Chapter 68: Actually, I Don't Want to Live Anymore
"What's your relationship with her?"
"It doesn't matter, she's a person at work."
Si Suge has a lot of reason to suspect that Gu Wenlun has been taken away when he went abroad in recent years.
"Are you still the Gu Wenlun I know?"
If you want to say that Gu Wenlun in the past, he was a prodigal son in love, I don't know how many girls' hearts he hurts, because the two families are world friends, so the two often play together, he always uses the excuse to go to Su Ge is actually to find a woman's bowl, and Su Ge has to help him cover every time.
"She's the girlfriend of one of my very important friends."
"What about your friend?"
"Dead. Car accident and fall off a cliff. β
Su Ge stopped talking, Gu Wenlun has always been affectionate and righteous to his friends, so his concern for Lin Shan is also understandable. He hesitated to tell him about Lin Shan's illness.
However, he didn't say anything in the end, Gu Wenlun was not Lin Shan's family, and he needed to go through more inspections to confirm.
Gu Wenlun had just returned to China and was tired for another day, so Su Ge asked him to go back to the hotel to rest first, and he would stay to observe Lin Shan's state.
In the middle of the night, when the anesthetic passed, Lin Shan slowly opened her eyes, she lived in a luxurious suite in the hospital, spacious and comfortable.
On the sofa directly opposite her hospital bed, there sat a man who looked very clean and exuded a gentle and elegant temperament. When he saw Lin Shan who woke up, he smiled.
A strange man appeared in Lin Shan's hospital room, but she was not afraid, because Su Ge was an ideal doctor, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, and a poetic and bookish atmosphere.
"Do you still feel dizzy?"
"Are you a doctor?" Although Lin Shan guessed that he was a doctor, he was not wearing a white coat, so he was not sure.
"Yes. It was Gu Wenlun who begged me to come. β
Mr. Gu... She remembered that she was driving her car and crashed into a pillar in front of the hotel gate.
"Well, I'll find a chance to thank Mr. Gu."
Su Ge heard her call Gu Wenlun Gu Zong, and she was very puzzled, didn't she know who Gu Wenlun was? Don't even know your boyfriend's friends?
"The accident wasn't serious, just some external injuries, which have been bandaged for you."
Lin Shan nodded seriously.
"But... Your stomachβ" Suger paused, testing her.
Lin Shan probably guessed what he wanted to say, how could he not know if he was a doctor, "My illness, I know." It's late. β
Su Ge didn't answer, and listened to her quietly.
"Doctor, I beg you not to tell Mr. Gu, don't say anything to anyone."
"Why?"
"I'm running out of time, I can't cure it, and I don't want them to worry about me at the end."
Suge is a doctor, he has seen this kind of thing a lot, which is why he is not willing to be too willing to be a doctor and is willing to do scientific research, he hopes to find a solution before the disease comes.
"I guess there's something else going on."
Lin Shan raised her head to look into Su Ge's eyes, the dark night made the lights in the room brighter, and also illuminated the despair in her eyes at a glance.
Her voice was muffled, "Actually, I don't want to live anymore." β
Perhaps Su Ge had a certain temperament that reminded her of Jiang Lingxi, whom she had just met, and she revealed her heart for the first time in front of him.
The reason that supported her to live before was Jiang Lingcheng, but gradually, after experiencing so many things, she was tired and tired.
Su Ge was silent for a long time, he didn't know what to say to this girl he met for the first time, if it was a patient, he would enlighten and encourage them, but Lin Shan was not an ordinary patient, her relationship with Gu Wenlun made him care more about Lin Shan, so he didn't want to tell some white lies to deceive her.
Lin Shan herself is an optimistic and cheerful person, and she doesn't want to spread negative energy to others, she pulled out a smile and pretended to be casual and said: "Although I look young, my life is quite 'rich', and I have experienced everything that should be experienced, and it is not in vain." β
Su Ge was a little moved by her words, and looked at her eyes seriously for the first time, obviously a pair of beautiful almond eyes, but there was no color, lifeless, he felt that she was very pitiful.
He pulled up a chair, sat down next to her bed, and asked seriously, "What is the enrichment method?" I've been a doctor for so many years, and I've heard a lot of stories. Listen to yours. β
Lin Shan smiled, she just wanted to change the topic, but she didn't expect Su Ge to turn the topic back.
He seems to be a good listener, and he is also very strange, saying things that are difficult to say to familiar people, but easy to say to strangers.
"Where do you want to start with that?"
Suge thought for a moment, "Then let's start with the boyfriend you've had." β
He really knows how to ask questions, and he gets to the point as soon as he comes up.
"Listening to your tone, it looks like I've made a lot of friends."
Su Ge raised his eyebrows, his eyebrows were dyed with a smile, and he looked at her eyes clearly saying, You look like you have many boyfriends.
"Okay." Lin Shan compromised, "Actually, I only have one boyfriend. β
"This boyfriend of mine was made when I was in college, and he was also my first love, and we talked about it for three or four years. Three years ago, he passed away unexpectedly. β
Suge asked, "Have you never handed it in since?" β
Lin Shan thought about Su Ge's words carefully, Jiang Lingcheng is he... No, it doesn't count... He wouldn't admit it, so she nodded, "Never again." β
She was quite affectionate, which made Suge's curiosity about the man even heavier.
"What kind of man is he?"
What kind of people... Lin Shan thought that this should be the only word to describe him, "In your medical field, there is a mental illness called split personality, right?" β