Chapter 1: Old in vain
I'm always pondering where I came from.
I got the answer.
I came from the union of my parents.
I'm always meditating hard about where I'm going.
I got the answer.
I will, become loess and go.
What I have experienced, whether rough or delicate, whether it is possessed or lost, is nothing more than a pile of loess.
That's why I care more about whether my life needs to be meaningful.
But after all, I can't understand, I can't imagine, I can't change.
It's not just that I want to change day and night, but because I never change.
I have indeed never changed, from ordinary and ordinary inaction to a busy life of inaction, and then desperately looking for it, doing nothing.
I always prayed that I wouldn't be a doer.
I always prayed that I wasn't an ordinary, ordinary person.
I've always prayed for my amazing talent.
I have always been a supplicant to ask for all the miracles that are relevant to me.
I dream, I fantasize, I hope.
Not as good as me, once, or well, visible changes.
I'm depressed, I'm depressed, I can't find meaning.
I can't find any reason why I need to do anything.
I even think that those, people, are very boring to live.
I shouldn't have thought like this, and I shouldn't have understood that they would die in such a meaningless life.
I am not a wicked person, I just feel that my sorrows, my seeking, are somewhat similar to them, and I am not noble or humble, but [different].
I am different from everyone else, which means that I am now, I will be in the future, what I have, what I have lost, should be different from them.
Thinking in this way, I am motivated to seek something more special, more special, more legendary, more important, exclusive to me.
Whatever it is.
Whatever it is, it's something that belongs to me.
All good.
My similarity with others is not a stain on my life.
The difference between me and others should be created by me, to be released, and to become my own light.
A depressed, depressed, and depressed person is really difficult to discover the beauty of this world.
Perhaps, but, at the end of the day, no one wants to have a bitter face every day, where they think about everything and look for each other.
To do something that makes you happy, first of all, you must make yourself happy.
I really can't imagine how happy a stuffy gourd can be.
I really can't imagine that in the life I have experienced, my laughter will really have a deadline, and it will really be like my feelings, there will still be an end.
I don't want that.
I'm not like everyone else, I'm so good, I've had a lot of good times, and I've been able to make a difference.
I have the ability to face setbacks.
I have the ability to face the malice of others.
I have, so much, the power that accompanies me.
I can't give up on them, like I never let them give up.
Even though I hurt him, even though I hurt her again and again.
I didn't respond, I didn't have a heartfelt desire, I wasn't that innocent.
I've done a lot of things wrong, and I know that.
I've paid for it, I've been troubled by it, I've lost so much because of it.
However, that is not the end of my life, nor will it be a tragic continuation of my life.
They are just a little bit of sadness in my multitude, hopes.
That's not all I've had in life.
I knew it was not all about my life!
I have to, to face it.
I have to, to change.
I'm not joking, and I'm not talking about it here.
I am, need, do.
I am, I need to! Let's go!
I am! Long Feather Kaede!
I am! The King of Benevolence!
I am! The gods of the gods!
I am! Master of the World!
γDuchy of Arran, Salahma, Hall of the Immortalsγ
"This is ......," Sinokos skewed the corners of his mouth, as if he had a bad idea, pointing to the extremely tall bell tower.
The center of the Immortal Hall is there.
The bell tower of this huge cathedral is only the only gear that is still recording time, and every time it strikes, it will give all human beings a brief light.
The serpent in the atrium of the world obscures the sky and the sun, and the dark earth withers day by day, and without the sun, there is no time.
The old bell tower, like hope, rang properly.
Boom β
It's an old, dull sound.
Twelve, each with a long tremor around you.
"From the bell tower, to the wall, to the entrance, there are a total of fifteen streets, to the Hall of the Immortal, and then eight more streets, one street is three meters wide."
Looking at the shadows in the darkness, Sinokos told the story of the inside of the Hall of the Immortals.
"According to the arrangement of the streets, the patrol plan of the soldiers is also like this, each pair of soldiers is in charge of three streets, a team of fifteen people, plus ten pairs of centaurs close to the Temple of the Immortals, and the stragglers in the central rest area, there are about six hundred soldiers in the city."
The shadow nodded, revealing red eyes.
