Chapter 227, lingering
In the underground parking lot, Lan Ya's face was full of embarrassment, there was a trace of guilt in her eyes, looking at Nangong Xue'er's emotions, she took the initiative to say, "I'll drive." [Marshmallow]"
Nangong Xue'er's whole person seemed to be petrified. If it weren't for Mi Xi helping her, it is estimated that she would have collapsed weakly. So, naturally, I can't drive a car.
Mi Xi is angry and gambling in her heart, and her emotions are extremely unstable. Although he was dissatisfied with Lan Ya, he still promised sensibly and silently.
In the car, Lan Ya's speed was not fast.
The mother and daughter in the back seat were leaning against the car window and looking out of the windows on both sides.
After Nangong Xue'er secretly hid the two strands of hair in her bag, she was holding the two fake marriage certificates in her palm. Hold it tightly, until your fingertips are white, and it is desolate. The scenery flying outside the car window regressed scene after scene in front of her eyes. Once those happy fantasies and ethereal expectations. Little by little, her heart was delayed. Her heart was already dripping with blood, and Ruan Jingyu's cruel words were more like a knife, slashing at her heart. For this game of love, she tried her best to work step by step. I didn't expect it. In the end, he was stabbed by the man he loved.
Now it seems that all her persistence and hard work have become a joke, a joke to belittle herself and entertain others.
When did she Nangong Xue'er lose so completely? When did you lose so badly?
She smiled......
There were raindrops of tears falling from the corners of her eyes, and with her cold smile and pale face, it was a little oozing.
Lan Ya saw Xue'er's face in the rearview mirror, and suddenly felt a little creepy. However, it is better for her not to say anything at this time. In fact, she is in a rather complicated mood now. received a call from Mi Xi early in the morning, rushed to Xue'er's side, and then was forcibly pulled to catch the rape. In the end, everything is in Ruan Jingyu's calculations. A few of them were like clowns, alas, she would have been a little bit of a summer pestering the orphan. Why is her life so good? Jing Yu is really spoiled by her......
Nangong Xue'er has always been proud, so although she cried uncomfortably, she also cried silently. But he didn't make any sound, except for the uncontrollable hysteria just now when he was at Xia Tang's house. It will. She was in pain, but not so embarrassed. It's just that how aggrieved and painful she is, the tears that keep falling are enough to show.
Mi Xi really regarded her as her own daughter, and when she looked at her daughter like this, her heart twitched. Turning his head to look at her, he shouted in pain and helplessness, "What are you crying about?" What's the use of crying? She pulled out a tissue and threw it to her daughter. But the daughter didn't pick up.
Nangong Xue'er turned her face away and kept crying.
Mi Xi roared angrily, "Don't cry!" How many times have I told you to stop provoking that iceberg? You don't listen, you want to belittle yourself. That iceberg has not been enthusiastic about you for a second from beginning to end, you are the daughter of our Nangong family. What kind of excellent man can't you find? You're so stubborn that people don't understand, now it's okay, now you know that it hurts? Know embarrassed? ”
Nangong Xue'er's body trembled, and she didn't speak in pain.
When Mi Xi heard her crying, he felt that his heart was even more uncomfortable, and he shouted even more angrily, "I said I was not allowed to cry." Can't you hear it? Your father and I have carefully cultivated you since you were a child, but I didn't expect to end up in the hands of that iceberg. It's hard to feel angry when you think about it, but what can be done? Love is such a thing as barely coming, and my mother finally saw it with her own eyes today. Iceberg He is not an iceberg all the time, he is just an iceberg to you because he doesn't love you. Do you see what he did to that Natsu? You can also see that he is affectionate, attentive and considerate. You've never enjoyed those treatments. At the end of the day, it's that he doesn't love you. For a man who has never loved you, your tears seem cheap. ”
Her words were fierce, but they were all true.
Nangong Xue'er's shoulders trembled a few more times, why didn't she see Ruan Jingyu's affection and doting on Xia Tang? It was because I saw it that I was even more unwilling.
Mi Xi sighed, and said in a softer voice, "You are still young, and the road ahead is still very long, and you will meet the man who loves you like a treasure in the future." At this point, you can only learn to let go and learn to let go. Let love have a way to live, and let yourself have a way to live. Mom wants you to figure it out and you can start your life all over again. Do you understand? ”
Nangong Xue'er wiped a handful of tears, but still didn't speak.
