Chapter 107: Outstanding
If you really don't know how to face your life......
Well, I'm talking about, bad life.
If you think your life will be good, you don't need to have such troubles.
For example, you don't live well, you don't eat well, you don't play well, you don't have enough wisdom, you don't have a good personality, the people around you don't treat you well, you can't see your own future, or you see a future that you can only live on.
I hope you understand such a thing.
What happens in this world is not all because of yourself, but also society, and the kingdom, and the whole living environment, and all the people in the whole environment, are pushing you into a bad situation.
It doesn't necessarily mean that you have a bad personality, don't eat well, don't dress well, don't play well, and don't have enough intelligence.
As I mentioned, there are people who are born without a future.
They live in hardship, in poverty, in a helpless life, without a future, but they can only suffer, for a long time, and live this life.
This is completely different from the [30,000 days] of life that must be faced seriously, must be faced calmly, and must be cherished.
There are people who suffer all the time.
Sometimes they really blame themselves, and they really blame them for not seeing the nature of this world and the nature of promoting the development of human society.
Or rather, when an average family: two parents, one child. Both parents have jobs, earn considerable wages, support their children's education, and in the 30,000 days of their lives, they have done all the life that human beings generally need to experience.
It is generally believed that a person can get an education after birth, receive school education at the same time as receiving the education of his parents, and then grow up, find a suitable job under his own conditions, and then settle down, get married and have children, and then educate another group of children, and then in this form, he will carry out the simple reproduction of marriage and children under idealism.
Humans can then perpetuate human genes and human races.
This kind of overly idealistic path of life can sometimes be achieved by almost 90% of human beings.
At least, that's the way it is written.
In contrast, there is hardly anyone who can simply complete the above behaviors and end their lives with the word "death".
Because human beings are too complex, as mentioned earlier, human beings need to go through 30,000 days for 24 hours, 30,000 days for 24 hours, 60 minutes for 60 minutes, and 60 seconds for 60 minutes.
In such a huge number of minutes and seconds, everyone is not a logical machine, even if they can repeat what humans think can be done in the same number of minutes and seconds.
There are also a variety of situations.
For example, physical and mental injury, intentional or unintentional injury, being held by others who are good enough to hold a grudge that leads to sudden conditions, disability, death.
will lead to the sudden end of this kind of life node, although it will still end with having a "career", getting married and having children, but in the final analysis, their lives are already destined to be the same as anyone else.
When one understands the so-called "dependent voidness" too early, one may suddenly become attached to the concept of voidness.
Because whether or not we have done what humans generally think human beings need to do—study, start a family, start a career, and then educate their children over and over again, start a family, start a business, and then die—such a summary of life that can be completed in ten seconds will end in the same way that life ends.
The same is [possible] [30,000 days] [24 hours] [60 minutes] [60 seconds].
That is, death, that is, emptiness.
The red stripes come and go without worry, which is a kind of extreme for [emptiness].
This will also lead to the fact that for pessimists who encounter a day of suffering, they can only silently end their lives.
There are self-defeating people in this world, no, even some learned people must think so.
A person's life is at least 30,000 days, or a less accurate but convincing number, and then, every person, every day, every hour, every minute, is like this.
However, in almost the same time and career, everyone lives differently, lives differently, and has a different future.
Regardless of why it can't be different.
In this myriad of differences, the word fate can be highlighted to the extreme.
Three on fate, that is, the same years, the same minutes, everyone, from birth, from the parents' assets and family education, to school education, to the social way of life and all aspects of social conditions and living environment, by the birth of the gene determined by some unexplored secrets of genetic logic, to the development of people's character, to the way of dealing with anything, and then to the attitude of ending this period of life.
Generally speaking, life is a past-tense, a completion, a progression, a future progression, actions, thoughts, and the [behavior and action] brought about by the changes are intertwined, pieced together, and completed together, [the sum of time].
To put it more clearly, someone sleeps in bed for a day, and it is also this day, and someone works for a day, and in this kind of "day" that confuses countless concepts, the [past], [completion], [progress] and [future progress] that everyone needs to face are different.
This is the most metaphysical answer of fate.
Take the lead in denying the judgment that personal will affects life, and then explain how many days the most simple human beings must go through to complete this life.
It also achieves the purpose of fooling people.
As a result, everything mentioned above is the "truth" of self-feeling.
Why?
Because, the ten percent of humanity doesn't want to.
No, or rather, more than 10%, or even more human beings, when they saw the illusion of emptiness in this world, chose to end their lives early.
It's a bit of a negative energy, it's something that shouldn't, or isn't allowed to spread, but, every year, every moment, everywhere, it's possible that someone, is giving up their lives.
This leads to the so-called [30,000 days], how ridiculous. Some people are so miserable that they don't want to live any longer.
It doesn't mean that they understand the true meaning of life...... Nor can it be said that they understand it all...... The meaning of life......
Not to mention that they don't cherish these [30,000 days]......
It can only be said that they are indeed too painful, and their behavior is not positive, but their choices, perhaps, come from their truest selves...... The truest thoughts.
Impulsive, or irrational, sometimes too narrow-minded, in the [remaining days] that those who do not want to live.
Some people don't want to be in the world for a day.
It is no exaggeration to say that there are people who want to end their lives.
