Chapter 98:30: Forget the memory of life

"Shadow ......" Chang Yu Feng walked out of No. 202 Charles Street, gently closed the door, and slowly turned around, pulled the hood of the black magic robe, and pulled the sleeve with his hand, and the ring of the god called the heart of the mountains was brought on his hand.

It was a marriage contract he made with a man who had promised to be together for the rest of his life.

Although it is a pity that they have not been together for life, but despite this, their love has alarmed the stars in the sky.

The Heart of the Mountains was excavated by Pelos from the graveyard of Quetzalcoatl, but the ring doesn't have much power that can be used other than the gods.

But the gems on it are still rare in the world, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they are priceless.

"When I was studying, there was a junior who talked to me about such a topic, that is, love, a young man, good looking, about two meters tall, I was like that at that time."

"This is not unusual for me, but for those girls who need to look up at me, it may be so impressive that there should be a lot of people who pay too much attention and have secret feelings now."

Long Feather Kaede pulled the hood even lower, completely covering his face, and began to walk around the apple trees, walking with the elves who looked like farts on the familiar and unfamiliar streets of the past.

"Height...... Two-meter ...... People ...... "Xiaolan is the size of two or three fists, and she is petite, sitting on top of Chang Yufeng's head, she compares the height of the people around her, a two-meter man, and she can't pay attention to it.

Chang Yu Feng in the study period,Two meters tall,Gentle personality,Industrious and brave,Except for the only fatal wound that can't magic,There are basically no shortcomings.。

Whether you want to pay attention or not, you should basically be able to see it – literally.

In that way, it is common for girls to have their eyes flocking to them.

It's just that there may be some narcissistic connotations when Chang Yu Feng says it, but it is obvious that Long Yu Feng does not have any narcissistic meaning.

He naturally speaks in reincarnation.

Each of his reincarnations is different, even with the same name.

That's why he's here.

"And then the Magic Demolition student always told me that the girl he liked had been secretly crushing on me, and there was nothing he could do to stop that girl from liking me. So much so that everything needs to be watched out for me. ”

Shadow Seeker listened incrediblely, scratching his head a little.

"But actually, there was no love letter from that girl in the love letter I received, although I did get the attention of others because of my appearance, or height, and my personality at that time was just a "child" who couldn't do magic. ”

"In this magical world, it's a sad thing not to know how magic is, I don't know what you think, I just hope that I can slowly do something that I can't do on my own."

This is what Chang Yu Feng wants to say, but this sentence does not match the previous words, Xun Huangying is confused, and can only scratch the bangs and white wool under his hood.

"Little brat, were you afraid of fire before? Or are you afraid of being cared for all of a sudden? I feel that this matter is quite understandable. ”

The Ice Elf shook his index finger.

"You know what? Some girls like someone, there is no reason, and boys' intuition should also be like this, so the junior and the girl should feel that you will be someone who is loved by everyone, but difficult to get along with, not what it seems. ”

The Ice Elf's analysis wasn't that accurate, or maybe it was because Changyu Feng didn't need to be as accurate as he thought.

So, they were able to talk, not so much, that everybody could understand.

"You ...... Talking ...... What ......" Xiaolan was also confused, and looked at the shadow of the desolate on his shoulder, his face blank.

"So, for me, I really shouldn't be what I look like on the outside, strong, or so easy to get along with, I don't get along well with others at all, if there is no entanglement or involvement, perhaps, I will be lonely for the rest of my life."

Chang Yu Feng understood, and Xun Desolate Shadow also understood.

"You mean ......"

Shadow touched his chin and looked at the children running happily on the side of the road, Fran's children, most of them were innocent and laughing happily, but that was only for such childhood, and when they grew up, they lost this innocence and innocence.

Because only a few young people living in Fran can break free from the shackles of the family and do what they want to do.

This is understandable, the family raised you, you are the family, and perhaps the most important thing for parents.

What's the solution?

"Maybe you shouldn't be like this now. Is it something else? ”

Xunhuang Shadow shook his head violently and said, "It's not like this~ You in every time and space are like this...... My dear sheep, there is no need to discuss this at all, half of your everything is predestined, and the other half is your own choice. How you choose, the future path will change, and there will be no fatalistic results in time and space. ”

Seeking the Shadow watched Fran's carriage gallop, and Changyu Feng, a child in a black robe, shuttled through Fran, which was incompatible with the entire Fran, and even the whole world.

"I used to wonder what kind of state I should be, to face the tragedy that might happen next - either way, I felt that I should be able to face it bravely, not run away, and I did it, and I did."

Looking for the shadow of the wilderness, he stood at the intersection.

At the intersection of this torrent of the world, there is only a little bit of life that can be seen clearly.

"However, I have lost, the most important thing for me, and that is to be afraid ......"

Long Feather Feng raised his head and looked at Victoria's Manor in the distance.

In that large, palace-like manor, there lived a god who never wanted to wake up.

"I'm a person who was born to be very afraid, a person with a very scared character, I'm afraid of losing, I'm also afraid of leaving too much, and I'll always remember everything I had to face......"

"But I'm just not scared anymore."

The white doves in the sky, flying, free, will not fall, will not bring black demonic energy, will not bring those demonic seeds to the world.

The white dove really became the white dove, not something that was brave and scary.

That's the most important thing.

Let the white dove be the white dove, not peace.

"I'm not afraid, so I'm never afraid, I'm no longer afraid of losing my life, and I'm no longer telling myself over and over again, I need to do better, not stagnate."

