After Lin Shan ran home in the rain, she threw the umbrella aside, she didn't want this umbrella, she had to find a chance to return it to Song Heze.

After charging her phone, she went into the bathroom, turned on the faucet in the bathtub, and lay down.

She took the bath bomb and scrubbed her face and body, which reminded her of Jiang Lingcheng in the evening, the relationship between the two at that time did not seem to be fake, she even secretly wondered in her heart if he also liked herself a little, but when she learned the news that he was going to get engaged in three days, she felt how naïve her thoughts were, and her dignity was as dirty as ants in his eyes.

"Dignity."

Lin Shan chewed these two words and laughed at herself, since the day she promised Jiang Lingcheng, she had long lost her dignity.

Lin Shan looked at herself in the mirror, and after removing her makeup, she was only sickly pale, with no energy at all, and her eyes were even more dim and lifeless.

A sudden surge of nausea welled up in her stomach, and she vomited blood again.

She can't see the light and can't give it to others.

She owes too many people in this world, so much that she can't pay it off, but in her limited life, she hopes to pay back a little more, at least to atone for her sins.

In the rain, she was a little dizzy, wiped her hair, and lay on the bed, extremely tired and fell into a deep sleep.

Perhaps it was the aggravation of her condition caused by the rain, and she slept until the next afternoon.

Chen Lingling worked the night shift all night, slept from morning to afternoon, got up to cook meals, and Lin Shan hadn't woken up yet.

She had no choice but to knock on Lin Shan's door and shouted Shanshan twice, but there was no response inside, and then she realized that something was wrong.

Lingling quickly pushed open the door and walked in, and saw Lin Shan on the bed with an unnatural flush on her face, and hurriedly reached out and touched her forehead.

Why is it so hot....

She hurriedly lifted the quilt and helped Lin Shan up, "Shanshan, you have a high fever, get up quickly, I'll take you to the hospital." ”

Lin Shan, who was already burned unconscious, subconsciously resisted when she heard the word hospital, "It's okay, you don't have to go to the hospital....."

"You're burned like this, how can you go to the hospital?"

Lin Shan was afraid that Lingling would know about her condition, so she resolutely refused to go to the hospital, saying that she was afraid of the smell of the hospital.

Lingling knew that she had been afraid of going to the hospital since she was a child, and there was no way, so she gave her two antipyretic pills first, if the fever did not subside, whether she wanted to or not, she had to go.

Fortunately, Lin Shan, who took the medicine, was much better, and her body temperature finally dropped in the middle of the night, but she sweated too much and her clothes were soaked.

Lingling had been guarding Lin Shan's side, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, she touched Lin Shan's face, and sighed a little distressed.

Her Shanshan had a bad life, she met someone like Jiang Lingcheng, and for him, she spent her youth, and in the end, she got nothing but a scar.....

Although the fever subsided, she still slept too groggily, in a trance, as if she saw a teenager standing in front of her, tears flowing all over his face, he stretched out his hand to her, and said something in pain, Lin Shan's nerves were too weak to hear clearly.

She subconsciously moved her steps closer to him, "Who are you?" ”

The boy suddenly stopped talking, and looked at her with deep eyes.

Suddenly, a roaring explosion sounded in the distance, and the light of the fire shone on the boy's face.

Only then did Lin Shan see him clearly, she took a step back, her lips trembling and muttering. "Jiang Lingcheng ....."

The picture suddenly turned, the young man in front of her was gone, and she saw that she was on the top of a mountain, which was very familiar.

The phone rang, she pressed answer, and an anxious male voice came from the other end of the phone, "Shanshan, you listen to my explanation, I didn't mean to lie to you...."

She watched her cry and roared loudly, "Jiang Lingxi, I hate you!" ”

The next second, she knelt on the ground, and the young man appeared again, his eyes were red, he pinched her neck, and roared at her heartbreakingly: "Lin Shan, I hate you!" I'm going to make you die a bad death! ”

Lin Shan shook her head desperately, no, no, it's not me.....

She shouted loudly and explained, but the man still refused to let her go, and pinched her neck tightly.

Lin Shan was out of breath, and when she was about to suffocate, she cried and shouted with all her strength: "Jiang Lingcheng! ”

Lingling was startled when she heard Lin Shan's shouts one after another, and hurriedly pushed her.

"Sanshan, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Shan's consciousness gradually returned, she slowly opened her eyes, and Jiang Lingcheng and Jiang Lingxi in front of her all disappeared, only Lingling with a worried face.

Only then did she realize that she had just had a nightmare, dreaming of the past and dreaming of her inner demons.

She struggled to forget the image in her mind, swallowing her parched throat, only to find that she didn't even have the strength to lift her hand.

"Shanshan, do you want to drink water?"

Lingling noticed her actions, asked softly, picked up the water next to her, and helped her drink it.

After drinking a glass of water, Lin Shan had some strength, looked at Lingling, and said coquettishly: "Lingling, I'm hungry." ”

Lingling smiled as expected, picked up her sweat-soaked hair from her forehead, and held it behind her ear, "Little gluttonous cat, I knew you would be hungry, I cooked you your favorite pork ribs corn hot." ”

Lin Shan smiled sweetly, "Thank you, Lingling." ”

"Don't say thank you to me." Lingling tapped Lin Shan's head and corrected.

"Okay."

Taking advantage of Lingling's efforts to scoop up the soup, Lin Shan took out the medicine from the table and ate it first, she couldn't let Lingling know about stomach cancer.