With the utmost kindness to understand, their thoughts are not so difficult to understand.
In this vast crowd, there seem to be too many things that can force people to die, and they seem to be too ethereal, they are the kind of people who have never thought of living for 30,000 days, they are one of the hundreds of thousands, millions of people who want to leave in the crowd.
The number of 100,000, 100,000 is scary, but it is not bluffing. Because it's real, it's really intimidating.
Normal people can't imagine that the kind of persecution is ordinary, to drag people from the other side of life into the water...... One after another, life encounters, pain.
And when they encountered, there was nothing they could do, so they could only wait quietly, a kind of liberation beyond the sea of people.
"I used to wonder if I could live in this world." He said.
"At first, I thought it was a stupid question, because it seemed that I was the only one around me who wanted to express my dissatisfaction with my current life, and the truth that I wanted to explore."
He didn't say anything truth.
Probably, the truth of life.
"I, as an outcast, person, no, I, as a grandson abandoned by my parents, no, should be my grandmother, my parents, don't even have any chance and strength to resist. They should not have died, I ask, are they really willing to die for me? ”
He lowered his head, and the smiling girl fell silent.
"You and I, as we should, have both had such stages......"
His figure, in the darkness of the moon, became smaller and smaller.
"I can't help it, it seems ridiculous for me to ask this question, because I never felt that the two of them, adults, needed to die for me, or sacrifice anything...... I don't need them to die for me. I don't want them to die for me, they have much more in this world than I do...... More precious...... I mean...... More ......"
He looked up, so that she could see his small soul.
It was a weather-beaten, heart.
More and more, the dark matter is devouring it, and when it is no longer struggling and willing to let go, its owner, perhaps, will lie on the tracks of the train, maybe, will leap from a hundred-meter-high building for life, maybe, will sleep together in the tumultuous river.
This left her speechless.
"It's not a good thing to be able to foresee the future......"
She said.
"I thought about the worst, but for me, it probably wasn't ...... It must be a good thing...... So, I gave up and didn't think like that anymore. ”
She started, took a breath, then lowered the bottle in her hand, letting it fall to the ground with a thudding and jumping sound.
If such a sound is a beating heart, how good it is, at least, such a beating heart, will not ...... Sad ......
"I used to think of myself like that...... What kind of person should I be, what kind of person I get, absolutely no parents, worthy. There is no point in my life...... I'm alive, and if I can exchange my cheap life for theirs, I think I'll do it resolutely. ”
He began, talking to himself.
However, there was a long silence.
In the distant, blue sky, a black cloud flashed.
At the moment when the clouds flashed, she quickly got up from her seat in the classroom and looked at the endless darkness, where it was clearly dark and clear.
She sat down almost, trembling, taking a deep breath.
He was frightened by her, and slowly, he began to speak again.
They couldn't see each other's faces at all, except for the monitor hanging on the wall.
It was a monitor in the classroom, missing, unpredictable...... Color.
The colors of this world at this time seem to be superfluous, and no matter how thick the brush and ink are, it is difficult to outline, the fragile mortal heart.
"High-dimensional lifeforms don't care about the invasion of low-latitude lifeforms, but, as far as I'm concerned, you still have to be careful."
The Shadow of the Wilderness shouted loudly in front of three completely inhumanoid objects, and although they didn't know it, they could only listen and nod their heads slowly.
"I found it, the most primitive cardinal point, don't! Separated! My dear sheep! Follow me! ”
With the rippled blade of light of Artes, the Shadow of the Seeker struck a huge hole like a line of sky in the colorful and colorful light.
And Shadow Hunt is almost effortless, destroying a monster with countless purple tentacles.
Then, in an instant, the little lamb hand holding the long feather maple jumped into the opening at once, that is, in an instant, a Rubik's cube-shaped object flashed in from another entrance.
[The original cardinal point is broken]
[Xiun'hungl'yioh' detected!] 】
[Kuang 'Yuiy' Hleng' is approaching detected!] 】
[Alert! Alert! Activate the Super Readiness Stance! 】
The space-time cube was speeding in the high-dimensional starry sky, and the Shadow Seeker in front of him obviously knew about its arrival, and instantly accelerated the speed of flight.
In the base point beyond the light, the tentacle monster killed by the Shadow of the Desolation exploded instantly, and in the primordial passage to the astral plane, a strong hand stretched out from the exploding space.
With a viscous dark substance, the owner of the hand flew out of the blast and immediately entered the passage opened by the Shadow of the Desolation.
Immediately after, his appearance changed from a black shadow that flew over in an instant to a man in a suit and leather shoes and a bowler hat.
K, in the primordial passage opened by the Shadow of the Wilderness, as if he was chasing and killing the enemy, he looked at the back of the Shadow of the Wilderness in front of him.
The lamb, which was flying behind, looked at K in almost amazement.
He was a little scared.
The Rubik's Cube of Time and Space is speeding faster and faster beside the two teams.
It emitted another kind of vigilant sound.
[A low-latitude lifeform has been detected and is requesting exclusion.] 】
K sneered, and in flight, he used his cane sword to cut the surrounding cardinal points wantonly.
One after another, the cardinal points turned into tentacle monsters and fell from the passage.
Turned into, a terrifying void channel.