[A piece of sky that looks up is a man's piece of sky.]

A teenager who used to dream under the starry sky

I don't know how high the sky is, I don't know how far the sea is

but he swore to take you far to the edge of the cape

Irresponsible oath, young and frivolous me

Lost in the darkness only to discover your vulnerability

Look at your crying red eyes and think about the door away from home

The sky is full of stars, please light the lamp of hope for me

The stars lit up my door

Let the lost child find the way to come

The stars light up my future

Warm a child's heart with a little light]

There was a new memory that appeared in Changyu Kaede's mind.

Maybe there will be many more in the future, and if you are willing to accept it, I will tell you about it now.

Once, there was a pair of childhood sweethearts, living together in this big world, they had the same unbearable background, but they were too young to understand what people should have as soon as they were born.

Perhaps because of this, when they see others holding small hands, they always look at the people around them, and none of them have a pair of big hands that belong to them.

Boys are very naughty and can't always see the sadness of girls, or maybe it's because girls are always delicate, while boys are always nervous, and it's hard to understand this little action of girls always crying silently.

But the girl is very small, and when she cries, she always curls up, like a little cat, and the cat is very cute, and the girl is also very cute, so the boy always treats her as a cat.

He really couldn't guess her thoughts, but he always stood in front of her and said to her: Don't cry, if you cry again, you won't be as beautiful as the nurse sister.

She sobbed, looked at the boy with one squint, slowly leaned his face over, and kissed him very softly.

It is said that it was because he saw the security guard's brother crying when the nurse's sister was crying, and the nurse's sister really stopped crying and laughed.

He didn't see her crying, he didn't see her laughing, but he saw her crying louder, so much so that he scrambled to do so.

Hmph, really, women are so troublesome.

He was reprimanded by his aunt and told not to come near her again.

He doesn't understand at all...... I could only look at the cat-like girl from a distance, and I also looked at him with big eyes.

He really didn't understand why she was always able to see himself every time he saw her.

Women, they're all cat-like children.

He didn't associate with her anymore, because he had enough of his aunt's scolding, and it was those people who pointed to him and said that they didn't have mothers, so he beat them!

Fight more and fight less, and you can still win! How majestic! Why does Auntie just apologize to herself?

It was the dog that wanted to bite the man, so he stepped forward to kick the dog and let the dog run away, so why should he inflict this sin on him?

Obviously, I also wanted an apple for Christmas, so I went to the kitchen to get it......

Why bad boy, no apples......

Why am I a bad boy......

Why is she always praised and always able to stand there and be praised by her aunt for being cute and sensible...... If you were standing in front of your aunt, your aunt would only say sternly, you kid must have some bad water......

Hum! You're always like that, bullying me......

In that short time, the girl was gone, and he could not find anyone who could see the past at a glance, and the girl's name was also crossed out by two red lines in that list.

He asked his aunt.

Aunt! That one! That one!

Well...... What's her name......

Since that time, I've forgotten her name......

"You said Lin'er......" Auntie's face needed him to look up, the black and white face, like a ghost with fangs in the light, snorted and roared miserably: "Lin'er is good, she was picked up by a good uncle and aunt!" You'll never be adopted anyway! You're just waiting to go to elementary school here! Silly stuff. It's not a good end, that's it! ”

Girls don't belong to boys, but at that moment, he felt that the contrast with girls became stronger and stronger, so much so that he felt that he had lost a girl.

The cat-like girl disappeared from her memory little by little.

He began, really behaved - he stopped playing because he had lost the eyes that were always looking at him.

Those eyes are so beautiful, like ...... The stars are the same at night...... In the blink of an eye, it seemed to be far away...... Closer again...... and he no longer appeared in dreams.

"You're his son...... "The old woman who needs what she needs to call grandma said, "but I don't want you to be her son...... You can come back, but you don't have to think about every penny of this Ning family...... We'll pay for everything you need before you go to college, and don't even think about the rest. ”

The boy needs the old grandmother called Grandma to be on crutches and hum like a man's, as if the old grandmother is going to die angrily at the mention of his mother.

He never saw his grandmother again, never saw his father, and never saw his mother who brought him into this world.

It is said that they went far, far away, and never returned.

That girl, shouldn't have gone far, far away......

He began to really read seriously, and he also began to really understand the world.

The street scene with red lights and wine green, the pair of people hugging and hugging, will they inadvertently bring a life to this world.

Can the roaring vehicle catch up with time, can it come to the past and let him look into the eyes of his parents?

He didn't know why the street lights were always dim, probably because there was always no starlight under the dark night, and such a night was dark for several years.

He is no longer afraid of the night without lights...... No longer afraid of days without a smile.

He rarely seems to smile, from his past to the future, he always has a [calm] face, and the world is not shocked, always with a smell of mourning.

The mourning culture could not invade his world, because when he knew the world, he was left with only a living lonely ghost.

This ghost is so lonely that it needs to be groomed with loneliness.

But even if he lives a dull day, he can find some detoxifying pleasure.

Watching the rain fall, those that never have a drop of rain that is exactly the same size, always bluffing like no one of the same snowflakes.

Watch the flowers bloom on the branches and then fade away.

Watching the moon climb the distant hillside, out of the mind, it really came to the top of the head, and fell on the earthly dust.

He began to search, to find his mother, to leave him with all that was small.

All that love was so small that it even made him suspect all the time that his parents were not ready to live their lives.

and prepared for his life.

He began to look slowly, the eyes.

In the vast sea of people, he can always see those tired eyes at a glance, which are not as clear as hers.

He knows the meaning of kissing a girl's face, maybe it doesn't make sense, he is no longer a child, he also knows [sex], and he can understand the arrival of the word "love".