Mi Xi recalled a sentence she once read in a magazine, endured the blockage in her heart, and enlightened her earnestly, "There is a marriage magazine that mentioned that men and women in love must be remembered. Marshmallow choice is greater than change, instead of choosing a man you don't love and then trying your best to change him and move him, it is better to choose a man who loves you from the beginning. The choice is the former, the choice is right, there is no need to change and conquer. Love is not war at all, Mom hopes you can figure it out. ”
Lan Ya, who had been driving quietly, heard these words, and suddenly felt that Mi Xi had really changed a lot over the years. It can also be said that his understanding is high, and the former Mi Xi was also crazy obsession. At least the difference is that her obsession is finally exchanged for the integrity and happiness of the family. And Xue'er's obsession seems much more pale.
Thinking of the hurt Jingyu gave Xue'er, she finally apologized, "Xue'er, I'm sorry. After my aunt knew the truth of the matter, she was thinking about apologizing to you all the way. I don't know how to say it, but I want to make it clear. I really don't know about the fake marriage. When I got engaged to you and arranged the wedding, my original intention was to really hope that you would be happy. It's just that I didn't expect this wedding to be in Ruan Jingyu's calculations from the beginning. I feel sorry for that. At the same time, my aunt also wants to persuade you a few words. What your mother just said makes sense, there are more men in the world who are better than Jingyu. You don't have to waste time and emotions on the scenery, adjust your mood during this time and forget about the situation. Start over, and you'll have another happiness. ”
Nangong Xue'er smiled bitterly, everyone knew to persuade her to let go. But if she can really control that feeling, why should she be so sad and uncomfortable?
Lan Ya glanced in the rearview mirror and apologized to Mi Xi again, "Xiaomi, I'm sorry." I really don't know about this...... We've been best friends for so many years. I want your daughter and my nephew to be happy, who knows how it will be? It's ......."
Mi Xi stretched out his hand and shook it lightly, rubbed his eyebrows tiredly, and sighed, "Forget it, don't say it again." What's the point of saying all of that now? Say nothing more. ”
Lan Ya was silent, and could only sigh.
Mi Xi felt very irritable in her heart, felt sorry for her daughter, and couldn't change the harm her daughter suffered. At this time, she was eager to seek her husband's comfort. So, I took out my mobile phone from my handbag and called my husband.
A flash of panic flashed in Nangong Xue'er's desperate eyes, and she quickly turned to look at her, "No...... Mom, don't tell Dad about this. I don't want my dad to know about ......"
Mi Xi frowned slightly and looked at her.
Nangong Xue'er persuaded anxiously again, "Don't tell your father, at least don't say it for the time being." This is the most humiliating and frustrating thing in my life, and I don't want to ruin my image in my father's mind. I don't want my dad to get angry with him, anyway, don't talk about it yet. Tell him when I'm in a better mood and when I get back into my life. Good no good? ”
Mi Xi's phone had already been connected, and Nangong Tao's voice came from there, "What's wrong?" In a meeting. ”
Nangong Xue'er winked at her mother and pleaded.
Mi Xi finally agreed to her daughter, and her daughter's words just now gave her a little hope. So I agreed, put away my emotions on the phone and smiled, "It's okay, just ask if you will come back for dinner today?" …………“
After the three of them left, Ding Ying didn't take long to come. Ding Ying is his assistant at work, but recently he has become a nanny in life. She sent two sets of suits and two sets of home clothes that men usually wear, purchased men's daily necessities, and finally brought a bunch of ingredients and milk at the man's request for text messages.
It's just that this time when she entered the door, she was taken aback by Ruan Jingyu's rare politeness.
When this thousand-year-old iceberg actually opened the door, he arrogantly said to her at the door, "Early." And, according to her good observations, the iceberg is in a particularly good mood today, because the corners of the iceberg's lips are raised. This upward arc seems to have only been seen four years ago.
After Ruan Jingyu said this, he handed over the aftermath project to Xia Tang and went to the bathroom by himself. After all, this kind of trivial matter is easy for women to deal with.
