"Shh Chang Yu Feng put his hand on his mouth and motioned for Lin'er not to speak, he needed to listen, so much so that he needed to ask Lin'er not to speak.

Lin'er wanted to speak and stopped, but in the end she didn't speak.

The qi waves rolled over, although Chang Yufeng was still protecting Lin'er, Lin'er stood behind him with some hesitation, looking at his back, a little indescribable, strange.

"Captain Raft...... And also...... Who? Chang Yu Feng muttered to herself, Lin'er was blocked by the shade of the trees, but only Long Yu Feng could see Raft standing in front of the orange female body in rags, and they seemed to have ended the fierce battle.

Lin'er looked at the branches and branches, the dense intertwining of long branches and bushes, completely blocking her vision.

She stood on her tiptoes, and the tips of her little boots couldn't see what Chang Yu Feng could see.

[In order to let Lin'er also be able to see, Chang Yu Feng squatted down gently, and gently pushed away the bushes, Lin'er looked at Chang Yu Feng and nodded happily.

In Chang Yu Feng's body, he could feel a very warm feeling, his meticulous care, in his world, it seemed so ordinary and natural.

She could also clearly see that the two people were standing very casually, the dark green military uniform made the man even more tough, and the orange female figure was bewitching enough. 】

"They're talking."

Long Feather Kaede's eyes stared straight at Kraft.

Lin'er watched the green branches bend, the tiny insects in the bushes climbed onto her dress, she watched them slowly climb to the edge of the purple skirt, the legs of those insects left green blood marks on the swarm, like gushing waves, they slowly climbed, slowly disappeared, like smoke never came.

"Hmm. They seem to know each other. Lin'er replied to Chang Yu Feng, Long Yu Feng crouched, his shoulders almost parallel to hers, his posture should be uncomfortable, but for those who have trained, there should be no problem. 】

"Being the left protector of the Shadow Hunter can be regarded as promising, I don't care if you have the idea of returning to the right path, you still have to be careful when you walk on the path in the future. Scana and I are worried about you. ”

In the distance, Kaft pressed the brim of his hat down and touched his chin, which was clean without a trace of stubble, but his head, which was as white as a hedgehog.

"I'm actually more concerned about whether Pelos is worried about me. Ah, I haven't seen him in a long time. I don't know how he's doing. Orange Edge touched her face, there was no sadness on her glorious face, but she did say this with a sad face, she seemed to think of something, and looked at Raft with some excitement: "Pelos is still in Rastar?" He didn't find Valantol's treasure? ”

"It doesn't seem to be. Pelos is very good, but I'm weird, the left protector doesn't know about this? The Shadow Hunter's [Tianzun] can claim to know all things, but she didn't tell you? ”

"It's a private matter, why tell me, Captain! Your brain circuitry is a little weird. Tianzun never cares about private matters, just like now. Orange Edge sat down on the clean floor, her legs crossed, and slowly rose into the air, she was ready to leave, her hands on her knees.

"Not pulling you back to the right path is really a dereliction of our duty as a master." Kaft returned to the topic he had just talked about, and he sighed with some emotion, because he didn't know when he would be able to see the Orange Edge again, and he sighed, "I guess, so Pylos can persuade you."

"What is the right way...... It's nothing more than a joke made for their own selfish interests, aren't the people of this world pretending to be confused? Is that right? Captain. Orange Blade looked at Kaft, and the higher she went, the more the elemental orange bird's form quickly lifted her upward: "Justice or something, it's as simple as putting people to death."

"I'm sorry." Kaft kept his head down, unable to make out his face.

"Why apologize, Captain." Orange Blade was stunned for a second, tilting his head to look at Raft, ignorant and looking like a girl.

"There's always someone guarding true justice and peace, isn't there?" Kaft looked up at the Orange Blade that had risen into the sky, and the Orange Blade was amused by him.

"I've seen someone who kills someone to snatch a grain of golden sand, and that person hasn't done anything bad before. If you're talking about protecting justice or peace for the sake of such people, then good luck, Captain. ”

The Orange Blade snapped its fingers, and the elemental orange bird immediately appeared: "Say hello to Pelos and Skarna for me, I will marry Pelos and let him wait for me!"

