Li brought the feast bell into the house, originally to ask her why she was glaring at Ning Shuo - the emperor is above, although the son is not angry, but the children still don't have misunderstandings and disputes, she wants to see the two of them sweet and greasy every day to be happy!

As a result, before he asked, he heard the banquet bell say anxiously: "Auntie, Yu Xingzhi is back." ”

When Li Shi heard this, he immediately couldn't care about the children's affairs, and frowned: "Why did he come back?" ”

Feast bell: "It's for the Mo family's sister." ”

I told it again.

Li Shi was not angry after hearing this, and said: "It is rare for a person like Yu Xingzhi to be able to go out like this, but it's a pity, if he had been out before, the Mo family girl might have turned back, and now she has been suffering for so long, and she has finally figured it out, so how can she turn back?" ”

Speaking of this, she still sighed a little, "So, for such a thing as marriage, Yue Lao has a red line, but it also depends on whether he is angry or not, and if he is not angry, the red line in his hand will also be cut." ”

When the feast bell heard it, he agreed, "I watched the two of them come all the way, and I also watched the Mo family's sister's heart sink little by little, hey, it's also pitiful." ”

Li scolded Yu Xingzhi again, and said: "Poor thing, Miss Mo really did a sin to meet Yu Xingzhi, think about it, she finally figured it out, and was about to go to manage the accounts for others, and there was an errand that might enter the East Palace, but Yu Xingzhi came back again, with an affectionate look - hey! I'm afraid that no matter how determined a person is, his heart will be sad and tormented, and he will definitely not be able to sleep tonight. ”

Feast Bell sighed when she heard this, and said in a low voice: "It's really a miserable person, aunt, can we still help her?" ”

Li: "Naturally, I can. But when it comes to the East Palace, we can't come forward, I'll see who is better. ”

Feast Ling thought for a while and said, "Naturally, it is the lady of the Zhenguo Mansion." ”

As soon as Li Shi heard this, she knew that Yan Ling was now more and more aware of this, and she smiled and said, "Yes, there is no better person than the Duchess of Zhenguo to mention this matter to the crown princess." ”

She praised: "Yanling, you are right. ”

The feast bell responded with a smile. Li said: "Leave this matter to me, and I'll find a familiar lady to talk to the Duchess of Zhenguo." ”

The feast bell stood up, "Auntie, then I'll go back first, and I'll go to Xiaoxi Mountain tomorrow." ”

Li shook his head and personally hugged her to send her out of the door, and then she was thinking about who would be better to come forward, thinking about it, and going to write a letter again, and when it was dark after she was done, she remembered the quarrel between her children.

Ouch, what can I do?

Li Shi hurriedly called Ning Shuo over and scolded him, "Why did you offend Yan Ling?" ”

Ning Shuo said: "I guess I did something wrong." ”

Li: "Then what did you do wrong?" ”

Ning Shuo lowered his head, "I don't know." ”

He wanted to ask. But Fang Yanling came to his mother's place, and he was found by Ning Guogong again, and when he came out of Ning Guogong's study, he was called by his mother directly.

Li Shi was angry when he saw his uncompetitive appearance, "You are eighteen years old, why are you so wooden!" Yes! You're so mad at me! If you don't know, just ask! ”

Ning Shuo thought, he was not eighteen years old, he was twenty-five years old.

But even at the age of twenty-five, he had no contact with women.

Except for the banquet bell.

But at that time, the banquet bell was too small, and he didn't have that mind at all, and he didn't dare to think about it.

Now that the banquet bell is bigger, he also thought about it, but he still didn't dare to think too deeply, he just blindly wanted to push her away, so he didn't dare to move.

He was a person who went too smoothly along the way, the spring breeze was proud, and he wholeheartedly supported the prince to sit firmly in the East Palace, and planted a big heel behind him, so he planted his whole life into it, and it became an obsession for a lifetime.

thought that the obsession was his father's tragic death and grievance, but this obsession directly affected all his decisions.

For example, the banquet bell.

Now, he is planted in his own obsession and can't get out, the whole person becomes not like himself, when he thinks of the banquet bell, he is afraid, frightened, hiding his mind in the bottom of the deep lake, afraid of being seen, and wants people to pick it up and see.