It was a black-maned werewolf with half a broken wolf's tooth.
With the loss of the sun and the loss of the moon, these werewolves, who were unable to become human due to their curse, organized themselves into a huge team.
They roamed the streets and hunted, but were in dire need of a "home".
They're human after all.
"Also, the team at the entrance, in addition to the twenty people I led, there are also twelve elites led by Noraf. But no matter what, the rank of all soldiers should be above the spirit master, not more than the heavenly spirit master. β
"Spirit Master~Ah~Miscellaneous~" A "person" snorted arrogantly in the dark: "It's just that there are too many of them, there's nothing to be afraid of!"
"No, Sinokos, even if we can enter the patio and reach the center of the bell tower, we will be scattered, and your Ponapo is not so easy to deal with."
A slightly older human wolf came out of the shadows, and the snake in the atrium of the world flashed thunder in the sky, and suddenly exploded, and the whole sky buzzed, and everyone looked up at the sky without warning.
Return to peace.
"I don't think so."
The Broken Tooth Wolf King was sturdy, wearing a pale royal robe, and the royal robe flying in the wind was like a roll of red majesty that could not be blown away by the wind.
"According to the information of Sinokos, Pannabo, he was seriously injured, in the last battle, he was able to break my wolf tooth with his sword within a hundred paces, but with his healthy body, now, he is covered in scars, and he is also injured by the incurable [Heavenly Fire], so he is even more vulnerable, you don't have to worry about this."
The Broken Tooth Wolf King snorted, grabbed his huge wolf claws, and was angry: "Now, it's time for him to pay the price!" This attack, we will definitely become famous, and I can guarantee that in the next time, the human beings living in the Hall of the Immortals will pay a terrible price. β
"You want to kill innocent humans?" The old wolf was a little frightened.
It seems that as a werewolf, he has a taboo about killing.
But the Broken Tooth Wolf King didn't want to say anything more.
Just looked at the energetic Sinokos, and said meaningfully: "Kill all the rebels!" Not a single one to stay! β
He asked the old wolf: "What, are you afraid?"
"You shouldn't, so violent! As the king of werewolves, he can naturally become the king of humans. As for the fate of innocent human beings, you have to think twice! β
The old wolf was a little indignant.
But he knew that the Broken Tooth Wolf King was already an arrow string that could not be pulled, and when he entered the city, he killed the red eye, so he naturally did not care about the severity.
"Hmph, in the end, you're still afraid, you're scared by Pannabo!"
The Broken Tooth Wolf King pushed the old wolf, but the old wolf couldn't withstand his push and fell to the ground.
"You, go back to the city first, when our large army rushes over, I must see you standing alive at the entrance of the secret passage to greet me!"
The Broken Tooth Wolf King patted Sinokos on the shoulder, which was an extremely important etiquette for the Wolf King, coming from the Wolf King's approval.
"When the time comes, the golden wine is yours to choose!"
Sinokos's eyes were as blood-red as the Wolf King, and in an instant, Sinokos's tiger teeth suddenly grew a lot.
He nodded, but what he saw was the huge bell tower.
The bell tower still keeps track of the time, but it doesn't ring again until it's the hour.
"Twelve? Daytime? Or at night? β
Seeking the Desolation raised his head, and on days when there was no sun, he would raise his head at will, and he would not be stabbed by the sun and cover his forehead.
In front of this young man, it seems that everything is so tall, because the boy is too small, and most of the children born in the Age of Destruction have no nutrition, and they are naturally short.
But the shortness of the Shadow of the Wild Shadow is only because he came from the sheep cub, and the sheep cub reached the knees of Changyu Feng's long legs, and the boy only reached the waist of Changyu Feng.
"Evening." An old man answered the search for the desolate shadow without a match.
The old man smoked a hookah and needed to light it with a flint all the time.
The flint does not need to be struck, it only needs to be made of the old man's fire element, and it can naturally make a fire.
Tiny smoke gives rise to tiny souls.
He smoked it refreshed, and saw the Shadow of the Wilderness.
"It's pitiful, it's pitiful, it's still suffering these days when you have children...... What a parent without a conscience~"
The old man's last words were like singing.
