Xia Tang suddenly looked at the door behind him, and after a flash of panic in his eyes, he pressed the elevator arrow down sharply. But the elevator stayed on the ground floor and did not move, and the next second she took the man's hand and went straight to the stairs.

It was the fastest time she went downstairs, and the originally unlit corridor suddenly turned on the voice-activated lights because of the footsteps of the three people. The orange-white light reflected the panic on her face......

There was already a large crowd of people gathered downstairs. Security guards rushed to maintain order, and some residents of the community had already picked up their mobile phones to call the police.

Xia Tang pulled Ruan Jingyu closer, and felt a little heavy with every step. The bad premonition in my heart has become stronger and stronger, and my heart seems to be about to jump out of my chest. Finally, I broke through the crowd and saw Yuan Xiaoxi lying on the ground on his side. There was a large pool of blood spreading around her, and the smell of blood floated in the air. Her long hair was also stained with bright red colors, and she was wearing a beige trench coat with the corners of her clothes dyed red with blood. The large dark red flowers spread little by little, which was particularly shocking......

The surrounding crowd of onlookers sighed, "How could a good person think about jumping off the building?" This woman looks so young......"

Xia Yu felt that her legs were a little weak, this was the first time she had seen so much blood in her life, and the bubbling flow rate seemed to drain the blood in Yuan Xiaoxi's body, so miserable. She saw Yuan Xiaoxi's body twitch a few times, and then she didn't move anymore.

"Yuan Xiaoxi? Yuan Xiaoxi? Hold on, the ambulance will be there soon......" she shouted in a hoarse voice.

But. Yuan Xiaoxi's body could no longer move.

The people around him sighed, "What a pity...... So young...... What's not to think about? The ambulance came and there was no way to return to the sky, so I jumped down such a high floor......"

"No, I'm playing in the garden with my little grandson...... I saw this woman standing on the balcony and scared me to death. I was about to call the police when she jumped down. ”

Xia Tang couldn't support his body. Squatted down, covered his lips, and couldn't hold back the tears anymore. The man next to her also squatted down and hugged her into his arms.

The ambulance came soon, and it wasn't until after the ambulance came, after straightening Yuan Xiaoxi's body, that Xia Tang saw Yuan Xiaoxi's face.

Suddenly, she gasped.

And the surrounding onlookers also gasped and exclaimed. "Original...... The woman is disfigured? ”

Xia Tang's tears flowed even more, and she finally understood why Yuan Xiaoxi had been wearing a mask all the time when she was talking to her just now. Yuan Xiaoxi's face and the part below the eyes were all ruined by her. The delicate skin seemed to have been cut by a sharp weapon, and countless criss-crossing wounds had been made. The wound had scabbed over, leaving creepy marks on her cheeks, so that her original face had long since been ruined, and she could no longer see the outline of the original contours.

Therefore, the crowd of onlookers only sighed that she was disfigured, but no one found that she had the same face as Xia Tang.

The doctor found two letters in her pocket, one of which said Zhan Pengfei and the other said Xia Tang.

After Ruan Jingyu took the letter. Xia Tang's fingers when he opened the envelope couldn't help but tremble. Yuan Xiaoxi's handwriting is very delicate, and it is full of confession--------

Pestering, allow me to call you affectionately once, this is the first and last time.

I, Yuan Xiaoxi, have never wanted to hurt anyone in my life, but I still hurt you deeply because of that humble love. From Zhan Pengfei's mouth, I learned that you are a kind and sunny charming girl. Yes, if it weren't for your charm, how could you attract Zhan Pengfei to love you so extremely?

Perhaps, I was once jealous of you and blamed you. I feel that a large part of my grievances are caused by you, and every sleepless night, I will be crazy to be jealous of you and blame you.

Lately, however, I've been trying to figure it out. What right do I have to blame you? What right do I have to blame you? All of this is me hurting you, and I am willing to do everything for Zhan Pengfei.

I used to be humble, a kind of humility that makes my heart ache when I think about it now. Humble to the dust, blooming a flower of despair. I also used to be very extreme to hope that you can fall in love with Zhan Pengfei, so that he can be happy, and I can feel at ease when I see him happy. For me, not getting it is not the most painful, it is the most painful to watch my beloved suffer from love.

I hope you fall in love with him and make him happy.

But you don't love him, just like he doesn't love me. There is no right or wrong in love, and there is no right or wrong in not loving. I just don't love it!

By the time you read this letter, I think we've already met. I'm waiting, waiting for you to find me. Let me see you with my own eyes and say I'm sorry to you in person. In this way, the guilt in my heart can be forgiven.

In the end, I want to tell you the truth, you are beautiful and your face is charming. But I don't like to have the same face as you, so I ruined my face. On the day I die, I will put on my favorite clothes and end my life in the posture of Yuan Xiaoxi.

Seeing this, do you think I'm pathetic?

I am indeed pathetic, but don't sympathize with me, because I don't deserve it! My pathos is all caused by myself, I don't blame you, and I don't blame Zhan Pengfei.

Ending it all was the best relief for me!

