Chapter 48: The Yellow River

"The Shadowless Flame comes from your mind and mental power, so theoretically, the stronger your mental power and the stronger your mind, the more powerful the Shadowless Flame will be." Xiao Lan stayed on Chang Yu Feng's head very quietly, and whispered: "Broken Shadow Hua Slash is an attack method that uses this flame to make a powerful attack that instantly contacts the enemy's side. This requires the use of the properties of the Shadowless Flame. Shadow. ”

"Shadowless ......"

Chang Yufeng was sweating profusely on his forehead, looking at the "fire core" on his right hand.

Can this thing really use dark attributes?

What is the dark attribute?

There was no change in his hands, and he didn't know how to exert himself, so that his little hands put the core of fire in the palm of his hand like chicken paws, and he trembled.

No, any, change.

However, the core of the fire still has the posture of extinguishing, and the flames are empty.

"The most important thing is to understand the concept of shadow, do you know the shadow?" Xiaolan glanced at the "dying" fire core, and then looked at the flowing nebula: "Shadows come from everyone's feet, as long as there is light, there are shadows. If you understand this deeply, the shadowless swordsmanship is easy to catch for you. ”

"Huh? Slow down, I'm ...... Didn't understand ......."

Chang Yufeng looked at the fire core and gritted his teeth, what did it change to nothing...... Obviously, I was about to tremble.

Fire Elemental plus Dark Element...... Is it possible?

"I said, since it is a shadowless swordsmanship, it uses everyone's shadow to fight, and the only difference between you and the assassin is that you are in the light of the moment behind the shadow of others. In the eyes of others, you are just very fast, but in fact you rely on shadows to act, and this instantaneous speed also depends on the level of your cultivation. So, it's all up to you to practice hard. Xiaolan patted Chang Yufeng's head with a beautiful fish fin: "The master led the door, and the cultivation depends on the individual, that's what he said~"

"But you still haven't said how to learn from Broken Shadow Hua." Chang Yufeng gritted his teeth, trembling, and sweating profusely.

"Oh......" Xiao Lan nodded in response: "Shadow Breaker, relying on the shadowless fire and the shadows of others, can move quickly, and approach the enemy at the fastest speed to close the distance." Of course, the same effect can be achieved if the wind element and special training are used, and the Shadowless Flame and Shadow Breaker can be said to be the foundation of the foundation. There are only two cases: very skilled and very rusty. ”

"I don't understand ......"

In other words, as long as you are not very skilled, you must not be able to use it well. If you use it well, you must be very proficient. ”

"So to, work hard?" Chang Yu Feng collapsed on the ground where he was standing tiredly, and it was also a permanent nothingness.

He gasped and went to look at the little blue above his head.

"Hmm. All I can tell you is to work hard. ”

"Why? I don't even know how to make that fire you mentioned...... How hard you work......"

Chang Yufeng looked at his hands tiredly, the fire had already been extinguished, he was half dead tired, but he didn't even know what to do.

"No wonder you're Erica's friend, you, like Erica, tell me to work hard, but I can't do it...... How hard do you try...... Besides, what's the use of trying...... I've tried hard but nothing has come to fruition......"

Xiao Lan listened to Chang Yu Feng's words, swam down from his head, and stopped in front of him.

"If you're struggling, the first thing you think about is how to solve it, not give up. If you can summon the fire core of the Shadowless Flame, then you can definitely summon the Shadowless Flame, since you know that your sister Erica is very talented, why don't you ask her more about how to extract the dark element, and if I am here, you can also ask me, of course your efforts like a headless fly are useless...... Such an effort is not effort, but uselessness. Xiaolan staggered away from Changyu Feng and slipped into the nebula.

"You said that you worked hard, but to a large extent, it was useless, and it has nothing to do with the effort itself."

"I don't understand...... I just knew I couldn't do it...... I was able to summon elemental flames, but I just couldn't extract the dark element, let alone add the dark element back to the fire elemental, and I tried it very hard...... But it just can't be done. ”

"You've only been trying for ten minutes...... Less than half an hour ......."

"But I've worked hard......"

"Your efforts are not synchronized with what you do~"

"But I don't think I'm going to be able to learn...... I won't study it......"

"Why, how long have you been trying...... Why don't you learn it, doesn't what you just said count? You still say that you want to be better than Erica~"

"But I can't learn it even if I try......"

"But your efforts are useless work without a plan and no goal, that's not effort~"

"Why...... You say that useless work is useless work...... I've worked so hard......"

