Chapter 63: The Pathetic God

Synopsis: Chang Yu Feng defeated Lin'er and won the first place in the swordsman group of the Dragon Conference, thus entering the winner's canyon, and Haturin's people knew the news early, Long Yu Feng wanted to be hostile, but Ametheas's illusion was too secretive, and Long Yu Feng was accidentally hit.

However, this also allowed Changyu Feng to get a time to leave the Shadow of the Wilderness, so he met the little clan king and learned about the moment of the royal family's genocide as early as three thousand years ago.

Nagayu Kaede didn't have enough sadness or emotion to show because he had already lacked his feelings under the influence of the Heart of God.

Although he thinks he has humanity, his face is more and more expressionless, and there is always only an indifferent answer in his heart, no longer mixed with the slightest emotion.

When looking for the desolate shadow in the illusion of Changyu Feng, Changyu Feng completed a long time and space span, and Changyu Feng returned and killed Ametheas, just like killing a pig.

When the pig is dying, it will tear and cry in a sharp voice, and when Ametheas dies, she can only look at the sky, staring blankly at the person who killed her.

That man was Nagayu Kaede.

Chang Yu Feng has always been indifferent to the evil one, so when his knife went down, there was never a trace of trembling.

He is no longer naΓ―ve, nor is he as innocent as a child, he is now an individual with his own independent thinking.

And not a real human being.

Looking at the corpse of Amuteas, Xunhuang Shadow reluctantly glanced at Changyu Feng, sat down weakly, and sighed.

"I never thought about it...... This is what happens......"

Seeking the Shadow tilted his head, there was an indescribable weirdness.

A faint black glow began to emerge all over his body, glowing and visible in the shadows of the canyon.

"I used up all the strength he left me again......"

Shadow Seeker sighed even more obviously: "I don't know why, you're always smarter than I thought, or maybe you're incompetent...... Maybe it's because of me...... Sheep ......"

"What ......"

Kaede Nagawa responded to the name.

"I did my job...... Now it's up to you to go on your own......"

"I will......"

Changyu Feng nodded, pulling out the bloody blade from Ameuseas' chest.

"But, I repeat......" Shadow Seeker stood up, swaying like a swaying giant.

"I wasn't brought down by this Ameuseas...... I just ran out of energy...... Need to go and have a good rest for a while......"

"I know ......"

Chang Yufeng nodded, he no longer showed the face of a child, but his royal appearance.

"I'm still not worried about you......"

Shadow Seeker shook his head.

"You have to take care of yourself."

"I will......"

Chang Yu Feng put away the spear of heavenly punishment and put it in the pocket of his waist.

This canyon is the trial of the winners of the Dragon Conference, the sky and the canyon are like a line, if this canyon really has any powerful magical beasts, it is understandable, this kind of trial also has an effect, but the most powerful magical beasts in Wenti County are no more than level fifty, so the trials here are not difficult for the winning geniuses at all.

Changyu Kaede also sighed.

He rarely sighed.

Looking at Ameuteas, who hadn't closed her eyes yet, Nagayu Kaede closed her eyes with her hand.

"Actually, I'm a person who may really lack a ...... Ability to convince others ......"

Changyu Kaede's breathing was like a convulsion.

"I'm sorry...... Didn't do everything well...... It's all my fault......"

Nagawa Kaede understands his mistakes, from the cowardice of being weak and incompetent, to the restraint after understanding, and then to the meaning of life that he can't understand.

And one after another who lost in front of him...... He didn't catch it, and they all dissipated into their own world with the wind...... So much so that the whole person who was entangled was numb......

And when he wants to redeem himself, he can only passively accept himself.

"I ...... No more praying for a new life...... But I should also move away from my past...... That's in line with ......"

Chang Yu Feng's melancholy mood was slowly released, but he really had no way to be sad anymore, so he could only sigh silently, looking at the stubborn rocks underground, the stubborn rocks in the canyon were wet, and there were very small worms crawling.

However, a figure stood in front of him very naturally, making him look at the comer a little unexpectedly, in the canyon, his five senses were transparent, and no one should be close to him, so his surprise and fear still made him feel uplifted.

"Hello ......"

The man wore a round top hat that was plucked from his head, revealing black hair.

