Chapter 57: The Fourth Episode: I am a, a selfish person, all the time.

"I'm sorry, but at least the rules are fair, and the stronger wins."

Colin sighed, looked at the boy in black opposite, the shaking hand, and couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed: "Obviously, I also want a fair duel with you, but now it seems that it has backfired."

Chang Yufeng held the novice sword in his left hand, and he didn't say anything, and he couldn't say anything.

"I'm angry...... Colin, still looking at the silent Changyu Kaede, and slammed his novice sword on the ground: "I'll interject...... Do you know your win rate in the underfield? ”

Chang Yu Feng looked at him coldly.

"Oh...... Children may not understand this yet...... Because it's too dark, but that's okay, I'll tell you. Colin glanced at the referee, who looked at him and silently looked down.

"Because of your performance in the last three rounds, you already have a thousand times the odds. As long as you keep winning and win the championship, the bookmaker, there will be no bottoms left to lose. ”

Changyu Feng didn't understand a little, which made Colin laugh.

Colin sat staggering on the ground, his delicate eyes deep on either side of the sword.

"Hey...... It's hard...... You say I'm playing match-fixing...... You can't beat me, you say you don't play match-fixing, right...... Seeing those people lose, I thought to myself that I was going to be happy, it was really difficult. He looked up and motioned for Chang Yu Feng to sit down as he did.

The audience is unknown, because the other groups are still in a fierce game, so their. Even the guests looked at these two people and silently stopped making a sound.

Chang Yufeng was standing, holding a sword in his left hand, not only was he unfamiliar, but he also had to reverse all the moves, which was definitely inconvenient.

It's just that when Colin said this, he vaguely felt that this kid who was about the same height as himself was a little similar to Erica.

It's like holding back the words in their hearts, and they have a lot of big truths, and they want to talk to others, and they also end up in a comfortable situation in their hearts.

Seeing that Colin didn't fight and that he wasn't injured, he really sat down slowly according to Colin's wishes.

The audience in the audience was amazed, but there were other groups fighting, and they didn't pay much attention to it, even the cats and dogs in the guest seat poked their heads out, they saw clearly, and they didn't say anything.

Then Rajer and Elea on the stage looked at their son's right hand that was still trembling, and they had some unavoidable worries.

I saw Chang Yufeng dressed in a black dress, the hem of the dress was gently placed on the ground, it was the first time to wear this kind of clothes, there was nothing I didn't like, but there was no fairy wind bone, full of melancholy and depression.

I don't think about it, these days I have been being beaten to practice my flesh and skin, to exercise my spirit, not to mention the speed of running, the speed of swinging the sword, under the teaching of the great tutor Erica, it is the endurance of being beaten, and it is also said in the dragon conference of his peers, but now, the hands are shaking like this, which is indeed a little uncomfortable.

Physically uncomfortable, mentally uncomfortable.

"I want to let you win." Colin looked at Chang Yufeng's right hand, and said, "I still think that you can win Hall, and I also want to win Hall, but I can't win, so I'll give you this opportunity."

"I'm wondering if I know you somewhere, but I don't communicate much with other people, so I should, I don't know you."

Changyu Feng didn't think of such a boy in his mind after thinking about it, Colin is very delicate, but he is also very good-looking.

However, Colin was noticeably more cheerful and lively, and he had spoken to Erica himself, and when he saw a living person, although he was not afraid of life, he would not say anything.

Although, he felt that he was quite open.

It's just that it's really missing a tendon.

"Well, but I, I know you......" Colin laughed happily, perhaps because he thought he was a little childish and cute, so he laughed happily.

"Your name is ......"

"Long Feather Kaede ......"

My name is......

Long-feathered maple ......

I...... Call......

What?

No, of course I know, my name is Kaede Nagaha......

"Ahem......"

"Ahem......"

"Ahem......"

【202 Charles Street】

"This is a freshly boiled potion, you can drink some more or less......" Erica put the decoction on Chang Yu Feng's bed table, measured Chang Yu Feng's forehead with the back of her hand, exclaimed such a serious heat, and rushed downstairs in a hurry, calling the doctor over.