This is not like his previous decisiveness, he feels like he has been wrapped in silk these days, and no one can save him if he is wrapped layer by layer.

Ning Shuo sighed, knowing that he had reached a dead end, he was such a person, he had no idea at all.

So Li pushed on the side, but he didn't dare to move.

In case it moves...... What should I do if Yan Ling's life is ruined by him?

He now thinks back on the past, and he actually regrets it very much. When he was in the East Palace, he was really a little self-righteous.

Why did Your Majesty kill your father?

Even if the father is the prince, he still guards himself, and there is no trace of thinking that the prince is better than the emperor in front of His Majesty, no matter what His Majesty's political opinions are, his father is on His Majesty's side, if the prince is not convinced, his father will reprimand the prince.

is so cautious, the emperor is still jealous of his father, and he wants him to take out his heart to see the loyalty and traitor, and even throw his father's heart into the dirty ditch to practice, he hates the emperor enough.

I hated it first, gritted my teeth, and I wanted to kill it as soon as possible. Then, slowly, he began to dream about his mistakes day by day.

Was he too proud?

Is he too self-righteous?

He and the prince were full of style to fight with King Jin, which was really attention-grabbing.

If only he had done a little better.

If only he had been smarter.

If only he had been more tactful and more careful.

He...... Did you get it wrong in the first place?

Ning Shuo fell into a nightmare, he couldn't sleep peacefully every day, he couldn't see anything during the day, but he was uncontrollable and uneasy at night, like stepping on a gimbal, and he was about to fall down if he was a little careless.

To fall is to die.

He thought, it's good if I die alone. But he didn't dare to die.

This body is not his.

He sank himself into the lake, not daring to breathe.

He has lost so much that he trembles, and even if he can have it, he will worry about losing.

He suddenly understood Yu Xingzhi at this moment.

Today, when he was in the house without rain, Yu Xingzhi was sent in. When the old man saw him like this, he was not angry, only sighed, and when he woke up, he asked him, "Have you ever regretted it?" ”

Yu Xingzhi shed a tear. He pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed at himself with difficulty: "Sir, it's useless for me to regret it now." ”

"I used my self-righteousness to hurt her, and I was punished in the end."

"Sir...... I now regret that I want to die. ”

If it was usual, Ning Shuo would definitely sneer at Xingzhi, but he was standing there at that time, but he couldn't say a word.

At that moment, he felt that he was in action.

Yu Xingzhi said, "Since I was a child, because I was a concubine, no matter how good my grandmother was to me, I always had doubts, how good the gentlemen in the school were to me, I was also suspicious of them, I was suspicious, I didn't dare to move, I was afraid that others would think that I was a concubine and dared to show off." ”

"The only thing I can do is to love Yunyan. I boldly told her that I would show her the best side of my heart...... I thought I could marry her in style. ”

"But when the Song family came to marry, my other suspicious heart began to reveal those scarred doubts, I saw my own wounds, so I used my wounds to hurt her with confidence...... I thought I was right, because I hurt myself, and I hurt so much that I thought it hurt the most. ”

But now that I think about it, he was so wrong.

He cried and said, "Sir—I regret it, I regret it...... But it's useless for me to regret it, it's not that she doesn't like me, it's that she doesn't believe in me anymore. ”

"Sir, I have lost the person who has been the best to me in this life."

"It's all my fault, it's all my own doing."

He was in great pain, lying on the bed and crying heartbreakingly, until the end of the cry, a mouthful of blood spit out, and he fell into a coma again.

Buyuchuan called someone to ask for a doctor, but Ning Shuo didn't come back to his senses for a long time, feeling that he was scolding himself with every word.

He stood there immobilized and mired in self-doubt.

Is he like Mo Yunyan to the banquet bell?

His heart was in turmoil.

Li Shi has already started to be yin and yang, "Oh, you're much more stable, fart. The strands stuck to the stool and couldn't move. Hehe, it's really steady. ”

As soon as she said this, Ning Shuo's heart was confused, and after thinking about it, she still said, "Mother, then I ......."

Li: "Then you stick to the stool." It's best to never get up! ”

Ning Shuo stood up and went to find the feast bell.

5

——

Just when I succeeded in five chapters yesterday, it's okay!

Today continues with five chapters of the daily update.

Hopefully I can finish it by 12 p.m.

(End of chapter)