"Excuse me...... Are you Long Feather Kaede? ”

The visitor put on his hat again, and then saw his smiling eyes, as well as the rare suit and leather shoes, and holding an old-style umbrella.

"It seems to be true...... the visitor looked at Chang Yu Feng's shock, as well as the little lamb with his waist crossed.

"I'm the K you've been looking for so hard, and it's a pleasure to meet you here. Two new gods. ”

The god of Xinyu, this is the true name of the god Changyu Feng and the god Seeking Wild Shadow.

The person who came was by no means a good type, of course, he had already said that he was K, so naturally there was no kindness.

Although he was smiling, Chang Yu Feng stood up in fright.

"Don't be afraid, the god of the new giving...... I'm not here to be your enemy......"

K put away his smile as well.

"Ah...... You scoundrels...... Always when I am weak, to hurt my sheep......"

Seeking the Shadow sat down slowly, but he really didn't have the strength to stand, and he had some intention of standing up with his hands.

"No, no, no...... New God, who is not afraid of your prestige, only when you are weak, can we have a calm conversation, not a big fight. That's in line with our position. ”

K glanced at the corpse of Amutheas, and lit the corpse of Amutheas with his umbrella, and Amutheas emitted a strange black light all over his body, flickering in the air, and suddenly opened his eyes again, turned over and fell to the ground, and stood next to K.

"You're disgusting...... Dead and dead...... I can't kill ...... all."

Shadow Seeker lowered his head and looked weakly at the worms underground, those worms were full of fangs, and they were about to bite at his little sheep's hooves, and Changyu Feng immediately jumped next to Shadow Seeker and kicked the worm away.

"I'm sorry to have you think that way...... I'm sorry, the god of new gifts. K spread his hands with a wicked smile: "However, I shouldn't be blamed for this...... If you want to blame, you should be blamed for breaking the balance of death...... Let Your Sheep ...... Reincarnation over and over again...... This should be your bitter fruit...... How can you blame me......"

"Are you really the K I'm looking for?"

Nagayu Kaede placed the frail Seeker on top of his head, keeping him away from the worms that were about to bite.

He saw the resurrection of Amutheas, not enough, he had long been accustomed to it, and there was no surprise in him.

At the moment of his great enemy, he could only silently pinch the spear of heavenly punishment in his hand and look at the so-called k seriously!

Ametheas looked at Long Feather Kaede with empty eyes.

"It's true...... I'm old friends with your sheep......"

But Changyu Feng is a sheep, and K looked at Changyu Feng and said to him, your sheep.

"We've met in a lot of places, but you probably don't know me...... Because I lack a nature that I can remember. ”

K pointed the tip of the umbrella on the canyon floor, and the worms that didn't bite people withered into black smoke and disappeared.

"I'm not the only ...... One by one...... A god who modifies memories. The weakness of the Shadow of the Wilderness was visible to the naked eye, and he was half-gasping even to speak.

He had to lie down on Changyu Feng's white hair, and he didn't look at anything anymore, and he didn't have the strength to look at it.

The Shadow of the Desolation knocked Ameuteas back, draining all the energy he could do to move on earth. Only in the Three Thousand Palaces can he move freely, which is why he can't use his power.

For now, though, there's no longer just one lie told by the Shadow of the Wilderness. He told so many lies that he couldn't tell which one for a long time.

"You're too weak now...... The God of the New Given...... Need my help? ”

K looked at the Shadow of the Wilderness, revealing a pitiful posture.

"Your sheep is going to die...... he glared at Chang Yu Feng again, "I should have given you a few minutes to say goodbye...... That's really what I don't think is appropriate...... All right...... I'll give you three minutes. ”

After saying that, K turned around on his own, he was very tall, and his movements seemed to be turning with the wind, so Amutheas also turned around, leaving a calm expression of Long Feather Kaede.

Chang Yu Feng no longer had too many expressions, but he still went to inquire about the Shadow of the Wilderness.

He hates people who take care of themselves very much, and he hates those who are self-righteous very much.

"Shadow, K is right in front of you, I think the answer you want, maybe I'll never be able to give it to you."

Chang Yu Feng looked at K's back, unable to control his emotions.

His expression is weird, I don't know what to do with it? The current situation.

