[All the chapters before this chapter and after the fourth volume of the Death of the Reverse Feather form a closed loop, and become a reincarnation of its own]

[This story is a complete tragedy......

Yes...... I'm not a kid anymore......

I've learned this clearly......

Everything I have, not like I can have...... It was like a knife hanging over my head, and it made me feel pain......

I ended up deconstructing myself......

I used to think, what kind of person am I?

Cowardice, low self-esteem, or, endlessly, fear......

What am I afraid of......

Maybe everyone wants to see the scene of a beautiful woman saving a hero, but for me, it's not a hero saving beauty......

I don't want to ruthlessly debunk this fact, but for me...... Is Lin'er really important to me?

I've known for a long time that I'm one of countless test subjects......

Do you know what that means? There are thousands of me in this world...... This endless cycle is repeated...... But this kind of reincarnation is secretive, and if it wasn't for the inadvertent mention of Shadow Seeker, I wouldn't have known that such a plan was in their vision......

I'm a test subject, an endless test subject......

I'm just a patchwork piece of garbage, I'm not a hero at all, how can I save it, this world ...... Someone who has nothing to do with me......

If the burden of saving the world is put on me......

What do they have to do with me?

I need someone else to save me!

I'm just a test subject......

No matter what I do, it's useless...... I'm just, a complete experiment, my life, my everything, my dreams......

It's all completely manipulated......

I......

What kind of person is he?

I love, I want to love the good......

I love the family that every reincarnation will be in my longing for...... They don't know who I am, I'm no longer a ...... Subject, standing beside them, I can feel that they care about me......

As a test subject named [α17503038], I can feel the warmth they give me when I stand in front of my family members who I have to face again and again...... Even though I've felt it again and again......

For them, I really exist......

But for Shadow Seeker...... They're just experimenting with me as an individual, but in a different form...... They act according to their behavioral memory...... I...... Act on my memory of actions......

They only know me...... It's the son they picked up...... Perhaps their son has a bright future...... Maybe everything for them...... will live well with the help of this "son......

Maybe this son shouldn't have existed in the first place......

What kind of person am I......

What am I to them?

A walking corpse?

A shell filled with consciousness?

A Lesse who doesn't matter where he is......

Possibility......

There is no possibility in this world...... I've never been a hero...... It's just a shell to be slaughtered...... Why did you mold me into such a person?

Why should I be burdened with saving the world?

Why should I just watch them die?

I have nothing...... Why give me hope that I can't have?

I'm just a ...... that doesn't need to exist in this world Just one person]

"Suffered...... α17503038 has a rejection reaction...... "A man pushes his glasses and quickly searches the screen.

A hand was placed on his shoulder and motioned for him not to stir.

[I...... Is...... The dregs of life...... My Everything...... It's all about others......

Let me!

Let me!

Let me!

Let me!

Die ......]

"He's giving up his breath in himself...... He...... I want to bite my tongue and kill myself......" The man was in front of the screen, looking at this person, his eyes closed in pain......

His teeth were on his tongue...... As long as he bites off his tongue, he can ...... ...... from this world Death......

Death because of excessive bleeding......

It doesn't seem like a very glorious thing......

"I don't understand. Chang Yu Feng used his sword to prop up his already broken body, the toxin had soaked into his blood and began to attack, the long black hair he tied up had been scattered at this time, blood and dust were all over his body, sticky and taunting, his sword was originally blue light, but now it was faintly scattered with faint light, blood was flowing from the corners of his mouth, and his clothes were tattered, like a lost dog.

"You won't understand!" Her huge claws flew over, and a heavy blow was about to kill Changyu Feng, like trampling an unrelated ant.

"Boom!"

The giant claw attacked, and the ground collapsed violently, and Changyu Feng was hard pressed to the ground before he could parry, and in an instant, he flew straight through the ground and flew out of the upper layer of the ice crystal tower.

"Even if I had to choose once, I would still choose to come back and save you, as always." Chang Yu Feng used his last strength to speak, his voice was very soft and soft, as if he was still whispering to her, accompanied by the pale blue brilliance and whistling ice wind around the Ice Crystal Tower, Long Yu Feng fell into endless darkness. 】

"Captain......" The man glanced at the hand, the clean hand, as if it was still holding him...... In fact, that hand was just on his shoulder.

"He bled to death...... How long does it take......" The owner of the hands gently took his hands away and placed them on his waist, his teeth also gurgling, and the hands were clenched into fists......

"Probably...... Three minutes ......"

"I see...... So why is he like this? Has it been seen before? ”

"I didn't ...... No...... None of the test subjects were like him...... I've done this ......."

His eyes were like black fangs...... Staring at the person on the screen.

The captain's hands were shaking......

It's like that person's teeth......

It's like...... The tongue grits its teeth......

["Brother Yufeng......" Lin'er chased after his footsteps, he walked very fast, as if he deliberately left her, step by step, blocking the black and white lines, the illusory figures on the street began to twist and turn, those black and white lines around her entire body, like one shackle after another, she chased quickly, but she was getting farther and farther away from him.

Like a distant mountain walking backwards, her steps became heavier and heavier, and the call became smaller and smaller, and she couldn't even hear it, leaving his gradually blurred figure, and those gentle eyebrows and eyes echoed in her heart.

