[I really want to...... I really want to live...... Dear Mr. Ning, my dear Mr. Ning. 】

【Ding——】

In the wild running of Yunzhong, Chang Yufeng suddenly felt a buzz, and the buzz in his head made him tremble untimely, and he almost fell off the horse.

Fortunately, Lin'er pulled him, he shook his head violently, feeling the dizziness of his body, the sky was spinning, the sky was round, he didn't know, and there was only a roar of [ding-] in his head.

"What's going on...... Is it a side effect? Chang Yufeng held his head uncomfortably, and his wrinkled face made his whole person look extremely ugly.

Seeing that the figure flying out of his side had faded away, he could only open one eye that hurt, this pain was really unbearable, like an ant burrowing into his brain, biting his nerves and distorting his whole face.

"Brother Yu Feng, what's wrong!" Lin'er held Changyu Feng, and the clouds disappeared abruptly, and they almost fell straight to the ground, but fortunately, Lin'er's Vientiane hand supported them and lifted them up.

Standing slowly, Chang Yu Feng really couldn't open his eyes as if looking at the surrounding situation, he trembled and supported the ground with his hands, and beads of sweat like beans fell to the ground like a swarming tide.

On this avenue, only a person like him crouched here in pain, and the people next to him looked at it and walked to the side for some reason.

"I ...... It's okay......"

Having said that, Chang Yu Feng's condition did not improve at all, or even worse, I saw him retching, although the changes in his body were not over, but a big man was retching on the side of the road, which made everyone present a little scared.

Lin'er patted him on the back at a loss, Changyu Feng's green muscles flared up, and the bloodshot on his face began to stand out because of violent retching, and then he couldn't vomit anything, this kind of discomfort could only make the people watching him even more worried.

"Brother Yu Feng!" Lin'er put her hand on Chang Yu Feng's back, pouring her own strength, and slowly golden light flowed into Chang Yu Feng's back, but soon her hand was bounced away, and it was almost impossible to treat her like this.

How can this be the case with a good person!

Is it a side effect?

Still is!

Chang Yu Feng only heard a ding-, and suddenly the noise around him was gone, and he suddenly felt much better, this unexplained pain, retching, and the roar in his brain all made him feel painful, and now they stopped because of this ding.

Chang Yufeng swallowed his saliva, his eyes were red, and his hands were weakly supported, like crumbling double pillars.

It took him a moment to come to his senses, feeling his viscera, his even breathing, and even, even, quietly, beating heart.

Everything, as if nothing had happened, he staggered, he should have had a painful look, because there was no discomfort in his body, and he couldn't force a painful expression.

He quickly closed his eyes and felt the changes in his body.

There is no change, it is really as if nothing happened just now, as if, the self just now is not the current self at all.

He was terrified by how he felt, and it was like ...... It's just as scary to get back to the light.

Looking at Chang Yu Feng who stood up, she was also a little scared, from her violent reaction when she was about to cry just now to her state of being completely fine, Chang Yu Feng was really scared of her.

When Chang Yu Feng himself was doubting himself, his whole body did not have any strange features, and the strength in his body came back originally.

"Brother Yufeng, ...... you" Lin'er pulled the corner of Chang Yu Feng's clothes, looking at Chang Yu Feng was also observing herself, her eyes were a little teardropping, but she didn't know what to say.

It is true that Chang Yu Feng has become an adult now, this young man in black clothes is so handsome and extraordinary, but the series of actions just now are too scary, as if it is the coughing and wheezing of a dying person, and it is only a matter of a moment.

How can this not be worrying......

Nagawa Kaede saw these as side effects of the crystal ribs, but such side effects really scared him. Just now it was not as simple as checkmate, this body seemed to be aging at an extremely rapid pace, which caught him off guard and felt a sense of suffocation in the past and present.

This feeling of suffocation was accompanied by violent retching, as if he was about to vomit all his internal organs out of his stomach.