Finally, I wish you happiness and happiness forever!

After reading it, Xia Tang burst into tears. Seeing Yuan Xiaoxi lying motionless, a fresh life was frozen into eternity at this moment. Pale and regretful eternity, her heart is very uncomfortable. I can't help but ask myself, do you blame Yuan Xiaoxi? To be honest, it's really weird, I once blamed this scheming woman who framed her. However, from this moment on, all she had in her heart was a deep sentimentality and regret. It turns out that in the face of life, everything is right and wrong and not so important.

It really doesn't matter anymore......

Yuan Xiaoxi's body was carried onto a stretcher and finally put into a hearse......

She covered her lips and cried, and muttered, "Yuan Xiaoxi, you go all the way!" ”

Ruan Jingyu took her into his arms and let her cry.

…………

On the afternoon of Yuan Xiaoxi's jump, Xia Tang called Zhan Pengfei.

The phone rang for a long time, and Zhan Pengfei answered the phone, his voice was obviously hoarse and decadent, and he no longer had the warmth of the past, "entangled ......"

After saying these two words, there was a long silence. [Lots of good]

Xia Tang was also silent, and only after a long time did he say quietly, "Brother Zhan, let's meet." ”

Zhan Pengfei said in a hoarse voice, "Okay, I'll wait for you at Mother Xia's cemetery at nine o'clock tomorrow." ”

Xia Tang nodded, "Okay." ”

The next morning, Ruan Jingyu arranged for four bodyguards to accompany Xia Tang to the cemetery.

After visiting the cemetery, Xia Tang asked the bodyguard to wait in the car. The bodyguard was a little embarrassed, and she insisted on it. She believed in her heart that Brother Zhan would not hurt her again.

The bodyguard asked Ruan Jingyu, Ruan Jingyu allowed it, he only explained in a deep voice, "Stay in the car and be smart, the goal is not only to show Pengfei, but also to make!" ”

The bodyguards nodded respectfully, "Yes!" "Estimating Touba.

The cemetery in March is still a little depressed and desolate.

Xia Tang stepped forward in a black windbreaker, and Zhan Pengfei had already arrived.

Seeing Xia Tang coming over, a wave flashed in his bloodshot eyes, and then disappeared, returning to a deathly silence.

I don't know if it's affected by the environment here, Xia Tang actually felt a little cooler in the air, gathered the windbreaker on his body, and walked over.

Zhan Pengfei sat on the steps in front of Xia Rulan's tombstone, his eyes were empty, the suit on his body was also wrinkled, his face was shrouded in a layer of vicissitudes, and his lips were covered with cyan scum, which was like the humble gentleman in the past.

Xia Tang first put down the white chrysanthemum in his hand, bent down and bowed in front of Xia Rulan's tombstone, and then sat down next to Zhan Pengfei.

Zhan Pengfei was slightly surprised, and finally looked at her, his voice was hoarse, "You know everything, right?" Do you blame me? ”

Xia Tang sighed slightly and confessed, "It's weird." After Yuan Xiaoxi's jumping off the building, she felt that nothing was important in the face of life and death. Blaming or resentment can only make one's heart tired. Why hold on?

Zhan Pengfei looked at her in the light, and finally there was a slight fluctuation, half a sound, he lowered his voice and asked, "Why?" ”

Xia Tang looked at him, a smile bloomed at the corner of her lips, the sweet smile was like a sweet spring, and her eyes reflected a memory, "Do you remember?" When I was in the orphanage, the first time I was bullied by children, you bravely rushed forward and protected me with your not strong body. You were my first friend, and I've treated you like my brother ever since. In my life, you are the same loved ones in my life as Mama Xia. The days we spent together day and night have been integrated into the long river of life, and the warmth we once had is irreplaceable. ”

Zhan Pengfei's pupils trembled slightly, and that memory was also unforgettable for him, deeply touching his emotions.

Xia Tang smoothed his long hair and said with a smile, "After that, I was adopted by the Ruan family." But I always remember the warmth you gave me, and I'm glad we didn't break off contact. I still remember that every time I was wronged by Ruan Jingyu, I would confide in you as soon as possible. I will look for comfort and warmth in you. And you are indeed the most comforting person in the world, the most warm person in the world. I still remember when you encouraged me again and again to pursue my happiness and pursue my love. At that time, you were my strongest backing. Then, with a text message, you dropped everything and picked me up to Manchesterton. I know you have a great future in the United States, but because I chose to give up the United States, you went to Manchester with me. Just because I love the city with snow, you gave me a steady stream of warmth during those four years in Manchester. You care about me, you take care of me, you take care of me. And I have always been sorry that I have not been able to respond to your feelings. Your kindness to me is not something I can say clearly in a few words. You never bear to force me to do half a point, even if I want to return to China, you promise to accompany me back without hesitation. The moment I first learned the truth, I was shocked, and then I felt uncomfortable. I can't accept why you're doing this to hurt me, and I've briefly blamed you. But calm down and think about it, Brother Zhan, you who have given me so much warmth, how can I continue to blame you? ”

Zhan Pengfei's back froze slightly, and a trace of guilt finally flashed in his barren eyes, and he listened to Xia Tang continue, "The warmth you gave me is still much warmer than the hurt. So, I won't blame you anymore. I'm a lazy person, too lazy to remember the things that make me unhappy. ”

"Brother Zhan, are you sure you love me? Is it love for everything you do to me? She looked at him suddenly, her tone was light, but there was a clear doubt in her eyes.

