Chapter Forty-Eight: Psychedelia

"Let me ...... Run ......"

Please...... Abba......

Let me...... Run......

She took the hand away from her ankle, and looked with a shudder at the hand that would reach out in the night, the hand with very few limbs, all the flesh and skin huddled together, curled up on the back of the hand, and bulging into a pool of green pus.

The hand was about to grab her again, the familiar face had been distorted to the appearance of an inhuman, and the blood-red eyes had already been as hideous as cracks.

Please...... Abba......

"Let me ...... Let me run......"

She cried out, unable to break free from her terrible claws, and her eyes, which had begun to flow red, could no longer tell whether they were blood or tears.

"What are you doing! Mithea! Run! "A man ran quickly, took an axe for chopping wood, and quickly cut off the hand, which shone in the black night, turned into a top-secret white light, and thundered down!

"Thundered ......"

Seeking Desolation looked at the flickering thunder in the sky, the summer thunder, scratching the sky at the edge of the sky, like a white claw winding down, tearing the sky apart.

"It's going to rain......"

Chang Yu Feng put his hand in front of his eyes, feeling the humid air next to him, and in front of him, Mithea did the same, which made him feel a little surprised.

"Old gods, we are holding an earth-shattering, weeping ghost and god funeral for you. You see, God, weeping for you......"

A drop of rain fell on Mythea's hand, and she grabbed the drop of rain and clenched it into a fist, responding to Changyu Feng's eyes.

"Then my pomp is really big, and the sky will cry for me......"

Chang Yu Feng also teased.

"Heaven does cry for you."

Shadow Seeker knocked on Long Feather Kaede's head.

"What? It's true? Chang Yu Feng rubbed his head: "Did you already know that I was going to die that day?" So terrifying? ”

"Stupid! How can it be! It's just ordinary thunder and rain. ”

Seeking the Shadow of the Wilderness no longer stood cross-legged, but sat cross-legged on Changyu Feng's head, he had already noticed the woman named Star Bone, and he also observed it carefully.

"Are you...... What ethnicity? Principalities? Or the Imperials? Or is it an orc? ”

Xun Desolate Shadow laughed quietly: "My sheep can't stand the deception, why do you want to kill us honestly?" No, it's the sheep that killed me. ”

"Are you...... Who? Mythea said something that made Shadow Seeker frown.

For she didn't seem to know the lamb.

"God's Pet...... Is it? Mythea looked relaxed, as if she was willing to talk. She didn't think it would happen to kill an adult, the law would punish her anyway, but she was resistant to killing someone who looked like a child, so he was as quiet as possible now.

Changyu Feng didn't mean to run away, so she didn't care anymore.

"God's Pet ......"

Xun Desolate Shadow tilted his head, put his chin on Chang Yu Feng's forehead, and lay down, if he had been in the past, he would have been a little angry, but now he was not angry because of this sentence, but instead frowned, and laughed quietly: "You are from Haturin, right...... Is that right? ”

"What's wrong with Haturin?" Chang Yu Feng asked to find the desolate shadow, he was also a little leisurely, not so nervous.

Even if there will be a bad battle next, it will not be so tense, and even relaxed.

This feeling is amazing, so wonderful that you can feel some small smoke rising above Changyu Kaede's head even if you look for the Desolate Shadow.

That tiny amount of smoke surrounded Chang Yu Feng's forehead.

"Old God, I wish you could understand that I killed you only because you had to die, not because we had some vendetta of our own."

Mithea put on her black hood and seemed to hide her appearance, she didn't like the rain, so she made such a move.

Neither Changyu Kaede nor Seeking the Shadow could see her face again.

"Are you going to start killing me?"

Changyu Feng put his hand on the hilt of his sword.

"No...... I accepted your offer, and we can talk a little more, at least so that you can die a little more clearly, so that you will not come directly to me for revenge in the next [reincarnation]. ”

Mithea's words shocked Changyu Feng, and he clearly heard Mithea say the word reincarnation.

"Does Haturin know that I will be reincarnated? That's embarrassing, I thought I was the only one who knew about it. Chang Yu Feng grabbed the waist of the Shadow Seeker and grabbed him from the head.

rumble

A thunderclap exploded again, and the rain fell quickly, not tears, but white flowers.

