I don't really feel that my parents owe me anything.

My parents never educated me by my side, and my own education came entirely from my adoptive parents.

My father is named Rajer and my name is Larfa, and my name is Emina and my mother is Elea, and my family education comes entirely from their love, their responsibility, their kindness, their wisdom of life, their calmness, and the sincere love between them, all of which are the objects of my study.

So much so that I benefited a lot from my time studying at Fran. I've seen a lot of weirdos who really can't be described correctly, such as [Hives] who always sticks to his principles and does not hesitate to face punishment calmly, such as [Justin] who has extremely serious suspicions, such as [Macha] who is very cheerful and optimistic, such as [Murder Clock] who is very serious and difficult to smile, I can hardly imagine that they have these strange behaviors themselves, which may come from the influence of their parents.

I was seen by them as an optimistic person who was always at ease, and of course I knew that there were many "real" sides to me, and I knew that they were the same. Because each person is not a flat single individual, but a multifaceted one, born from this world, there are countless possibilities.

I was supposed to come from Bailing Mountain, where there was proof of my parents' existence, but they were afraid that I would have no one to take care of me, get involved in the power struggle, and become a victim of power, and they let me be born in the family that knows the most love in the world.

I think that Rajer and Arya are the parents who know the word love the most, they are my parents, I love them, I love everything in our little family, including the old lizard dragon, her name is Ansha, the name of my father's wand, and my father Rajel told me that Ansa is also a member of our family, a member of our little family, everything in that house.

We have used bowls and knives and forks, the clothes we have worn, all the cattle and sheep we have raised, our ansha, our possession that belongs to that land.

I love this little family so much, so no matter what reincarnation it is, I am in this family, I love them, so much so that everyone who has ever been in this family, everyone who has a good heart, has become my family.

I love them, but I don't even know what they're going through, what they're thinking, what they're going through, what they're going through, everything about them is just passers-by, and I probably don't have the selfish heart to compare them to my family, because I know almost nothing about them.

I thought I'd understand what their laughter meant, I thought I'd understand what their crying meant, but I didn't, I was for them, sometimes just for them, sometimes I had just seen, mentioned, seen.

This is not what family looks like.

Thinking about it this way, the people I have met have become long-term passers-by in my life. I thought, I should have so much in my family.

My father, Ning Ji.

His wife, my mother, Chang Yinglan.

My father, Larfa.

His wife, my mother, Emina.

My sister, Erica.

Their importance in my life is immeasurable.

I once wondered if I would ever be a child abandoned by others and live a miserable life in the rest of my life. Then he died in solitude.

I think that I, a child abandoned by my parents, should end my life in the welfare home.

It was as if as soon as I was born, my life was over.

I'm grateful for everything I've encountered in my life, and I'm grateful for everything I've encountered in my life.

I think about my life, and I think about my family's life, how should I be, work hard for them.

I may have been a humble person, but they told me that I should, know everything, and that is, love.

I love them as much as they love me.

In the cycle of life and death, I don't always love my family, but I'm not ashamed of it, because my love has not been realized until now.

I didn't think so much about seeing them again.

My father, my mother, my sister, my friends, are all in my world, forever and ever, with my care.

I've been happy, I've been sad, I've been in despair, and I can use all the adjectives to describe everything I've encountered in my life.

I may have stopped and thought about the meaning of life, even though I thought I understood it, but I still lost in the end, and I didn't understand what the meaning of my life was.

So I said to myself, don't think about any meaningless, those are useless, how I should live now, how to live.

However, I think that this time, I am wrong again, I am no longer the self-righteous fool, nor am I the kind of youth with my own subjective assumptions, I may be more pragmatic.

I told myself that the meaning of my life might be to meet, all the people I could meet, and I wanted to tell them that in my world, they appeared just right, and that everything about them, along with everything about me, formed a part of my life.

In my character, even if I don't thank those who have hurt me, I will say to them that it is a pity that we have not been good friends among the thousands of beings in this world.

On the road of life, I have to move forward, I have to take a long-term view, put myself a little lower, in order to be able to see what kind of things have made me who I am now.

Maybe it's because of my parents, or maybe it's me, or whatever anyone I've ever met, or anything I've ever experienced.

At the end of the day, I think of such a person.

His name is Chen Lin. I called him Lin'er, and in the past, I didn't understand how important the name "Lin'er" was to me, and it should probably represent the same person as the name "Chen Lin".

I didn't understand until later.

Everyone can call Lin'er Chen Lin, but I don't have this qualification, so I call Lin'er by her name.

Lin'er, perhaps, is the most important person I have met in my life. Her name is engraved in my heart, and I only need to remember myself to be able to remember her.

She is not everywhere, but the most important person in my life, and I am willing to pay for it.

She is the white moonlight in my life, and the only woman in my life who wants to follow her footsteps.

I can't understand why this woman is so important in my life, maybe it's because of her own charisma, or because of the innocence and kindness that pulls me and erases the evil of my humanity in the goodness.