Kaft laughed very easily, and he didn't have a sad face at this time, but smiled happily: "Then I guess he will hide underground for the rest of his life."

"Hahaha! Then I'll go underground and find him for the rest of my life! Orange Edge raised her arm and stood up, she waved, "See you next time, master."

"See you next time."

Whew!

The Elemental Orange Bird quickly left with the Orange Blade that had already risen.

Despite this, the barrier she had set up had not disappeared, and the massive orange barrier [Dark Edge Prison] remained unmoved.

The brown unicorn wanders around the circular border, but never finds a way out, so it can only return and look for Kraft.

"Shadow hunter? They know each other...... Brother Yu Feng. ”

Lin'er looked at Chang Yu Feng who was contemplating, Chang Yu Feng let go of the bushes and touched his chin, his long black hair was being blown by the breeze at this time, lingering on the bushes.

"Well, it may be a master and apprentice, one is the Ministry of Internal Affairs, and the other is a shadow hunter. There is also the Left Protector. Changyu Feng lowered his head thoughtfully, looking at the insects falling from the bushes under his feet, he moved his feet and let the insects go away.

"The Shadow Hunter is a terrifying organization with three extremely powerful protectors, but listening to their conversations, Kaft and this left protector know each other, and it is a master-apprentice relationship, and my brain may not be able to keep up." Chang Yufeng smiled a little teasingly: "This is really weird." 】

"Lin'er, what's wrong with you?" Chang Yu Feng looked at Lin'er, who was a little sullen, and she didn't say a word in the face of the fact that she could only see the branches and leaves, and Chang Yu Feng knew Lin'er's predicament.

"I'm sorry, Lin'er!" Chang Yufeng half-squatted down a little loudly, he put his hand on Lin'er's shoulder, and he realized his rude behavior just now.

He looked at Lin'er with both eyes, and the sincerity in those eyes seemed to be a little more, not so good that it was better than nothing.

"It's okay, Brother Yufeng." Lin'er looked at the insect blood that had been wiped off the skirt, the green blood was so thick, it was washed away by the water that slowly oozes from the dress.

"I'm sorry." Chang Yu Feng has been apologizing in a low voice: "I'm too anxious, I should take more care of you, I'm really sorry, I'm too self-righteous." I ......"

"It's fine. Brother Yu Feng. I understand your feelings. Lin'er smiled, as if the sun was shining on her body, making her whole body golden.

"If it were me, I would definitely forget that there was such a child by my side, if it was you, I guess you wouldn't have to care about me so much."

"I'm sorry." Chang Yu Feng closed his eyes, and he stopped talking, like a child who had admitted his mistake.

But just like that, his apology still doesn't seem deep enough, even if he says apologies.

Because his heart has always been thinking about Elaine, who is similar to her. He thought about what he had just heard, and he wondered if he would be able to save Elaine.

Until the orange bird was gone, they didn't have to say a word.

What the hell is wrong with me......

Chang Yu Feng looked at his hands, he almost didn't dare to look directly into Lin'er's eyes, because for him, Lin'er should and must be heavy enough in his own world.

Instead, being ignored by oneself just like this.

He was sad, with his head down, or he was anxious with his head down.

If the Ministry of Internal Affairs colludes with the Shadow Hunters, then no matter how powerful he is, he will not be able to rescue Elaine.

He, again, became, one, who could do nothing, waste.

No!

He looked at himself in horror.

Lin'er no matter what, in her own world, she should and must be important! Even more important than life!

But, is that true?

If the world doesn't revolve around herself, then why does Lin'er have to be bound to herself?

This feeling of self-inflicted affection made him ashamed and angry.

"Brother Yufeng, you put too much pressure on yourself." Lin'er said softly: "I can feel that your current thoughts are so chaotic. You don't know if you should save Elaine, do you? ”

"I ......"