"Your business, in the eyes of most people, is always a secret." Mythea snorted, and was slapped by the heavy rain.

"I should have thought about this a long time ago...... No, this kind of thing ......" Changyu Feng glared at the Shadow of the Wilderness who was pretending to be dead.

Seeking the Shadow tilted his head, stuck out his little tongue, and pretended to be dead.

"The gods of the old days, from the beginning of their revival, must have been tinged with tragedy. In the new world, it has long been impossible to carry the old gods. ”

Only lying again and again can convince you that you are the god of the past.

"I don't understand you......"

Chang Yufeng shook the Shadow of the Wilderness, and the Shadow of the Shadow of the Wilderness woke up slowly, looking left and right.

"What's wrong!"

The Shadow of the Desolation struggled in Chang Yu Feng's hands, but Long Yu Feng did not grasp the Shadow of the Wilderness at all, and the Shadow of the Wilderness fell to the ground all of a sudden.

"I never understood how a person who had been a tragedy since birth could have lived happily ever since."

Musea saw the glimmer of light on Changyu Feng's body, and the glimmer of light fell slowly, bringing a powerful sense of absurdity with the rain under the thunder.

“……”

Changyu Feng didn't understand how much Mithea understood, and when he heard his words, he felt a little inexplicably dumb.

He didn't know what to say......

Where does a person's tragic life begin......

Perhaps, it should be, from birth......

Perhaps, it came from a bad thing......

Or maybe it's one lie after another, one never-ending lie......

How many lies are there in this world......

How many tragedies should happen in this person's life......

No one should understand...... own life...... From birth to the end, will it be a miserable life......

Only when he did all this, when he was forced to do all this...... to be able to make people understand...... His life was a complete tragedy.

"Haven't you noticed?" Mithea saw Chang Yu Feng's astonishment: "Everyone around you is fake, the real you, still lying in the hospital, facing the beginning of a miserable life......"

"You are not from this world either......"

Chang Yu Feng sighed, as if ignoring what he said.

"I know you don't want to admit it, but for you...... I hope you understand...... This world is long since gone. ”

Mithea's voice, in the rainstorm, rushed to Changyu Kaede's ears.

"Actually, I already know...... If you were just here to tell me that...... It's going to be a big disappointment...... Actually, I already knew about it. ”

Changyu Feng spread his hands indifferently.

"I'm not stupid...... So I understand that other people are not stupid......"

In countless long nights...... In the countless starry nights lying in the small earthen houses, in the countless torrential rains that ran and shouted, Chang Yufeng had certainly understood the meaning of his life.

What is the tragedy of life......

"Are you sure you really know?"

Mythea's voice couldn't be heard clearly at all, but it could still reach Changyu Feng's ears, she was here to kill Changyu Feng, not to tell Changyu Feng anything, what she was doing now was like a kind of "idle talk" of pity.

A man's death, for Haturin, has never been of value.

The purpose of Haturin's establishment was always to destroy the world, not other idle things.

"Hmm...... Actually, it's hard for me to know if it's my dream or not, and I don't care if it's real...... Or rather, I don't care about a lot of things anymore...... This is not something that is incomprehensible...... All I can say is...... I'm still alive and clear. ”

Changyu Feng's white hair shone in the rain, and the light of the rain flowed and spread on his body, and he was like a flame under the boundless stars, burning brightly.

"My sheep is very clever, and you want to fool him, but you can't." Xun Desolate Shadow gently climbed onto Chang Yu Feng's lap again, and climbed along Chang Yu Feng's whole body to the top of his head: "I can't fool my sheep for a long time...... You've got to organize your language well, or rather, say something really dry. ”

"No...... I hope you can understand that I have grown up...... I don't think what I can accept is not why I'm here or there, but what I've seen in my life, and I'm not going to give up everything I have because of a lot of things I can't accept......"

Nagayu Kaede spread his hands, and the sound reached Mythea's ears through the rainstorm.