It's just that he has no distractions in his heart, just thinking about that girl, not because of love, not because of that kiss, but because he no longer understands the meaning of life and where the future of life is.

He was confused, like a lost kitten, and needed another dear cat to tell him not to be confused.

My dear friend.

Don't get lost.

He seeks, but always, there is no future.

"Brother Yufeng......" Lin'er was in the rain, watching Chang Yufeng put away his sword, and she saw the tiredness in his eyes.

He maybe, maybe, should also be tired.

She could recognize the king of Changyu Feng at a glance, not the little boy.

"What's wrong?" Chang Yu Feng put away his sword, as if the starlight dissipated, and his king's law slowly turned into a point of light, leaving only a small, child-like boy.

He was too calm, not like a child's joy.

It's nothing...... It rained too much...... I want to ......" she laughed softly, the dimples were like the dimples of a cat, and the smile was cute: "Do you want to hide from the rain?"

"Hey...... Do you want to take shelter from the rain? ”

She held up an umbrella and quietly came to his side.

He looked at the rain in the sky separating him, and looked up with some surprise, the white umbrella covered the rain that fell, and the owner of the umbrella carried a schoolbag on his shoulder, and smiled softly: "You are ...... Ning Feng, right~ha~ I can be regarded as finding you~"

What?

He looked at the girl with the ponytail blinking at her star-like eyes, squinting, and leaning towards him.

She had some small complaints, playful and cute: "What~ can't you recognize me?" I recognized you at a glance~"

She blinked, and she was no longer quiet, but like a cat that had found a fish, dancing and turning in circles merrily.

"Lynn ......"

He whispered her name.

He will never forget her name again.

It's like she never forgets his name.

"Chen Lin~My name is Chen Lin now~ I'm in the same school as you~"

She found him first.

Always then she finds him first, and then with unparalleled affection.

Maybe it's because of friendship, maybe it's because of that surprise, his peace is broken, but because it's a lonely cat, he meets a companion, but he begins to feel at a loss.

He hadn't felt this way in a long time.

It's like having a very itchy pimple from the bottom of his heart, and a person appears, and the well-behaved cat appears, scratching his heart and making him no longer dull.

"You're still the same......" she watched the rain and handed the umbrella to him.

"What?" Confused again, he gripped the umbrella tightly.

It's like being able to hold onto the time that has passed, without her.

She was looking at the sky in the rain curtain, disturbed, raindrops, blocking the stars that were about to come out, maybe only in this way, the sky would not be too bright, so that her face was so natural and beautiful.

When she was thinking, her eyes were up, the corners of her mouth were up, and the dimple slowly laughed.

"Like a little brat...... I don't have an umbrella with me...... Right? ”

She turned her face sideways, the hair that came down from her temples was crystal clear, and the thin and protruding collarbones between her fair neck released the beauty of this world like a flower.

"The people of the advanced canyon...... It seems like...... Dead ......" Lin'er walked beside him, looking at the bloodstains on the ground with some unbearable feelings, and looked at Chang Yufeng's side face, the gray-haired temples that wrote his life on his face.

It's just that he still has the face of a child.

"We found blood in front of us...... And then ......"

The other three children of the winner have long since been unable to find a complete body.

K disposed of them......

But why......

"Are you alright?" Chang Yufeng asked, slowly looking at Lin'er, Lin'er's face had the crystal rain, and the redness after the trot.

Lin'er looked at his starry black eyes and smiled softly.

"I'm fine...... You let us hide, of course we hide~"

"Are you alright...... What's wrong? Do I have anything on my face? ”

She looked at his blank eyes and touched her face.

He looked at her beauty, and was a little stunned, he had been, unknowingly, to kiss the girl's cheek.

She is the treasure of heaven and has come down to earth.

"I didn't ...... It's okay......" He lowered his head, squinted his eyes, turned his head, blew a breath, and watched the rain begin to trickle, as if this beauty, falling bit by bit, the cat, finally came to the lonely cat's side.

"What class are you? How have I never seen ......"

"Liberal arts class...... You're a science student......

She glanced at her watch and laughed quietly: "I'm not good at math, I can't help it~ Moreover, no matter how I say it, I also think that mathematics, physics and chemistry are not suitable for me...... I can't get my head around...... It's stupid......"

She said to herself, as if to say, there are not so beautiful flaws.

"You guys are doing well in physiology, I think ...... However, you don't seem to have good grades~ Are you slacking? I heard them say, when you were admitted, but how old was I~"

"Yes......" Of course he knew.

In that tragic childhood, quieter and calmer than children of the same age, instead of knowing the importance of learning.

There is nothing else on mind.

It's just that the older I get, the more things I have in my heart, the more unpeaceful I become.

"You can't do this~"

She looked at the tall man.

She could see his thin cheeks.

That bit of loneliness and loneliness was written on his face.

"Study hard and make progress every day! Learning is the most important thing. ”

She's not as well-behaved as ever.

She maybe, just knowing, at this time, she should do this, that is, study hard, and at such an age, it is also the age when you need to study hard.

I don't have time to think about anything, lose something, forget anything, and I'm going to grow up......

She never seems to be confused, never timid, never forgetful.

"Well...... "He wasn't a man to talk to, perhaps because no one could ever get close to him, and he didn't want to be next to anyone.

And he departed, this world without a moon.

"Alright...... I'm leaving......"

Her hand waved slowly, smiling at the boy who couldn't guess what was going on in her mind.

"See you at school, oh no, see you tomorrow."

She opened a black umbrella again and ran into a future that she had never had.

The white umbrella swirls in his hand.

It is like an annual ring, engraved with years.