"I'm thinking, what you said is too big, for you, such a different self, such a drastic change, everything is too heavy." Lin'er shook her head: "You should have a good rest." Brother Yu Feng. ”

"I ......"

Is it?

Chang Yu Feng did not have a splitting headache, nor did he have any strange changes, let alone any mental disorders.

He was awake, very normal, very clearly awake.

But he could not answer the question.

He was indeed tired of rescuing Elaine.

No, he was really sad, thinking about saving Elaine from countless enemies.

Elaine may be suffering, Elaine may be at the mercy of others, Elaine may not be able to get a future of her own.

I am suffering, I am at the mercy of others, I am stepping into a future that others have set for me.

Changyu Feng is suffering, Changyu Feng is at the mercy of others, and Changyu Feng can't get a future of his own at all!

He, no, fate.

"Brother Yufeng, this world is very wonderful." Lin'er touched his face, he was haggard and distracted, still apologizing, he was sad, looking at Lin'er.

Lin'er spoke eloquently, like a silent lamb bursting out with a nice voice.

"The more you want to do something, the more you want to be yourself, the more likely you are to not be yourself, what kind of person do you imagine yourself to be? Do you really know that? I think Brother Yu Feng is not very clear, and even anxiously thinks that he is clear, because the more he can't do it, or the more he does it, the more he finds that he is not enough to do it, and the feeling that it is difficult to do and collapse is enough to be fatal. ”

Lin'er breathed a sigh of relief.

She paused.

Looking at the long feather maple that calmed down.

"You will also be very tormented, in this oppressive environment, sudden changes again and again, even if you tell yourself that you can bear it, but the pain and helplessness that go deep into the bone marrow, accompanied by despair, often have a reason to deceive yourself."

"It's not Elaine who you're going to save at all, it's yourself. Of course, I agree with what you said, and I have also thought about how I should face my illness and how I should face myself when I am tormented by illness. ”

"When I look at people who are healthy and have smiling faces, I wonder if I can't smile because of my illness......

"Is it because I can't be, or don't want to be, this sick self and feel broken, even desperate, and I can never laugh, and like this?"

"No, I've seen people smiling in their hospital beds, and their pain is even worse than what I've suffered."

"It's not that they can't cry, they don't have any choice, they just accept such a thing calmly."

"Life is life in the simple sense, death is death in the simple sense, there is no afterlife, there is no past life, one day of life is one day, one day of life is not one day of life, there is no life for one day, this in itself has no truth at all."

"People understand life and death just because they can think, and they want to explore the meaning of life and death, which in itself is meaningless."

"People never live for someone, they never live for themselves, it's just their desires that tell them that they need to say this, or even do this, for their lives to be meaningful."

Actually, no, no matter what they do, it doesn't really mean much, the meaning of the word meaning itself is given by people, and it is only necessary to redefine its meaning, and the word "meaning" can be given more or even the opposite meaning again. So what's the point? ”

So, for us, or for the thing itself, it's about finding something that we feel is meaningful. And then do it without hesitation. Because if you exist for a day, you will exist for a day, and if you don't exist for a day, you won't exist for a day, and everything that is pinned on words is a kind of nothingness, something that can be changed by the living. ”

"So, don't dwell on what you should live for, don't dwell on what kind of person you should become, at the moment of your existence, the character you show represents what kind of person you are, and he will not change or even be ridiculed because of your words."

"You are who you are, but you can never be you. Accept yourself. Pros, cons, and then live on. No matter where it is. ”

Lin'er was silent again.

Chang Yufeng listened, closed his eyes, and held his forehead, he could feel the fragrance emanating from Lin'er's body.

He could also feel that Lin'er was so thorough in terms of life and death.

"Spare it, yourself. Spare it, Elaine. ”

Lin'er looked at the carriage that could be seen through the branches.

The man in the tattered military uniform tore the barrier with a steel blade in one fell swoop. He jumped into the carriage, and the carriage was far away, like the wind, and went away.

"You should have a good rest for a while, Brother Yufeng."

"I will. Lin'er. ”