"I've developed the ability to deal with problems on my own...... Then I also need to accept the results of my handling of things...... In this way, you can ...... How so...... to understand...... The true meaning of life. ”

"What about you...... It's sad. You're still alive ......."

Museia saw the thunder light above Changyu Feng's head, and the thunder light slashed down.

"Mithea! Come on! The axe was quickly put down, and the hand holding it was very small, even the thickness of the axe handle.

That's my sister.

Sister......

"They're not Abba and Grandma anymore. They're monsters now! The sister took her hand and pulled her up, shook the axe that chopped wood, and shook the green blood off the hand.

"Now, let's run away! Can't stay here anymore, let's go to a safe place! ”

My sister took her hand and ran quickly, he saw that his father was still reaching out to grab her, the green blood was flowing down violently, sticky and smelly.

They stepped over Grandma's corpse, and when she looked back, her red eyes burning so hot that her hand to Grandma trembled and shrunk back.

My sister's hands were warm and scorching, leading her to run and call, the moon hung in the sky, but it was difficult to have a quiet moonlight.

"The whole village is finished...... " My sister turned around, the terrifying axe was still oozing black blood, and my sister's eyes that had withered were naturally red in the moonlight, she looked at her sister with some fear, but she only saw the tenderness of her sister under her fierceness, and heard her sonorous voice: "Don't cry!" Mithea! Don't cry! Don't I want to cry?! But cry here! What's the use! Take it! ”

It turned out that she had been crying, crying all the time, being harshly pulled by her sister, running in the dark.

The demons who hold the horror are salivating with their flesh and blood.

Even though they may be Abba, Grandma, Uncle, Auntie, Grandpa, Grandma...... And friends......

The axe was forced into her hand, she sobbed, timidly stepped back, looked at the terrible axe, snot and tears flowed, and saw that her sister had picked up a firewood knife again, which had chopped the firewood in the hands of Abba and Grandma.

"The whole village has fallen!"

My sister turned around again and looked fiercely at the wood knife in her hand.

"Stop crying!" My sister's hand touched her eyes and wiped away the tears: "Let's go to other villages to have a look!" Can't stay here anymore! ”

She didn't know why her sister was so strong.

Abba and Grandma used to be so kind......

They were supposed to be kind...... Because they are the children of Abba and Grandma......

"Sister......" she cried, about to cry out.

"Mithea, I'll tell you!" Her sister's voice calmed her, and the cry no longer trembled, as if choked in her throat.

"In the future, we will be the only ones in this family......"

Chang Yu Feng sat down slowly.

In fact, Mithea's words were still somewhat said that he was not very happy, or rather, such a serious topic, he just thought about it alone in a person's world.

He can think of himself as his life full of tragedy and deception, but he can't let it come out of other people's mouths. That terrible life...... Sad life, like ......

In this world, there should be no one who can truly [reincarnate].

"Do you know why you have an infinite number of reincarnations?"

Mithea saw the boy sitting in the rain.

His white hair was like a river of stars flowing in the black moonlight.

"Actually, I know...... But if you're asking, I probably don't know much about ......," Nafeather Kaede replied.

Now, they're really talking......

It's like a friend who has never met before, you and I say it one by one...... The voice is real.

He was serious because he might have known why he was reincarnated before, but now, he didn't know anything about it......

Only a few seconds ago, the questioning was like the rushing thunder, and there was an uproar.

"Your name is Long Feather Kaede...... Long...... Feather...... Maple...... It sounds so good......" A girl leaned her head on his chest, and the girl looked up, looked at his clean chin, and kissed him gently: "I love you so much...... I'm serious......"

I really, really, really love you......

This person who loved him so much never seemed to appear in his own life......

...... that never appeared in his life Who is it......

Love Him...... This gentle questioning disrupted everything about him......

"Do you love me?"

Do you love me?

Do you love me?

Do you love me?

Who will keep asking me if I love her......

Why didn't I live to be twenty years old...... Why am I always a child...... Why don't I seem to grow up......

Why is my life always ...... Never-ending self-reflection and self-realization......

"Because I don't want to...... will be [reincarnation] ......"

Because she hasn't shown up yet...... So I'm going to be here always...... Await......

I'm waiting...... Who......

I do not know......

But I think......