"There's no why, the root of the problem lies with you. You have too narrow a perception of yourself. ”

Chang Yu Feng was silent.

Then, he shook his head violently.

"I don't understand...... I don't understand ...... either."

"You give up too easily...... That's what it means. If you just think about how to work hard, and you don't think about whether you can work hard or not, you will definitely have to give up~"

Xiaolan whispered to and fro in the nebula, and she didn't know if the nebula was covering her voice.

"I've really, worked hard......"

Chang Yu Feng sat on the ground, still panting heavily, his exhaustion came from ten minutes of maintaining the fire core, but there was no change at all.

"I can't do what I can't do...... It's not that I don't want to do it...... I am...... Can't do it...... Really ......"

Xiaolan seems to have disappeared, and Changyu Feng can't see her anymore.

It's just that her voice is still there.

"This is, the funniest sentence I've ever heard~ You didn't know how to eat when you were a child~ Haven't you eaten it for so many years now~"

"It's different!" Chang Yu Feng stood up and shouted a little loudly: "I really can't do it......"

He was somewhat aggrieved.

"And what can you do?" Xiaolan asked suspiciously. Her voice was still sweet, but serious, like a mountain.

"I can't do anything...... What I told Erica...... I can't learn anything at all. ”

Changyu Kaede sighed sadly.

"Well, you can't do anything, it's also a special talent, you have such a self-awareness, this is also a special kind of genius~hahaha~"

Xiaolan didn't appear again, but said coldly: "You can go, I won't be like your sister to cover for you, whether you learn or not, in the final analysis, it has nothing to do with me, right, you told me that it is useless to work hard or not." You're still a child, and your sister can tolerate all your vexatiousness, but you can't do it all your life. People are sad and disappointed. You shouldn't be a child anymore. You should understand this truth. ”

Long Feather Kaede, you are still ...... Little kids......

Fifteen years old, can it be considered a child?

Fifteen-year-old me, can I be considered a child?

Will you, make people, sad?

Will you, people, be disappointed?

Why am I ......?

I can't do it......

Why am I ......?

I just can't do it......

I......

Did you get down on it?

Chang Yu Kaede looked at his hand. There, there should be, such a strong black flame, it is a shadowless flame, but there is only a small core of fire.

I...... Can't do it......

Is it?

By the time Chang Yu Feng reacted, Erica was already sitting quietly in front of him, the green grass was so dazzling in the dark.

The stern voice of the adults instructing the children in training is so loud, the color of the sky, so blue, there, the sky.

Far away, and no one has ever been, the world.

Maybe it should be in the sky, shining.

Erica's eyes were clear and transparent, and she watched as Changyu Kaede slowly sat down.

"You've been kicked out." Erica's voice was calm, even smiling, "How's it going?" Do you remember exactly what she said? When did you start practicing? ”

Chang Yu Feng sat down slowly, lowered his head, and was silent.

"I was kicked out......"

He said, looking at his shoes.

It was a pair of very small leather boots, which Rajer had bought at a stall, and he said that the shoes were very durable, and that the large, medium and small models had been bought for all four members of the family.

"I know, I just said ......" Erica nodded, "Although you were kicked out, she must have taught you swordsmanship, right?"

She looked at Chang Yu Feng and nodded obediently, but Chang Yu Feng still lowered his head and did not speak.

He was like a man who confessed his mistakes, nodding his head heavily, and bowing his head heavily.

"That's it, you can start practicing, it's only half an hour now...... It's still a while before we go home, and although I don't know swordsmanship, I can still take a look. Erica smiled at Chang Yu Feng, looked at his posture as if he was mistaken, and blinked vigorously: "There are really many people practicing swordsmanship here, if we encounter any difficulties, we can also ask others, right?"

"I ...... Can't learn ......" Changyu Feng spoke, looking up at Erica, who was slightly puzzled and waited for him to continue.

"Swordsmanship techniques also need magic, I don't know magic, so I can't learn ......" Chang Yu Feng's voice was very special, as if it was mentioned in his throat, and he was dumb: "I don't know magic, so I can't learn it...... It doesn't matter if I don't work hard. I don't have magic...... I don't know magic...... I can't get the hang of it...... The swordsmanship techniques she teaches require magic...... I can't do magic, so I can't learn ......."

Tears appeared in the corners of Chang Yufeng's eyes, although he didn't cry, but the tears in his eyes were condensed, shiny, like a jewel hanging in the corners of his eyes.

Erica was stunned for a moment, looking at Long Feather Kaede, who began to cry.

