The feast bell asked softly, not even using a reproachful tone, but Ning Shuo felt that his throat was invisibly choked by a pair of hands, and he couldn't breathe.

"So what? So what are you going to do? ”

She just sat there, waiting for his answer.

Ning Shuo opened his mouth with difficulty, his hand revealing the green tendons little by little, and then said with a wry smile: "Banquet bell...... It's that I can't live with you. I really don't want you to mess with the affairs of the family, I ...... I ......"

He wanted to say you hate me, but he couldn't.

At the age of fifteen, he went out of the East Palace to wander the court, and at the age of twenty-five, he was imprisoned in Lingnan and died in a foreign country, he thought that he had seen everything in his life, but it was not until this time that he found that the word love seemed to be different from what he had done before, the dangers he had experienced, and the disasters he had experienced.

At this moment, his hands trembled violently, and he wanted to blurt out some words, but he didn't dare.

He had already found that when he faced the bell, no matter what he thought about, he became timid.

It was the feast bell, seeing his appearance, seeing the truth that he was about to tell in his mouth, his body couldn't help but lean forward, "Third brother-what else do you want to say-"

What else do you want to say?

Ning Shuo's heart trembled with his hand, and he still said a sincere word in a trembling voice. He said, "Yan Ling, don't hate me-"

Hearing this, Feast Bell met his gaze, stared at his face, and then smiled lightly, "I don't hate you." ”

Ning Shuo didn't know if he had taken one breath or the last breath was gone, but after hearing this sentence I don't hate you, he was so weak that he almost slipped off the stool.

When the feast bell was seen in his eyes, his eyes were dyed with tears.

She didn't understand, what was he holding onto? What was he afraid of?

She could. Isn't she worthy of his trust in the past four years?

She took a deep breath, but couldn't help crying, she was a little girl who loved to cry, and at this time, her anger surged into her heart, so she was aggrieved, held her breath in her heart, and said in a trembling voice: "Third brother, I can help you." You left me behind and walked forward on your own, what should I do...... I had no way to go. ”

Ning Shuo suddenly became at a loss, his heart was no longer difficult, his hands and feet were also strong, and he hurriedly went over to coax, "Yanling, don't cry." ”

He handed over his handkerchief again, and waited for her breath to calm down before finally speaking slowly, "Yan Ling, this matter is very dangerous, I am afraid that you are in danger." ”

He thought about it, but still said something hurtful, "You're too weak...... If the person behind the scenes wants to pick someone to make an example of the monkey, you are the first choice. I'm scared, I'm scared of you because of ......"

He wanted to say that he would lose your life because of me, but when the words came to his mouth, he had to swallow them, and said, "Because of my family, I cut off your life." ”

The feast bell can be regarded as knowing these twists and turns in his heart. She had guessed before, but today she finally heard it from his mouth.

She didn't resent him for thinking like that.

It's all for the good of the other party. It's just that there are some things, everyone's thoughts are different, and no one can convince anyone, just like although she and him are standing together at this time and talking about it, she knows that he still has concerns.

So, she didn't want to lose her temper at this time, she was angry with him, she thought, she should solve this matter.

She heard herself say, "Third brother, sit down." ”

Ning Shuo was stunned, but still sat down beside her. But after being stunned and obedient, after sitting down, there was a gap in my mind. There was only a table between them, so close together that he thought he could almost smell her scent.

It's a small six lotus.

He was stunned for a moment, and then he felt deeply disgusted with himself.

Feast Ling didn't know what was going on in his head, she was still immersed in her own thoughts, and said, "Third brother, I know what you are worried about, but I am a human being, and I have desires and desires, and you can't stop me from doing it." ”

She took a deep breath, "I know, I'm weak, I might cause you trouble, but I also have my own strength, I can draw, I can see the subtleties, maybe I can help?" I've helped you a few times, haven't you? ”

She reasoned with him, "There is indeed a big difference between our family backgrounds, and I really don't want to mention it...... But...... But is it true that only the strong can do the things of the world? ”

"You're worried that I'll be implicated, but so far, countless people have been implicated, can the third brother guarantee that nothing will happen to you? Won't something happen to Lord Buyukawa? Even, won't something happen to the Ningguo Mansion? ”

She said seriously: "I thought about it, I also love life, I want to live a long life, and I don't want my family to worry, but things are not so bad, right?" Everything is going on the bright side, and I can—"

When Ning Shuo heard this, she already knew that she had made up her mind. Yan Ling was a little stubborn, and he was not deeply involved in the world, he was afraid that her every day would be like a father, but at this moment, he really couldn't convince her to give up.

He could only bite the bullet and continue to persuade: "You think too well-"

The feast bell is angry. It's not okay to say it well, so what is?

Her fingers curled up little by little, her eyes looked at him like fire, and her voice grew louder and louder, "So what is good?" Under what circumstances can I be guaranteed to be safe all the time? ”

Her calm just now was defeated by his reason, and she stood up suddenly, glaring at him viciously, like a fried cat, and couldn't hold back any longer.

She trembled and said, "Why do I have to wait until I am strong, until I am foolproof, I can help you?" ”

"Is it true that the weak are destined to be useless? Are you going to be cast aside, imprisoned in the house, and watched you go about your steps? ”

Her voice went up, and then it fell down at this time, suppressed herself, and said in a dumb voice: "Is it - is it that in my life, I can only wait for you to finish everything, wait for you to settle your grievances, and wait for you to be worthy of heaven and earth, before I can call you a sir?" ”

Ning Shuo raised his head violently, looked at her in disbelief, and then heard her tearful words, "Lingnan four years ......"

"In the four years of Lingnan, I called you so many sentences, day and night, there was never a perfunctory sentence, all from the heart, you died...... When you died, you didn't tell me, you didn't tell me, I didn't see you for the last time—do you know how much courage I used when I went to wake you up, the moment I went to probe your nose—"

She cried so much that she was already weak, and she only murmured, "I'm like this, you're still doing this to me—you're still treating me like this—sir, you're the most unconscionable." ”

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