The biggest blow to Xia Tang's disappearance is, of course, Ruan Jingyu. (Marshmallow)

In the first year of Xia Tang's departure, his whole person was on the verge of collapse. has no intention of working, has no intention of living, and uses all his connections to find her. He even went to the traffic department and retrieved the surveillance video from the top of the ring road. But the section of road where Xia Tang left was the same as the last time he was kidnapped. Or a blind spot for monitoring. He also retrieved the call records of her mobile phone before she left, and found that she had received a text message from Ruan Muyu's number before leaving. In addition, during the few days I went to Tibet, I sent several text messages with a phone number whose IP was in the United States. He left to check Ruan Muyu's mobile phone, but the text message records had been deleted. He asked the male nurse, and the male nurse said that Miss Ruan likes to hold her mobile phone and bite indiscriminately when she is fine, and it is normal to accidentally press the keyboard and send out text messages. I also accidentally sent the wrong text message to Mr. Ruan Jingrui......

Ruan Jingyu was standing in front of Ruan Muyu at that time, and Ruan Muyu was stupidly gnawing on her mobile phone. From time to time, the phrase "Kill you...... Kill you! ”

Her hand really pressed the screen blindly, and it was very likely that she was sending the wrong text message.

He went to check the number again, and found that it was the number of Brother Zhan's brother in the United States that Xia Tang had mentioned to him.

It's just that when he quickly tracked down to the United States, Zhan Pengfei disappeared with him. Zhan Pengfei's colleagues said that Zhan Pengfei resigned suddenly. After quitting his job, he plans to travel the world with his Chinese girlfriend......

In an instant, his head exploded. Chinese girlfriend? Traveling the world?

He didn't believe it, not at all! Maybe the text message Zhan Pengfei sent to her was just an occasional greeting, and the Chinese girlfriend in his colleague's mouth was not Xia Tang.

The most he does every day is call her and text her. and then recharge her mobile phone regularly, he always didn't believe that Xia Tang, who had loved him for ten years and pestered him for ten years, would be willing to leave him.

The second year after Xia Tang left. After he collapsed to the most desperate level. began to restrain himself, suppress his emotions, and squeeze out his reason and prudence little by little. He stopped searching the world like he did in the first year, and he began to calm down. He analyzed it little by little, and Xia Tang said thank you to the person who came to pick her up before getting on the helicopter. This shows that she was not kidnapped or persecuted. She chose to leave in the blind spot of the surveillance, indicating that she did not want to be found by him. Read the full text of the latest chapter

Such facts. It was the conclusion he came to after his analysis. I don't want to believe it, but that's the reality.

After calming down, he went to the United States again to find Zhan Pengfei's colleagues and confirm the photos of Xia Tang. They insisted that Zhan Pengfei's Chinese girlfriend was Xia Tang......

So, in the second year of her departure. He experienced another ordeal, a painful torment of analyzing the truth after calming down.

He didn't know how long it took to digest such a fact, and there were ten thousand voices in his heart denying that Xia Tang would not suddenly elope with Zhan Pengfei. However, the reality is red. Bare. The naked one is in front of you. Xia Tang is gone. It's really gone.

How painful and painful that digestion process was, he didn't want to remember it now. Sometimes, the web of good memories and painful memories is enough to suffocate.

In the third year, he began to perk up. But he still didn't give up looking for Xia Tang, he was thinking that even if he found her and asked her why she did this. It is clear that the heart is dead and will die......

In his fourth year, he became silent. Those deep pool-like eyes are always condensed with the cold aura that Gu can't dissolve, and the aura around him is hundreds of times colder than before, and the cold arrogance in his gestures is even more incisive.

It was another Chinese New Year's Eve, and Lan Ya called him and asked him to come to her villa for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.

She cooked it herself, and although the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner in the restaurant was as rich as the Manchu Han full banquet, she couldn't eat the warmth of home.