"Brother Yu Feng...... Wait for me ......" Lin'er shouted, but there was no response, the little figure shuttled through the black and white lines, far and near, the fat boy appeared in a daze, the way that imitated his smile made her heart tremble, the girl with buck teeth stared at her fiercely, the silent warning made her tears turn aggrievedly in her eyes, her starry eyebrows and eyes lit up, there was always his figure, but it was far away, untouchable.

Suddenly remembered, in the days in the clouds, the gods loved her like the pearl of the whole world, where she went, the sun and the moon danced for it, the stars sang for it, on the white moon bridge, she saw him for the first time, it was like this, no day she had ever lived compared to this day, her star-like eyes stared at him, he smiled at her, and gave her a trace of superfluous gaze......]

This world is finished......

The dust outside the window howls in the wind and snow......

"We still have to save him......" The captain's hand finally lowered.

"Good!" The team members began fiddling with the buttons on the screen...... Every button has the potential to save him, and even though he wants to die, he can be healed with the flip of that button......

Let him get ...... Longer life......

Longer life......

More ......

He would rather give up his life......

"None of the experiments would give up...... Become a god...... This test subject...... Unique......"

The captain looked sternly at the painful man...... The whole screen couldn't put down his hideous face, and he wanted to die, but he was being played with by the buttons...... I want to die......

He began to go insane......

He began to ...... It is incumbent on you to hurt yourself...... He could only bite off his tongue, but in that vessel...... Nothing can be done anymore......

"Don't give him painkillers, let him ...... like this" The captain seemed to want to see his limits......

[There is an old saying that people work hard, and God helps.

I don't know if that's true, but I know that I can only make up for my talent if I keep working hard.

Others spend twice as hard, I spend twice or even triple, and the only time others have is also the only time I have, and time will not favor anyone, nor will it make anyone feel unfair.

The sun and the moon are like shuttles, time is like arrows, day after day, year after year.

I know that my brother's death was a long time later, and my master, that is, Xiao Qingshan and Xiao Chengxiang, have been hiding it from me.

None of the letters I sent reached my brother, because, during the six months we were separated, he rushed to the front without hesitation......

What a stupid person, isn't it?

That's him......

It's stupid and stupid, and people are very ...... Simplicity...... Foolish......

I didn't find out about this until a long time later...... So, for me...... This grief is more like ...... Angry...... Everyone kept silent about this matter, because such an impulsive and reckless person who could not be pulled by the ox could not be qualified to perform the duties of a guardian. 】

He's ...... Crazy Bleeding ...... From his throat, from his broken tongue, madness, blood gushed out......

The bright red blood filled the whole vessel.

He's in the blood...... Crazy to pull out the trachea on the body......

"I want to know...... Why is he so different! The captain's hand rested on the screen, longing for the eye of this different individual......

All of the test signs were normal, except for this one, which flashed red crazily...... But he's still alive...... But he wanted to die......

"Probably, because of this memory? Or is it ...... This kind of memory triggered his resistance? The team member lifted his glasses, and in the fiddling of the button, let this already crazy test subject live for a long time......

[I'm not alone......

I'm not even an animal......

I'm just a shell......

I simply can't do it......

Treat the loved ones of others as your own loved ones......

I was forced to dream......

I was forced to hope......

I was ...... Confined like a prisoner......]

"Captain...... No, he ripped off his breathing tube, and if he continued like this, he was afraid that he would die in the container due to lack of oxygen......"

The team fiddled with the buttons violently, he could control the man, but he couldn't control the beast......

The galloping beast, searching for its own line of death, was breaking free from his cage......

“α17503038…… I know, you can hear me...... I'd like to talk to you about it......" The captain's hand was on the button, a red button that could end his life...... No one really has the right to end his life......

However, this button is there...... For, here and now.

It's the same as ...... At that time......

["I just feel wronged now...... I want to do things well, but I just can't do them...... I know they're strong! He never met with them, and they played me so hard that I now feel like a wreck! However, I can't feel wronged! The stronger they are, the more I want to get a win on them! ”

Chang Yu Feng's voice trembled a little.

"You know what? Little Blue! When I was in Wenti County, those minions had already spread all over Wenti County! Haturin! Longxing Club! When the Shadow of the Wilderness told me they were spying on me! I had no idea what was going on! And then there is Bailing Mountain! No one actually wants me to go back! It's an empty shelf! There's been no place for me to settle down for a long time, I don't want to go anywhere, I don't dare to own anything, I want to stay in Wenti all the time! They won't, I want to be in Bailing Mountain, they won't, I want to go to Fran, I want to go to school in peace, I'm always worried that Erica's family will be assassinated quietly because of me! Tangerine, I don't have any energy to lie to you...... I'm not lying to you either. ”】

[Fate, the so-called fate: one is fate, which refers to the nature given by nature; The second is luck, which refers to the poor changes at all stages of life, everyone is a vassal of fate, and each of us has never been able to change our destiny. In life, no one can decide their own destiny as soon as they are born.

The long fortune of life and qi is an indescribable miracle. 】

My dreams......

[The ice flower rolled and fell in front of his eyes, and by the early sun of the world, the originally white ice flower flashed a moving red in an instant.

My dear, little master.

He fell slowly, the baby on his back cried, and there would be no movement when there was a baby's cry at a height of 10,000 meters, just like a birdsong that flickered far and near, above this high altitude, so small, so humble. 】

Oh my love......

How much, how much, how I love this world......

How much, how much, how I hoped...... I love......

Everything I can love......

My Dream ......