"Here, Mom, this is your favorite appetizer!" Seung-mi's silhouette swept across Yoon Kyung-sun's forehead and shoulders, as soft and warm as a breeze.

Because her face was covered with age spots in advance, the strange warmth that kept rising from Yin Qingshan's eyes made Seung-mi's heart a little panicked. In that kind of vicissitudes of life, no matter how young a person is, he can't laugh, but Seungmi tugged at the corners of her mouth, revealing a smile that is neither surplus nor insufficient.

"Mom, I went to the unit where I will work tomorrow to say hello today. My colleagues are very kind and very close to each other, especially a colleague named Zheng Yucheng, who is a famous parachute in our branch, and today, he was the first to spray me with a welcome ribbon in front of all my colleagues. Even though I had that burning stinging sensation on my face all the time, I still considered myself lucky. ”

"I'm really lucky!"

The corners of the flabby mouth drooped like a sea cucumber that had risen from the dead. Those wrinkled skin are also covered with age spots. At the moment when he raised his hand to dip the pickles, Yin Qingshan's chin bulged out, and his full shoulders and arms through the thin collar also became dull and relaxed, and the kind of faceless spirit that he had raised his head and stood upright just ten minutes ago can no longer be found, especially Yin Qingshan's eyes are like reptile corpses crawling out of pigeon eggs, Chengmei only feels that the pupils of those eyes are deeper than a black hole, and the flickering crystal is more paralyzed than a wilted white reptile.

"Although it was put in from the headquarters, the new unit is super close to our home, and the lunch break is super long, which is enough for me to run several round-trips, so from tomorrow onwards, I will make lunch at our house, and you can rest for a while, Mom."

The smiling eyes and the bitter corners of the mouth are as far away as the stars and the stars. Looking at Chengmei, who is different from the outside, Yin Qingshan's eyes are also full of stars, perhaps because of the constant tears in his heart, when he lowered his head, the corners of Yin Qingshan's eyes were blister-like and swollen, and his eyelids and eyebrows were as heavy as a thousand catties.

"Mom, don't feel sorry for it, the three of us are relatives who depend on each other. And Mom, don't you always say that I have been active since I was a child, then riding a bicycle and running for me is just exercising, losing weight and shaping up. ”

"Mmmm, that sounds like a good idea."

Yin Qingshan's eyes blew endless heat. Just like every valley in Jirisan Mountain, at the moment when she met her mother's eyes, Chengmei's eyes were also full of summer.

"By the way, Mom, I, I will definitely find a man who is full of blessings and has a long life to marry. Because I always felt that there was nothing in this world that would be worse than being unaccompanied. ”

"It's a good idea, but wouldn't a man like that really mind our family?" Yin Qingshan's eyes suddenly shone into a new light of disappointment, and at a certain moment, Seung-mi suddenly felt that the spark still in her body had dissipated a little.

"My sister is getting married! Oh! My sister is getting married! As if she were doing a wordless performance, Cheng Yan circled around the table, and finally in the dim yellow light of the chandelier, she lay like a crab on the dusty carpet.

"Yes, Cheng Yan, I promise you that your future brother-in-law must be the kind of man whose sister can accept no matter how verbose his sister is. Also, your sister has a bad temper and is often insecure, and I think this fatalistic man must be much older than me. ”

Yin Qingshan sat beside Chengmei and stared for a long time, as if he was watching some kind of vitality that had not yet been exhausted slowly drying up.

"Hey! Mom, why do you open your mouth so wide as soon as you talk about business, close it quickly, and wait until the worms are about to fly in. ”

Seung-mi teased in a clear voice as usual.

"That's because I'm so sleepy now, I'm going back to sleep, sister." Yoon Kyung-sun's wrinkles were as dark and deep as a cave, but those eyes burst out with the light of a newborn.

"Sister?! Mom, you actually call me a sister? ”

Like an arrow shot into view, the flame of despair gradually swelled in Seungmi's eyes.

"yes, but who are you, why can't I remember it all of a sudden."

"No, Mom, you can't sleep on the table, and Cheng Yan can't sleep on the ground! What to do? If you fall asleep together, I won't be able to drag it. ”

"Oops, it's so bad, my stomach is going to be deformed."

Unable to resist or escape, Yoon Kyung-sun curled up like a chrysalis, enduring the aches that surrounded him.

"So please wake up and walk back by yourself. Cheng Yan alone is enough for me to do my best. Seung-mi wrapped her arms around Yoon's waist and walked to the inner room, sweat running down her face soaking her blouse, and the patchwork of bleached cloth glowed with a blinding white light.

"My sleeping mother is so beautiful, and I have the most beautiful and virtuous wife in the world but I gave it up early, bad father, you can not appear in my dreams once, but you must often appear in the dreams of your mother and sister."

Although Yin Qingshan's complexion is still naturally fair, it is no longer the healthy color of his youth. Beneath the sparse silver hair is a wrinkled forehead, high and prominent cheekbones, a narrow face, and a pair of bright peach lips have long been painted lilac by the bleak time. As if he was in a nightmare, Yin Qingshan clutched the pillow towel fiercely every time he fell asleep, and the yellowed pillow towel was covered with layers of sweat stains.

"It's because my sister sneaked out to find you again today, that's why mom has nightmares. Speaking of nightmares, my mother's life is really like an endless nightmare, obviously she is a very weak person in her bones, but God wants her to bear so much unimaginable pressure. Many times I wonder if I didn't have my spiritual fulcrum as a mother, how would she face a life that is more messy than chicken feathers alone. So, Dad, and God, for the sake of our family's desolation, let's send a man with a sense of responsibility to my world, I'm really tired now, and I'm not as free and easy as I seem. Chengmei shrank like frost-beaten grass in a corner without a trace of light, until the eastern sky gradually glowed with the white light of a fish's belly.

"Husband, don't go! Don't leave me alone, I really don't know how to live without you by my side! ”

Mom's misfortune is all because of Dad, so, I really blame you, and even secretly hate you, if you hadn't left so early, Mom wouldn't have turned gray temples early, and wouldn't have looked at the world with those worried eyes. So you who know all about me must hate me now, but that's what I really think, and for a long time in the past, it seemed to me and my mom that it was more comfortable to leave than to stay. But between us and my father, there is still a Cheng Yan, she is a child who can't take care of herself, as relatives, we must take care of her for you, so on the day I sent you on the last day, I finally gave up that idea, I believe that my mother also chose that, because to live strongly, not for ourselves but for the already more pitiful Cheng Yan.

And looking at my mother's tear-stained face, my father must be in a very heavy mood, and sure enough, people who are connected by blood even have the same feelings, just like when I tried my best to smile, my mother's eyes also hid heartache. But despite this, I still want to use my ingenuity to make my mother happy. I'm ashamed to say that I haven't been coquettish to my father since I was sensible, but when my mother's memory gradually broke point, I finally learned the girl's nirvana. Because only in this way will my mother never reach the day when her memory is completely lost. I swear, as long as my mother and Cheng Yan are alive for one day, I will try to cooperate with you to live well, so, Dad, you don't have to worry too much, I believe that everything will be fine, after all, we have sunk to the bottom now, and we will only have a chance to rise in the future. In fact, after getting used to being bad, the sun will still shine into my heart from time to time, so I will feel more precious warmth.