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Now, it's still me.

I'm afraid of my own incompetence,

In fact, I am already incompetent.

In the face of her death, I will only cry.

Tears are the least valuable. My tears are even more so.

I listened to the sounds outside the door that irritated me, I didn't see the boy's face, I didn't even care about anyone's face.

In my eyes, they are just living shells.

Just like me.

"Could you please open the door? If you're a long-feathered maple. I do have a very urgent business to look for you. The boy's voice was childish.

I've never known any kids.

I just listened and wanted to go back to sleep, he had been arguing for a long time.

I was disturbed by his quarrel.

"I'm not Long Feather Kaede. Go back. I don't know you. ”

I replied to him, erasing my own name.

If I don't call Changyu Kaede, what should I call it? If I'm willing to give up even myself, what's the point of existence with a name or something?

Call me by my code name if you can.

I was the first person to be born into this world.

If you know, just let me know. Use that number to represent me. If I die, the name will be meaningless.

"But...... You are...... I can't quite call you by your name, but if you're Long Feather Kaede, I do have something important to confirm with you. ”

The boy knocked on the door again.

In my room, it is a meaningful sound.

"I don't want to hear anything right now, I haven't done anything important. I don't want to do it. ”

I said it almost lazily because I didn't want to...... I don't even want ......

I sighed.

Holding my forehead with my hand, the prostration sensation of vomiting just now began to make my eyes flutter, and I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't answer his question.

"You must have seen my mother, she was in trouble, and I want you to help. If you can help me, she should be happy too. ”

He still hasn't said who his mother is, and I don't want to know.

I started to irritate him with everything. If he wants to finish speaking, the last time he finishes speaking, he is always entangled and does not talk about the end, which will make me very impatient.

If you want me to help.

I'm a shit......

How can we help......

"My mother's name is Chen Lin, I think you've seen her, she's having trouble now. I hope for your help. ”

What he said woke me up.

I looked at the ceiling in disbelief. I really can't think of ...... How unreasonable, ridiculous, and crazy he would be.

"What did you say!?"

I yelled angrily:

"Don't talk nonsense! Be careful that I beat you! ”

Does she know what she's talking about?

Did he know what an insult he was to her, to me?

Chen Lin is dead.

The little boy's unreasonable behavior provoked my anger.

I sat up sharply.

"Repeat, whose son are you! You're the best! Give me! Make it clear! ”

I looked at the door angrily, and I could imagine the kid outside the door trying to play tricks on my ugly face.

"My mother, Chen Lin, needs your help. If you could open the door and listen carefully to what I have to say, I think, I can tell you the details. ”

The boy's tone was very proud, as if he had really played a trick on me, and the angrier I became, and he felt happy that he had caught my attention.

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

I couldn't accept it, and I said the thing that I didn't want to say.

"Chen Lin is dead! I won't allow you to insult her anymore! ”

I yelled again in anger, and I seemed like all I could do, yelling, making my head bloodshot, and I couldn't go over and open the door. I knew the height of the little boy, and although I was weak, I couldn't beat a little boy.

What is the mother's mother's, a mother's mother's.

Isn't it shameful? Why do you want to humiliate me. Why bother, use such a reputation to slander her.

If he was the mother of such a big child, then what had she become!?

The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I got up to hit the little boy and tell him that he knew the respect for a deceased person.

"My mother didn't die, she just died. If we can go to the Netherworld to retrieve her soul and make another body, she will be resurrected. ”

The boy's voice drew nearer and closer, and I slammed the door open, and as I listened to what he said, I felt more and more that I was wasting my time.

This boy is hopeless.

There is no cure for me.

I don't understand words, and I don't want to understand words.

I looked at him fiercely, and he didn't have the slightest timidity, but touched his face and smiled.

My hair covered my eyes, and I could only look at everything about him in a hazy way.

Dressed in a Hanfu costume, with a life-size medicine box on his back, I even saw a visible, clear and gorgeous scabbard on his back.

He laughs, and I am angry.

"Can I go in and talk? I'm screaming a little thirsty. ”

"I can't." I leaned against the door frame, covering the exit of the door.

"Do you believe me?"

"I don't believe it." I didn't even bother to shake my head. Even though I'm weak.

"Then, will you go to the Netherworld with me?"

"No, it won't."

I frowned, disgusted with everything about him.

I think it's someone else who dislikes everything about me.

Everything about me, a dirty and messy room, a weak body, a past that I can't go back to.

I should, how can I dislike others.

What qualifications do I have?

Of course I have, if anyone has the idea of bullying Chen Lin, I will not finish with her.

Can I really be finished with someone else? I couldn't even find the murderer. I can't even do something like this.

I want to fight that murderer, but I can't do anything.

"That'...... Why are you opening the door? "The boy seemed to be puzzled by my behavior, my anger. My everything.

"Because you're annoying." Nine-zero look

I can't say I want to punch him.

I need to get closer to him slowly.

A hard punch in his head.

Hit him dizzy! He hit him with gold stars in his eyes! Hit him and bleed!

Chen Lin! Mother!

He can be like this, filthy and innocent!

Chen Lin is not yet an adult!

This little bastard! Have fun with me! Chase me to my house and find me happy!

Touching the forbidden areas that I can't touch.

Touch, a dead man! Innocent!

I approached him, clenched my fists, and tried to fight, but as if he was weak, he quickly dodged.