This is the fourth Spring Festival they have spent together in the four years since Xia Tang left.

Lan Ya still clearly remembers the Spring Festival of the first year. She couldn't get through to him on the phone, and finally found the company. Pushing open the office door, I saw him slumped on the floor. There was a pile of cigarette bottles on the ground, and when she dragged him up, he spat out another mouthful of blood.

During the Spring Festival of the following year, he answered the phone. But she stared at the neon lights outside the floor-to-ceiling window in a daze until late at night, and then went to her villa. Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, even more did not eat a bite.

During the Spring Festival of the third year, she still prepared a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner at home and called him. When he came, he didn't say a word. After a few simple bites, he left. [Marshmallow]

This year, he answered the phone and came wrapped in the cold air of the night.

Lan Ya's delicate cheeks were stained with tears, and although she had touched up her makeup, the red and swollen eye bags could still clearly see that she had cried. It seems that every Spring Festival is the time when she is most wronged, and she will cry. Crying hysterically, it's better to have Ruan Jingyu with her in the past four years. Although Ruan Jingyu had little to say and was about to have no communication with her throughout the whole process, he was her only relative in this world after all. With relatives by your side, you always feel better. She was really fed up with the feeling of being alone.

Therefore, when Ruan Jingyu came, she smiled and took his coat warmly, "Sit down for a while, I still have the last soup to cook, and we can eat." ”

Ruan Jingyu stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, there was no expression in his deep eyes, and his handsome body stood like a statue. For his aunt's enthusiasm and warmth, he just faced it numbly. It seems that the dead heart has long since withered and cannot feel the temperature.

Outside the window, I don't know when the snow will start to fall, and the crystal snowflakes are falling one by one. Fall in front of the window, in the back garden, on the bluestone path.

Gradually, a thin layer of snow soon accumulated on the branches of the trees on the ground.

Not far away, fireworks are blooming in the night sky, and the colorful fireworks are fleeting......

It reminded him of that night in the hospital, the night of Valentine's Day.

That night, there were bright fireworks shining in the canopy outside the window. He hugged her from behind, and she clung to his chest, watching the beautiful fireworks, enjoying the peaceful and warm hug.

That night, she said, "It's beautiful to watch the fireworks......

That night, she said that Valentine's Day is a formality, as long as we can be together, every day is Valentine's Day. In fact, every day I spend with you is like Valentine's Day......

That night, she also said, do you think I'm quite shameless? In the past ten years, I chased you and pestered you, and I was shameless for a long time. Besides, I just want the president, why do I need to be a face?

That night he gave her an engagement ring and told her to get married when she graduated. Where is she now? Did you graduate? Are you married to Zhan Pengfei?

The crisp lark-like voice sounded in his ears, and the bright and brilliant little face of innocence also appeared in front of him. It took him four years to bury her in the depths, but she still popped up from time to time to stimulate him.

As long as he thinks of the pictures he used to get along, his withered heart still hurts. It was a heart-wrenching pain, densely packed into the bone marrow. I can't scream, and even breathing is a heavy constraint. Obviously, she has been integrated into her blood, and it took four years to peel off little by little, and he didn't want to remember how difficult the process was.

I only know that every time I think about it, his whole body will stiffen, and cold sweat will break out on his forehead. The deep eyes were full of pain, and the place where she was buried seemed to have become a minefield. As long as you touch it slightly, it will be fried to pieces. Bean cloth ping-pong garbage.

Lan Ya brought the last pork ribs corn soup and said with a smile, "Jingyu, it's time to eat." ”

Ruan Jingyu maintained that posture and stood motionless.

Lan Ya stood behind him and whispered again, "Jingyu? ”

Ruan Jingyu slowly opened the window and stretched out his hand. The palm of the palm is moist little by little, and the coolness penetrates little by little......