"Then the junior told me what kind of person I should be, and he told me what kind of person I should be, or what kind of person I should be in their eyes."

"For example, a tall man who can receive so many love letters, a man with a good face, a man with good character, a man who can appear in the highest magic academy without magic, probably, maybe, or, should be a person who entered this academy by his face or by relying on others."

What Chang Yu Feng said was a little out of the ordinary, but it wasn't so much that he couldn't understand it.

In other words, if you don't understand, it doesn't matter.

"Oh my God......" The ice elf seemed to understand what Chang Yu Feng meant, but Xiao Lan could only pout slowly, looking a little stupid.

"Do you understand? Shadow. ”

Shadow Seeker replied without thinking.

"Of course I do."

Chang Yu Feng didn't care if he understood it or not.

In other words, that kind of me should be, and must be, a person's sustenance, not a blind "person" who becomes what others think in their eyes. ”

This sentence is too obscure, and the ice elf really understands Changyu Feng's body and mind.

"Will you, miss you...... Friends...... That one...... Called...... Lilia Caroling's baby? ”

The Ice Elf said intermittently, and he was also a little embarrassed.

Chang Yu Feng was stunned for a second, and the wind whistled past him.

"You are afraid, your friendship becomes ...... Real ...... Affection...... I mean, feelings...... Right...... You can only use feelings, because of your feelings for her...... True friendship, perhaps. Instead of love, so, you owe something in your heart......"

"Oh ~ I see~"

Looking for the desolate shadow, it suddenly dawned.

"My dear sheep, if you want to meet anyone, you can! This does not violate the rules set by the [Time β˜… and Space β˜… Rubik's β˜… Cube], however, No. 520 should be gone. ”

Shadow Seeker didn't understand too much, so what he said was clear.

And Changyu Feng does understand it clearly, but others can't understand it.

"It stands to reason that among the numbers that can be recovered from the space-time Rubik's Cube, No. 520 is indeed a unique individual, which is also a disaster for her, because in this way, she needs to undergo endless investigations, and thus loses the qualification to [live]."

The words of searching for the desolate shadow are still on the surface.

"It's a pity, I think she can be used as another Lin'er to replace Lin'er's place, it's a pity."

And Changyu Kaede doesn't think so.

"I mean!" He shouted at the Shadow of the Wilderness.

"I mean......" Kaede Nagaha became super quiet.

"I mean, can I respond to her feelings like this...... I'm not a person who is good at being loved, I should be a person who goes endlessly, has no purpose, only loves others, and can only love others, and her appearance made me understand that I should indeed be ...... Such a person...... I was both brave and afraid. This is who I am. Is that right? I should have known this sooner rather than later, and not let the Rubik's Cube appear. ”

"It doesn't matter ......"

Xun Huangying spread his hands unceremoniously, he snorted: "It doesn't matter at all, loving and being loved is not important at all, the love that can accompany you is the most important love, believe me, the lost love is just an experience in life, even if it is unforgettable, you can't go back." That's right. ”

Looking for the desolate shadow, from beginning to end, he didn't understand the meaning of Changyu Feng.

Only the Ice Elf nodded.

This should say, yes, such you, nothing more than ...... The thousands, one in life.

"Can you believe it? Little brat, if you see her again, you won't love her ......"

This sentence is so cruel for Lilia, in the people who can meet, in the people who can love, in the people who can, in a person who is in love, it is not difficult for the silk threads of fate to be entangled and change back to their original appearance.

Parallel to the front.

Chang Yu Feng nodded.

"My life...... It should be that she is no longer needed...... That's the most important thing, no matter how cruel this sentence sounds, in my world, perhaps, when she appears, I will also feel amazing, and if she doesn't appear, I won't lose anything. ”

"It's just that for the first time, I felt that my love for others can be reflected in the eyes of others, in the eyes of others. So much so that I, from beginning to end, have been ...... All the time, repentance. ”

He fell silent and bowed his head.

"Do you remember what she said to you at the end?" When the ice elf saw Chang Yu Feng, who was in a depressed mood, he smiled instead, and was quite relieved, looking at this life that was going around in his own world and came to the original point.

Take care of yourself, he said...... Do you understand......

The Ice Elf smiled quietly.

"I said it too!" Shadow Seeker raised his hand, but it seemed that he was not in the same world as Changyu Kaede.

"I see......"

Chang Yu Feng nodded.

The winds in all directions will be quiet, and the life that has fallen will be settled.

Maybe it shouldn't be like this!

Don't you know!

In your life, what loves you and what you love is not eternal.

"I want to ...... It's good that you can really understand. This is...... The world of demons and monsters is not ...... One layer unchanged. ”

The Ice Elf sighed, as if she had finished soothing a child, and she gasped and breathed a sigh of relief.

"The most important thing is to take care of yourself, you know?"

"Got it......"

Chang Yu Feng's footsteps really rose.

That is the way forward, and it is also the way to the future.

"What the hell are you talking about......"

Xiaolan looked at the busy world from a daze. There is never anything missing in this world......

There is never a child missing.

Among the thousands of children, one died, and perhaps no one really cared about it.

The indifferent adults are more or less obvious.

The thing called love is always accompanied by a kind of bitterness in life.

That bitterness doesn't come from love.

And it comes from the fact that the love is too sudden, and the love is inexplicable, and the love has lost its direction.

Love needs to be understood all the time......

Plain.

That's right.