Ding Ying was surprised, and said in a crisp voice to his back, "Mr. Ruan, morning!" ”
Seeing Ding Ying's big bag mentioned in the living room, Xia Tang was a little embarrassed, "Hard work, Assistant Ding." ”
Ding Ying took advantage of Ruan Jingyu's time to wash in the bathroom, gave her a familiar look, and then dared to gossip, "Miss Xia, is this the rhythm of reconciliation?" ”
Xia Tang's cheeks suddenly turned red, and then he looked down at the traces that he didn't have time to hide, and nodded frankly, "It's okay." [Lots of good]"
Ding Ying smiled, and his mood also improved. When the boss was frustrated, the whole company suffered the most from her and Xu Yao. It's okay now, and there is obviously a sense of relief. After she put everything down, she smiled, "It's done, do you want me to help you put the ingredients in the refrigerator?" ”
Xia Tang shook his head, "No need, it's already bothering you." ”
Ding Ying lowered his voice and whispered, "I'm not afraid of trouble, I'm afraid that I won't raise my salary." ”
Xia tangled for a moment, and then smiled.
Ding Ying also smiled......
After Ding Ying left, Xia Yan put everything in the refrigerator, then took all the man's clothes into the closet, and arranged all his daily necessities one by one. Then, walking to the floor-to-ceiling window, I exhaled heavily, and the unreal feeling came back again.
And she looked at the tall figure of the man who couldn't sleep because she was a little hungry because she said a word, so she changed into home clothes and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for her, and she became more and more uncalm.
Seeing him busy in an orderly manner, her heart was filled with a sense of steadfastness and happiness. Even in the kitchen, he is still graceful, and his figure is always so charming. She couldn't help but Shi Shiran, she leaned in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, wrapped her hands around her arms, and looked at him for a moment. In my head, digest what happened this morning, little by little.
Her mind kept recalling Nangong Xue'er's desperate and embarrassed appearance when she left. She is not a ruthless person, and she still feels a little guilty about Nangong Xue'er when she thinks about it.
And she was shocked and moved by the man in the kitchen. What does it feel like to be moved? It's that the heart melts little by little, and then the bottom of the heart is filled with warm currents. The warm current flows through the blood to the whole body, and every cell in the body is soft and comfortable.
She always knew that this man had a black belly, but she didn't expect him to be so black that he faked a marriage to trick her back. But she still couldn't let go, and she came back. He staged such a scene for her, which moved her beyond measure.
If it was him, she thought. He has been missing for four years inexplicably, maybe she won't wait for him so firmly and force him to come back? Her feelings for him are sincere, but once sincere feelings encounter unknown misunderstandings, can they still be firm? She didn't dare to pack the ticket, and she didn't dare to think about it. But the arrogant and invincible man in front of her has been consistent, has he been really tormented in the past four years?
She was the one who left, at least she knew they couldn't be when she left, because she was misled by the paternity test.
And what about him? But he didn't know anything, but he endured everything inexplicably. Therefore, the most painful and tormented person is him!
Thinking of this, she felt sorry.
Back then, if she could take out the problems she encountered and discuss them together and face them together, maybe the man could find a breakthrough. But she got into the horns, thinking that she was grandpa granddaughter, and he was grandpa's illegitimate son, so there must be a blood relationship between them.
Blame her......
I suddenly felt a little sentimental and resentful. Blame yourself for missing out on each other for four years.
She walked slowly into the kitchen, wrapping her arms around the man's muscular waist from behind, her angry cheeks pressed against the man's back. The fabric of men's loungewear is soft, so it is very comfortable to stick to. She closed her eyes in self-absorption, feeling his temperature and heat, and her heart was filled with happiness again.
And the man was naturally very satisfied that she was sticking to him, and he was busy frying eggs. But he still tried to make the little girl as small as possible to avoid making the little girl uncomfortable a lot, the corners of his mouth hooked a playful arc, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Miss me?" Feel like you can't live without me for a moment? ”
Xia Tang was intoxicated with the happiness at the moment, and suddenly heard this kind of provocative words, his face turned red, and his little face rubbed against his back again, and said shyly, "How can there be?" I'm not so reserved. ”
The man straightened his back, "Look, I still think about it." However, I can't satisfy you yet, baby. Because I'm going to cook and feed your stomach. ”
A baby, Xia Tang's heart burst like popcorn, and the sweetness of white flowers spread in it.
Breakfast was quickly ready, omelette, bacon, ham, and hot milk.
Xia Tang eats very happily and is very satisfied.
The man sat across from her, equally happy and content.
Xia Tang wanted to be hypocritical when he ate, and when he ate the fried egg, he wanted to throw the egg yolk to the man. Four years ago, she loved to do it. In the four years since she left, she has learned to force herself to eat egg yolks. However, at this moment, I still want to be hypocritical.