"What?" The Shadow of the Wilderness kicked the bell tower, which seemed to be kicked, scattering a huge amount of plaster.
"What?" Changyu Feng stood next to the Shadow of the Wilderness, looked up, and saw a huge hour hand.
They were also standing at the bottom of the twelve-knock strike, and the loud sound seemed to wake up the only remaining birds around.
They fly in Prapura, and they don't know where they can fly.
"What do you think, sir?"
Chang Yu Feng came to the old man's side, and he sat down slowly, like the old man, he could see the streets around him that were already silent.
And the Shadow of the Wilderness stood in front of them, crossed over his waist, looking at them.
One old and one young, the light in their eyes shone like a beautiful star.
"I said, children have a hard life, don't give birth to them, look at your age, your parents shouldn't be too old, why are you so ignorant?"
The old man recognized Long Feather Maple and Xunhuang Shadow as brothers.
But Long Feather Kaede and Shadow Seeker have no blood relationship.
It's just together.
"I've experienced that peaceful time, how good, it's not like now, what era of destruction, what princes and generals, it's all some, what things~"
The old man has no scruples, and naturally he does not shy away from it, the kind of life and death that is free and easy, and the kind of eyes that have experienced the vast life, after all, there is no need to have too many words to express.
He is not a vagabond, nor is he sloppy, and he does not have the twilight of an old man, which is a very rare thing.
His old hands have lived in hard times.
Maybe his eyes weren't very good, squinting at the desolate shadow, and staring straight at the boy.
The young man crossed his waist and looked very unpolite, which made the old man laugh.
The youthful atmosphere of searching for the shadow of the wilderness has never ended.
"Speaking of which, your parents are still irresponsible, they have lived to the era of destruction, and they have given birth to children and suffered, I don't think you are very rich and rich, you must have suffered a lot."
"How so?"
Long Feather Kaede was puzzled.
Why did the old man talk like that.
When they were walking around this bell tower, they also met this uncle.
"I can't see it, I've seen a lot, I'm seventy-six, what haven't I seen? There are more people dying in front of me. β
The uncle's words are too straightforward, and they also have the powerful magic of the vicissitudes of life, so that people can only listen to them.
"It's not like now, you can only wait for death...... When I was young, it was a day of peace, and the whole Salahma, and even the whole principality, were peaceful, and I had never heard of any era of destruction, or any immortality. β
"This should be near a church......
Chang Yu Kaede asked.
"Near the church, of course. Formerly known as Notre-Dame de Mariana, it is owned by the principality, and because of the crystal minerals here, a lot of people come here to make a living. β
The old man stretched out his hand, like a rag, and waved his big hands and feet in front of him: "You don't know, at that time, there were crowds of people, gongs and drums were noisy, which you newborns couldn't see, hehe, at that time, I was still young, and I followed them around, giving birth to children or something, and I didn't have to worry at all."
"Hmph, old thing, what the hell are you trying to say? Don't be ignorant. I'm going to get angry if I say something nasty! β
Looking for the shadow of the wilderness is guided by a few humans for no reason, so he is naturally not so good-tempered.
But he didn't really plan to do anything with the old man.
"I said you had a hard life, and your parents shouldn't have given birth to you, little one."
The old man naturally thought that Chang Yu Feng and Xun Desolate Shadow were young, and there were almost no taboos, relying on the old and selling the old, saying such things that were not very comfortable.
But Long Feather Kaede and Shadow Seeker had no way to refute anything.
Because there is no need to refute.
"You're not local, are you? It's okay if you're not a local, get out of here quickly, the undead group is not a good thing, and don't suffer here. β
The old man is more like a kind reminder.
It's like a helpless sigh.
"You are so young, where can you escape, you don't have to be like me...... That is, if you walk slowly, you can walk out. β
The old man looked at Chang Yu Feng and Xun Desolate Shadow, their temperaments were very different, but they were not ordinary appearances, so he smiled.
"Hey...... I can't help you, and I can't help it. Forget it...... While playing......"
The old man waved his hand and motioned for the two to leave.
Chang Yu Feng was a little stunned......
I don't know what to say for a moment.
It was only when the Shadow of the Wilderness shouted inexplicably that he set off again.