She was like a child, as if what she had handed him was not medicine, but candy.

You have to let him eat it.

Lian Xueyin was helpless, but she still opened her mouth, and she stuffed the entire bottle of pills into his mouth.

The pill melted in his mouth, but Lian Xueyin was like a fragile tofu at this time, and when he moved like this, he coughed violently a few more times and spit out a few mouthfuls of black blood.

Qing Qi was at a loss, and used his cuffs to wipe the blood from the corners of his lips.

Fortunately, after relieving for a while, he seemed to finally get better, and he had the strength to continue talking to her.

"I told you that the great drought in Lingzhou is the destiny of heaven, and in the last years of the dynasty, natural disasters and man-made disasters are inevitable. So in the beginning, I did want to go with the flow. ”

"Then why did you change your mind again?" Qingqi asked eagerly.

If the Mandate of Heaven is unstoppable, if it costs so much to block the Mandate of Heaven, why do you have to stop it?

"For I have also said that if a widow is a ruler for one day, he should bear the responsibility for one day, and if I knew that sooner or later the dynasty would fall, and that I would die sooner or later, and I would abandon the people under my rule, then how could I be king?"

"Zhizhi thinks, is that the truth?"

Qing Qi was choked by him, and wanted to say that if the dynasty changes, natural disasters and man-made disasters, it is impossible for you to stop it.

Even if you stop it for a while, can you still stop it for a lifetime?

Blocking one life, can you still block the next?

But when the words came to her lips, she couldn't ask again.

Because she also wanted to ask herself, if she knew that a person would die, and knew that it was useless to save this person, then when she saw that this person was dying today, would she still save it?

She first wanted to study medicine, in fact, because when she was a child, Ning Fengxu gave her a puppy.

A long-haired, very beautiful little white dog.

Tell her mysteriously, it was bought from a foreign merchant, not a local dog, but squeamish.

She had never seen such a beautiful puppy before, and she loved it.

also recognized the puppy as a daughter.

But after only raising it for more than half a year, the puppy became ill.

She looked for a doctor everywhere, and said that the puppy was not saved, and she even slipped out with Ning Fengxu and the two of them to go to Fang City to find a veterinarian who would treat animals, but the veterinarian also told her that it was not saved, don't save it, it was just a waste of money, and it was common for small animals sent outside to die in Yujing.

Even Ning Fengxu told her that since she couldn't support her, it was better to forget it and find her a better one when she went back.

She knew that what they said was right, they were not adaptable, there was no way to do anything, and if they couldn't be saved, they couldn't be saved.

But she watched the puppy she regarded as her daughter consume her life day by day, but she had no way at all, and she didn't even have the opportunity to try to change, so she was very unwilling.

She thought it would be nice if she could treat it, at least she wouldn't feel so powerless.

The puppy died in the end, and they only had a "mother-daughter" relationship for more than half a year.

But when Ning Fengxu said that she wanted to send her another puppy, she refused, because the little white dog still left a deep impression on her, and she didn't like the feeling that she couldn't do anything about it.

She told Ning Fengxu that when she was very good at medicine, she would raise another puppy, so that she could let it live a healthy life.

"Zhizhi, I used to fight very well, and I like to rush ahead."

"So I still can't be a bystander."

(End of chapter)