K really comes and goes like this with his hands and eyes in the sky, and even if he is looking for the Shadow of the Desolation, there is no way to predict it?

No, Shadow Seeker probably knew what was going to happen next, so he didn't have any words to express it.

He and Changyu Kaede are no longer good at verbal expression.

Because they have experienced everything, as if they know everything, even if they understand everything so-called, even if they say a word more, it feels redundant. It was as if those memories of the next life came flooding up all of a sudden, making him lose the ability to express himself.

Or maybe he really understands the true meaning of life, so every word he says carries multiple negativity.

He was caught to the limit of the unknowable.

What is right and what is wrong, he lacks an answer, an affirmative answer.

His independent thinking has fallen into an embarrassing situation, a master can only deny, and an empty idea will only be utopian.

Everything about a person is like a vain.

It's as if all this is pointless.

The more I think about life, the more I don't understand, and the more I think about the philosophical principles that I don't have, the more I feel like I'm an idiot.

The more I feel that I am such a person, the more I feel that I am not such a person, and thus I fall into the error of absolute agnosticism, and thus have nothing.

Let your spirit no longer be truly normal......

It seems that he really needs to let go of everything before he can really start over......

This kind of life is too painful.

Think about it,

I can't always think of an answer.

Xun Ah Xun,

And I don't know what I'm looking for.

I want to face my heart but I don't know how to change the past.

I want to take it seriously, but I always lack the courage to deal with it and the ability to change my mistakes.

Therefore, we can only make mistakes and find out if we are lost.

It's better to do nothing.

It's better not to think about anything. It's better not to live into this world again.

Only in this way can we get rid of the troubles of the world, and only then can we really end this empty and empty life for a long time.

"My Sheep...... Do you know what sheep do when they are born? ”

Seeking Desolation patted Changyu Feng's head.

Chang Yu Feng shook his head.

"Eat grass. Sheep are born to eat grass. ”

Shadow Seeker laughed tiredly.

Perhaps he didn't think the joke was funny, and pursed his lips to suppress his smile.

"You're always thinking too much...... Doing too little...... It's hard to notice even your favorite girl walking past you...... In other words, you should really be a person who lives for others, otherwise you may really not know how to live......"

The image of the desert is a child, and he laughs with satisfaction.

"Next, it's up to you to face it...... I'm really sorry I didn't accompany you to the end, but don't worry, I'm just going to sleep for a while. ”

"I miss it...... In fact, in my expectation, I should be able to accompany you for a while...... But if that's the end of it...... Forget it...... Remember...... Take care of yourself. ”

After Xun Desolate Shadow finished speaking, he slowly lowered his hand, and Chang Yufeng hummed, and there was no sound for a long time.

Changyu Feng no longer has too many feelings.

I don't have too much enthusiasm anymore.

Or even no longer own...... Emotions for anything.

A person has experienced so many blades, and his heart has long been numb.

There are many people and things that he loves that have left him.

He had no more tears.

He's always been so incompetent, so he's crazy about it,

"Is it over...... K wiped a handful of tears sadly, turned to look at Changyu Feng, and the body of the lamb.

Changyu Feng calmly waited, looking for the end of the Shadow of the Desolation's faint heartbeat.

"Death isn't terrible at all...... "K was crying for the Shadow of the Wilderness, but Long Feather Kaede was as cold as an ice stone.

"I mean, for people I don't know, death isn't scary at all...... But I don't know you at all, the two new gods...... Therefore, your sheep will die when they die......"

K eventually wiped away her tears.

He said to the expressionless Changyu Kaede.

"You're a perfect test subject...... I'm going to cry for you...... Your whole world is a lie...... But you're still looking for meaning in your life...... It's really heartfelt...... I can't put it into words...... How ...... what you've been through."

"How sad...... My dear new God...... Is there any point in your current life? If you have to go looking for a reason to live...... Why do you want to ...... again?"

"What about suppressing yourself?"

"I mean...... For the love ......"

"I forgot, you don't have the love of your biological parents...... and without the love of those who love ......"

"You know it's reincarnation...... You love the ...... of the first reincarnation No, there is no reincarnation yet...... Everything you love......"

"These are all fakes of reincarnation...... It's all fake...... All ......"

"It's sad......"