"Heh......" Chang Yu Feng tried to use his hands into a fist, trying his strength, and the feeling of power surging never ended, that is, it might have been a temporary power imbalance just now?

"I'm fine." Chang Yufeng replied to Lin'er again, he touched Lin'er's head, Lin'er looked at him worriedly, and the tears in her eyebrows and eyes were wiped dry by her.

"Brother Yu Feng...... What the hell is wrong with you? Why don't you want to tell me......" Lin'er grabbed Chang Yufeng's hand, Chang Yufeng, who originally wanted to comfort Lin'er, was a little stunned, being grabbed by Lin'er like this, her gentle hands were soaked with sweat, and her worry made this sweat even deeper.

Changyu Feng doesn't know what's going on, maybe this is the side effect of the unknown power on him, but what can be done. I have to accept this "gift", because I am a waste material.

Seriously, my current self is a useless waste in every way, isn't it?

The magic he possesses can only snap his fingers to send out a finger-sized remnant of flame.

How could such a self snatch Elaine from Dragonbeard and Kaft, or even the Shadow Hunters......

The little broken dragon of the big lizard was lying peacefully in the carriage, she was dead. The people I know are in danger of endless suffering in the future.

How can you sit back and watch yourself, how can you settle down?

"I ......" Chang Yufeng smiled, the wry smile made his whole face look much haggard, his whole body seemed to be weaker than just now, he said with a wry smile: "Lin'er, in fact, I don't know why this is happening." I can't tell you what happened, because I don't know. ”

But Lin'er obviously didn't want to believe it, she was so scared that she grabbed his hand harder and harder, her hand was much smaller than his hand now, but the strength made Chang Yufeng feel the torment in her heart.

Her worry was on her face.

Whether she was in high spirits or sick in a hurry, she showed a worry that she had never felt before. Her pink lips were slightly open, and she wanted to speak, but she was helpless, and chose to believe: "Okay, but, do you know, Brother Yufeng, you don't have to become so powerful, you know?" Lin'er, I, but I have super skills, oh, I will protect you. Trust me......"

Lin'er's words made Chang Yufeng surprised and sad, he looked at Lin'er hesitantly, with hesitation in his eyes, he could see Lin'er's hope.

That's not the expectation of being a dragon, but the expectation of being safe. He also knew that it was really scary just now, and anyone who was dizzy for no reason, retching so violently for no reason, was something that everyone should be afraid of.

"Of course I believe you......" Chang Yufeng's hand couldn't be held in Lin'er's hand, he let Lin'er hold it tightly, his body began to slowly return to its original state, the black hair, black clothes, black cloud sleeves, and the handsome face began to slowly retreat, and he returned to his original appearance.

One, ordinary, boys.

He wasn't surprised by his change, never, he probably knew there were side effects, but he didn't expect it to come so quickly, when he thought he was going to do something, the reality was always, so he didn't have any way to fight back.

The lotus umbrella drooped behind his back, and now, she was as tall as Lin'er, and Lin'er was holding him happily, putting her head on his shoulder, and he could feel her joy, because it seemed to be, and indeed it was, and it was, the first time he had listened to Lin'er.

He looked at Lin'er's joy, because it had become the original appearance, there would not be such a scary situation, and this child named Chang Yu Feng would not retch violently, like a dying person, which discouraged the people next to him, worrying about whether he would die because of it.

"I know I'm wrong." Lin'er touched Chang Yufeng's head: "Strength is not the most important, believe me, Brother Yufeng, you who are safe and healthy, are the most important."

Chang Yufeng nodded blankly, and suddenly, he shrugged his shoulders very easily, and the warm current in his heart warmed his whole body like an electric current, and under this scorching sun, there was a trace of coolness.

"Hmm...... I think so too. Chang Yu Feng put his hand on her back and patted it gently, and the ribs of the crystal fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

"Brother Yufeng, I'll help you save Elaine." Lin'er sent her hand and looked at Chang Yufeng with big eyes, as if she was asking for his opinion.