Just as she was pulling the fried eggs on the plate, the man had already pushed the two fried eggs in front of him that had been removed from the yolk in front of her, pulling the pile in front of her back to him.
In the whole process, the pampering and love are so naturally revealed.
While Xia was stunned, Ruan Jingyu raised his lips, "Eat quickly, only when you are full will you have the strength to compensate me." ”
She was ashamed, and shouted like four years, "Flower thief." ”
When Xia Tang was almost full, he finally couldn't help but ask, "Is the marriage certificate real or fake?" Is it really acting with Nangong Xue'er? Is it so realistic? In fact, she firmly believed in what the man said, but at this moment she couldn't help but want to ask this.
Ruan Jingyu took a sip of milk elegantly, looked at her with a faint raised eyebrow, and asked arrogantly, "Do you really think my IQ has been regressing in the past four years?" It's just acting, do you want me to really get married? My wife's place is reserved for you, only you. ”
Xia Tang really had an urge to put down the dishes and chopsticks at this moment and step forward to smack him. In fact, she did. She put her arms around the man's neck, and her eyes were misty when she was moved by his words. After kissing the man twice, she hugged the man's neck tightly.
The man seemed to enjoy her slimy and cute way of intimacy, her narrow eyelashes blinked lightly, and the corners of her mouth hooked up with satisfaction. Then I felt that my shoulders were a little wet, and when I looked back, I saw that the little girl was moved to cry. Tears fell down one after another, and the little face was full of emotion and happiness.
He put down the milk, turned around and pulled her to sit on her long legs, gently wiped away her tears with his fingertips, and said with pity and doting, "This is moving?" ”
Xia Tang changed to put one hand around his neck and nodded, "Don't be moved, Ruan Jingyu, how can you be so good to me?" And the reason that made her cry instantly was that she was afraid that such a good man was almost lost by her.
Ruan Jingyu just gently wiped her tears and chuckled, "Don't you want to be moved?" In the future, you can be moved for a lifetime, and you have to learn to be tougher. ”
Xia Tang burst into tears and laughed, suddenly thought of a question, and then asked cautiously, "You answer me honestly, have you ever hated me in the past four years?" Do you want to give up on me? ”
Ruan Jingyu's eyes twitched slightly, and then met her eyes honestly, "I hated, complained, questioned, but I didn't think about giving up!" ”
"Why?" She asked, thinking that she really couldn't be so determined.
"Faith!" Ruan Jingyu replied without thinking, "I believe you love me, and I love you too." This belief makes me feel like you're going to come back. In fact, prove me right. You see, you're really back. ”
Xia Tang's heart was warmed by the man's words, and he leaned on his chest with emotion, and sighed, "I suddenly feel that I am so happy, really happy." And I'm a brain-dead, and I almost lost this happiness. If I hadn't been self-righteous and didn't want you to be hurt, maybe there wouldn't have been these four years of separation. Honestly, I really regret it. Regret being self-righteous, regret separating you, regret saving you like this almost lost you. In short, it's all kinds of regrets......"
Ruan Jingyu lowered his head and covered her lips, not letting her continue to regret it, not only firmness seeped out of his depths, but also a kind of broadness, he said arrogantly, "I don't care about it, you don't have to worry about it." At least, I understand that your self-righteousness is actually afraid that I will be hurt. Also, the four years of separation are not only regrets. There are also thoughts and cherishes, seeing that you are so sticky to me, I feel that I don't want to care about the separation of the past four years. ”
Xia Tang was amused by his arrogant theory, and there were tears of happiness on his face, so he smiled stupidly.
While Ruan Jingyu doted on her, he also had to tell her his principles clearly, "It's just that this kind of thing won't happen next time." Remember, whatever comes your way you have to face it together. ”
At this moment, Xia Tang didn't have any objections, nodded firmly, and raised his little hand cutely, "Well, I swear." I don't want to do this again, and I will ask the president for advice on everything. Good no good? ”
Ruan Jingyu was amused by her cute appearance and raised the corners of her lips, "Good, have you eaten enough?" ”
"When you're full, you've improved your cooking skills." Xia Tang nodded, smiled contentedly, and her clear eyes were rippling with sparkling happiness, which was colorful and beautiful at first glance.
