Chapter 37: Hello, α17503038, hello, Changyu Maple.

The author is iris and bows to the line: I talk about fate, the one who depends on it is pale and powerless, the one who depends on it is sanctimonious, and everyone knows what he wants, but my heart is sincere, but it is difficult to make progress, and I am conceited that my heart should not be ......

Thinking about fate is like a long night, class is like a stubborn stone, and it is better to preach by persuasion than to be vigilant from cold-blooded bystanders.

This cycle of fate will also come to an end, and my heart is already clear.

The husbands and women go to each other, and the reason complements each other.

When the mountains and rivers are exhausted, the willows and flowers are restored.

[Principality, June 10, 2021]

The dragon assembly was closed, and the thirty female corpses were all unrecognizable, and they were all on the streets.

The next day, Longxing will hold a funeral and swagger through the market.

Changyu Feng was in his early sixties, sitting opposite the Shadow of the Wilderness, on the hill not far from Wenti County, and walked on the road.

"What does my future look like?" Chang Yu Feng closed his eyes and recuperated, his expression was calm and undisguised.

The wind and grass are blowing, and the rat dust is all blankly looking at these two people, not moving at all, and something strange has happened.

I saw that Chang Yufeng's whole body was covered in hot sweat, and the red evil qi quietly overflowed from the tendons and veins of his whole body, making him red, and the corners of his mouth moved slightly, enduring the heat caused by this evil qi.

"The word fate, it's not easy to talk about." Seeking Desolation chuckled, slapped his palm on his chest, and hit his heart with a black flame, the black flame burned and rushed into Changyu Feng's heart, the golden heart surrounded by red evil qi was like a majestic war drum, blocking the evil qi, but it was really difficult to defeat.

Xun Huangying's expression was solemn, he frowned, he could only exert his strength again, and the heavy pressure was gone, and the black flames were surging forward, but it was even more difficult to attack.

"You really haven't ......changed at all," Shadow Seeker sighed, but this evil aura was going to burn Shadow Seeker's heart, and he was not allowed to live in peace.

The surrounding waterfowl chirped in unison, and the sorrow of looking for the shadow of the desolation also came to my heart.

"It's your own life...... The right thing to say about the dragon...... Leave it up to you to choose, and choose by virtue of your character, and this will be the result. ”

Xun Desolate Shadow remembered the years at that time, this kid was still able to laugh, and to this day, his laughter is all three points of wood, seven points of timidity, and he is tortured.

"No one can carry their memories and run in reincarnation again and again." Xun Wilderness sighed, rarely shed tears, he really felt that this young man was too resolute, experienced the torture of reincarnation, and his life was difficult to have joy......

Why......

All living beings are so miserable......

Is there anyone who can give him an answer, even if it is a penny......

"Especially if you are as kind as you, if you go to the little sect king, you will have to cut your heart like a knife......

Xun Huangying looked at Chang Yufeng's tears in pain, and the eyes that had never shed a tear for himself shed hot tears, like a clear river flowing on his cheeks.

"I'm not grieving for them, I just can't understand what life like this is all about."

Changyu Feng didn't understand, and it was difficult to get to the root of it.

"I don't know ...... such an ancient and philosophical proposition"

Shadow Seeker felt that the problem was too big, and if he said it like Nagawa Kaede was joking, it would be difficult for him to say anything more.

"I don't understand...... Why don't even you understand. ”

Chang Yu Feng's heart fire rose more and more, and those immortal grasses that had not yet been exhausted had condensed into a cyan inner tank and sank into his dantian.

"Actually, I told you a long time ago...... In this life, people live either for fame, or for profit, or for others, or for themselves. It's so hard for me to think of anything else......"

"It's useless to know this...... It's just a general talk......"

Chang Yu Feng took a deep breath, his tears were also baked clean by the evil qi, the tears went down, and his cheeks were all scars.

"A person shouldn't think so much, it's better to pity yourself for suffering than to pity yourself for suffering." The hand of the Shadow of the Wilderness was withdrawn, and the natural aura of the Heavenly Demon was crystal clear and furious, but it was like a deep tan, and it was difficult to have a rhythm.

That day, the demonic qi was controlled by him, and he could suppress it and would not resist, but it was really difficult to make any improvement in letting Chang Yu Feng come.

"You're too dull like this, you're famous at the Dragon Conference, I think, right now, someone is really going to trouble you." Xun Huangying received his own king's law and turned into a little lamb: "It's better for me to follow you......"