I am no longer the loneliest person in the world, and I am no longer the loneliest soul in the world.

When I came to this world, it was like the loneliest life, and her arrival was like a light for my life.

Even if I need to trade my own life for the peace of her life.

Maybe in the old years, I understood this truth, I have always wanted to protect her, not because I am very kind, but because I have an inexplicable sense of familiarity with her, I think I am the closest person to him in this world, because the spirit world is not the world we have been in since we were born, we are in this world, eat and live together, her life, should be bright and promising.

It's not just because I think she's beautiful, but because in this world, she really has qualities that people don't have.

I dare not say that I love her, because I always feel that I owe her, and even if I am by her side, I only dare to tell her, behold, you are my best friend. Maybe that's all.

I've always had enough sanity, but also enough cowardice, or self-knowledge.

I think I can't beat the people, only run, when I think I shouldn't cause trouble, I will naturally avoid, I am more worldly smart, I know what I can't do but don't do, and I have a sense of self-satisfaction.

The spirit world is not an ordinary world, he relies on the world that is collectively called spiritual power, and can use the power beyond human beings themselves to fight, and the laws of this world are not enough to really punish them, or in other words, this power is so strong that it is difficult for people with this power to be truly powerless, so that it seems to have reached the expansion of desire for a long life.

The uncontrollable strength and the level of strength make them fight like animals, and duels or knife killings are commonplace, making the law more vividly displayed, and it is really difficult for the law to truly protect the powerless human beings.

As for you, although I have a sixth sense of elemental talent, I really can't learn any kind of magic, and it may be more appropriate to compare me to the powerless [Maji] in this world.

So, my escape, the way I looked cowardly, must be right, I don't want them to kill me, I don't want to die so early, that's what I really think.

I don't want my parents to do the end-of-life practice for me, so I, unarmed, as a No-Maji, always run away.

Escape quickly, and you have to be smart to survive if you run away.

I can't become an apprentice of magic, it's natural, because of the limitations of my bloodline, I really can't let myself get the power of magic, so that in the eyes of others, I am an ordinary person, I am still an ordinary person, and there is no extravagance, my ordinary life, ordinary contacts, ordinary life, and more and more confused.

As an ordinary person, how much can you gain in this world?

At this time, I thought that there was another person I had to mention, and he might not be a human, but a wolf who liked to disguise himself as a sheep.

His name is Shadow Seeker, and he is a terrible lone wolf, and he calls himself the supreme king of heaven and earth, and he calls me a sheep, and sheep are the prey of wolves, which means that I am his prey.

He wanted me to accept his power, and he lied to me before that he could take my body like a snatcher.

And now, the more I go through it, the more I feel like he can't do it. The only thing he could do was seal my memory.

My memory is a very special existence, because I have indeed experienced the cycle of life and death, so the memory of the cycle of life and death should always follow me.

However, many times, the separation of life and death in samsara, or the terrible horror encounters, will wear down my mind, destroy my spirit, and even break my strength.

In my life, I should have a clean memory, so he will have those tragic memories clearly. Free me from the oppression of memory.

Because people can't look at everything they want to protect, and destroy it in front of them again and again.

The horror of my dear, the panic of my dear, the despair of my dear, are all vivid in the eyes of the Shadow of the Wilderness, and in my memory, forever lingering.

In order not to be burdened by memory, and to clear my memory, he said to me that accepting this power is no longer an ordinary person limited by blood, and he said that by accepting this power, he will have the blade to fight against the enemy, and he will no longer be slaughtered by others.

I also want to accept it, after all, with the power I can indeed avoid being slaughtered by others, but I really can't allow myself to accept the gift of the Shadow Seeker.

Because for me, I am also trying to gain my own strength, practicing my strength hard, from one-handed swords to two-handed swords, from small magic to great demons, I am practicing, and I am constantly working hard for it.

I really can't accept this gift, in the final analysis, it is because there are many people in this world who are working hard like me, they may be as difficult as me, and they are also suffering because they did not meet their expectations, so when this power comes faster, even more unreal, I will not accept this gift.

If I accept it, their efforts, as well as mine's efforts before, will seem like something in vain.

Just because I knew the Shadow of the Wilderness, or because my parents had entrusted me, I gained a power that ordinary people would not have been able to obtain in a lifetime, which was unacceptable to me who had always worked hard.

I don't allow, and I can't allow myself to be, such a person. Even if I acquiesce to others can ...... Because this is in line with the expectations of everyone in the world, you can give your own things to whoever you want, and under such freedom, this kind of gift of power will definitely make most people agree, and it is normal.

After all, it was a decision made by Shadow Hunter himself, but for others, it was simply an extreme insult, or rather, a denial of "effort".

If everyone in this world gains most of their wealth and power through their own relationships, then what is the point of what those who are still working hard and those who are still struggling are going through.

I think I'm also the kind of person who works hard for half a day without getting anything in return...... So, I shouldn't be the kind of person who doesn't work hard...... Give name and hope to all those who are working hard.