[I am no longer willful,

It's also a testament to growth.

I no longer run away,

That's what I have to deal with as well.

I always felt like something was missing in my life.

But I really don't understand this kind of thing, so much so that I get too entangled......

I learned what I had to face in my life.

That is: the enemy from inside and the enemy from outside.

This kind of enemy is my imaginary enemy, I used to think that the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility, I should also take responsibility, I should be alone, I should be ...... Giving full play to my light and heat, I dedicate my light to this world.

Later I knew I was wrong. Because there are people in this world who are not worthy of giving and who should not live in the sun.

I've seen people at large, I've seen people who deceive their superiors and subordinates, I've seen people who insult the sun under the sun, I've seen other people's ugly faces, I've seen other people's dirty hearts,

I've seen rage!

I've seen greed!

I've seen laziness!

I've seen lust!

I've seen jealousy!

I've seen violence and sophistry.

I've seen it! I've seen everything! So much so that my life! It's all full of filth!

I don't have a way to persuade anyone to be kind, and I can't persuade people in their cells to be kind, I really don't know why they are so disgusting, so bad, so unconscionable.

Later, I really didn't understand...... Why would they hurt others with such righteous words? You also have to coat your body with a thin layer of golden powder.

They live in big houses, with good-looking women in their arms, and give birth to the next generation of people who are still like this.

But this is what the world was born to say: a lesson, never learned.

It is incumbent on them to lose in falling again and again, instead of growing......

I don't know what a little bit of growth can do......

I hate ......

But I don't really hate.

Because I can't do it, hate the word in my mind for everything.

Hate must be a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye for revenge.

Hate alone is useless.

Hate is to take revenge without hesitation, so that the hatred accumulated in the heart can be resolved.

You don't see the water of the Yellow River coming up from the sky, rushing to the sea and never returning.

You don't see the sad white hair of Gao Tang Mingjing, and the morning is like green silk turning into snow at dusk.

In too many stories, revenge is righteous.

Because it is in accordance with the axioms of the world. Bad people need severe revenge, and good people always lack the ability to retaliate, so there is really an old saying, good people don't live long, and disasters will last for thousands of years.

In too many stories, the revenge of the bad guys always has to be pinned on the ghosts and gods.

For sometimes it is called the heavens and the earth, and the earth is not spiritual.

To put it personally, a child who has been wronged also knows how to tell his parents, using a retaliatory word, that is, to complain to his parents and redress their grievances.

Children can file grievances against their parents, and adults can appeal to a certain place. But if you have grievances, sometimes you can't declare it, you can only cry, and you can't cry anything.

At this time, it is also necessary to really, a person who has the ability to take revenge to stand up and avenge others, this person is known as [chivalry] in ancient times

Revenge is not the instinct of chivalry, but chivalry should be the nature of chivalry. Chivalry's revenge is not personal enmity, but justice, it is still murder, it is still the so-called [annihilation], but it is to punish evil and promote good.

It is also in line with the [axiom], and it has a great pleasing spirit.

Therefore, chivalry is forbidden, because most of the exploiters and profiteers are afraid of this [axiom] retribution, and the exploiter can really become an exploiter because he has obtained the benefits of others and harmed others.

They [harm], so they are afraid of [the justice of justice], and the gainers are really afraid that the [chivalrous] will walk through the world and seek justice for the vast number of exploiters, so there needs to be a [other axiom] to limit the [justice of justice], that is, killing to pay for life, that is, [justice of justice], justice of justice, that is, after the need to emphasize harm, it can punish the injured, that is, to take revenge on the injured from another angle.

With the axiom of murder for life, those who have mastered this kind of justice can limit the justice of the axiom, that is, the so-called chivalry, and it no longer exists.

Justice is a tool in the true sense of the word, not a real tool of protection, because it is all people who are protected. Protect both the good guys and the bad guys.

Therefore, justice is not chivalrous and axiom.

In other words, the justice of chivalry is more in line with the justice of justice.

The chivalrous man no longer exists, and he has truly lost his original intention that the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility.

Not to mention aiding and abetting, even if the judiciary emphasizes evidence, it is difficult to protect the victim, but it can often become a protective umbrella for the victim.

Then the world has not really changed since ancient times.

Because the natural rule is that the big fish eat the small fish, and the small fish eat the dried shrimp, which is eternal.

The big fish stipulates that the small fish must swim in the water with a certain action to be more fit, and the small fish stipulates which tentacles the shrimp need to use to protect themselves and which tentacles to eat.

It really completes the world without chivalry.

Fortunately, this world is still spiraling upward, and the rapid development of [intelligence] and the crystallization of rapid wisdom are truly ...... It can be hoped that the world will change.

There is no need to use retaliation.

In the midst of this hope, it may be possible to sum up in one sentence whether there is hope to come true.

This sentence is: who wants to hurt someone else? 】

The ...... of Losing My Sheep Day 12 ......】

I have taken revenge on those who came to my kingdom.

Because they make me so angry. They laughed and came to this land where hundreds of thousands had died—they did it!

Go and take what should not have belonged to them—everything and everything of my people, gold, silver, jewels, food, land.

I know it's a war, and my people are losers, losers of war, so I accept this defeat as well.

Then it's up to me to decide, if they dare to step into the land of my dead people, I will pay them with blood!

I can't kill them in front of that victor!

Because they also have gods, just as my people have my gods, they also have their gods, and that is the gods led by Lu Zhongxing.

