......"

"Dad, what's wrong?"

Nagayu Kaede couldn't see his movements, and could only feel Rajer raise his hand from the slight wind blowing on his head, followed by a thug on his head.

"Tsai Tsai...... I'm really sorry...... Something like this happened to you......" Rajer said slowly, and Nagayu Kaede could see the sadness and tangle on his somewhat handsome face.

"If you can't cure your eyes...... I'm really going to be a sinner for the rest of my life......"

A warm current was like some residual hot sugar water flowing slowly, Chang Yu Feng trembled inadvertently, and Rajer's apologetic voice made Chang Yu Feng unimaginable...... Shiver......

"It's okay...... It's going to be fine soon...... Dad, you don't have to worry about ......" Chang Yu Feng took a sip of hot water, and held the water cup with the blue lion's head in both hands, like a treasure on his lap, and didn't put it back, it would trouble Rajer again.

"No...... Of course I believe in Tsai Tsai...... I was able to get better, but this worry and self-blame kept me from sleeping...... I can only come to you...... It's not going to make your eyes any better, but I ......."

Rajer's apology, along with his responsibility as a father, was clearly presented in front of Changyu Kaede.

Rajer, as his adoptive father, has benefited him a lot from his conduct in the world, or this family is so kind, and getting along with such a family is really a blessing, and he will follow them and try to drift away on the road of kindness.

"It's okay...... It was me who was careless...... Can't blame Dad...... It's all my fault......" Chang Yu Feng shook his head and smiled at Rajer, the dimples on the corners of his mouth were bulging, and Rajer didn't change his mind, he still looked at Chang Yu Feng gently as if he was apologetically.

"As a father, I am really ashamed that my own child has been injured like this......" Rajer withdrew his hand, like a deep old man, hunched his back and looked at the soaked part of the bed.

"Daddy is a good dad...... There is no father in this world who is better than his father...... Why should Dad blame himself......" Chang Yufeng nodded happily: "Well, that's it...... Dad should have faith in himself...... It's my own fault, and there's nothing wrong with my dad...... Don't blame yourself...... Otherwise, I'm really going to blame myself, I wouldn't have blamed myself......"

"But......" Rajer seemed to have a lot to say, but when he heard Chang Yu Feng say this, he just choked up, not knowing how to continue.

"Oops...... Are you alright...... My ability to recover is very fast...... Even in such a fragile place as the eyes...... It can also recover quickly, maybe tomorrow it will be much better...... I'm not going blind...... Dad rest assured. "Chang Yu Feng's fat man is completely well, and he is extremely sharp when he speaks, and if he continues to talk about it, he is so mature now, it will only make Rajer think that he is sensible.

"You know what? Tsai Zai ......" Rajer seemed to change the topic, no longer talking about this matter, but before he said anything, he talked to Chang Yufeng as if he was homely: "In this world, I think there is only one thing worth fighting for and protecting for a lifetime......"

"What?"

"Family."

Rajel blurted out, without the slightest hesitation.

Even if this tall man was sitting and lowering his head, he could see that he was tall enough, and the masculine charm he exuded made Changyu Feng a little surprised at this time.

"In this spiritual realm, there are too many separations and unfairness in life and death...... Money, fame, and fortune are basically things that most of humanity pursue, and the irrational theories deduced by people who obtain money and fame are held as truth...... I have seen too many people who have these two things and have lost the most basic human nature, whether it is the abandonment and murder of their parents to their children, or the unfilial piety and cruelty of children to their parents, it cannot be simply summarized as a lack of upbringing, but their parents and children do not communicate enough with each other......"

Rajel exhaled sullenly, and Chang Yufeng listened, but did not speak.

He could feel Rajer's deep fatherly love, like a big tree, sheltering from the wind and rain without hesitation.

"The definition of family, for me, is to talk about everything, to talk about everything, to be a family member who lives happily together, and to be a friend who can open his heart and whisper anything without hindrance...... Because only when the title of family exists, can you embrace all the complaints and unhappiness of family members......" Rajer's voice was deep, but at this point it became lighter and laughed a little happily.

"Hmm......" Chang Yu Feng could understand a little bit, he nodded, his fingers hooked the handle of the teacup, he was even a little embarrassed, his face flushed.

"So...... I think...... If you are unhappy or need to complain about something, we as family members can be completely honest with each other. I'd love to hear everything you have to offer...... Or for my father's dissatisfaction......"

Rajer's meaning made Changyu Feng a little surprised.

"Dad, what are you talking about...... How can I be dissatisfied with you......"

Chang Yu Feng grabbed the handle of the cup in surprise and almost spilled the sugar water.

"It's not...... Maybe my expression is not clear enough...... I mean...... I want to tell you......" Rajer looked at Changyu Feng with some caution, although Changyu Feng couldn't see it, but he could feel Rajer's soft voice.