Ruan Jingyu looked at the battle record on her bare neck, her eyes were hot, and she said meaningfully, "But I'm hungry again." ”
Xia Tang felt that the man's voice had changed, and there was a flame jumping out from the bottom of her eyes, she was startled, and her face blushed to her neck, "Ruan Jingyu, don't make trouble." You've got to go to work......"
Ruan Jingyu didn't pay attention to her protest at all, "That's not important!" ”
He couldn't help but pick her up and put her on the sofa, Xia Tang exclaimed, "Go back to the room...... Go back to your room...... Good no good? ”
Ruan Jingyu said evilly, "It's not good, I think the sofa is very good, I like it." ”
Xia Tang was really ashamed, in fact, she couldn't refuse a man's enthusiasm at all.
At the same time, it turns out that men who have been abstinent for four years are really wild and powerful. She couldn't resist at all, and let him ask for compensation, lingering, loving and loving, babbling, humming......
At the same time, a new neighbor moved downstairs from Xia Tang's house. Macro Sequence Soil Technique.
The woman stood in the new house, looking around the luxuriously decorated living room, the corners of her mouth hooked up with a sad wry smile. This home looks luxurious, but in fact it always gives her a feeling of emptiness. Especially in the living room and bedroom, there are so many delicate dressing mirrors, which makes her feel ironic
She slowly put down her suitcase, took off her wide sunglasses and mask, and revealed her innocent and beautiful face. Slowly walk to the dressing mirror and try to smile in the mirror. But no matter how hard she tried, her smile looked so helpless and bitter. She couldn't learn Xia Tang's refreshing and bright smile at all, she really couldn't learn it.
She was wearing a light purple sweater and a leggings underneath, which was the same as Xia Tang. All the clothes on her body, including her underwear, were helped by Zhan Pengfei. Actually, she doesn't like this kind of light pink, light purple, light yellow youthful color. She likes plain colors, white, beige......
But so what? She no longer has a single dress she likes in her closet, and her favorite dressing style is actually completely different from Xia Tang. Xia Tang likes the kind of youthful and cute lady dress, and she prefers the kind of elegant and feminine dress.
He stretched out his pale fingers and patted his cheek, trying to make his smile brighter. Sometimes, she really hates herself, too. Hating herself is not learning Xia Tang's smile, obviously she has worked hard, but the harder she works, the more far-fetched it becomes.
Walking into the bedroom, the sheets and quilts are still the kind of warm pastoral florals. It's the same as when you were in Manchesterton, and it's the same style as in the house before. She smiled wryly, looking at it with a feeling of exhaustion that made her want to vomit. I don't know why, in fact, she doesn't like what Xia Tang likes.
It's just that reality never allows her to resist.
She looked at the dressing mirror in the bedroom and tried again, and sure enough, the smile was still far-fetched. She was a little sad and very uncomfortable. In this city, she is lonely. She has no friends, no relatives, Zhan Pengfei just keeps her like a canary. While in Manchesterton, she also had two British friends. Here, nothing. She was simply isolated from the world, which was what Zhan Pengfei requested.
Her only hope in life now is Zhan Pengfei's phone call, and she hopes that he will call. Even if it's just a simple question to her, have you eaten? Is the weather good? She will be very satisfied, and always feel that there are still people in this world who care about her.
But Zhan Pengfei seems to be in a very bad mood in the past two days, and he has never taken the initiative to call. Even asked her to move, but simply sent a text message. And when she replied to the text messages in the past, he didn't reply. Yesterday she couldn't help but call, and she hung up the phone in fright by a roar from him. Hurriedly packed up his things, and moved here according to the requirements on the text message.
The floor plans here are even better than the previous ones, with large, transparent floor-to-ceiling windows offering unobstructed views of the garden below. Xia Tang's vision is actually good, but she looks even more lonely standing in this house.
I looked around the rooms again, and my mood became even more gloomy and irritable. The room was full of the shadows of Xia Tang, making her feel that even breathing was a heavy depression. She felt like she was going crazy, but the point was that she couldn't go crazy. If you were really crazy, you wouldn't be so tormented and miserable.
The sheets made her want to throw up, so she had to lie on the couch.
I don't know how long she lay down, but the phone in her bag rang. She sat up from the sofa all of a sudden, flipped out her mobile phone, and sure enough, it was Zhan Pengfei calling. She answered the phone with some joy, and Zhan Pengfei's voice on the other end was a little low, low and almost hoarse--------
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