Chapter 53: Chapter 13: Because I Believe
[I can't guarantee that all mothers in this world love their children, although that should be a mother's nature, and this is the saddest thing for me. 】
"Larfa, where are you going?" Kaft stopped Ralfa, who was galloping towards him.
"Get milk for your child~"
Larfa ran fast, he didn't want to say this sentence, but he couldn't help but answer, so he could only drag a long tail note and run over from the side.
"Bringing milk to your child? Did I hear it wrong? In the company of everyone, Long Xu Gong glanced back at Lalfa.
"That kid, isn't that the one I gave Pelos the last time I gave the award and he was messing around next to him?" Dragonbeard turned to Kaft.
Apparently thinking of a very bad memory, Kaft snorted sloppily and just nodded in response.
"That's right."
"You guys, when you were young, you didn't let me worry, but now that you're big and your wings are hard, I can't control it." Long Xu Gong looked at Emina, who came out of the tent, paused, and then continued to finish this sentence, but his eyes kept staring at Chang Yu Feng.
He said, "But no matter how much trouble you children make, when I, a bad old man, can help you carry it, I will help you carry it." Don't dislike me. ”
"Your Excellency Dragonbeard......" Kaft looked at Dragonbeard Prince's sudden age, and looked at his gaze, the child who swore to pull his mother's trouser leg, as if some magical force was pulling him.
He is as white as jade, he is flawless, he is like a light in the world, coming from the shock, with astonishing starry eyes.
"I love it, kid." Long Xu Gong walked a little faster, he was wearing the official uniform of the Internal Affairs Office, his steps were a little faster, and the official uniform shook with it, no one had thought that such a high-ranking old man would run, this dress was suitable for running.
Everyone followed, and came to Emina's side.
Chang Yu Feng watched so many people trotting over from far away, pointing out the direction for his mother, and Emina hesitated slightly, not knowing what to say.
"Long time no see, Your Excellency Dragon Whisker." Emina stood outside the tent holding the child in one hand and holding Changyu Kaede's small hand in the other, looking at Long Xu Gong like a bad guy who was going to take her child.
Long Xu Gong came to her, sighed quietly, gathered his pretend, coughed softly, straightened his demeanor, and looked old.
"Long time no see."
Instead of looking at Emina, Long Whisker looked at Long Feather Kaede.
Chang Yu Feng smiled and stood quietly, but did not make any slight movements.
"Can I talk to this kid alone......" Dragonbeard was not as tall as Emina, and he stood like a supplicant, praying that Amina would agree to the old man's request.
Emina didn't understand what Long Whisker meant, but she also reflected on the uniqueness of her child.
He was a godsend, and perhaps from the beginning, a big man like Long Xu Gong understood that this child would come. And not belong to her.
She thought about it for a long time, how could this child be so well-behaved, how could he suddenly come to her side, and how could he call her mother one by one.
He has never been with her, and he has never been.
"What do you mean, kid?"
She went to ask Chang Yu Feng, Chang Yu Feng saw that her eyes were slightly red, she had just cried, and looked at her from the bottom up, her hair was a little messy, although it was soft, but it was a little boring.
"I think, yes." Chang Yu Feng sensed Emina's sadness, this sadness was sudden, one small and one large, making the whole heart tremble, but he didn't know where this sadness came from and where it went.
"Then you go." Amina wanted to send away Chang Yu Feng's hand, but Chang Yu Feng didn't slow down a little, and held it tightly, but was let go.
"Have a good chat with Your Excellency Long Sugong."
Amina gently pushed Chang Yu Feng forward, and Chang Yu Feng was puzzled, as if he looked back at Amina in hindsight, Aimina squinted her eyes and did not protect her under her.
"I'll be waiting for you outside with your dad."
Long Xu Gong looked at Changyu Feng and turned his head, and then also looked at Amina, Amina's behavior seemed strange to him, and in everyone's opinion, it should be the same.
It's just that they have done so, and no one cares about such a small act and raises doubts.
Long Xu Gong stretched out his hand to lead the way for Changyu Feng, which shocked everyone, and at this time, only Emina did not.