"You regret not going to the Izuryu Conference four years ago...... You'd love to ...... Actually, you really want to go to a magic school to study......" Rajer opened his words, making Chang Yufeng squint his eyes very hard, his hand holding the teacup slowly let go, the teacup was sent to his mouth, and the sweet sugar water flowed into his throat again, ah~ sounded, and said briskly: "It turns out that Dad thinks I will complain and disagree with you for this kind of thing...... Ha ha...... What a ......."

"Right...... That's what you think, right...... I'm capable...... Let you go to the Academy of Magic...... As your father...... How could I not want my children to be productive...... After all, a magician is better than a peasant. ”

Rajel felt a little guilty, but now that he had spoken, his movements and fluency had become natural.

Chang Yu Feng didn't think much about it, but answered him directly.

"How could Dad think that...... Doesn't my dad always stand in my shoes and think about me? I want to thank Dad, it's too late...... Right? Changyu Feng laughed and lifted the teacup lightly, wanting to put it on the bedside table, but Rajer quickly took the teacup and placed it on the bedside table, the blue lion-headed teacup had a faint blue light in the light.

"But you're in such danger because I didn't teach you magic...... If you learn a little magic, you can definitely protect yourself...... Tsai Tsai is so smart......"

"Hmm...... Of course...... I'm my father's child...... If you learn magic, you must be the most powerful magician in the world, and you will never lose your father's face. But what does that have to do with the present...... It's all my own problem, not my dad's business. ...... who will never be dissatisfied with his father"

Right...... In this world, if there are parents who can talk to their children like this, empathize with their children. How can such parents be bad...... As Rajer said, a family that lacks communication is only a ghost if it doesn't have problems.

Rajer and Arya are both fine, and it's entirely their own problem that they have demonized and hurt their eyes.

If you can think of it this way, the current conversation has made Chang Yu Feng's heart so warm, and Chang Yu Feng's happy appearance has made Rajer feel a lot more relieved.

"But...... You're following Old Tom to learn how to guide...... The position of a guide is also registered. ”

So that's it...... And they found out.

"That's right......" Chang Yu Feng said with a happy smile, "I learn everything quickly...... If you want to learn, you can naturally learn it, so what's the fuss about? Right? It's just a guide's knowledge. ”

"That's ......" Rajer scratched his head embarrassedly and laughed: "It's also about roaring, but it doesn't matter...... Hahahaha......"

Will you be unwilling...... You can't learn magic in the world of magic......

Although Rajer did not say the real reason why he could not learn magic...... That is, the demonic energy in his body.

Seeking the seeds planted by the Shadow of the Desolation has almost cut off all contact with magic, but what does it matter?

If it's just magic, this won't work...... Let's go the other way...... In this world, there is not only one way to go, and after thinking about this matter, how can he complain about Rajer when he is calm?

"Dad knows a friend...... I would like to recommend you to him...... He's an extremely good talent...... He can surely teach you more things...... That's really a piece of cake for guide knowledge. How about you go and study with him? Since it is Jack who is a guide to learn so easily! I will definitely become his master! ”

Rajer put his hand on his shoulder, looking relaxed, looking at this child with a wounded eye, he went from the guilt at the beginning to the current sudden enlightenment, and there was not much entanglement in his heart.

However, what he said at this time made Chang Yufeng's eyes light up.

"Really?"

The knowledge of the guide has been almost learned with the old Tom, and as a guide, it is too far away to be a guide for a lifetime, and it is not worth it, if it can be more advanced, it is of course incumbent.

"It's going to be bitter, because he's also a guy who doesn't know how to use magic...... Therefore, when encountering danger, it is all dependent on one's own ingenuity. ”

Rajer was so happy to see Changyu Feng, and the entanglement in his heart was also put down a lot.

Chang Yufeng guessed that he was led back by Lin'er, and his eyes were bleeding so much...... It must have been expected that she had learned about Old Tom from Erica and that she would talk to herself.

The guilt of this child made Rajer's true thoughts more sincere.

"What if you don't know magic...... That's not a bad thing...... Isn't it? That makes me more cautious...... And will not be blind to the ...... Aren't I here now? Right? ”

Chang Yu Feng smiled happily.

Although the eye hurts...... But he could have a hunch that he would definitely be cured.

It's not the foreknowledge that he's been through so much, it's his confidence that he won't complain even if he can't see any more light.

"His name is Pelos I, and he teaches in Fran, and he is the youngest young archaeologist!" Rajel seemed to imitate the movements of Pelos, and he put his hand on his head, as if he was wearing a hat: "If it were him, I would be able to ...... at ease"

"...... Pelos"

Chang Yu Feng said this extremely familiar name......

The corners of his mouth were raised inexplicably, and for some reason, he smiled happily...... This inexplicable feeling of happiness is really funny......

Interesting......

It turns out that this is ...... Fate?