"Why are you hitting me?" He looked at me suspiciously, I didn't expect him to move so quickly with such a big box on his back, I wanted to hit him again, but he dodged him.

"There is no why! You little bastard! "I lost one after another, but I saw his phantom, and I suspected that I was dazzled, after all, I was very weak. I didn't expect him to be so fast.

Rats! It turned out to be so cunning.

"What little bastard? I'm what my aunt calls a good baby. She never hit me...... "The boy came very briskly behind me, and he didn't seem to dare to touch me, so I chased after me, and he went into the house, and heard only a mother's exclamation.

He looked so dirty and messy, for three months, almost uncleaned Youkai Cave Mansion, his exclamation, and his action of covering his nose made me feel taken for granted, and then angry.

"Who the hell are you! Why play tricks on me! ”

I followed into the room.

The door was slammed shut by me, and as long as the door was closed, there was no way for him to escape.

I was amazed at what I thought.

Because......

I thought to myself again...... Was it that night that the murderer also closed the door of Chen Lin's house, until she died where she could not escape.

I even saw the terrified side of her face......

She must be scared......

She must be desperate...... Looking at ...... The only way out of his own escape was locked.

I thought, her weakness, I thought, her weakness! I thought......

I fell to my knees......

I hid my face in pain......

I...... What should I do......

The boy was surprised by my performance and jumped next to me, probably thinking that he couldn't watch me kneel, and he wanted to pull me up.

"You almost struck me with lightning......" he pulled me forward. He wants me to get up, and I ...... I thought of her helplessness again......

My pain is beyond words. My Everything...... It's all like that...... It's disgusting.

"Don't kneel! What is there to kneel on! My aunt said, big husband, only kneel to heaven and earth parents! No one else needs to kneel! You suddenly get down on your knees! Still not a man anymore! ”

He seemed to be very anxious, and seemed to be a little angry: "Why, there is such a ...... Ay...... It's really worry-free! ”

I cried...... Without warning, he began to cry.

My ass could feel her pain.

The scars on my body cut my body, making me bleed, the strength of the hand that was twisted during the resistance made me miserable, and the leg bones that had broken and turned out in my feet to escape were unbearable.

Her pain......

Her pain......

Her pain......

I can't accept it. Such a thing...... It's going to happen to her......

She was so innocent......

No one can ignore ...... Her Innocent ...... But no one could share her pain......

Not even me...... I can only cry......

Impotent crying.

"Hurry up!" The boy grabbed me by the shoulders and made me stagger. He has a lot of strength...... I couldn't even resist.

"Hurry up! Stand still! The little boy also began to get angry: "Don't cry! Big man! Stand up to the sky! Don't cry! ”

He's still young......

I couldn't get it...... Why did he have the courage to stop me from crying......

Why can't I cry? I'm just crying......

Her adoptive father stopped crying anymore because he got a condolence payment, and her classmates stopped crying anymore because their future was more important than such a person, and all the people she had ever met never cried, they would only sigh, and they would only make the next person more vigilant.

Because there is no resurrection from death......

Because the murderer has not yet been caught.

The murderer is still at large, and the murderer has not yet been brought to justice.

Everyone in this world doesn't cry for her anymore, why can't I cry for her anymore!

I should have cried for her......

I should! Wept all night for her......

Until I can no longer shed a single tear, it will be forever, cry for her......

Do you know......

I may ...... You really shouldn't cry......

But I can't even take revenge...... Well, I really can only cry......

I grieve, I sigh, I pity, I cry.

It was as if I had been wearing a heavy shackle all my life.

"Forget it! Cry if you love to! "He just left me alone.

I picked up the broom and swept the floor gently, for fear that the dust would rise.

He said helplessly while sweeping: "I think, no girl in this world will like sloppy boys, if you don't pay attention to your image, how can you please her...... I wonder how she fell in love with you in the first place...... I haven't swept it here for at least half a year...... What a sloppy man. ”

"Although I say that I am practicing, I still have to say that people who live like this are destined to be laughed at by others...... I don't want you to be like this. So, for the sake of your mother, cheer up early. Of course, it can also be for me...... If, you ...... Forget it, I don't think you're interested in me. It's like I'm not interested in you. ”

"In this world. I was shocked that a person could survive in such an environment and not mind at all, in a sense, it was really an amazing ability. ”

He almost chattered, "I'm not helping you clean, I'm just cleaning up a clean place for the return of my mother's soul, and by the way, I am helping you take care of your perfect image in her heart."

"I'll cut your hair later. A man, first of all, should not cover his forehead, because the forehead is exposed represents self-confidence, and a good man definitely needs self-confidence. ”

"My aunt asked me to do this chore, and I wasn't happy about it, after all, there was no need to repair this kind of collapsed plane. It's just that in this time and space, I can see my mother when she was young, and you, what you are now. To be honest, it was a surprise to me. ”

"I mean, the way you look now is beyond my expectations."

"You can live a good life, if you lose anyone, you can't lose the fighting spirit to face life, although this sentence was said to me by my aunt, but I am now using it to say to you, and it also means that my aunt said to you."

"He asked me to find my mother's soul, what did I think at first...... When I arrived in this plane, I realized that I would never be born in the main plane. ”

"Maybe that's a good thing, because I'm unique. No reproductions exist. ”

"It's just...... I'm sorry for ......."

"You and your mother have been through so much suffering...... But only once did she give birth to me......"

"I know...... This should be a form of fate......"

"But...... Since I was born...... Some of the shackles of fate have been broken. ”