Feast Ling lowered her head, making it difficult to see her face, and she only thought she was very shy, "I also thanked him for what happened last time, so I wanted to ask my cousin to thank him." But I think that the friendship is different, the way of thanking is different, and the thank-you gift is even more different, so I want to ask. ”

The second young lady sat on the side and took the lead in laughing, "Okay, our family banquet bell has also begun to care about people's feelings." ”

The feast bell was originally a lie, but it was ridiculed by the second young lady like this, and she lowered her head in shame. Li hugged her, "Don't pay attention to your second sister-in-law." ", and said: "The young master of the Zhou family and your third cousin are not friends since childhood, although the two said that they knew each other when they were children, they also became friends in the Autumn Mountain Courtyard. ”

This feast bell actually knows. The reason why she asked this question was to confirm what she thought in her heart. Sure enough, as a mother, my aunt can't stop talking about her third cousin, let alone her third cousin when she was a child?

She said, "Your third cousin, when he was a child, he actually didn't have a back boring, I still remember that he actually had good friends when he was a child, everyone picked up bird eggs together, and he climbed trees the fastest." ”

Feast Bell grabbed this sentence and immediately asked Ning Shuo with a smile, "Third brother, do you still climb trees?" Can't really see it? Do you remember what happened at the beginning? I'm afraid I forgot about it. ”

She laughed softly, as if she was joking, Ning Shuo didn't doubt it, recalled it in her mind, looked at her and Li's and said, "I still remember, the one who played well with me was the Wu family who used to live in the alley of Kaiyuan, right?" The third young master of their family is the same age as me, and I remember that we played for a while. ”

Li nodded again and again, "Yes, it's his family's child, but it's a pity that his family moved to Jiangnan later, and you have no playmates." ”

Ning Shuo smiled, "Now that I think about it, I still remember that the mother who took out the bird eggs helped hide them, otherwise they would have been taken away by my father." ”

Li laughed, and the whole room laughed, but the heart of the feast bell became heavier and heavier, and he became more and more confused, and even panicked.

Obviously, there will be seven or eight points of evidence for the guess that the third cousin is Mr., but as soon as he recalls the past like this, it shows that he remembers. It is impossible for the gentleman to know about the third cousin's young age, and the third cousin can say it at this time, at least to prove that "he has this memory".

The stunned Xiao Sheng girl is pushing the truth layer by layer. Pushing back and forth is nothing more than two truths.

One is that the third cousin is the third cousin, and the matter of possession is a nonsense. The second is the memory of the third cousin, which became the memory of the gentleman at the moment when he was possessed.

As the second thought crossed her mind, a sense of fear and sadness swept through her.

If this is the case, then how miserable and regretful should the real third cousin be?

The spirit in the book was just possessed, but he didn't even keep his memory.

He has been muffled and silent, has always had low self-esteem that he is not as good as the other brothers and sisters in the family, has been studying hard, whether it is a cold window or a scorching heat, he has never been lazy for a moment, but even so, he still died in the middle of the night.

There was no trace of it, and no one knew about it.

Even his parents, brothers and sisters didn't notice the change.

If he had known from the spring, he would have been sad.

She sighed deeply, and after everyone had dispersed, she glanced at her third cousin's courtyard again. Inside, he should be entertaining Zhou Hao. That's "his" friend.

If the third cousin is really a gentleman, what does he think about the deceased third cousin?

She couldn't help but think about it with her husband's thoughts, but her mind was vague and she always felt that she was covered with a layer of paper. I didn't go to bed until I went to bed in the back, and I was still thinking about things.

When you think about it, you think too much. For example, why did she dare to think that her husband and her third cousin were the same person?

How ridiculous is that!

But no matter how ridiculous it was, she seemed to dare to think about it. One is that she may have been born in Lingnan, and she has heard too many stories of gods and ghosts, and the other is that she is too obsessed with her husband, and when she is obsessed, she is like a demon at dusk, and she is fascinated in front of her eyes and is unwilling to give up.

However, her obsession with her husband is deep, and it is also common sense.

Mr. Jing is really amazing. He suddenly appeared in her ignorant years, knowledgeable, handsome, gentle, considerate, like a brother and a teacher. And because she couldn't go out, she was the person she saw the most day and night, so all eyes were on her, like a talisman who belonged to her, teaching her the truth of the world little by little, watching her grow up little by little, and taking her to do countless things at the age when she could remember the most.

They sat under the porch and listened to the rain, lay down under the big tree and watched the sunset, she ate the bad rice that her husband cooked, and the husband ate the peach blossom cake she made that he loved.

Therefore, she never panicked at all, never annoyed at all, and even accepted it. She also accepts that her husband is Sui Mingting, and the more bright and beautiful Sui Mingting is in the mouth of outsiders, the more she likes it.

It also has something to do with her temperament.

She has a weak temperament, she never wins when she quarrels with others, and she is afraid of dealing with people, so she can't do anything well. Mr. is the most powerful person in her heart, she not only follows him to learn poetry and books, but also learns the way of life. So day after day, year after year, she felt that her husband understood everything and was a strong man.

She examined her heart and found that she was actually very strong. Therefore, Mr. is Suiming Court, the prince's companion, the son of the prince, and he was the most prominent son in everyone's mouth, which made her very excited.

Her husband, in her imagination, should be such a brilliant person. She even understood from that moment the regret in her husband's eyes that she couldn't understand, except for the pain. She didn't know why before, but now she understands a little - Mr. should also regret that he is quietly dying in Lingnan, not in the treacherous court, right?

He is a strong man, whether he is alive or dead, he should stand in the court, he should be in Kyoto, he should be alive and hold power in this place where he stirs up the storm, and when he dies, he will be scolded or pitied or memorialized.

Feast Bell felt that she had begun to see through some of her husband's thoughts. This kind of understanding made her a little happy.

She felt as if she had become much wiser from self-examination over and over again.

For example, at this time, she felt that she was happy with Mr., but it was actually a kind of footsteps to follow the strong. The gentleman's pace is so fast, the footprints are so big, she is a person who is cowering, she is really a weak person, how can the weak follow his footsteps?

She also has low self-esteem.

Fortunately, now she has become smarter, slowly, slowly, she slowly stepped on her own feet on the footprints of her husband, although compared to the two, her own steps are still much smaller, but dare to overlap her footprints with him, it is already very brave.

She fell asleep, and before she fell asleep, she thought: If Mr. is not a strong man, does she still like it?

Will a weak and cowardly person like a weak person?

I don't think so.

Her liking is also conditional.

Good night, I've finished writing the two shifts today.

Tomorrow I will work hard to start more, and today I am much better.

Good night, good night.