Chang Yu Feng's hands were propped into fists on his knees, two lines of small tears slowly flowed down his cheeks, he looked at Erica and choked up, "I'm sorry, I was kicked out by her...... I didn't mean to...... I really can't magic...... I can't learn ......"

Erica silently took out her handkerchief and gently wiped his eyes, saying nothing, just silently helping him dry his tears.

Everything should be, a dream......

What the hell am I ...... Why did you come into this world......

In the world of magic, why should I not know magic......

Anyone can not do magic, why do I ......

After wiping away her tears, Erica sat quietly, watched the two lines of small tears continue to flow down from Chang Yu Feng, and placed her handkerchief in front of him.

In a very light tone, he said with a smile: "Boy, you have to wipe your tears by yourself, and you are waiting for others to help you wipe your tears, when will you grow into a man~"

This world is windy......

Will the wind of this world be forever and ever, gentle?

"Aren't you angry? I didn't learn anything...... I haven't learned anything......" Changyu Kaede looked at the white handkerchief, a small blue butterfly, and lightly dotted the edge of the handkerchief with this white handkerchief that could wipe away all tears.

"Why are you angry?"

"I ...... Got you down...... I can't learn ......."

"I wasn't disappointed......"

Erica quietly looked at Changyu Kaede, who was a little hesitant.

Long Feather Kaede looked at Erica, tears fell gently, on the grass, they were like dew, sliding through the grass, falling into the dirt, without a trace.

"Why should I be disappointed...... Isn't this brother apologizing to me......"

"But...... I really can't learn......" Chang Yu Feng looked at his palm in pain, he held that hand in front of Erica, and grasped it hard, trembling like a little chicken claw, the tiny flame, like a dying patient, struggling, and refusing to extinguish it.

"I can only do this, what she taught me, I can't even learn a little bit ~ I've worked so hard ~ I work so hard ~ but I can't do anything ~"

Chang Yu Feng trembled, as if he had been discarded, his hand hung down heavily, and the fire core was finally extinguished, extinguished, and cleanly.

"I think so......" Erica smiled and stood up.

patted his coarse cloth skirt, and the grass clippings were gently patted off, like snowflakes mixed with green grass and silt, scattered and scattered in the wind.

"Then, let's stop practicing...... Let's go home early...... All right? ”

Erica stood up, little man standing up, with the flow of the wind.

She stretched out her hand and put it in front of Changyu Feng: "I know you've worked hard...... Let's go...... Go home...... I don't want to learn ......."

Chang Yu Feng looked at Erica's hand, which was very small, quietly placed in front of her, she wanted to pull him up, and then, without doing anything, went home silently.

Perhaps, when he returns home, he can only stay in his room.

Idle.

Or maybe he......

Where can he go?

"Am I useless......"

Chang Yufeng wiped away his tears with his hand, rubbed his face vigorously with his arm, and then silently, put his hand down.

"I don't know magic, I'm nothing, I don't even know what I'm supposed to do...... Even though you've helped me like this, I still can't do it. ”

Erica looked at him silently and withdrew her hand.

Listen to him and speak.

Perhaps, she should have been silent and listened to her brother's speech.

"I know I'm useless...... I'm a No-Maj in the eyes of others...... It's a piece of shit...... I know that my parents know magic, they are archmages, but his children can't do magic, they can only watch others laugh at themselves. I also want to work hard, but no magic is no magic, I can't learn anything, I can't learn everything about magic...... I know you'd love to learn ...... But I tried really hard, and I didn't know that my efforts were useless...... I know I'll always be like this...... I'll be like this for the rest of my life, I can't magic...... Being ridiculed by others......"

Long Feather Kaede gritted his teeth.

"Of course I'm not reconciled...... Of course I wanted to impress the people who laughed at me, but I really couldn't...... I don't even know how much magic I have...... I only have a little bit of a fire...... I don't even know what magic looks like......"

"For a person who doesn't know anything, what's the use of working hard......"

The more Changyu Feng spoke, the quieter he became...... Finally, there was a pause as well......

He bowed his head again, silent.

Erica was silent as well, and sat down slowly.

Placing her hand on his face, she gave it a gentle pinch.

"What does it matter...... Have you forgotten what I said? Everyone is gifted. Magic, without choosing you, does not mean the end of the world. ”

"In the rest of the world, there are many, many things that you can work for, and they are waiting for you to come, to make your talent and their pride."

"You can do a lot of things. There are many things that you will not be able to do, this is inevitable, and it is a fact that you need to accept, but please believe that not being able to do it is not an excuse not to work hard. Because people who break through the south wall are often everywhere. ”