Chapter 561: Nonsense

Gu Ziwei said resentfully: "You allowed me to chase you last time, it's only been a few days, and you regret it?" Fortunately, I didn't quit, otherwise I wouldn't have found a place to cry. Song Haowen said apologetically: "I just made a suggestion, you don't have to over-interpret it." Gu Ziwei sighed and said, "How much of the truth do you have to me now?" Is it true that the relationship between us is becoming weaker and weaker because of distance and time? Song Haowen hurriedly emphasized: "The friendship between us has never weakened, this must be your delusion." Gu Ziwei said hatefully: "You obviously know that I am talking about love, not friendship." Song Haowen defended: "Whether there is love between the two of us or not, this is not suitable for discussion now." After all, we are just fake lovers now, not real lovers. This is what we said at the beginning, you can't go back on your word! Gu Ziwei smiled bitterly: "I know that you are a dead duck with a hard mouth, and you dare not take responsibility and obligation." You're good in other ways, but in terms of personal feelings, you're really a person who doesn't take responsibility. Song Haowen felt a little ashamed, and he quibbled: "You let a twenty-one-year-old boy take on the heavy responsibility of marriage, can he afford it?" Even if he can afford it, who can guarantee that he won't change his mind? Because I don't have confidence in my emotions right now, I refuse your request, and you should be able to understand that. Gu Ziwei said unconvinced: "I can't understand! Love is not easy to come by, if it is true love, it will not leave easily, if you are afraid of changing your heart from the beginning, it proves that you are not true love yet. I think you haven't really loved each of us girls, that's why you're picking, hesitating, and timid. Song Haowen was speechless by Gu Ziwei for a while, does he have true love for all the girls around him, including her?

He believed he must have. But he has a problem of pan-love, he is not dedicated, but he has been baptized by traditional Chinese morality, which makes him dare not accept the true love of others, and he is afraid that he will be sorry for others in the future.

In their eyes, it is natural to think that he does not really love them. In the face of her doubts, he could not say that he did not love them, and hurt their self-esteem; can't say that they love all of them, and let them be seen as scumbags.

Gu Ziwei saw that Song Haowen didn't speak, and her heart was even more unhappy, and said: "Since you don't love us, you shouldn't care about us and help us with all your might, but you should stay away from us, so as not to let us love and suffer emotionally." But your approach is just the opposite, you not only help us wholeheartedly, but also recruit everyone to your side one by one, you let everyone fall into the whirlpool of feelings one by one and can't extricate themselves, but you also high-profile preach the freedom of love, I ask you, how do you let them fall into the whirlpool of feelings to love freely? You are like an unattainable mountain in front of everyone, how do you ask them to climb over the past to find new feelings? Gu Ziwei's words exploded in Song Haowen's mind like a thunderbolt, and he was stunned all of a sudden!

He had never pondered this question, he was just guided by his subconscious to do things, thinking that this would help them and make it easy for them to reach the peak of life, but he did not think that his good intentions might cause them great trouble, and for a while, he could no longer judge whether what he had done was reasonable or not.

Song Haowen couldn't help but say a little uneasily: "I'm sorry, Ziwei, I really never thought about what you said to me today, and you made me start to doubt whether my behavior is worthy of the word chivalry." So what should I do now, according to your advice? Is it to immediately draw a line with you and part ways? Gu Ziwei couldn't help but be stunned when she heard Song Haowen's words, not mentioning other girls, just saying that she herself, if she persuaded him to leave her ruthlessly, he would probably do it, but can she accept such a result?

He is not the feeling that he cultivated like giving flowers and buying gifts, but he has saved his life, you are afraid that you will be frustrated in the future when you fall in love with him, and you will drive him away, is this the attitude of repaying the life-saving benefactor?

Is it justified in conscience? Gu Ziwei thought again, which girl who is currently around Song Haowen has not received his great favor?

Which one was not saved by him in danger? It can be said that without his chivalrous deeds, every one of them would have suffered great disasters in their lives, even like herself, Yang Yuebing and Danielle.

Hepburn may have been out of the world for a long time, and they fell in love with him out of gratitude and instinct, what does this have to do with him?

And what is his responsibility? What right do you have to reproach him for not loving him, or complain about his lack of single-mindedness?

As for blaming Song Haowen for not helping them, it is even more nonsense. They were in danger at the time, how could they refuse to save them at the risk of saving them, unless they were bent on death.

Thinking of this, Gu Ziwei felt ashamed, and felt a little sorry for him, she shouldn't have said it so absolutely.

Thinking of this, Gu Ziwei said a little embarrassedly: "What I just said may be a little urgent, I don't mean anything else, I just want you to take on the responsibility of love." I also know that it's not your responsibility for them to love you, and you don't want that...... But you have to deal with your emotional problems properly......" At the end of the day, she didn't know what she was saying or what she wanted to say.

Song Haowen didn't get an answer from Gu Ziwei, but what she said just now shocked him too much, although she blurted it out, not necessarily thoughtful, but it represented an important point of view, that is, what was his motive for gathering all the girls who were good to her to him?

And how can he get them out of the emotional siege? At this time, he had no interest in continuing to communicate, and offered to hang up the phone.

As a result, the two barely closed their eyes that night: Gu Ziwei kept regretting it, and her tears kept flowing, thinking about how to use to make up for the rift between the two; Song Haowen was thinking about her words over and over again, thinking about his good intentions, how could it become a siege of their emotions?

How can it become a mountain that hinders their spiritual freedom? However, this problem, which entangled Song Haowen all night, was temporarily put down by him the next morning.

He comforted himself: Since he can't figure it out, then he doesn't want to, anyway, these girls have already arrived at his side, and he can't drive them away now, so he can only take one step at a time.

He decided that there must be a way before the car reaches the mountain, and there will naturally be a way to resolve it.