Seeing this scene, Lan Ya stepped forward, sighed slightly, and said meaningfully, "Don't think about the past anymore, let's eat." ”

Ruan Jingyu's back stiffened, withdrew his hand, turned around and walked to the table and sat down.

During the meal, he just ate quietly.

Lan Ya took the initiative to find a topic, "Eat more pork ribs, see that you have lost weight recently." Has the company been busy lately? ”

Ruan Jingyu raised his eyes lightly, and the bottom of his eyes was still a cloud of ink that could not be dissolved, "It's a little busy at the end of the year!" ”

"No matter how busy you are, you have to pay attention to your body." Since Xia Tang left, Lan Ya's relationship with him seems to be much better. Although it was her unilateral enthusiastic overture, Ruan Jingyu was still cold, even colder than before. But she doesn't mind, in fact, she is used to it.

Ruan Jingyu raised his eyes and glanced at her, which was a response. Only when he saw her red and swollen eyes, he frowned slightly.

At this moment, Lan Ya's mobile phone rang. As soon as she saw the number, she went to the side to pick it up.

Because she went to the kitchen to answer the phone, Ruan Jingyu didn't hear the content of the phone clearly.

Still, he could guess who was calling.

When Lan Ya came out, she put down her phone, and there was a warm smile on her face, and her mood seemed to be much better. also gave Ruan Jingyu a bowl of soup, "Jingyu, drink more soup to replenish your body." It's snowing outside tonight, so let's stop waiting. I've got a room for you here, so stay here. ”

Ruan Jingyu was noncommittal, and just asked lightly, "He called just now?" ”

Lan Ya was slightly stunned, then nodded and chuckled, "Yes, he said Happy New Year, and he also said that he took me on vacation during the Spring Festival." ”

Ruan Jingyu's brows twisted slightly, "He doesn't plan to divorce in his life?" ”

The smile on Lan Ya's face finally couldn't be hung back, a trace of dark wound crossed the bottom of her eyes, she took a sip of red wine gently, and lifted the corners of her lips coldly, "Maybe, maybe not." ”

"After all these years, why don't you try to leave?" Ruan Jingyu asked coldly.

Lan Ya sneered again, "There are too many reasons, and it is destined to be impossible to let go." "At first, it was because of love, then because of hate, and unwillingness, and finally it was entangled all the time. I thought about leaving, but I still couldn't really leave. I've been persisting for so many years, I've been entangled for so many years, and I'm even more unwilling to leave?

A trace of bitterness flashed in her eyes, probably because she loved her at most. I still love that man, so I am willing to endure so many grievances and bitterness. Sometimes I feel a little humble, just like he has never been able to spend the Spring Festival with her for so many years, but she is still in a much better mood because of his happy New Year. Come to think of it, he didn't give her a name. The rest is within her ability.

The villa she lives in now, as well as the luxury car she travels in every day, brand-name clothes and bags, all the material comforts are given to her by him.

Her humility has been exchanged for material comforts that many people can't get in their lifetimes, and she comforts herself so much, and her heart can always be a little better.

Every year in the Mid-Autumn Festival, the Spring Festival is her most tormented time. She always hoped that he would come and accompany her, but she also knew that the poisonous woman would not let him come. If there are more extravagant hopes, there will be more disappointments, and in the end, the grievances are difficult to calculate. And his phone call was her only comfort.

Fortunately, the Spring Festival in the past four years has been spent with her. It's a little warm to think of it.

After Ruan Jingyu simply ate a little, he put down the dishes and chopsticks, coldly took out a tissue and wiped the corner of his lower lip, "I'm leaving!" ”

Lan Ya stood up, "Jingyu, the snow is getting heavier and heavier outside, where are you going?" With so much snow almost obscuring the view, it's not safe to drive. Don't go, just stay here! ”

Ruan Jingyu narrowed his eyes slightly, hiding the trace of complexity at the bottom of his eyes, and said coldly, "I'll go to the hospital!" ”

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