Chapter 049, the so-called hope
For the next three days, Xia was haunted.
Every day is immersed in deep frustration and remorse, and I blame myself for being cheap. Why are you talking cheap in front of Zuo Na's woman? Sometimes, when I'm emotional, I can't wait to slap myself twice.
Jane Eyre couldn't stand it anymore, so she gave full play to her potential as a scholar and buried herself in helping her analyze and study new tactics.
In the end, he gritted his teeth and proposed, "Entanglement, you can go home this weekend and directly stage a restrictive temptation." You directly did the tsundere male god, according to the theoretical analysis. Men are lower body animals, if you have this program working well. successfully runs a male god, and the love road will be smooth sailing in the future. According to her analysis, it is impossible for Ruan Jingyu not to feel the slightest sense of entanglement. The reason why he was so angry was nothing more than annoyance. Because of the entanglement, the president couldn't hold his face. will be so ruthless and furious.
At the moment, there is only one way to knock it down.
Xia Tang's face was full of worry, "How can I have that courage?" Don't look at her usual stalking, but she really didn't dare to think about it.
Jane Eyre patted her on the shoulder and encouraged her, "Discouraged what? It's a big deal to fall down and fail, and then give up completely, looking for your next stop of happiness. The worst outcome is that you don't get along with each other, but what if you succeed? You can get a male god, how tempting. Anyway, if you don't fall down, you can only suffer with such directionless efforts. Knock down, at least half the chance of success. ”
Xia Tang thought about it, and it really made some sense. She had already spent eight years on that man, and it had only been eight years since the war of resistance was successful. If it still doesn't work, she should also learn to let go.
So, he further discussed the takedown tactic with Jane Eyre.
Friday night, ten o'clock.
After Ruan Jingyu got out of the car, he rubbed his temples that were a little swollen and painful, and pushed open the door of the hall. The person who came up to pick him up was Heng's mother, "Second Young Master, are you back?" Hungry or not? Would you like a late-night snack? ”
He shook his head and glanced habitually in the direction of the second floor.
Heng's mother understood, "Miss Pestering, I'm very well-behaved today." When I got back, I went back to my room to review my homework. ”
Ruan Jingyu nodded slightly, and said lightly after changing his shoes, "Go and rest." ”
After Heng's mother stepped back, he pulled his tie and went upstairs.
Pushing open the door of the bedroom on the third floor, a faint aroma of shower gel came to my nose. Someone in the room? In the darkness, his eagle eyes flashed sharply, shooting in all directions.
In the next second, the small figure that had been in the quilt rushed up. He slammed him directly into the wall, and the door behind him was slammed shut.
Xia Tang's whole person was almost hanging on him, and his white and tender long legs were still recklessly climbing up the man's sturdy waist. The little face was already a crimson that had been brewing for a long time, and the heartbeat was already panicked like a roller coaster, but his voice was deliberately softened a little, "Are you back?" Think of me? ”
The man apparently didn't react, and instinctively reached out to support her legs. Until a large patch of snow-white skin lingered under his eyes, his body suddenly stiffened.
Xia Tang was flustered and even his breath was unstable, but he still had the courage to enliven the atmosphere, his delicate red lips were as moist as silk, and the breath he exhaled was mixed with a sweet aroma, like a soft cotton breeze, "Do you miss me?" I know I definitely thought about it. ”
Ruan Jingyu's black pupils suddenly shrank around, and when he looked down, he saw the small body hanging on him. Wearing only a white suspender nightdress and a corset design, you can vaguely see a ravine, which looms charming in the moonlight. A fire subconsciously rose in his body, and her skin was very white and tender. You can even smell the faint aroma on your skin, lingering in your nose, indescribably seductive.
Xia Tang raised her clear eyes and stared at him, she was as pure as a hibiscus out of the water just after bathing, her crimson little face was beautiful, and her wide-eyed appearance was like a fairy in the forest.
Come on, Xia Tang!
Keep up again!
She cheered herself up like this, and then learned the knowledge she had just made up in the island country film. Close your eyes and catch the man's red lips. The little hand also tugged at the man's tie indiscriminately......
Imagination is always beautiful, but reality is cruel.
Xia Tang only felt that the heavenly spirit was covered with a gust of cold wind, and the person was also forcibly pulled away, and the man's body was ruthlessly pushed to the floor.
"Xia Tang, why did you never know how to be reserved?" The man's cold voice was filled with a hint of forbearance, and it fell from the top of his head.
Xia Tang's lower body was hurt by the fall, but he didn't care about the pain. stubbornly tilted his face and said unwillingly, "Am I brave? ”
Seeing her sitting on the ground in a miserable and fragile manner, Ruan Jingyu's eyes flashed with a complex forbearance, which was just fleeting. The corners of his mouth slowly hooked up a sarcastic arc, "Dressed like this ghost and crawling on the body of the elder, are you sure this is bravery?" And not to be cheap? ”
Xia Tang's heart was broken, and his body was shattered in an instant. A thin layer of mist overflowed uncontrollably from the bottom of her eyes, and she curled up in embarrassment, the sundress she was wearing loosened the shoulder straps ironically at the moment, her little hand covered her shoulder, sniffed, and asked solemnly and tremblingly, "Ruan Jingyu...... Can you tell me? For so long...... You really didn't like me?? ”
At this moment, she is as fragile as a porcelain doll. His shoulders were white, his face was pale, his long hair was scattered on his shoulders at random, so helpless, so hurt. Ruan Jingyu's heart twitched fiercely, and his eyes quickly swept over the beautiful face on the video call, as well as the disappointed eyes, he suppressed the dark tide surging in his chest, and said in a hoarse voice, "Never!" I'm not messing around. Len's hobby! ”
Xia Tang was not only heartbroken, but even people seemed to be broken. All the limbs were in pain, and she couldn't breathe in pain. Looking at his cold eyes, she asked unwillingly, "Then why do you give me hope again and again?" Give me hope and kill it hard, isn't that fun? Ruan Jingyu, is it funny for you to play me like this? Is it enjoyable? ”
She sneered, and smiled wryly, looking vulnerable.
Ruan Jingyu had a dull pain in his heart, and he didn't want to delve into it, so he just replied mechanically, "The so-called hope, that's all your own imagination." I treat you as a courteous care from an elder to a junior. Father loves you very much, so I take care of you instead of him. That's all! ”
Xia Tang suddenly laughed, laughing sadly and desperately. Eight years of liking and following, as well as countless efforts and enthusiasm, in exchange for the polite care of the elders to the younger ones. Is she a failure? Embarrassed?
Ruan Jingyu turned his face away stiffly, and dropped another bomb before turning to leave, "Xia Tang, you remember." Between me and you, it will never be possible! ”
Xia Tang finally burst into tears, broke down emotionally, and was blown to pieces. Her love, her enthusiasm was all blown away.