"You know the amount of alcohol I drink, I don't have a pound of liquor, and I can't get drunk. But at noon that day in his bachelor apartment, I drank a little more than half a pound and got drunk, and I don't know what happened later. When I woke up, it was already night, and I found me lying on the bed, although I was fully dressed, but my body was obviously unwell, so I asked him, who was sitting on the sofa and pretending to watch TV, why was I drunk? What have you done to me. He hesitated, walked over and knelt down in front of the bed, I was startled and asked him what he was doing? He suddenly cried bitterly, saying that he loved me too much, drank too much wine at noon, and failed to control himself, and he deserved to die, and he was punished by me.

"I immediately understood why my body felt uncomfortable, and for a moment it was like a lightning strike, and it almost collapsed. I ignored him, and he kept kneeling and confessing, sobbing his mouth, and confessing to me: He said that he only loves me in this life. After all, I loved him in my heart at the time, and finally forgave him, and the two of them returned to normal.

"My heart was on him at the time, and I kept urging him to get a marriage certificate with me, even if it was done after the marriage ceremony. At this time, he began to find all kinds of reasons to prevaricate, although I was dissatisfied, but I didn't mind, but the two of them were walking on the street once, suddenly a young and beautiful woman rushed across the road, first slapped him in the mouth, and then grabbed me by the hair and punched and kicked me. At that time, I was stunned by the scene in front of me, thinking that I had met a crazy woman, and by the time I reacted, I had already been beaten several times on the face. I was angry, so I immediately fought back and fought against her.

"Not only did he not help me beat the crazy woman at this time, but he desperately tried to pull the two of us apart, and it was only then that I heard the crazy woman scolding me for being a junior, a vixen, and a shameless ...... robbed her man, she cried and scolded him Chen Shimei, ungrateful, if it weren't for her, he wouldn't have such a good job, now his daughter is five years old, crying at home every day to ask for her father, he is good, she is out of bread and second milk, she wants to go to my unit to sue me, and his man will be punished......

"I felt like the sky was falling, and in front of hundreds of onlookers, I was so ashamed that I felt so ashamed that I even had the heart to die. Later, while he still had a trace of sanity, he fled from the crowd. When I went back to school, I was seriously ill, and he came to the school several times to look for me, but I was determined not to see me. Once, he was ruthless outside the door, saying that he would divorce the dead mother-in-law when he went back, and he would get a marriage certificate with me when he came back. My heart was dead at this point, and I ignored his words, not to mention that he wanted to be with me after the divorce, even if he was not married, I could not fall in love with him again.

"He didn't come to me for the next week, and I thought he had finally given up on the relationship and was back to his own life. During this time, I also slowly healed my wounds and returned to normal work, and I wanted to use my busy work to free myself from the emotional whirlpool.

"But a week later, my nightmare returned. He has a divorce certificate and wants to meet me every day, and I am afraid of him. He said that for my sake, he divorced naked, didn't want his daughter, didn't want a house, and even took the initiative to ask to be transferred to the grassroots level for his job...... He can say that he has nothing now, and if he no longer accepts him and loves him no more, he will die in front of me......

"The school soon found out about this matter, and I told the school about the situation, and the school was very sympathetic to me, but told me that this matter should be handled properly and not cause too much social impact. Although the school didn't blame me for this, I didn't want to stay in the capital anymore, and when I returned to the place, I didn't have a unit to choose from, so I signed up to apply for a government-funded study abroad and prepare to take the TOEFL test next month. Song Haowen then understood why Zhu Hongyu behaved a little abnormally during this time, and why she resigned from the position of a company consultant who was almost free of profit, and felt sorry for her, saying: "Actually, you don't have to care too much about other people's opinions. I can help you get rid of that kid, so that he doesn't dare to trouble you at school again. Zhu Hongyu sighed and said, "Forget it, you don't care about him." Although he was sorry for me first, he and his ex-wife did not agree with each other, and sooner or later they would divorce, but I was always a fuse, and he now ended up in such a miserable situation, and I felt a little responsible. If I hadn't fallen in love with him, there wouldn't have been this series of events. Song Haowen said disapprovingly: "He is to blame, he can't complain about others, he has nothing to do with you, you don't have to give up such a good position in Beijing University in order to escape him, and you shouldn't go to a foreign country to study in anger and waste your youth." Zhu Hongyu blushed and said: "But I'm almost thirty now, and I'm about to enter middle age, where is there any youth to speak of?" Song Haowen explained: "Youth is not only a unique thing of an age, but also a person's mentality, when you have a bad mentality, a twenty-year-old person may not have youth; When a person has a good mentality, no matter how old he is, he can also conceive youth. Isn't there a saying that youth is not old, long live youth? No matter how old or young a person is, as long as he has youth in his heart, he can always be young, and he will never be old. Zhu Hongyu smiled bitterly: "Your Song family's crooked theories are set one by one, I don't know how to refute you." However, according to what you say, I feel that the 'youth anxiety' in my body seems to have weakened a lot, as if your words still have a bit of a 'healing' effect. But I've made up my mind, and it's useless for you to persuade me. Song Haowen sneered: "You came to the capital in order to escape from that classmate; You went abroad to escape that scumbag. I'm worried, if you meet such an 'infatuated' person in the country, where can you go, will it be difficult to go to the Moon Palace to be with Chang'e? Zhu Hongyu's face was so red that she seemed to be dripping blood: "Don't talk nonsense, I chose the capital at the beginning, not to escape anyone, I was out of admiration and yearning for the capital and Beijing University, and it has nothing to do with that person." Song Haowen smiled: "Really? In fact, what you said was only on the surface, and in your bones you still hoped to get as far away from him as possible, but you didn't realize it at the beginning. But whether you realize it or not, the result is yes. Zhu Hongyu was secretly surprised, she had never thought about this question, after Song Haowen said this, it seemed that it was really a bit like that, because when she filled in the college entrance examination volunteer, she didn't fill in any colleges and universities in this province.

And this time he chose to study abroad, but it was clear that he wanted to escape from Zhu Zhiwen. In case he is really right, and he meets a scumbag when he is studying abroad, although it is not such an exaggeration to escape from the earth, where can he escape to find a safe harbor?

If the relationship has not been smooth, do you have to keep drifting?