This is a war, the loser has no right to speak, and if my people fail, they will turn into the yellow sand of history, and they no longer have any right to speak.

It's so cruel that the history of the losers can only be written even by those who killed them and let them fail.

For the dead do not speak.

They slander my people as cowards and cowards without the slightest guilt, and they slander my people as mutes who can't speak, and they slander them as a bunch of mites that are inferior to pigs and dogs.

The loser has never had a say.

It's not a fair contest, but no one cares about the loser's appeal, because the loser is really not as good as a pig.

The better point is that because human beings have thoughts, can speak, and think about their own injustices, if the shrimp is eaten by a small fish, and the small fish is eaten by a big fish, the shrimp and the small fish will not have any complaints.

Or rather, they turn into dung, and the dung doesn't complain.

I have no valid reason to wage another war for the death of thousands of my people. Because losers have no right to come back.

Of course, I have more reasons to do it all over again, but I can't find an excuse again. There is no longer a reason to do so.

Thousands of people died in their land, rivers of blood and dry bones.

Their land, guarded by me, is no longer empty, and the symbols they made, the stakes they made to pray, the tools they used to live, lost their meaning of existence.

I do not want to see the victors divide their land, usurp their possessions, and plunder everything that is in their land.

I asked the little sect king to take back their bones and their souls, so that they could be reincarnated in reincarnation.

I don't even want them to be reincarnated, because their race has died out, and they can only be victors, and even the descendants of any living being.

Although I have no memory, I am disgusted by this, disgusted by the five bodies, disgusted can make me tell them to kill again.

The ...... of Losing My Sheep Day 15 ......】

I don't ...... anymore I can't protect this land, because the rest of the gods are against me, and they think that the dead no longer have any say, and they want to give the land to all the living, not to any dead.

The gods, the damned gods, came forward and asked me to leave this land that should belong to my people, and of course I would not and would not ......

But I had to leave......

Because I think the world should abide by such rules.

That is, the loser will not be rewarded, the dead have no right to speak, this is right, if the loser gets more than the winner, then the world will be in chaos.

If a dead man can speak, what is the difference between him and a living man?

I began to understand that the damned should be let him die, instead of saving him without hesitation, and what should be lost cannot be caught.

I'm not going to comfort myself that losers have a right to be respected, just as I don't console myself that dead people can talk.

This means that I have to leave this land.

This land has been dyed red, dyed red with blood, but this is only now, a hundred years from now, the red here may dissipate, no, even a year later, the blood here will really dissipate.

So, no longer what, big secret.

History has been changed,

No, it doesn't necessarily need to change.

All you need to do is write this history in a book in the true sense of the word, and everyone will know that my people are losers.

There will be so-called "interpreters", "historians", [writers of victors] to interpret why my people are losers.

But all my people are dead, my people don't speak anymore, all the historical sources, all the legends, all the records are recorded or copied by the people who killed them, so which one is true?

Maybe none of them are true.

It's just that this history needs to celebrate the winners, so the losers have to have a reason to lose. Otherwise, why would a loser become a loser?

Losers have to have a reason to fail?

It doesn't matter what is true, because none of the words come from my people. Anyway, the dead can't speak, so they really let them speak.

It's just that they still need to erect some stone tablets where my people fought bravely, and those stone tablets are not what they look like at all, anyway, let them carve, let them write, and let them divide the land.

Let me wander, let me lose my sheep.

The so-called capitulation faction has only one end.

That is to be given poisoned wine and die.

[I lost my sheep...... Day 30 ......】

That's when I realized that I had lost my sheep, that I had truly lost my sheep...... That's when I had a little tear......

Wolves don't have tears......

I don't know if the wolf will have tears, but like all the people who falsify history in the Spring and Autumn Period, I think the wolf should be a wild animal, a cruel animal, a bloody animal, this cruel, wild, bloody, should not ...... Tears.

So, I also forgot if I had tears or not.

Maybe it's because I didn't shed tears in the first place, so I don't think I have tears......

Well, I'm tired of it......

I've been adrift for too many years...... So I need to take a good break.

I also have a home......

No, I shouldn't have made the Three Thousand Palaces my home, because that's where I store my spoils, and maybe I've offended too many people, so they want to unite to take revenge on my people, and they don't dare to deal with me, and they don't dare to deal with me without hesitation...... So they can only take revenge on my people.

I didn't snatch ......

Well, I just robbed them of their treasures, robbed them of one treasure after another!

Because I was strong enough, and I believed in the winners, I won against them, and I got the so-called spoils of war.

They gave me weapons, and gave me their treasures, and gave me their own treasures.

I'm a big fish, so it's up to me to make the rules, and they have to be hostile to me...... So they must give me the treasure too!

I threw their treasures to the Three Thousand Palaces, and I disdained their treasures, because I could defeat them even without them.

That's what made me sad, and I finally understood that it was because I had offended them, so they wanted to destroy everything about me.

I have made too many enemies, so my people have been implicated, and I am too powerful, so they are all afraid.

For today I can plunder their treasures with might, and tomorrow I can plunder their lives with might, so my people have borne all that I deserve.

My sheep are also stigmatized because of me.

That's why I'm really sad. I felt guilty, and I really lost everything.

I can't think about revenge...... Because it all comes from me......

So I really need to admit the lies of the winners.

The rule of the winner is that the loser should be silent. Even if they don't keep silent, there will be people who help the losers keep silent.