It is said that the world is stupid, and it is stupid, who can understand, if you don't understand, you won't understand, this is life.
Everyone was standing outside, watching Long Xu Gong lead the way for Changyu Feng. And Changyu Kaede obediently followed, and even Kaft looked at Emina in shock.
He had thought that this little child was unique, and he had never thought that this little child was so unique.
This uniqueness, as if, he does not belong here at all, does not belong to this earthly land.
This is also his fate.
And Emina just looked at Kraft quietly, patted her daughter's back gently, and said nothing.
If you don't know the truth of this world, you know it, and if you don't know, no one will say it for you.
You live a depressed life, live stupidly and stupidly, it's okay not to ask about the world, as long as you step into this world, every step you take can't get rid of the intrusion of time.
"Anything you want, I've got you covered." Long Xu Gong put his hand on the table and took out a roster from his sleeve.
"These are the names of all the living Joljos people, and there are traces of them."
The dragon beard man placed the roster on the table very lightly, and his hand went to his sleeve to take something, a very small ring, and took it out of his cuff.
"This is the heart of the mountains, and it has always been kept with me. Now, the thing is returned to its rightful owner. ”
"Thank you, Your Excellency Dragonbeard."
Chang Yu Feng gently tucked the roster and ring into his cuffs.
"Please take care of my family. And take care of yourself. Changyu Feng slowly stood up and said goodbye to Long Sugaku.
He placed his right hand on his eyebrows and nodded at Long Xugong, which was also considered a salute. It's just a god's gift to mortals.
It's just a passing scene.
In fact, they didn't talk at all, they had already talked about it.
Chang Yu Feng is no longer a mortal now, no matter how much he talks to his mother like a mortal, no matter how much he praises his mother, he can only look at them, and he no longer has palpitations.
"I can't say goodbye to them, that would make my mind less determined." After Changyu Feng finished saluting, he stood still, and for a moment, he calmed down as if he was in another world.
"Lanlo." Chang Yu Feng called out Lan Luo's name, and his call was heard by everyone outside the tent, it was not like a child's voice that could shout.
Amina looked at the tent, a mighty man in front of the Dragonbeard, who might be his own Jack Niemann, or maybe someone else.
"I'm leaving...... Please take care of them. ”
Chang Yu Feng put his hand on his waist and coughed in a low voice.
He seemed to repeat the phrase again.
"No matter what, I can only succeed and not fail."
"Don't you really say goodbye?"
"That's good now...... We just looked at each other, and it seemed very abrupt, but in fact only I understood the weight of them in my heart. If they don't understand, that's fine. ”
Chang Yu Feng lowered his hand from his waist, and Lan Luo slowly approached the tent and came to his side.
"Wait a minute." Chang Yufeng bit his thumb fiercely, and the golden blood of the gods slowly flowed out from his thumb, he glanced at Lan Luo, pulled the Nine Turns Spirit Bead Sword from her waist, and smeared the blood on the body of the Nine Turns Spirit Bead Sword.
The sword roared, vibrating with extreme blue ripples, which turned purple in an instant, and the sword shook even louder, and then turned golden again, and the sword stopped shaking.
"Lanluo, follow me."
Chang Yu Feng's twin body turned into golden light, he was no longer a baby, but a man dressed in graceful white, the Heavenly Xuan Spirit Bead of the Nine Turns Spirit Bead Sword was dialed again and again, rippling with golden blood, dense ripples, his eyes and the white plum between his eyebrows shone boundlessly.
Lan Luo, on the other hand, followed him closely, quietly approaching her, and came to his side.
"Please, take care." Chang Yu Feng's light sword was drawn, and the Tianxuan Spirit Bead Sword moved faster and faster, and it only took no less than five seconds to turn to nine turns.
The surrounding wind followed by a snow of drifting ice crystals, which suddenly boiled and evaporated a long white vapor.
"I will." Long Xu Gong didn't salute Changyu Feng, he was still like a slow old man, saying this sentence long and dull.
"Actually, it's all an extravagant hope that I can come back and see you."
"But you're back."
"There's no way I can resist this heart."
"You're no longer human. King of the gods. ”
"I think so."