Zhan Peng flew for a moment, a trace of confusion flashed in his eyes, and then he replied in a dumb voice, "Love." ”

Xia Tang smiled faintly, "Have you ever heard of a sentence that the fastest answer is the best answer." Did you notice that you just took a look? Perhaps, you mistook the warmth of our mutual dependence together day and night for love. In fact, Brother Zhan, what you love is not me, what you love is that companionship, we were accompanied by each other in childhood, you regard this companionship as love, and you and I were so lonely and helpless when we were young. You don't love me as much as you think you do, just attached to the warmth we once had. After listening to Yuan Xiaoxi's story, I feel very sorry for her and you very much. I guess you're not happy when you force her to look like me, and then face her face exactly like mine, but not the same expression at all. Yuan Xiaoxi said that you possessed her, which is enough to prove that you are not loving me. If it's true love, it's not going to accept another woman. The position of the heart is very small, and it can only accommodate the next person, and it can't accommodate the heart at all. When I was eighteen years old, you once said to me sincerely, entanglement, I want you to be happy, I just want you to be happy. Before I returned home, you tried to confess to me, but I politely refused. At that time, you have already achieved a successful career, and you are no longer the lonely poor orphan. You are a successful man that has been adored by many women, and I happen to be the only unsuccessful man in your life. You slowly turn your feelings into possessiveness. Things have developed so far, what you have done to me is really not love, but possessiveness. I'm your only unsuccessful, so you're desperate to get me. But you are still as warm to me as ever on the surface, because you are reluctant to destroy our once warm mode of getting along. Am I right? Brother Zhan? ”

Zhan Pengfei was silent, and his eyes trembled fiercely. He has always felt that he loves her very much, and he has regarded her as a very important part of his life for a long time. She was like the sunshine, illuminating his life. However, there is one thing she said that is very right. When he was still a general, he didn't have a strong desire to get her. still remembers that year she said that she was going to give up Ruan Jingyu, and he had already excitedly bought a ticket back to China, but later because she said that they were reconciled, he silently pressed the ticket at the bottom of the box. At that time, he had a faint loss in his heart, but he didn't have that heart-rending pain.

During his four years in Manchester, he became more and more successful and he became more and more eager to get her. However, on the surface, he will still be as gentle as jade, and he can't bear to destroy the mode of getting along between them. He has always thought that his warmth and her smile are the best way to get along with each other. This is also the reason why he received a call from her yesterday, heard her abnormal voice, and judged that after Yuan Xiaoxi told the truth, he felt that he couldn't face Xia Tang. Because of this incident, he was afraid that they would never return to the original warm mode between them.

He had sincerely blessed her before, but in the following four years in Manchester, he really couldn't control his heart more and more, and he wanted her more and more. Even let Yuan Xiaoxi go for plastic surgery to satisfy his paranoid desire later.

Is it love? Or paranoid possessiveness?

A gust of wind blew, and he was in a trance. It's just that he understands that he can't go back to the past, and he can't go back.

When he saw that Xia Tang and Ruan Jingyu did not quarrel but chose to believe, he was completely desperate.

So, it doesn't seem so important whether it's love or possessiveness.

Turning his head to look at the quiet smile on his face, his eyes lit up with guilt, "Now only confession can calm my heart, so I confess to you." In fact, I have known for a long time that you are not related to Ruan Jingyu, and I have asked people to investigate the grandfather of the Ruan family. I know that he has never objected to you being with Ruan Jingyu, the old man knows that you are his own granddaughter but does not object to you being with his illegitimate son, so it can only prove that Ruan Jingyu is actually not his biological child, and you are not related by blood. At that time, I selfishly hid this from you. Pestering, because my selfishness has cost you four years. Now that you know, will you still use the word 'blame' to reply to me? ”

Xia Tang sighed and said lightly, "I said a long time ago that I was lazy, and I don't want to remember those unhappy things." I only know that because of the missed four years, Jingyu and I have grown, and our relationship has become stronger. I also cherish each other more, and there is more unwavering trust between each other. It is precisely this trust that makes us still as loving as ever this time. I am willing to keep these happy things in mind, and if I am not happy, I don't want to waste my brain cells. Besides, in the face of a living life, all this is a trivial matter. ”

Her words behind made Zhan Pengfei slightly puzzled, and a trace of confusion flashed in his empty eyes.

A touch of sadness flashed in Xia Tang's clear eyes, and he took out the letter stained with a few drops of blood from his bag and handed it over, taking a deep breath, "One thing you don't know yet, Yuan Xiaoxi jumped off the building and died yesterday morning." This is the suicide note she left for you before she died. ”

For a moment, Zhan Pengfei was as stiff as a fossil.

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