"Hmm...... I think so, too, that I'm too dull now, and I always feel like a big stone is coming down in my heart...... Takes my breath away. It's good that you're here, so I can relax. ”

Chang Yu Feng also accepted his own king's law image, and looked at the mountains and fields, and some of the rare chickadees flew and roamed, and his heart was difficult to calm down.

In this world, there are really few people who are exquisite.

"You say you don't know what you're living for, but you're still living like this...... Isn't this a way to live? Xun Desolate Shadow flicked the ash on his wool, climbed to the top of Changyu Feng's head in three steps, and lay down obediently: "Hmph, it's still so comfortable...... Just go for a walk...... Don't set yourself so high, if you are too high, you will come to the end......"

"You are burdened with the enmity of your parents, young man, you are now being freed up here at most, just like the ancient people, the hatred of the family and the country, the abandoned son of Bailing Mountain, who came to study in a foreign country! After completing the study, I will return to China and repay myself! Let them see! You revive the family business! Isn't that imposing......"

"Yes, in a trance...... I've never wanted to see my parents so much......"

"No......" Shadow Seeker shook his head lazily.

"I remind you time and time again that no place where you live is heaven...... Ay...... For you, the dragon is heartbroken. ”

The noise of birds and birds in this mountain is terrifying, and it isolates people's disturbances.

"Seeking the Shadow...... You said...... I really went to my parents...... Can you find it? Chang Yu Feng touched his face, his face was cute and cute, with a childlike glow: "My ...... for my parents Well...... Hate? It may have gone up in smoke...... If I can find them, maybe...... I ......"

"Do you still struggle with the meaning of life?"

Seeking Desolate Shadow gently patted Chang Yu Feng's face with his palm, he had a preference for Long Yu Feng's appearance.

For his sheep, he, as always, love is intense.

"What?"

Long Feather Kaede was puzzled.

"Do you still feel that people need to live meaningfully?"

Shadow Seeker repeated the phrase.

"I think ......" Chang Yufeng twisted his waist and replied crisply.

"No...... The meaning of life is to be with your family...... I understand it now...... Right? ”

"Why did you have such a change?"

"Because, I think...... Many people, things that they can't do at all, must be very precious. ”

Changyu Feng was very light, and slowly sat down again.

Looking at this foreign country where he has lived for many years, all the majestic dragons are beginning to be small......

It's called Wenti County...... It's where he's lived for too long...... He has known every road for a long time, but his character is not very good...... I don't want to move around, so everyone here is so ...... Infinitesimal......

The sky is a place where the blue river ripples, and no one does not desire to go to the sky, because the sky is carefree......

He also understood a little that those gods who wanted to go to the sky were so far away......

Mankind...... It's a lot of trouble......

They can cry and laugh, but they are not free enough.

The changes of birth, old age, sickness and death, as well as the entanglement of various bonds, no one can escape......

He is like a duckweed floating in the world......

I wanted to do something, but when I looked back and stole it, I realized that I hadn't done anything.

"I actually...... Still thinking about such a thing...... It's just that he is physically strong, or he is physically strong and has strong spiritual power, can he really be the best in the world? I'm starting to doubt ......"

The tragic scene of the thirty corpses echoed in his mind, and it was not something that could really be remembered......

They are innocent...... Everyone knew they were innocent, but they were dead......

Someone was supposed to redress their grievances, but most people didn't even know what they were called...... A body without a name, a child without a parent, is not eligible for redress.

Perhaps, this is the original face of this world, cruelty, primitive desires, intertwined with primitive violence, knocking civilized people back to their prototypes.

It's okay to sympathize, but it's too hard to really do something for them...... They may not have done anything wrong, but the only thing they did wrong was that they were born into a ...... Where flooding is likely to occur......

When the flood swept away their homes and their parents could not survive, perhaps selling them to wealthy families would give them a chance to survive......

Before the flood, they would have had happy families...... But between natural and man-made disasters, this kind of happiness may never be found again.

Lin'er is a child who was abandoned in front of the welfare home...... Like himself, he understands the feeling of abandonment, so when he passes by a flooded place, he instinctively goes over to take a look, or ...... Would want to lend a helping hand......

But it only takes a moment for a disaster to destroy a person, but it takes a lot of courage to help others. Lin'er was framed by her kindness, and she was willing to be framed, because she was such a kind person......

In this world, there will be parents who abandon their children all the time, and there is no end to saving them...... Good people should not be dragged down by their own kindness......