Chang Yu Feng held the Nine Turns Spirit Bead Sword and gently slashed a sword qi in front of him, and the sword qi did not fly out, but stopped in front of him, turning into a beam of afterimage.
In the darkness, there was nothingness, only the stars were full.
"But there is no way. I can only follow my heart. ”
Chang Yufeng walked into the pitch black, glanced back at Long Xu Gong, and shook the sleeve of his white shirt.
Like a wolf, he looked back, and between his eyebrows, it was like a killing and gentle horizontal eyebrow, shaking Long Xugong's footsteps and no longer moving forward.
Long Xu Gong wanted to say goodbye, but he was silent at this time, he was shocked and frightened.
"You are really lonely in the world."
Long Xu Gong sighed slowly.
"Maybe so."
Chang Yu Feng disappeared into the stars cut by the Nine Turns Spirit Bead Sword, and Lan Luo slowly followed, turning into golden light and dissipating together.
Long Xugong's nasal cavity slowly transformed into a deep hum, and the breath trembled slightly, like taking a puff of cigarette and then releasing it, and Lin'er filled the entire tent.
"It's my turn."
Long Xugong's waist slowly hung down again, his back was already very hunched, and he really couldn't see the anger just now.
He straightened his back with difficulty, put his hand on his spine, pressed hard with his back hand, and sighed sadly.
He walked slowly out of the tent, no one dared to eavesdrop on their conversation, and when he did, Amina went to the edge of the tent and saw nothing.
In the tent, the tiny table and chair, as if they were dusty with some memory, were cut off from this time, and when they were gone, the person was slowly placed on the edge of the tent.
Like a dream, that person is like never coming.
"He's gone...... He has something very important to do. ”
Dragon Beard looked at Amina and sighed, "You don't have to be too sad, he will definitely come to see you again."
"Why did you come to see me?" Amina looked at Long Xu Gong, holding her real child, and looked at the sleeping Erica, she was indeed sad for a second.
So much so that what she asked was eased a lot.
"Because you're her mother."
"Huh...... I don't understand......"
"Actually, I don't know. But I think you should be clear. ”
"I don't know."
"You don't know and you can't help it...... I want to ......"
"Will he come back? My son. ”
"If he accomplishes his mission...... I think so......"
"What if he doesn't finish it?"
"It's something that no one else has a way of knowing."
"I thought you knew."
"I'm sorry."
"You don't need to apologize."
"I should apologize."
"Why?"
"Because you're his mother."
"He's not my own son."
"He's already your own son."
"If my son is so well-behaved, it must not have been taught by me."
"You have to have faith in yourself, and all mothers should have faith in what they teach their children."
"I've only been a mother for three months."
"Take your time......"
“……”
The conversation between a mother and a dying old man is long and long.
Everyone else listened quietly, no one knowing why, and couldn't guess what they were talking about.
All they know is that there is one less person alive under their noses.
A little kid.
That's all.
Maybe the two people in front of them have a deep relationship and deep feelings for this child, but for them, they are just a person who disappeared by Long Xugong's side.
Maybe that person was already acquainted with Long Xugong, and his departure was just an arrangement of Long Xugong.
Everything fell into place, and the abrupt details slowly dissipated.
Reduced to a soft mutter.
The muttering of this voice was inaudible, and no one could hear it, and the heart of the man named Mother was sunk down, not very painful, but inexplicably sour.
In the heavenly fire, everyone was screaming, freed from the heavenly fire, the baby did not cry or make trouble, and lay quietly in front of her.
She looked at the fire and shouts around her in fear.
Frightened to look at everyone's eyes.
"What if I don't do a good job as a mother? Lal Fa. ”
"But you're supposed to be the child's mother...... I don't know...... I can only be his father......"
"But you're not sure you'll be a good father...... Right......"
"That's not right...... I can guarantee that I can be a good father......"
"Why?"
"Because I can?"
"Because you can?"
"Yes, because I think I can, from the moment the child is born, I am a father...... I believe I can be a good father. Inexplicable feeling. ”
"Because you believe...... So you can? What does that mean. I don't understand. ”
"You're already the mother of the child, no matter what, you should understand."
"Really......"
"Yes."