The doctor looked at Chang Yufeng's half-open and half-closed eyes, and the sudden feeling of dying made the doctor startled.

The healing magic permeates the whole body, but it has no effect.

He was still coughing, and his coughing heart and lungs were going to come out.

"His illness is really strange...... the doctor shook his head and sighed, "We can only come up with some cough and analgesic medicine, whether we can survive it depends on himself."

"Doctor, is there really nothing you can do?"

Erica looked at Chang Yu Feng's already white lips worriedly, his tired state was terminally ill, and even made people feel that it was reasonable for him to die, but it was too sad.

The doctor stopped talking, just sighed and packed up his things and left.

At 202 Charlie Street, only Erica and the princess were left at this time, both looking at Chang Yufeng who was coughing on the hospital bed, so sad that they couldn't speak.

"He's always been in good health...... It's just that now, as if he has been sick for a long time, he is sick, and he is like this, and even the doctor can't save him......" Erica wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "He has always been a low-key person and does things, and he never has anything right or wrong in life, how can he be like this......"

"Erica, don't be sad, although the doctor said that there is no medicine to treat, but he didn't say that your brother can't be cured, your brother will definitely be able to survive." The princess helped Erica to sit down: "You have barely closed your eyes in the past few days, you go and rest, I will take care of her."

The princess was a little reluctant Erica to stay next to her brother day and night, almost thin and visible, Erica's fingers were like white bones, and her face was even more thin, which was not at all like her a few days ago.

Haggard, and difficult to have a good look, like dry bones in a cemetery.

"I depend on him for my life, and I have never seen him have such a serious illness, if he didn't hide it from me, I don't think I would know it for the rest of my life." Erica tried to get the potion, but stopped.

I saw Chang Yufeng open his eyes on the hospital bed depressedly, and exhaled weakly in a hoarse voice: "Now, what day?"

Hearing him say this, the two of them looked at each other, Erica was happy and weeping, holding his hands tightly and replied with tears: "October 5, 2032." Mid-day. ”

"Oh......"

Chang Yu Feng didn't nod, but turned his head to Erica, and smiled in a pale voice, "I'm fine...... You...... Don't worry about ......."

After saying that, he coughed violently again, and came out with coughed blood one after another, so that Erica did not dare to look him in the eyes.

"Don't talk, get some rest! The doctor said that as long as you persisted, you would be cured...... "Erica was so anxious that she had to go and comfort his chest and tell him not to talk much.

"You fainted on the road, or the pedestrians saw your school uniform and recognized you, or else, ......" Erica couldn't say more, but when he woke up, it made her a little happy, but the sadness was too great, and she quickly became sad again.

"What happened that day...... she asked, "You were called by Alice, but you passed out in the street...... I went to look for Alice, but she never saw ......"

"It's not her fault......"

Chang Yufeng was a little energetic, and wanted to get up, but there was really no way, he didn't have any strength, and Erica would never let him get up, so he lay flat, looking at the ceiling in his room, as if in a daze, coughed violently, and said softly: "It's me...... Ill health...... No one else's fault. ”

"You have a good rest, these things are waiting for you, and it's not too late to talk about them." The princess also looked at him worriedly, and stood aside with her skirt lifted.

"It's okay...... As long as I wake up, it means that I am almost healed...... You don't have to worry. After speaking, Chang Yu Feng coughed again, and Erica and the princess leaned over again, for fear that something would happen to him, but now, Chang Yu Feng saw their panicked appearance and smiled a little.

I saw that the princess pulled Erica to the side and reminded Erica: "Spiritual Qi, it's indeed back...... is afraid of returning to the light, talk to him more, don't let him rest suddenly. ”

Erica was shocked and frightened, wiped a handful of tears, turned to Chang Yufeng and said, "Brother, you have been sick for the past few days, you have really scared me to death...... You've got to get better soon, or I'm ...... I ......"

Erica wanted to say something nice, but as she spoke, she became a little sad, and the tears in her eyes did not stop, and then they flowed blankly in front of her eyes.