But sometimes, this drag is inevitable...... It doesn't matter if there is a grudge or not...... I can't tell you clearly......

However, with strong spiritual power, can it really be the best in the world?

He began to become suspicious.

He didn't know that Lin'er was carrying thirty lives...... Now, the sins of those thirty lives weighed on him......

But he felt that it was not so serious, because it did not seem to be a sin to him...... It's a relief......

To put it mildly...... The one who should be blamed the most...... It's not him......

They want to live, but their lives are in the hands of others......

Kaede Nagawa wants to win...... also relied on the explosion of his evil spirit to win the championship of the Izuku Conference.

His own future is compared with the unknown thirty lives......

There is no way to measure it...... But to be honest, he didn't know about it......

From another point of view, as long as these thirty people are still alive, Lin'er will always be held up by his kindness, because Lorcan can use Lin'er's kindness to do things again and again, so he doesn't feel that there is anything worth worrying about in this kind of thing......

He only felt that if the sins were borne by himself, the sins he had indirectly caused might be the best destination......

No one knows if this is the best ending......

But you can't help but let life go on...... To put it mildly, it is someone else who dies after all......

He will cry for Lin'er, he will cry for his friends, he will cry for his parents, he will cry for himself, but he should not be forced to cry for strangers......

So he now feels that being with his family is the most important thing......

It's not a child anymore, the life or death of strangers is really not that important, and it's not so much, let's cry for strangers......

Most...... How sad is it...... A little indifferent, a little entangled with emotion......

Nothing could be more important than this......

"Nothing is more important than family......"

Chang Yufeng looked at the Feixia outside the window, those clouds were running really fast, as if they were playing, and they were flying down......

Call......

Actually, his heart is so tired......

It's elusive to be tired.

It turns out that when you are a god, you will be so tired......

The gods were supposed to be carefree and immortal......

But as long as you are entangled in two or three things in the world, you will fall into the entanglement of the world......

This kind of tired feelings...... I want to cut it off all at once......

"That's what I think......" Chang Yu Feng touched the Shadow of the Wilderness on his head, and the Shadow of the Wilderness was startled, because this was the first time that the Lord Feather Feng touched him......

Changyu Kaede's small hand stroked the wool of the Shadow of the Wilderness.

"In my experience, there don't seem to be so many people in this world, either they are separated from each other and it is difficult to see each other, or they are tangled and entangled, and they have grievances...... It seems difficult to achieve the goal of reunion and reunion......"

"It's harder than climbing to the sky...... lamb's little belly was warm, and it touched the top of Changyu Feng's head, and Changyu Feng felt the comfort of looking for the desolate shadow......

"Really...... Do you think so too, the family is reunited...... Isn't it harder than climbing to the sky......"

"Hmm...... Because there are some people who don't have it...... Don't talk about birth, old age, sickness and death, just talk about work or separation between two places...... It's already hard...... How can a child grow up and never leave home...... Aren't you going to study in Fran too? My number one ......"

Oh, yes......

How can a child grow up and never leave home......

"I'm going to set a goal for myself......" Changyu Feng watched the sunset slowly set......

"No. 1 in the world...... Isn't this goal enough? ”

In the eyes of the desolate shadow, colorful clouds are flying.

The sunset in Wenti County, surrounded by mountains, the birds in the mountains also return to their hometowns, and there is a strange scene of white birds and phoenixes.

"Look! That bird is so pretty......

Nagawa Kaede did not answer this question.

They pointed their fingers at the bird under the rainbow, and the bird was falling with two whiskers and drifting, its snow-white tail feathers......

"If only I could be as free as a bird......

Chang Yufeng's back was a little bent, and he felt that his back must be straight to be a real man......

However, after going through so much, his heart was scarred......

He needs someone to accompany him, to find the shadows, and really, to be by his side......

"Being able to beat others doesn't make you the number one ...... in the world"

Long Feather Maple lay gently on the hill......

Shadow Seeker also fell, and the sheep's paws scratched at Changyu Feng's head.

"You have ...... Gray hair! ”

Shadow Hunter saw the top of the six-year-old child's head, a silver strand of white hair dancing like a dance, dancing against the background of the wind and the sunset.

The dance of the white hair is like a newborn bird about to fly into the sky......

"Really?"

Chang Yu Feng looked at the stars on the young hill and smiled......

"I'm going to grow old...... Right......"

"If you will......"