He didn't cry and clamored to save Elaine......

He didn't cry and clamored for strength.

He didn't cry and quarrel either, making himself the center of the world.

Now, the Shadow Hunter's goal is not himself.

The goal of the Ministry of Internal Affairs is not itself.

Haturin's goal is not himself.

Even all the bad guys don't aim for themselves!

Everything that is happening now is as if he was alone and jumped into a fire pit!

No one regarded him as the center of the world as if it were spinning, except for Lin'er, who was standing here at this moment.

Long Xugong's strategy has made everyone who is close to the brown unicorn carriage within a radius of several miles become suspicious, just imagine, is he really sure to snatch Elaine?

What can I do if I snatch Elaine? A never-ending escape?

He didn't answer the excited Lin'er, Lin'er's meaning was very simple, this thing that made Chang Yu Feng have such a drastic side effect, he would definitely not use it anymore.

She didn't say it explicitly, but said that she had the strength, and the power of the crystal rib Chang Yu Feng had to give up.

Chang Yu Feng was not willing to give up this gift of power, but he still gave up, not only because Lin'er was saying that she hoped that he would be safe and healthy, but also for a moment, he seemed to realize something.

He is, to be his own person.

He is, to be his own.

He's not, a doll at the mercy of others.

What is he living for?

If you accept this gift, can you still be yourself?

Isn't all this back to the beginning?

He thought, it's not too late to make amends, he thinks, his stupidity has never disappeared, he thinks that all his thoughts are so immature, he thinks about whether he should give up.

Because only by breaking big can he be able to do his best.

As if in jest, he was back to square one, hungry for strength.

If he wants to save Elaine, he must have power.

However, he shouldn't have saved Elaine, because Elaine didn't know her at this time, and as Tsubaki said, the relationship he had with Elaine wasn't enough for him to spare his life.

How ironic......

He's a power-hungry imp again.

He's obviously not like that.

Perhaps, he should think about how to go to Fran to be a plug-in student, how to pass the test of the Carolingian family, how to go, and do something he wants to do.

Instead of going to tangle Elaine.

It's ironic that he's become a little ghost who doesn't remember any consequences, and after he insists on going his own way, he always does the wrong thing.

Smart.

Opinionated.

Unrepentant.

is such a self, how can he save Elaine. What happens after being saved?

Can you achieve everything you want to achieve by dreaming?

"I feel bad." Chang Yu Feng watched the people coming and going, running towards the carriage and pedestrians in the distance, and they also looked at the two children, as well as the crystal rib that fell to the ground.

The dust kicked up, so that Changyu Kaede had to cover his eyes.

"What?" Lin'er was stunned. She thought she could hear the voice of approval, like, let's go with Elaine.

In reality, she didn't even know who Elaine was.

"I feel like we're not as good as Long Sugong...... We're not even as good as a lot of people. Chang Yufeng said to himself, with a smile: "But there is no way...... We live under the same sky, and there should still be comparisons. There's no way around it......"

He shook his head helplessly.

Recognize the reality.

Elaine, he couldn't have saved it.

He didn't give up, but he felt the exhaustion deeply.

This tangled thought, the tangled thought of whether to save Elaine, is actually not so annoying.

Because, no matter what, he couldn't have saved it.

He struggled in the traps of others again and again, as if someone had seen through his mind, and before that, he set a trap step by step and arranged everything.

In the midst of all this, a world that does not revolve around him, his thoughts begin to become strange again, even useless, hopelessly immature and stupid.

When he longs for power, power comes.

When he longed for freedom, it became more and more distant.

When he longed to be himself, he was always in the calculations of others and never broke free.

After he woke up, he realized that what he had had had never changed.

Emina, Rajer, Erica, Lin'er, the only one who has never been far away from the beginning, treats himself sincerely.

Besides, what did he need to ask for?

Be yourself.

But what is it about being yourself?

What a long, difficult road it would be.