"Your sister has been working so hard this time, you have to get better soon, Jack, I look at you and have some energy, why don't you tell me more about what happened that day, we all want to stop, and if there is anything unspeakable, or some other accident...... Erica should also inform the Ministry of Internal Affairs and let them arrest people. ”

The princess wiped Erica's tears with a handkerchief, but talking to Chang Yu Feng became normal, and her grief was obviously somewhat soothed, after all, Long Yu Feng was no longer only coughing.

I saw Chang Yufeng looking at the ceiling, his dull eyes also had a little more look, and he could see more clearly, there seemed to be a lot of very small people in his eyes.

He just fell into the memory and told the two of them.

"That day...... Didn't Alice tell me to see Duke Victoria...... I got there and saw her. ”

Duke Victoria grabbed the lamb violently, held it in front of his eyes, stared into his eyes and scolded: "I told you, don't think about the meaning of life or anything like that, if you really want to figure out the meaning of life, you shouldn't be dreaming here."

She said he appreciated my efforts...... He wants me to play for him. ”

The Duke of Victoria hung up the wolf cub again, and the wolf cub, which was extremely weak, was also lifted up and squeezed together with the face of the lamb.

She scolded loudly: "You are still so young, what is the meaning of life here, the meaning of life, I think, you just don't want to face the world of the world, there are so many people in this world who are struggling in dire straits, there are so many people who need someone to stand up for them, and so many oppressed people, and you are shouting, the meaning of life, the meaning of life? What is the meaning of your own life? Don't you feel ashamed? If you want to get rid of the world, why don't you become a monk? I want to say that I understand my life, but I can't let go of everything around me, and I want to say that I can't understand it, but I am selfish. ”

"I really don't know what you want!"

Duke Victoria scolded at the wolf cub: "He is not sensible, are you not sensible? Why can't you lead him positively and want revenge! Avenge! Avenge! Is your enmity that important? Why can't you tell him the truth back then?! Let him share it with you? ”

"You two are a natural pair! They all belong to the kind of lack of roots and strings! All things are your own business! ”

"If you don't understand, you won't live? If you don't know the meaning of life, you won't live? How can you make the relatives who have raised you for several lifetimes embarrassed? Didn't they teach you how to be a human being? Didn't they teach you to live well? Didn't they teach you the right way on earth? ”

She angrily threw the two cubs on the ground, and then scolded fiercely: "I don't know what you guys think! But, I tell you! If you can't figure out how you should live your life! Give me a good experience of the cycle of life and death again! Alive! Be mindful first! ”

She said that although I could be used by her, I needed to see the suffering of the world first...... I can't really change anything, but I still need to change for it. ”

Erica listened with a blank face, because he didn't say what his illness came from, but only said that the Duke of Victoria admired him very much, and let him feel the suffering of the world......

These things that can't be hit by the eight poles make them all feel that everything about them is ...... It's all like ...... He's talking nonsense......

Erica and the princess looked at each other, not knowing whether it was true or not.

"So, you want to ...... Go to the cloud ...... World? ”

"Hmm...... That's what I thought......"

"I'll go too!" Erica screamed.

It's like, like returning to some city that has been completely abandoned, Wenti County, where a little boy always wants to go to the city with an umbrella, and his sister always pulls at the corner of his clothes and cries that she wants to go to the city too.

Because, in the village of Mousse, there are no playmates of their peers......

He also always refuses.

Because he and she are not related by blood.

He's always like that, right...... Selfish......

Because she is not her own sister at all.

This time, he was silent.

"I want to ...... A lot of things ......."

"I'll go too...... With your physical condition, how can I let you go out alone! ”

"You're here, finish your studies, ......"

"I'm going too!"

Chang Yu Feng saw an extremely thin one, like a ...... A boneless face.

She used to be so good-looking...... She's still a handsome girl...... Right now, there is only a pair of red, bloodshot eyes.

Those blue eyes are indeed beautiful.

He turned his head to look at the ceiling......

Initiated a stay.